Obviously, it was not normal for her to go to that part of town at that time.

After ordering He Zhong to leave the camp, she was ready to die.

"What if I say yes?" Rong Min looked at her, and her pale lips were slightly hooked. "My husband and children are of course important to me. But the meaning of being sensitive to me is different.

"Her influence on me is in my bones. She was the first person I could trust in my memory, followed by my aunt.

"If you think I've had some permissions in my life, then I tell you, they're all Rong Min's shadows.

"It's just that Rong Min is a person with normal seven emotions and six desires, and my seven emotions and six desires seem to be derived only because of her.

"When I was young, I didn't understand what was wrong with me doing this, but then I saw the flower vine that grew along the trees, and I felt that I was like the flower vine that was attached to Rong Min and survived, without her, it seemed that my soul was incomplete.

"Later, when I saw the normal people around me, they were not like me, and I also wanted to get rid of these and try to become normal.

"I felt like I was stuck in a quagmire, I couldn't call for help, and naturally no one could pull me up.

"I'm struggling alone in the mud and the darkness, and I can't tell you that loneliness.

"But after all, it shows that Rong Min has too much influence on me. She was involved in the first 10 years of my life, so she is the only one who can lead me out of that 10 years of nightmare.

"I did everything in my power to find Yongmin, hoping to get a result that he was still alive. Not only because she is my sister, but also because she can appear and lead me back to normal life.

"I also wanted to save myself, I didn't want to be haunted by the past, but in the end, she died, so I felt like I was dead too.

"The collapse of faith is the most fatal thing.

"I don't know if you can understand it, all in all, my heart was knotted in those ten years, Yin Lang had no way to lead me out, and Brother Yang had no way."

Qi Yiyi said: "I think General Xu can be trusted, if you talk to him and let him share the burden, there may not be such a result." ”

She curled her lips slightly: "Rong Min was already eleven years old when she went to Wura, and she has almost seen the good and evil in the world."

"I'm different, I grew up in a swamp, so she can trust Duan Hongfei, but I can't be like her.

"Even my trust in Duan Hongfei is actually based on trusting Rong Min.

"In my cognition, only those who Rong Min believes can believe it, and I can't believe those who have not been identified by her."

Qi Yiyi frowned: "Do you have any love for General Xu?" ”

Rong Hui was silent for a moment, and combed the tassel on the pillow in her arms: "If it weren't for love, I wouldn't be able to survive today." If it weren't for Aimu, I wouldn't be so insistent on looking for Rong Min and wanting her to take me out.

"But it's useless to say this, I'd rather not love him, I'd rather not have a child with him, then today's result will indeed be different."

Qi Yiyi looked at her: "Are you still begging for death now?" ”

Rong Hui didn't answer, but said, "I guessed that you would come." You ask me if I'm willing to take medicine now because I figured it out, and I want to tell you that it's like this.

"I won't admit that I'm Rong Hui, I'm just a mad Tatar woman who has taken revenge on Da Yin because her homeland doesn't exist.

"I hope you can confirm this with your emperor, and then behead me as soon as possible."

Qi Yiyi thought for a while, and put down the hand resting on the table: "I can't promise you this." ”

Rong Hui was slightly moved: "Do you want Yan Tang to know that it was his aunt who wanted to kill him?" ”

Qi Yiyi looked at her for a while, and suddenly laughed: "Why do you think you are still qualified to give this kind of giving?" ”

Rong Hui was stunned.

"You did all these things, not me, how did you do it and still ask me with such a reasonable attitude?" Qi Miaoyi said again.

Rong Hui gritted her teeth, and her pale lips were pursed with a hint of anger.

"You conceal your identity, at first glance, it seems that it is for the good of Yan Tang, but in fact, you are just to soothe some guilt in your heart and make yourself seem to match your conception of yourself."

Qi Yiyi raised her lips to look at her, and further spit out her heartfelt words: "When you wanted to kill someone, you didn't think about other people, and after you knew the truth, you wishfully wanted to make yourself better in this way."

"Even you feel like you've died for it, you feel like you've paid the price, you show your heart.

"You said I can't understand your feelings, I really can't understand, in my opinion, after you go to the Xu family, there are many ways to go in life, and you choose the one that hurts you the most.

"You are stubborn and unorthodox that no one in this world is worthy of your trust, so much so that you feel that your subsequent actions seem to be natural.

"You seek death, as if you are thinking about others everywhere, but if you really think about others, how can you be desperate to implicate so many people?"

Speaking of this, she smiled lightly: "You are not as noble as you imagined, at least in my opinion, you have nothing to do with nobleness."

"You may not be evil by nature, but you are just a wretched creature living in a world of imagination.

"General Xu loves you, he may be able to tolerate you infinitely, but we are not General Xu, we, or I, are not obligated to tolerate your unsound soul.

"The person you are going to kill is my husband, the father of my children, and from that point of view, you and I will always be opposed.

"And you still want me to deceive my husband, to defend your poor false mercy through me, to try to make me like you, to turn him into a person who can be deceived at will.

"I'm not you, and from the moment I decided to choose my husband, I made him one of the most trusted people in my life.

"If he will be entangled and sad when he knows the truth, then I will only choose to accompany him through this transformation and make choices together instead of cheating."

Rong Hui's face turned transparent white.

She was still able to deal with it calmly, but at this moment, it seemed that the rest of her spirits had been dispersed.

Qi Mi didn't even have the slightest patience.

She sympathizes with this woman, has had such a bumpy experience, and admires her usual temperament and demeanor, and can believe that she is not such a bad person, but a person who is addicted to his own world is equally unforgivable.

In her nearly thirty years of life, has there really been no one to pull her?

Rong Ji saved her life, Rong Min and Duan Hongfei took her into another life, and the Xu family completely drew a line between her and the past, but she always felt self-pity, saying that she still needed Rong Min to save her from the past.