Chapter 181: Tears
I have to admit that what Chu Muhan showed her was a more real world.
After staying in the 21st century for more than ten years, life is going smoothly, and I thought that this place would be the same as the previous life, even if it is difficult to adapt, it is not a Longtan tiger's den, I don't think that everything here is contrary to what she once imagined, the people here are cruel here, everything here.
There may never be any light or darkness at all, and all the bad and unacceptable sufferings are just the most direct manifestation of the evil and desires in human nature, and there has never been light in the 21st century.
Her tears rolled down, Chu Muhan almost didn't have time to react, after being stunned for a moment, a sudden pain surged in his heart, only to feel an indescribable cold meaning around his body, no matter how strong he was psychologically, he couldn't get out of this haze, watching her cry, how could he not be like a knife? !
"Okay, okay, don't cry, no matter what, I will always be by your side, in this life and this life, I Chu Muhan will do what he says!!"
The oath can't be made at will, Chu Muhan knows this very well, he just wants to embrace this woman in his arms and wish her a good life, even if the world is impermanent, he really has no regrets!
The placket on her chest was easily wet with tears, and Chu Muhan hugged her tighter, and gently stroked her thin back with one hand, which was probably the only thing he could give her at this moment.
With a shallow sigh, the carriage slowly moved down the wide road, and at this time there were no pedestrians on the street, and the sound of the wheels crushing on the road was intertwined with the neighing of the horses from time to time, stirring up the silent night, and just a cart and a horse seemed to constitute a hot and cold world.
Yun Jinglan couldn't suppress her emotions, except for crying, as if there was no other way to vent the indescribable pain in her heart, no one empathized with her, no one could see her heart through, those pictures that had once shone in her heart began to be dusty, those warm memories came wantonly, I have to admit that she has missed it very much, missed it very much.
She was originally another simple girl, with a more decent job, running around the warm home and busy workplace every day, and when she was old, she found a reliable boyfriend, and then walked hand in hand for a lifetime.
It's been a long, long time since I remember my former life, there are so many toiling people, why is she the one chosen by fate!
Why did she have to bear the life of an irrelevant person, bear all and resist everything for her, she had never believed in fate for the first time complained about this unfair fate to her, but at this time, the warmth close at hand made her throb.
Chu Muhan's voice and words were still echoing in his ears, Yun Jinglan was slightly stunned for a moment, swallowed his words with tears, and waited for him to take them out and flip them over when he remembered them in the future, so that he could not admit it!
It was still dark in the palace of the king of Hades, and the guards retreated respectfully, seeing that their prince hugged the angry princess back to the palace, all of them looked solemn as if they had never seen anything, but they had secretly guessed in their hearts what had happened to the two of them today.
The bed of Agarwood Pavilion is still warm and soft, Ah Jing seems to have re-dried the bed today, full of the smell of sunshine, bursts of warmth hit, Yun Jinglan buried his face in the quilt, the whole person was extremely tired but couldn't sleep, his head seemed to be empty, but there were some indescribable thoughts.
"Master, this is hot water for washing, and you need a slave and maid......"
Ah quietly walked in lightly, and found that the atmosphere was not quite right, and she saw that Yun Jinglan lying on the bed was not in a good state, so she asked cautiously.
"Leave it alone, you go and rest, don't worry about it here!"
Chu Muhan's voice was as cold as ever, Ah Quietly couldn't help but shudder, and after casually responding to the peace, he walked out again, the two of them were really strange today!
"Don't think so much, go to sleep first! These things will not be mentioned to you again in the future! ”
He sat on the edge of the bed with his back to Yun Jinglan, but his eyes were fixed on the copper basin in front of him, as if talking to himself, and he said, and guilt followed.
Yun Jinglan naturally didn't feel sleepy, at this moment she had no way to think, Chu Muhan's words woke her up like thunder, since she had already come to this world, what could she do? Obedience means being humiliated, forbearance means being beaten, and forgiveness means leaving the chance to live to the enemy, it's not that she doesn't understand these truths, but she has never experienced them so vividly before!
Chu Muhan's words shocked her heart, in the future, he still didn't plan to let her get in touch with those things, always protect her under his wings, do his best to protect her, spoil her unconditionally and love her, and then fight fiercely and use all means to put the opponent to death without her knowing?
No, she doesn't want that!
"Alright, it's not too early, it's time for you to rest."
Chu Muhan stood up and helped Yun Jinglan tidy up the quilt, and put her restless arm into the quilt, her movements were extremely gentle.
Her eyes were slightly closed, tears were still on her face, she looked pitiful, she had suffered too many blows today, these were beyond her bearing, even if he felt guilty, but he couldn't turn back time.
"Don't go! Stay with me! ”
turned around and wanted to leave, but her sleeve was suddenly grabbed by her.
Chu Mu was cold and shocked on the spot, obviously he didn't expect Yun Jinglan to make such a move, cautiously, tentatively snorting, his voice was soft and a little choked, hoarse and messy, but it made his heart throb very much.
If memory serves, this was the first time she had retained him.
Maybe she couldn't give up the only bit of warmth, maybe she was helpless after a long night, maybe at this moment only he could comfort her and relieve her and accompany her through this tormented time, she finally reached out to him.
"Okay, listen to you!"
Hugging is the warmest, the two hug each other and sleep, but they have a tacit understanding with each other, no one has ever fallen asleep, two pairs of bright eyes are open in the dark, but they have never looked at each other, these are a tumultuous night, it is good to be able to feel each other's existence.
"If one day, what I do is not happy for you, Lan'er, will you still not change your original intention and stop by my side?"
"I, I don't know ......"
The Queen Mother's illness is really a bit aggressive.
Empress Li originally just wanted to tie up the doctors of the Tai Hospital in the Summer Palace so as to cooperate with the actions of the Duan Wangfu, but she didn't think that the situation of the Queen Mother this time was really worrying.