Chapter 438: The Best Candidate
"Is this impossible?" Xu Jian seemed to be asking Qiu Cheng rhetorically: "Is there anything impossible about such a layout?" Everything has not changed, you are you, and what has changed is only your appearance and part of your memory, and then everything develops according to the development of things, because of suspicion and suspicion, because it is illogical, you go to find logic, the so-called reasonable, in fact, is going further and further, this is the best way to plan to conceal, because at the beginning you have denied that you are Xiao Mu, so many times you will not look back and think, Xiao Mu is yourself, because from the beginning you think that Xiao Mu is dead, no matter how you look for it, you will not doubt Xiao Mu, Because there is nothing to prove that Xiao Mu is still alive, to prove that you are Xiao Mu, this is psychological tactics plus layout plan, as long as you don't look back, there will never be an answer, when we thought of this plan, we were all so excited, because we all knew that this would be a near-perfect layout! ”
From the beginning, Xu Jian planned these, it can be said that he exhausted his thoughts, this Qiu Cheng is very clear, after experiencing these, he can see the most clearly, even if he does not fully understand, but after experiencing all the things, it is enough to see the completeness of this layout, but Qiu Cheng now seems to be unacceptable, he is looking so hard, it is like walking a big circle and returning to the original point, it is like giving a question, and then he did useless things, in fact, it is all in vain, The self at the beginning is himself, he is still looking for himself, and he has his own memories from the beginning to the present, and he is still looking for his own memories, thinking of this, Qiu Cheng feels a little ridiculous.
"It started five years ago?" Qiu Cheng is resisting, but this resistance is meaningless, and he has been accepting it, so he asks: "I have been involved in the memory project since five years ago?" ”
"Yes! You have some comprehension of memorization! Xu Jian said: "Why your five-year memory is blank, this is also one of the reasons, at that time you wanted to become a memory seller, you told me, you want to know a lot of memories, you said that your life is not wonderful enough, you don't want to participate in these wonderful memories, but you want to look at those wonderful memories." ”
"Is my lifestyle of being content with the status quo everything you fancy is it?" Qiu Cheng asked, but Xu Jian shook his head and replied: "At first, I just wanted to help you become a memory seller, but then I found out that you are so suitable, we were born in the same year, although our experience is not used, but we have one thing in common, that is, we have almost no friends, and there are not many memories to prove ourselves, which means that few people have our existence in their memories, such memories are the best memories to control, and after modifying the memory, you can become another person." ”
Xu Jian paused for a moment and then said: "And if you want to blur the memory of Xiao Mu, as long as you encounter me and encounter memory technology, you can delete everything that meets me, from the beginning just to take out a few months of memory, to the last one, two, three years and now five years of memory, everything starts from that time, your broken memory to the time you wake up, it is constantly lengthening, you can become another you, the experiment we use has always been like this, uninterrupted, no stop modification, has always used the gap of memory, We take out the memories that we wouldn't find out for ourselves, and prove again and again what we want to prove! ”
"I just wanted to be a memory seller and got involved in your memory experiments?" Qiu Cheng asked, he was actually more willing to believe this because in his Xiao Mu's memory, and now in Xiao Mu's memory, it seems that he doesn't fit his style to do these things: "If I am really Xiao Mu, why do I feel that these things are not like myself?" ”
"In the beginning, you were just a memory seller, and all the plans that started at that time, you were also just a memory seller!" Xu Jian said: "At the beginning, you only helped me record, but this time you participated, because this time there are too many things that need to be controlled, there are too many things that need to be helped, and all the preparations need to be completed by me, so you have become the best candidate." ”
These are completely possible, even if Qiu Cheng is suspicious, but five years, five years of blank time, after what he experienced with Xu Jian, watching Xu Jian experience too much, and participating in this plan, it is completely possible, even if he is content with a calm lifestyle, he will also participate, after all, it is five years, even if nothing has changed during this period of time, but just by helping, it seems that he will do that.
"Because of my life, my experience!" Qiu Cheng faintly seemed to be talking to himself: "Because I am alone, I have no friends, I am an orphan, and my life is so simple that it can't be simpler, and this becomes the most suitable person, it really feels a little ridiculous, when I go through this, I still look at myself from the perspective of others, thinking that I am not my own ......"
Qiu Cheng originally wanted to say that Xu Jian was similar to himself, but after knowing about Xu Jian's affairs before, he couldn't say it, he had a lot of things in common with Xu Jian, but even the things he experienced personally went from a different place to an almost the same place, and the mentality of the two people was not the same, one was content with calm, and the other had been breaking through, although he broke through this time, it was also the only time.
When he looked at Xu Jian with Xiao Mu's memory, Qiu Cheng actually felt that Xu Jian was even more pitiful, from a person who was not recognized, to the last person to be admired, from a withdrawn child, to the founder of memory technology, he originally looked at the people around him with his own eyes, but he was able to use this way to lay out a bureau, Qiu Cheng didn't know how much hardship Xu Jian had gone through in the middle, but this is also the reason why others admire him so far!
And he is different, he is content with his calm self, but he has experienced these things plainly, and his breakthrough this time may be infected by Xu Jian?
These are all maybe, Qiu Cheng thinks it's about the same, but after getting his blank memory of five years, everything will be really understood.
"Ah......" Qiu Cheng was struggling, roaring, and even fired a few shots at the top of the container, after Qiu Cheng was silent for a long time, he just shouted, this is a kind of venting, like accepting, but also like venting his inner grievances, after going through so much, he finally found himself.
In the end, Qiu Cheng still put down the gun, this kind of acceptance, in the final acceptance of self-struggle, he may not want to resist anything, just like every time he knows who it is, it is so difficult to understand, every time he thinks it is who, he is overthrown again, this feeling Qiu Cheng feels that this feeling seems to give up one self to become another self, it is better to not know who he is more tormented.
Because after everything thinks that he is Xu Jian, after experiencing everything, Qiu Cheng thinks that everything is clear, the only thing left is some aspects that he still doesn't understand, those key issues, but in the last now, there is a big change again, although nothing else has changed, but he seems to be a different person, he is not Xu Jian, he is Xiao Mu, Qiu Cheng seems to have a little joy in his heart, and a little loss.
"I want to ask!" Qiu Cheng asked at the end of the silence, and at this time he had calmed down: "How did we meet?" Did you know me and find me? ”
When Qiu Cheng was quiet, everyone seemed to be waiting for this Qiu Cheng, because they knew that Qiu Cheng needed time, and they could basically see from Qiu Cheng's reaction, although Qiu Cheng was struggling, but he had been accepting and digesting those things, this is a process, especially like Qiu Cheng, after going through so much, when watching out for everything and understanding the truth, it always takes time.
"You found the Memory Administration first, you found Lao Zhang first, and then I found you!" Xu Jian replied: "Just like you think, your style, want to be a memory seller calmly, in your own opinion, you think you don't have any friends, you know too little about people, you want to see more people's stories, you want to understand more people, you chose to be a memory seller, and I need a memory seller to help me record and observe, you are the best candidate, and I didn't know until later that yours is not only the best in this aspect." ”
Xu Jian looked at the Qiu Cheng who had accepted all the Qiu Cheng pick-ups, and then said: "I have been doing memory research, and you have been helping me, I have used myself to do experiments many times, it is you who help to observe, record, I have received professional training from the Secret Service Department, and you participate, we have the same skills, it seems that many aspects, physical fitness, all aspects are similar to me, these are the conditions for becoming this plan, and you finally become the best candidate These are the basic conditions, and no one can replace them." ”
It's all planned things, Qiu Cheng is sorting out these things, Xu Jian is explaining things, and when Qiu Cheng is explaining to Xu Jian, he can match those places where questions arise one by one, Xu Jian has planned everything, and the rest is to participate in this plan by himself.
Qiu Cheng asked the questions from the beginning, those questions that he couldn't understand, he thought of his own memories, as if he suddenly thought of a key question, he suddenly asked, "What about those memories?" Why do the memories taken out of my brain disappear? Why did they disappear? ”
When Qiu Cheng thought about this question, he felt that he was a little dull, this problem he had encountered from the beginning, he had never figured it out, and he thought that this was a memory that had been stolen, and as things developed, it has now become the key to the entire plan and the entire layout, and he still hasn't figured out why the memory is gone.