My emotions suddenly got out of control, and I covered my mouth, "I miss you very much, you wait for me, and I will go back to Bincheng tomorrow to apply for a passport and apply for a visa......"

I knew I was pregnant, and I would have done these things! What do you do to make yourself so comfortable!

"Good ......"

He still only said one word, but it was full of complexity, "Wait, I'm ......"

I shook my head, "I don't want to wait, I'm going to accompany you, I want to see you, I want to ......"

"Listen ......"

He was a little anxious, and it took a few seconds to spit out the next word, "Words...... Well? ”

In Lu Pei's place, I couldn't control it at all, "Don't worry, just listen to me, I think you want to see you, and the baby, I want to see our child......"

His breathing over there was very heavy, and I fed the mobile phone for a long time and was picked up by Xia Wendong, "Bao Si, Lu Er's emotions are not suitable for excitement, he still has some sequelae of the previous operation, and his muscles will tremble and headaches, he asked me to tell you, you don't need to come to see him, you can wait for him at home with peace of mind......"

"How could I wait!"

Xia Wendong seemed to come out of the ward, the ward should be very big, the sound of empty footsteps sounded for a long time, followed by the sound of the door closing, he suppressed the low voice, "Bao Si, you know what Lu Er's character is, he doesn't want you to see him now, in front of you, he always wants to present the best." He loves both children, but he prefers his daughter, because he is like you......"

I held my forehead, and my second aunt was a little worried when she saw me like this, "Baosi, what's wrong." ”

Signaling to the second aunt that it was okay, "Dad, but I miss Lu Er, I want to see what he does." ”

"Lu Er has arranged for you on your side, in the past two days, Lei Lao will definitely call you, and Qin Sen, someone will take care of you when you return to Bincheng, and Assistant Yang will also contact you......"

I don't understand, "What is Assistant Yang contacting me?" ”

"Lu Er's previous will, and some internal documents, don't you know that you haven't read them?"

"Nope."

"He has already signed it, he is not here, Hengrun is yours, you are Assistant Yang's boss, he naturally wants to follow you."

Hengrun is mine?

"But I don't understand, I'm ...... here."

"If you don't understand, you can learn, Lu Er said that you can do it, besides, he can also speak now, and he will arrange it slowly here, but he can't stand up and can't leave, he doesn't want you to see this situation."

I gritted my teeth vigorously, "Then he knows that I'm going to worry about him!" ”

"He's just afraid you're worried...... Bao Si, those storms have passed now, I stayed here, and now I am with Ruojun just to take care of Lu Er, besides, the old lady and they are all here, there are many people around Lu Er, I know, no one is as important as you, but that's exactly what he doesn't want you to see......"

I wiped away my tears, I know, but I want to see him, how can he be so ruthless!

"Bao Si, you don't know, the last time Lei Lao came, he said about your smooth delivery, how distressed Lu Er was when he opened his eyes, he couldn't say it, he couldn't move, he was angry and didn't take any medicine, or Lei Lao said, the more you are like this, the more you can't take care of Bao Si, so he continued to cooperate with the treatment, Bao Si, Lu Er is this character, I think you understand."

I just understand it too well, so I hate this man's stubbornness!

Why did he arrange for me to be the head of the Tao every time, and what about himself!

……

"Bao Si, what's going on over there with Xiao Lu?"

Putting down the phone, the second aunt was still looking at me and asking carefully, and I relieved my emotions, "Lu Er can speak, but it is more difficult to speak." ”

"Really!"

The second aunt was a little excited, "To be able to speak is to see strong!" This shows that Xiao Lu is getting better and better day by day! How accurate your hexagram was just now! That's the good news!! ”

Seeing that I was emotionally lost, the corners of the second aunt's raised mouth were a little stiff, "What's wrong, I'm not happy, Xiao Lu won't let you go over, right?" ”

"Hmm."

I lowered my eyes, "I understand his intentions, but I miss him so much and want to take care of him." ”

The second aunt sighed lightly, "Xiao Lu, this kid really didn't say it, our family is really an ancestor who accumulates virtue for you to meet such a man, who understands responsibility, has the ability, and has the responsibility, Bao Si, I think about this now, he also feels sorry for you."

You said that his kind of conditions are different from ours, if we have a disease or disaster, we have to go to our own family, you can't go up, often in this process, the sick number and the family who take care of him have exhausted all their efforts, Xiao Lu is not short of people around him, so he is afraid that you will see him anxious, you said that at that time, the more anxious he is to recover, the more unstable this mentality will be, and it is also for the future of the two of you, say a thousand ways and ten thousand, Xiao Lu still feels sorry for you. ”

I sat there with my face half-down, but I didn't expect my second aunt to say such a thing to me, maybe I really have experienced a lot, people's thoughts, and the ability to withstand things is also stronger, otherwise, these things that happened to me would have been fried in other people's homes.

Actually, I understand Lu Er's thoughts, but I can't really understand him, don't let me go to this, he really doesn't play cards according to common sense, how can anyone be seriously ill and don't let his wife take care of him, I am angry, but I feel more sorry for him.

The second aunt told me a lot, mainly because I frightened her during this time, she had a low-grade fever at every turn, sweating, her body was cold for a while and hot for a while, and sometimes she talked in her dreams, she was afraid that I was provoking something evil, but Qin Sen came to show me and said that I was fine, not only was it fine, maybe it would be better.

"Bao Si, what does Xiao Qin mean by that, what is better."

"He's referring to my body."

No matter how you say it, it's all Mr., yin and yang, it's still clear at a glance.

"Body?"

The second aunt twisted her eyebrows, "I've been sick for half a year and I'm getting better?" ”

I nodded, took a coat and put it on my body and prepared to go to the ground, "Second aunt, how is Qin Sen." ”

"Xiao Qin is okay, now we all know that his dad is the ghost who was killed by your second uncle, he is quite guilty, and keeps saying that it's good that nothing happened to you, otherwise it would really be a sin, he went to see you every day when you just gave birth to a child and fell asleep in the ward, and your high school classmate, Pang Fang, she also went to two ends in three days, and when she went, she sat next to you and cried......"

I put on my shoes and said, "Crying? ”

The second aunt nodded, sighing with emotion in her mouth; "Cry, don't you know about Xiao Lu abroad, saying that I watched you and Xiao Lu come all the way, what is it called, fairy tales or myths, anyway, the child said that he felt sorry for you."

I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled, I could think of the look next to Pang, she must have been frightened, tidied up her clothes, looked down and found that her stomach had been completely flattened, her hand pinched her waist, there was no meat, thinking that in the past half a year, she must have eaten some liquid food, sweating all day long, and the meat that had grown up was all returned.

"Bao Si, what are you doing with your coat, it's cold at night now, don't catch a cold!"

I looked at my second aunt and smiled, "I'm awake and want to go to the herb room in the backyard to see my second uncle first......"

As I spoke, I turned my head and was startled by the woman printed in the mirror!

To be honest, I almost didn't realize it was me, and thought I was living a hell, and I was stunned, and approached in the mirror, "I ......"

The second aunt understood at a glance where my surprise was, and hurriedly got up, "Bao Si, you have been asleep before, and your second uncle and I haven't dyed your hair, so it's awkward to look at this time, it's okay, let's dye it in a while!" ”

I didn't say anything, my hand touched my hair, just now, I thought I was seeing the white-haired witch, no, the gray-haired witch, I was pregnant before, I cut it back, and it was cut to the shoulder slightly up, but the half year I lay down has been over the shoulder again.

Of course, the most important thing is this hair color, I didn't dye my hair when I was pregnant, and it has not been too serious, it has to be covered with a layer on the outside, and there are some silver-gray hair inside, Lu Pei also knows that I was a problem when I was a child, and I didn't care too much, but now, my head is gray and white, and my face is even whiter and white-

The hand ripped off the low ponytail that my second aunt tied loosely for me, and the fingertips passed through the hair, and the feel was soft and good, but I looked at it suddenly, and I thought it was something non-mainstream or a deliberate attempt to show my personality, I remember that the last time I was full of gray hair or my grandmother passed away, but now, it is whiter than the whole color at that time, what is this called, grandma gray?

"Bao Si, it's okay, what is this, let's dye it again, you ......"

"I see."

Muttering with my mouth open, I looked at my second aunt, "I understand." ”

The second aunt was in a fog, "What do you understand?" ”

Taking a deep breath, I looked at myself in the mirror, I didn't judge myself if I looked good or ugly, but my personality was certain, "I fell asleep for half a year, my body was hot and cold, this is a process of yin and yang in my body......"

That's why I will have those wonderful dreams, going to the heavens and the earth, passing through the clouds and the sea, and the heavens and the earth, all of which have meanings.

"What's that?"

The second aunt still doesn't understand, she doesn't understand normal, because she doesn't know anything about the disappearance of my ability, "Does this have anything to do with your hair?" ”

"Yes!"

I nodded, "Tai Chi Yin and Yang, one black and one white, my natal nature is hard, and after balancing, I naturally take the color in the middle, silver gray." ”

The second aunt felt unbelievable, and her face was full of words, Are you talking to me seriously......

"Bao Si, you had this problem when you were a child, what kind of thing is yin and yang."

I smiled at my second aunt in the mirror, and thought of my uncle's words, "This is another attribute of mine, and after being emotional, I confessed to ......"

Understanding, informed, hair, naturally turn white.

The second aunt still didn't understand too much, "Bao Si, then let's still dye our hair." ”

I shook my head, "No, let it be." ”

In the past, it was not serious, and it could last at least a few months after dyeing it, but now it is gray from the roots, and it won't take long for the roots to show ugly, and the most important thing is that I am a treader, and the most important thing is that I need to respect nature, since this is what I must bear in my life, then I am glad that I don't need to change it by manpower.