Chapter Eighty-Seven: Be Yourself

The consequences of going back are unexpected, as soon as the Dragon Boat Festival is over, I received a letter from the eighth elder brother - I have known him for so long, this is the first time he has written to me, in a shameless sentence, I finally succeeded in raising my price.

"Miss, are you going?" Tian Tian has been very happy for me since I received the letter, and this little girl, I'm afraid she can't figure out her master's emotional movements until now.

"No, no." I said coldly, "You can find someone to reply and say that my injuries are still not good." Then get ready, today we're going shopping. ”

"Shopping?" Tian Tian was about to cry when she heard me say that her injuries had not healed, but when she heard me say that she was going shopping, her expression was frozen there for a while, which was very funny.

"That's right, shopping, there are so many things to do during this time, I haven't taken you out to play for a long time." I looked at her strange expression and said in a good mood.

"That Eighth Elder Brother—"

"Let him wait!" I said unceremoniously: "He should learn to learn, and sometimes waiting is also a virtue." "I wonder how long I've been waiting for him! For a whole day and a night, still in the pouring rain, I feel a loss just thinking about his smug expression!

Seeing that Tiantian's little girl went out on an errand in a daze, my mood was better. Brother Jiu, you have tortured me so miserably for a while, thinking that I will be controlled by you in the future and even for the rest of my life, how can I be worthy of your "hospitality" if I don't torture and torture the eighth brother you care about the most?

Tian Tian and I changed into ordinary clothes, casually said to the housekeeper "to see my sister" and went out, who expected to bump into an uninvited guest as soon as I went out. "Fourteenth elder brother, you seem to have gone to the wrong door, this is Niufu." I said in a bad tone.

"Why, I'm a big brother, and I can't even come to a small Guogong Mansion?" My tone is not good, and the tone of the old fourteen is even more impulsive.

"Of course you can, the slave is wrong, Lord Brother, please, forgive the slave and maid for having something to do, and I can't serve you here!" I won't be stupid enough to confront the future general Wang, and simply depreciate myself.

"You-" Old Fourteen had nowhere to go on fire, so he had to follow me and Tiantian to go shopping.

"Fourteenth elder brother, aren't you going to enter the Niu Mansion? Why did you follow the slave and maid to go shopping again, and you are not afraid of insulting your brother's identity? "I read the word "brother" and gritted my teeth.

"Qiyun, is it necessary for you to target me like this for the sake of the fourth brother?" Lao Fourteen is also really popular: "Or, your target has always been Starling." ”

Anyone can say this, but when it comes out of his mouth, it becomes particularly harsh: "What nonsense are you talking about? ”

"Am I talking nonsense? You didn't even pay attention to Huang Ama that day, but you kept staring at the starling's reaction, am I wrong? ”

I can't imagine that you have even observed this, so have you noticed that I never dare to look at your face? "Tiantian, you go back first." Our next words are no longer suitable for Tian Tian to hear, so I said after I broke her away: "Even if I Qiyun is a water-based poplar, it will not be your turn to be in charge of the fourteenth elder brother!" ”

"Impossible, you can fool others with what you say, but you can't fool me! What about the Qiyun who would rather die than have an umbrella that day? What about the Qiyun who cried and asked others not to leave her? Fourteen suddenly leaned into my face, "What about the Qiyun who hugged me and said she was so tired and lonely?" ”

"When did I say that?" Was it when you fell into the water or when you fell unconscious in the rain that day? I was a little scared and trembled a little - I wouldn't even tell the story of crossing and Li Yanyan, would I?

"When?" Fourteen was satisfied to see that I was no longer as sharp as I was just now, and continued to stimulate me: "Is that important? At least you were real at that time, and you wouldn't be full of lies and duplicity like you are now. ”

"What the hell do you want?" Depressed! Even when facing Brother Jiu, I can still maintain my calm and self-control, and when I get to him, I will be completely ruined.

"No, I just want to go shopping quietly with Gege." Fourteen pulled me forward, "I just want you to be yourself today, don't face me with so many disguises." ”

Be yourself? I don't know what I'm supposed to be like myself—the ones I once swore to protect with my life have long since been given up by me; I used to think that I would not marry a king, but I have long been abandoned ruthlessly; Now that I have become a saboteur, I hate what I hate. For someone like me, in a situation like mine, do I still have myself?

"Don't push me, I don't want to face my old self." I'd be going crazy then, "Doesn't Brother Fourteen think I'm looking good now?" ”

"It's not good, it's not good at all," Fourteen shook my hand excitedly, "Although you are laughing on the surface, I know that you have never been happy, this kind of life is not what you want, you are not like this at all!" ”

I let him hold my hand—how could he see that I was hiding it well? "You're not me, how do you know I'm not happy?"

"I just know!" Fourteen pulled me into his arms, "You know, every time I see you, I have a special heartache. ”

Fourteen's hand caressed my face and slowly moved to my eyes, "I want to know what you have been through, to have such deep, weathered eyes. ”

It turned out that my eyes betrayed me, I have to be careful next time - the old fourteen can see it, and the fourth brother and the ninth brother can also see it. I don't want to entangle with Lao Fourteen more about my past, everyone understands the truth that if you say more, you will lose, since you can send him away by doing it once, then why don't I do it once?

"I promise you, I'll show you what I am, but don't you regret it?" Let me warn you that I don't have a fake title as a demon lawyer, and even in modern times, I'm synonymous with a bad person.

"Even if you let the horse come, can I be afraid that you will not be able to make a little girl?" Fourteen sneered at the nasal passages.

Fourteenth brother, you are wrong again, my true face is neither a little girl, nor as pure as you imagined, and it is enough to scare you that you will never dare to see me again.

That's fine, I didn't intend to have a result with you, so I let you give up automatically.

But why, after making this decision, I am still sad?