Chapter 393: Cutting Feelings

It was already three days before Leng Qingxi saw Li Sheng again.

That day, after Li Sheng lost his temper and sobered up after drinking, he was always very guilty, but he was embarrassed to apologize to Leng Qingxi.

He reflected on this for several days.

After chatting with Ling Xue that day, he checked with Amei, and then he ran to get drunk when he was in a very bad mood.

After getting drunk, he still remembered that he called Leng Qingxi, and he also remembered what he said, in fact, what Li Sheng said was what he said in his heart, but he knew that these words could not be said to Leng Qingxi so nakedly.

Now in Leng Qingxi's heart, he will definitely hate himself.

Li Sheng sighed, regretting his performance at that time.

Finally, he persuaded himself and took the initiative to make an appointment with Leng Qingxi.

When the two met again, it was even more embarrassing, Li Sheng sat opposite Leng Qingxi, his head down, not knowing how to start the topic.

To be honest, Leng Qingxi was frightened by Li Sheng's words that night.

She could vaguely feel that Li Sheng still had some kind of expectation for herself, but she didn't expect him to express it so clearly.

However, at this time, seeing Li Sheng sitting opposite him with a face full of remorse, Leng Qingxi was a little unbearable.

A smile appeared in front of her and said to Li Sheng, "Why don't you make a sound?" You didn't call me here to be in a daze, did you? ”

"It's not." Li Sheng hurriedly waved his hand in denial.

This Director Li, who is mature and steady in front of others, and Li Sheng, who can fight with Ling Xue but does not lose the battle at all, is in a panic at this time.

"Linda, I'm ......," he said in a rambling voice, and he didn't say a complete sentence for a long time.

"How?"

"Linda, what happened that night, I'm really sorry, I was drunk."

"It's okay, I know you're drunk." Leng Qingxi let out a sigh of relief, it would be best if he was willing to say so.

"I didn't bother you." Li Sheng asked cautiously.

Leng Qingxi's face turned red, remembering the beautiful night that night.

She blushed and shook her head, "No." ”

Li Sheng saw her reaction and didn't know what was wrong for a while, but since Leng Qingxi said it was okay, it was the best. ”

"Li Sheng, I know you treat me, but there are some things that I have to make clear to you." Leng Qingxi thought about it, raised his head, and said to Li Sheng.

"What?"

"You asked me if I was happy that night, and if he was nice to me."

"I ......"

"You don't have to say it, just listen to me."

"I'm doing well now, we have two kids, he's been very nice to me and I'm really happy. If you still treat me as a friend, then I hope you can sincerely bless me, okay? ”

Leng Qingxi looked at Li Sheng and asked expectantly.

Li Sheng lowered his head and stopped talking.

After a while, he raised his head and said, "But what I heard is not like that. Li Sheng thought about it and said it anyway.

"Oh? So what do you hear? ”

"I've heard that you didn't marry him because you loved him, but because of family, and I heard that he wasn't good to you."

Leng Qingxi laughed when he heard Li Sheng say this.

Li Sheng was confused by her laughter, and he looked at Leng Qingxi with some blankness, not knowing why she was suddenly laughing.

"Actually, what you said is also the truth." Leng Qingxi said.

"What?" Li Sheng's eyes widened: "I knew that you were lying to me." You're not doing well, why don't you tell me? ”

"No, you listen to me first." Leng Qingxi waved his hand and motioned for Li Sheng to listen to him.

"At the beginning, it was true, I went through a difficult time, in fact, when you saw me abroad, it should be said that it was the lowest point of my life, I just chose to go abroad to escape something. So, I especially cherish and thank those who have helped me at that time, such as you. ”

She looked at Li Sheng and nodded.

Li Sheng wanted to laugh, but he didn't. Usually when people say this, there must be something to follow.

Sure enough, Leng Qingxi continued: "However, that's all in the past. I've had those unhappy pasts, but now, it's all gone, and I'm happy now, really. ”

Li Sheng saw Leng Qingxi say this, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

"I'm very grateful to you, because at least I know that you care about me, but those words, it's better not to say those words again, after all, I'm already married, I don't want Mu Xuncheng to know, if he knows, it will really make me unhappy."

Leng Qingxi looked at Li Sheng sincerely and said, "I don't think you want me to be unhappy." ”

"But I can give you the same happiness, and I can do better than him."

Li Sheng was still unwilling, he muttered.

"I know that you are a good person, and you will definitely be good to your beloved, but unfortunately, that person is not me, but I believe that there must be such a person, but worthy of your goodness."

"No, you don't understand, if that person wasn't you, it all wouldn't make sense." Li Sheng said with some excitement.

"Linda, do you know, when I called you that night, although I drank too much, what I said was from the bottom of my heart."

Leng Qingxi shook his head and motioned for Li Sheng to stop talking. But Li Sheng insisted on saying, "You let me finish." ”

"I'm really serious, you know. For more than a year in your country, I have been blaming myself, why didn't I work harder at the beginning, and it was only after you returned to China that I realized that I loved you so much. ”

"Li Sheng, don't say it, what's the point of you talking about this now?"

"Of course it makes sense, at the beginning, I should have made it clear to you that I knew my heart, so that you could feel my love, I know, I came back this time, a little late, but, can you give me another chance?"

"Impossible, Li Sheng, I didn't accept your feelings when I was in New Energy, and I won't be able to do it now." Leng Qingxi realized that everything he had just said was in vain, and Li Sheng didn't take what he said to heart at all.

"Nope! Linda, don't you reject me so quickly, can't you have the slightest hesitation? ”

Li Sheng was in a hurry, and reached out to grab Leng Qingxi's hand.

Leng Qingxi was taken aback by Li Sheng, she pushed back hard, wanting to pull her hand back, but Li Sheng's strength was too great, and Leng Qingxi pumped twice, but it was useless.

"You let me go first." Leng Qingxi looked at Li Sheng and said.

"No, you listen to me first."

Li Sheng grabbed Leng Qingxi's hand, and his heart was surging: "Linda, can't you just give me a chance?" I'll be sure to let you know that I love you more than he does. ”

Leng Qingxi frowned and said, "Li Sheng, you let go of my hand first, I will be scratched by you." ”

Li Sheng reluctantly let go of his hand.

Leng Qingxi said slowly: "Li Sheng, I am very grateful, your feelings for me, but there are some things that cannot be changed. I can tell you that I love Xuncheng very much, between us, we have experienced too many things, we have hurt each other, and we have missed each other, but, in the end, we still came together, so, I cherish my hard-won life today, if you really love me as you say, then I hope that you can bless me, don't use such questions to make me feel troubled, okay? ”

Li Sheng's face showed a painful expression, he knew that Leng Qingxi treated such a person, she seemed to be weak, and many times, she would tolerate and compromise with many people, but sometimes, she was more stubborn than anyone else, and she had to be stubborn.

Leng Qingxi saw that Li Sheng didn't speak, so he continued.

"You're a very smart person, haven't you seen it clearly? There is really no possibility between us, there was no at the beginning, and now that I am married, I will not have it, I regard you as a friend, a friend who has been reunited for a long time, a friend who has been sent in the snow, so let this relationship continue, isn't it? ”

Li Sheng lowered his head and grabbed his hair with both hands.

"I really hope to be friends with you, but if you continue to say these things, then I really don't know how to get along with you."

After Leng Qingxi finished speaking, he stopped talking.

The two men sat on either side of the table and fell silent.

After a long time, Li Sheng raised his head, his face was a little pale, but his eyes were no longer sloppy, he looked at Leng Qingxi and said, "That's right, you are right, I overstepped." I'm sorry, but I must have bothered you a lot. ”

Leng Qingxi felt relieved when he heard Li Sheng say this.

A relaxed smile appeared on her face.

"No, I'm so sorry to make you so sad, I don't want to."

"No, I'm thinking too much about it myself. When I heard about you and Mu Xuncheng, I was impulsive, so I ......"

Li Shengqiang endured the huge pain in his heart and looked at Leng Qingxi.

"You're right, I should bless you, if you're really happy, but Linda, if one day, he treats you badly, you must tell me, I'm ......"

"Don't worry, he won't." Leng Qingxi didn't wait for Li Sheng to finish speaking, so he said categorically.

Li Sheng smiled bitterly: "You really don't leave me a chance at all." ”

"He really won't."

Leng Qingxi still said very seriously.

"Well, I won't bother you about this anymore." Li Sheng said: "You are right, we should cherish this fate, then, we are still friends, right?" ”

"Of course." Leng Qingxi said.

The two looked at each other and laughed.

It's just that Leng Qingxi's smile has more relief and relaxation, while Li Sheng's smile is endlessly bitter.

However, what the two friends didn't know was that in the dark, someone had been pressing the shutter on them all the time.