Sixty-two, a one-man show

After sending away all the people who followed me, only me and Tian Tian were left on the shore of Xishan Lake, "Tian Tian, your body is not well yet, it will rain later, you can take the carriage back first!" ”

"No, I'm going to wait with Miss!" Tian Tian said with certainty, "Miss's golden body is the one who must not be exposed to the rain and cold." Otherwise, if it rains, Miss will go back first, and Tiantian will wait for you. ”

"Tiantian, obedient, go back! To tell you the truth, Eighth Brother won't come today, I'm going to wait, it's just this rain! ”

"Won't come?" Tian Tian was stimulated by my words, and hurriedly pulled me to leave: "That young lady is not going to leave quickly, it is only early spring in February, and it is not fun to be drenched in the rain!" ”

"Sweet!" I shook off her hand and pretended to be angry: "Do you still have me as a master in your eyes?" When am I going to listen to you? In a word, can you go or not? ”

"Miss!" Tian Tian was so frightened by me that she cried, and quickly knelt on the ground: "Tian Tian saw Miss for the first time in Yangzhou, she was Miss Miss's maid, Tian Tian went through a lot of hardships to find Miss in the capital, please Miss Don't Rush Tian Tian away!" ”

Seeing her like this, my heart has long melted into a puddle of water, and I can no longer make a face to her: "Tiantian, I don't want to drive you away, it's just that this is my war alone, I must win it alone, do you understand?" I suddenly knelt down at her, "You go, I beg you, it's really for my good!" ”

"Miss, don't do this, I promised you, I promised!" Tian Tian was frightened by me and kowtowed to me desperately, and after realizing that I was serious, she finally turned back and walked away step by step.

I knelt on the ground and watched her leave, and now I was the only one left in the world. I sat by the lake and waited quietly - it was going to rain, right?

Sure enough, as soon as noon passed, the sky began to drizzle, and the temperature dropped several degrees at once, and I wrapped up my clothes that were about to be soaked, and looked at the sky almost reverently—God, if you have mercy on my sister and Tiantian's suffering, let this rain not stop, let it continue to rain!

It was getting cloudier and cloudier, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and my body was getting colder and colder. My body began to go numb, but my heart was beating faster and faster, my consciousness was blurring, and there was still a smile on my lips - I wonder who was the first person to find me here? It won't be him anyway.

I remember the first time I met him, and it was also on such a bleak and rainy spring day - February 23, 2001, I hate myself for still remembering this day clearly, the day that brought me endless pain after the breakup.

At that time, I was a freshman, and the first time I went shopping in Wangfujing, it was raining. I remember the first thing he said to me was, "Miss, don't you have an umbrella with you?" "At that time, I was just a bun from Anhui Province who came to Beijing to go to school, and I was still wearing outdated clothes, and I looked at him with a little inferiority complex, and I didn't dare to answer.

"Miss, where do you live? If you don't mind—" he frowned as he looked at me and shrank back again, "I have a car, and I can drop you back." ”

I looked at him stupidly, was he talking to me? I must have heard it wrong, the car he was pointing to was so high-end!

He waited for a long time and didn't see my answer, a little cramped, a little tentatively asked, "Miss won't think I'm a bad person, right?" ”

I was taken aback by his words, why didn't I expect that - in these years, people are weak, and he is so kind to carry me, he can't be a liar, right? Thinking of this, I shrank back into the corner and looked at him with wary eyes.

"Ha, you're really afraid of me." He laughed and touched his nose, "Am I that terrible?" I don't think I'm ugly! ”

Of course, you are not ugly, you are still good-looking, but my mother said that you can't just look at the surface of things, sometimes the less like a bad person, the worse it is.

"So be it!" When he saw that I had made up my mind not to say a word, and asked me to shrink down any longer, I would probably go straight through the wall, so he had to propose: "Since you are afraid of me, I will leave the umbrella for you to go back by yourself, and the parking lot is not far from here anyway." Without waiting for me to object, he shoved the umbrella into my hand and ran into the rain at once.

"Huh?" Who are you? Why did you give me your umbrella? I stared blankly at his back as he ran towards the parking lot with his hands over his head, but I couldn't say a word.

I now finally understand why the White Lady fell in love with Xu Xian at first sight on the shore of the West Lake - because of an umbrella, just because of an umbrella, don't ask me why I say this, because I am now the same as the White Lady back then. That day, in a split second, I fell in love with the rainy day.

A long, long time later, I still wonder how good it would be if he hadn't given me an umbrella that day and I would have gone back alone in the rain, at least my pain wouldn't have been so deep and so long.