Chapter 184: Life and Death

"No ......" I turned my head and closed my eyes: "Fourth elder brother, Qiyun has no regrets in this life......

I heard that there is a gap between the heart and lungs of a person, which is called "life and death"

, the knife pierces from here, even if it stabs deep, there will be a glimmer of life - I still watched this in the TV series "The Legend of Sword and Fairy", I hope the screenwriter of the TV series did not lie to me, otherwise I would die!

I thought like this, but I didn't hesitate in my actions - "life and death", gambling on life and death, and now even if I die, I have to win the trust of the fourth elder brother before I die. Otherwise, my sister will be tired to death by me, and the Niu family will be finished with me, even seventeen ......

Fourth Elder Brother, with your personality, if you want to get rid of me in the future, you will definitely cut the grass and eradicate the roots, and you will never let go of the Seventeenth Elder Brother - and I will never sit back and watch this kind of thing happen, even if this thing happens a long, long time later, no!

So this life-and-death bet, I'm going to make a bet with God......

"Fourth elder brother, tell the truth, I'm much better." I slowly touched my hand under my clothes and slowly pulled out the knife: "Yinzhen, can I call you Yinzhen?" ”

"Yes." The fourth elder brother touched my hair, thinking that I was feeling guilty for my outrageous behavior: "I like it when you call me that." ”

I don't like it, I prefer to shout Yinli like this, but unfortunately I don't know if I can survive this catastrophe, and whether we can have a future - until this moment, I realized that I was so nostalgic for the tenderness you gave me - the kind of tenderness that can be soft to the bones, invisible, but can penetrate deep into the bone marrow everywhere.

Do I still like you after all? Not because of vows, not because of guilt, but unconsciously infected by your tenderness, that's all - love, on?

"Yinzhen, there is this night, my wish is enough, I hope that you can be blessed by heaven in the future...... "Fourth elder brother, you will, I know you will, but I don't know if there is this opportunity: "I have nothing to regret, Yinzhen, I will watch your ...... in the sky"

With both hands, I stabbed between my heart and lungs - I didn't dare to hesitate, I couldn't hesitate a little, all I had to do was to make the fourth child think that I had long been with the heart of death—only a dying person could her words be fully accepted by a suspicious person; And only my blood can completely clear my suspicion of mastermind in this matter.

"But beg for the next life...... "Seventeenth elder brother, why did I find out that I had already liked you at this moment-not my sister to my brother, but really began to cherish you......

However, if there is even the slightest deviation this time, I will never have a chance to say these things to you again. Where do I not regret it, I regret it so much - why didn't I find out earlier, why didn't I say it early, why did I miss it, why did I end up today? God, why is that?

But even if I die, I can rest easy at this moment - I have saved you, my sister, and ...... with my own life. It's just that I failed again, didn't save my love, and passed by it again......

Goodbye, I love......

Use both hands to make sure that the knife is stabbed until it has no handle—it's a dead end, but it's also a way to live......

A feeling of dizziness hits me - am I going to die? I sighed - I still hadn't gambled on God after all, and I was going to end my wrong journey with such an ending......

But even if I am about to die, the purpose of my trip must be achieved - sister, seventeenth elder brother, Niu family, I will use my future life to ensure your future glory and wealth, no one can hurt you, not even the fourth elder brother!

"Yinzhen, I'm sorry I hurt you......" I closed my eyes, a little tingling in my chest, but it wasn't very painful - was the smell of death dulling my senses? Even if you're willing to forgive me, I can't forgive the self who hurt you, so...... I'm sorry I can't be with you...... "So, please take care of the people I care about, please give me your promise."

When I came to this world, how many times I brushed shoulders with death, but I didn't expect to die in my own hands; I've done so many wrong things, used so many people, and now I'm sacrificing myself for one purpose - am I sad and sad, or have I become just as crazy as this crazy world?

"Remember, I loved you before, and I love you even when I die...... "It's so powerless, so weak, my body also wants to get rid of my filthy soul as soon as possible, and can't stand the darkness behind this soul?" Don't blame my sister, she's a poor person too......"

Hehe, the mission has finally been accomplished, and I can finally leave with peace of mind......

I hope that the heavens will have mercy, I will not cross again, I want to sleep forever and never wake up, never face such a self......

"That's how you want to die?" The fourth elder brother suddenly spoke up at this time, "Just because you feel sorry for me?" ”

Fourth elder brother, I am relieved when you say this, I am finally no longer an accomplice in your heart. I really want to answer you - I'm sorry, it's not that I want to die, it's that if I don't do it you won't believe me, it's you pushing me, you understand?

"You don't have to be like this, you didn't feel sorry for me, Qiyun."

Very good, if I say this, my actions today have achieved an overdue effect, I closed my eyes tightly, and I didn't dare to look at the tragic image of myself before I died-my chest was so cold, was it the cold temperature of the knife?

"Don't die, you can't die, Qiyun ......"

Fourth Brother, if you had said these words earlier, I might not have to die—but now, with this medical technology, it would be difficult for me not to die!

"Qiyun, you are obedient, put the knife down first......"

Put the knife down first? I stabbed all the knives in, and you told me to put them down?

I opened my eyes curiously, but I saw a scene that was enough to bring me back to life - it turned out that the fourth elder brother held the blade that I stabbed down in time, so the blow just now only hurt a little flesh in my chest, and I was still alive and jumping, but ......

The fourth elder brother's hand was overexerted, and the blood was dripping down the blade, falling on my snow-white chest, dyeing my chest a bright color - it turned out that the coolness just now was because of his blood.

My eyes quickly began to moisten again, but this time it was not a drama - Fourth Brother, because of your persistence, I don't dare to ask for extravagant attachment, I finally don't have to die. I'm so grateful to you for the first time - did you notice my abnormality a long time ago, but you kept holding back so that you could save me at the last minute?

"Fourth elder brother, you don't have to ...... "Save me...... If you're like this, I'll feel that I deserve that knife just now, and you'll make me feel how shameful my survival ** is!

"If you really choose to die for me, then now, Qiyun, you have to live well for me, and you are not allowed to joke with your life like this!"

The fourth child's hand holding the knife was violently forced, and blood began to come out of the knife again, and I was so frightened that I hurriedly let go of my hand holding the knife. As soon as the fourth elder brother saw me let go, he hurriedly threw the knife far away from the bed......

"If you feel guilty, give me your life!" Tearing open the quilt to wrap the wound on my hand, he found gold sore medicine again and carefully rubbed it on my chest: "Listen, from today onwards your life is mine!" You must not die without my consent, and you must not let this body have another scar, it is useless to hear! ”

"I hear you." I lowered my head and let him bandage that small wound that could not be smaller—Fourth Brother, I now have your blood and mine in my chest, and the blood of the two of us is mixed together like this—is it possible that we will be like this blood from now on, and we will continue to be entangled like this?

You say, "If you feel guilty"—hehe, Fourth Brother, even now, you are suspicious, and you are not sure whether I am true or false today—but for the sake of my life, you convince yourself to believe in me, and on this basis, should I feel that I am great?

It's just that your concession today has moved me again, and I really don't know how many times I can withstand such a move myself?

It turns out that this feeling of emotion is really another kind of torture......