Chapter 242: Crisis
If she gives birth to this child, then the child will only have a mother and no father in the future, will it have any impact on the child's mental health?
After thinking about it left and right, Xiao Ruoxi finally decided to keep this child, just leave a thought for herself!
After all, she was really a little reluctant to let her take out this child, she didn't know if her reluctance was due to her lingering feelings for Chu Xiuhan or if she was really just reluctant to give up this child.
In short, she had already thought about leaving this child behind, and tomorrow, she had to find an opportunity to discuss with the Venerable Lord to see if she could allow her to join the broken wolf for a later time, and wait until she gave birth to this child before joining the broken wolf.
Thinking about it, Xiao Ruoxi fell asleep again.
And on this day, it was not only her who had the same dream, but also Chu Xiuhan, who was far away at the border.
Awakened by a dream, Chu Xiuhan stood up from the bed and looked at the position beside him, which was empty.
He reached out and stroked the empty seat beside him, thinking about the dream he had just had, and muttered in his mouth:
"Xi'er, do you know how much I want a child between us,...... No, not one, it's many, I want to be around your knees, you know? Xi'er, you wait for me, wait for me to conquer the world, and appease the soldiers in the army, and I will accompany you......"
Chu Xiuhan stretched out his hand and took out a silk handkerchief from under the pillow, looking at the head on it that was not like a mandarin duck but a little like a duck, his eyes were full of tenderness.
Xiao Ruoxi left, and Song Ma also left the barracks, but Song Ma saw Chu Xiuhan before leaving, gave this handkerchief to Chu Xiuhan, and told him that it was embroidered for him by the princess.
Chu Xiuhan held the handkerchief tightly and put it close to his chest, as if in this way, he could feel that Xi'er was still by his side.
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The next day, Xiao Ruoxi asked Yue'er to find Chu Xiuyan after breakfast and told him her decision, she thought he would refuse, but to her surprise.
He actually agreed, not only that, but he also asked her to stay here and raise the baby with peace of mind......
Xiao Ruoxi felt a little confused, she always felt that this lord was a little too enthusiastic about her, they were not related, he saved his life again and again, Xiao Ruoxi couldn't help but think a little narcissistically, didn't this lord take a fancy to himself?
But she's a married woman! It's not a perfect body, and this lord knows it, what does he like about himself?
Xiao Ruoxi couldn't figure it out, she felt that this lord must have been in the wrong position.
In the following days, because she was pregnant, Yue'er took care of Xiao Ruoxi's diet and daily life even more thoughtfully, what she could eat, how much she could eat, and what she couldn't eat, and she was meticulous about everything.
And the lord will often send her some things to replenish her body, come to see her from time to time, and in order to be able to keep an eye on her situation, he also specially arranged for a doctor to live in this house, check her pulse once a day, and personally dispense medicine and food for her......
After repeating this for two months, Xiao Ruoxi finally couldn't help it.
Nothing to be courteous, either a traitor or a thief.
If it was really as she had guessed, this lord had taken a fancy to her words, then with his arrogance, it would be absolutely impossible for him to help others raise children.
He was now attentive to her in everything, taking care of her in every detail, and he wanted to take advantage of this to lower her guard, and then remove the child from her womb in one fell swoop.
Thinking of this possibility, Xiao Ruoxi was shocked, her hand stroked her belly, which was already slightly bulging, and frowned, it seems that she has to find a way to get out of here, she always stays here, after all, people are not related to her, she feels very insecure.
Since then, Xiao Ruoxi's attitude towards Chu Xiuyan has been much more indifferent, and when Chu Xiuyan came to see her again, she refused as much as she could, trying to keep a distance from him.
Xiao Ruoxi's attitude suddenly changed so much, Chu Xiuyan didn't fail to find out, on this day, he forcibly broke in despite Yue'er's argument that he was turned away:
"What's wrong with you lately? But what's uncomfortable? Why do you say you're not feeling well every time I come to see you? The doctor checks your pulse every day and says that you are fine! What are you hiding too hard to say? You name it, and I'll see if I can help you. ”
Xiao Ruoxi looked at Chu Xiuyan, who was babbling a lot of words as soon as she came in, and didn't know how to answer him for a while, did she want to tell him that she was afraid that he would have ill intentions towards her, so she avoided him?
Of course she can't say this, whether he has bad intentions towards himself or not, regardless of whether he has bad intentions for the time being, just because he does take care of himself on the surface during this time, this is a fact, so she can't say such things at this time, so it seems that she is a small family, people are good to you, but you suspect that people have other plans for you, what is this!
"Uh...... No, I'm fine. Xiao Ruoxi shook her head casually, and then, she said: "I will move out after a while, I think I am not related to you, and it ......is not good to live with you all the time."
As soon as Xiao Ruoxi said this, Chu Xiuyan immediately guessed the fundamental reason why Xiao Ruoxi had been avoiding him for this time, she was avoiding suspicion.
"But where can you go?" Chu Xiuyan asked lightly, and then without waiting for Xiao Ruoxi to answer, he said: "You don't have to think so much, you can live here with peace of mind, just give birth to the child well, don't you want to join the broken wolf after giving birth to the child?" So where are you going now? ”
Chu Xiuyan felt that it didn't matter if he avoided suspicion or not, the important thing was that he could rest assured that he could only rest assured when he watched her move under his nose.
"I'm ......" Xiao Ruoxi's eyes flickered a little, she felt that she had already made it clear enough! But the meaning of this lord is obviously that he doesn't want to let her go, and his move made Xiao Ruoxi feel a sense of crisis.
She now felt like she wasn't living here, she was trapped here.
"I'm tired and want to rest, so please go back first!" Xiao Ruoxi pretended to yawn, and then ordered Chu Xiuyan to evict the guest.
Chu Xiuyan knew that she was deliberately trying to drive herself away, and the corners of her mouth under the mask raised a wry smile, and said, "Then you have a good rest, and I will let the doctor come over to show you later." ”
With that, Chu Xiuyan turned around and walked out.
Xiao Ruoxi looked at Chu Xiuyan's departing back, thoughtful.
Since he can't let him go, it seems that she can only escape by her own ability.
Thirty-six plans, go for the upper plan.
Having made up her mind, Xiao Ruoxi sneaked into the yard in the middle of the night that night, ready to climb over the wall.
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