Chapter 584: Fear of Losing You

Yan E picked up the things she bought on the sofa and returned to the bedroom, put on the new clothes on her body, and then walked cautiously to the kitchen, seeing Zhang Zhipeng looking at herself, she smiled awkwardly, pointed to the clothes on her body, and asked, "Is it good-looking?" ”

Zhang Zhipeng looked at her carefully, she was wearing a white cut-out dress, long hair parted sideways, and a sweet smile, very beautiful and moving!

"Beautiful!" Zhang Zhipeng nodded firmly!

"Don't answer so perfunctory, okay?" Yan E stepped forward and grabbed his arm and shook it! He doesn't seem to be satisfied with his answer!

Zhang Zhipeng shrugged his shoulders a little innocently: "I'll tell you the truth, do you still blame me?" ”

Yan E smiled shyly, then let go of his arm, walked to the table to look at the sumptuous dishes, and said with emotion: "Zhang Zhipeng, your cooking skills can really be a chef!" I think you're just opening a restaurant! ”

"Don't! If you are in charge of every minute, wouldn't you be tired! No! Zhang Zhipeng's head shook like a drum! Looking at his sometimes cold, sometimes cute, Yan E's smiling flowers trembled, she reached out to hug him, and stood quietly in front of him, there is no flame mountain that cannot be crossed in life, if you persist, there will be a miracle of life; If you are persistent, you will have a beautiful future; If you give, you will have the joy of harvesting; If you work hard, you will have a wonderful life!

Zhang Zhiping also stretched out his hand to hug her, and the two of them just stood there hugging and did nothing! Her body is soft and has a faint fragrance, which makes him feel relaxed and happy! I'm so glad I met her! I'm so glad that the person who helped her at that time was herself! Otherwise, it must be someone else who is with her now!

There is a passage that describes them just right: What does it feel like to love someone? I suddenly feel that I don't need to conquer the world, I don't need to get ahead, I don't need to be famous, I don't have to be rich, I can feel happy, and I even lose my ambition a little, I think it's good!

"It's time to eat! Otherwise, it's going to be cold in a minute! Zhang Zhipeng patted her shoulder and reminded, Yan E looked at him with a smile, nodded, and went over with him to sit down and eat!

It's not just holding hands to ignite a love, it's not just a woman who can live half a life, love and joy!

The two of them are together, unpretentious, but happy! After dinner, Zhang Zhipeng washed the dishes, and Yan E sat on the sofa watching TV! Now that she has officially become a member of the translation institute, she doesn't have to worry about so many things anymore!

Suddenly the phone rang!

Seeing Bai Yiming's number displayed on it, they all broke up and called, I really don't know what he wants to do! He thought Yan E was still thinking about him? Yan E hung up Bai Yiming's phone without the slightest hesitation, and then pulled his number into the blacklist! There is nothing that can't be let go, and nothing is immortal, Yan E just wants to stop having any relationship with him! Because now she just wants to be with Zhang Zhipeng wholeheartedly!

As long as she is with him, she will not give up and will not leave!

If you can't accept the worst of me, don't accompany me with the best, and if you leave when I'm at my lowest, don't come back when I'm at my best! Although Yan E is not brilliant at this time, the reason is the same!

Zhang Zhipeng finished the things in the kitchen, walked to Yan E and sat down, saw her mobile phone thrown on the coffee table indiscriminately, and asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?" ”

"It's fine!" Yan E threw herself into his arms and leaned on him gently! Don't want to talk about those unhappy things!

Yan E will not look for her again if Bai Yiming can't contact her in the future, who knows that he will start bombing in WeChat again, and even going to bomb in the buckle! When Yan E logged in and saw his tirade, she almost wanted to cry without tears!

"Moth, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I was bad, I mistook pearls for fish!" In this world, Bai Yiming is the only one who calls her a moth when he sees Yan E, as if she is really the moth that is fighting the fire outside the lampshade! He is the only one who despises her like this!

"Moth, during your absence, I found myself missing you very much, I can't live without you, can you forgive me? Shall we get back together? Will I love you this time? ”

Yan E's eyes flashed angrily, and her fists were clenched! In the past five years, he has really paid in vain, Bai Yiming has really never loved him! It's all about using her, using her body, using her love, taking advantage of her care for him! What an irony, five years of time were delayed by him in vain! And now it's the other way around!

"Moth, will you give me a chance? I won't let you down! ”

"Moth, I've completely cut off contact with her, I won't contact her anymore, will you come back? Don't get tangled up with my cousin, okay? ”

"Moth, I love you!"

A lot of information, all of them are just Bai Yiming entertaining himself! Did he think Yan E was still the same Yan E as before? Because will she go back in a few words? Now she has her own goals and pursuits, and she has someone to be with for the rest of her life!

Zhang Zhipeng walked over and turned her computer around, originally just jokingly to see what she was doing later, but only to see Bai Yiming's explicit confessions. A cloud of anger rose in Zhang Zhipeng's chest, he angrily pushed the computer to the ground, turned around and walked outside the study! Yan E's heart ached, he misunderstood her! He must have thought that she and Bai Yiming were disconnected!

Actually, no, it was Bai Yiming who unilaterally pestered her! And today is the first time he has pestered her!

"Zhang Zhipeng!" Yan E hurriedly chased after her, seeing that the bedroom door was about to close, she reached out to push it violently, but her wrist was pinched by the door, and she immediately shouted in pain, but at this moment she couldn't care about the pain in her wrist, she directly pushed the door open and rushed in, hugging Zhang Zhipeng tightly from behind! Her frost tightly strangled his stomach, she held back the tears that came out of her eyes, and said firmly: "Zhang Zhipeng, I love you, I love you, I love you......" She didn't know what to say, and she didn't want to get darker!

"You love me? Do you love me and keep in touch with him? Haven't you been hurt enough in those five years? Zhang Zhipeng angrily parted her hand, pushed her away, and took a step back violently: "I know, the five-year relationship is very deep for you, and it has only been a few months between us?" How can it be compared to your five-year relationship? No matter how hard I try, I can't get your heart, can I? ”

"It's not like this, it's not like this, Zhang Zhipeng, can you listen to me?" She wanted to hug him, but she was afraid of being pushed away by him, so she could only stand far away, looking at him with tears in her eyes: "I really love you, I only have you in my heart, there is no him anymore, Zhang Zhipeng, please believe what I say, okay?" Zhang Zhipeng ...... "She slowly approached him, and gently reached out and grabbed his clothes!"

"Should I believe what you say? Do I still have the confidence to go down with you? Zhang Zhipeng looked at her indifferently, as if he had decided to give up on her, that look made Yan E feel as if he had fallen into the abyss, she was so afraid, she was afraid that he would give up on himself like this and no longer love himself!

"Zhang Zhipeng, please believe me, I didn't lie to you, I don't know why he sent me such a message today, I didn't reply to him, I didn't reply a word, I know very well, the person I love is you, and the person I want to live my life is also you, although I ......" said, her voice choked: "I know I don't deserve you, but I didn't meet you before, I ......" The voice choked up, and I couldn't say it anymore, Yan E covered her face with her hands and cried sadly! After a while, seeing that Zhang Zhipeng still didn't react, Yan E didn't bother anymore!

She endured the pain and sadness in her heart, wiped away her tears, blew her nose, she took a step back in some astonishment, and her voice was a thick cry: "I know! If you don't want to see me, then I'll go, I won't bother you! With that, he turned and walked outside, since he didn't listen to her explanation, then she had nothing to explain! Let it be! She won't force it anymore!

Walk? Did she mean to leave him? Zhang Zhipeng's heart was angry and painful! Just ask, what man can stay calm when he sees others confessing to his lover and saying a lot of sweet words?

"Yan E!" Zhang Zhipeng behind him suddenly called her name, Yan E's footsteps paused slightly, and she stood there without looking back! I don't want to see his indifferent look, take one more look at the heartache and add one point!

Zhang Zhipeng walked over in a few steps and hugged her from behind, like she hugged him just now: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have quarreled with you, I should believe you, it's just that I'm really angry and scared, I'm afraid that you will return to him, don't want me......"

"Zhang Zhipeng!" Yan E turned around and buried her head in his arms: "Can't you feel my heart?" How can you dismiss me because of someone's message? Do you know how scared I was when you said those words, I was really scared that even you would be lost! ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Zhang Zhipeng apologized again and again, and grabbed her hand: "Let me see!" Looking at the red mark on his wrist that was caught by the door, Zhang Zhipeng slapped his head a few times, and Yan E hurriedly stopped: "What are you doing?" Do you want to be an idiot? ”

"I was a big idiot!" Zhang Zhipeng pulled Yan E to sit down next to him, and found medicinal wine for her to wipe on her wrist through the cabinets: "I'll buy you a new computer another day, I'm sorry!" ”

Yan E pouted, looking at her with red circles in her eyes! Shook his head gently: "I guess it's not bad!" ”