Chapter 378: Farewell
Lian Qingshan is leaving, going to the battlefield, I don't know if I will come back this time...... This kind of cognition pressed on Cui'er's heart as if it was a big mountain, so that Cui'er's heart was completely on this matter, and she didn't care about anything else.
After settling the Ye family, and placing the eldest girl, Xiaohu and Huiya, Cui'er returned to the house in a trance, and saw Lian Qingshan sitting on the couch, wiping his big knife in his hand.
"Cui'er......" Lian Qingshan looked up at Cui'er, and saw that her originally ruddy little face was slightly pale, and his heart ached, so he put the knife aside, stepped forward and hugged Cui'er in his arms.
At this moment, Lian Qingshan had a thousand words in his heart, wanting to comfort and encourage, but he knew that none of these could come back from the battlefield to make Cui'er feel at ease, so he only held Cui'er in his arms, "Cui'er, I will come back safely, you take the child and wait for me at home." ”
"Qingshan ......" Cui'er's tears that were already hanging in her eyes couldn't help but flow down again, soaking the clothes on Lian Qingshan's chest, and burning Lian Qingshan's heart hurt.
Cui'er didn't dare to look up, for fear that after she saw Lian Qingshan's face, she would cry more and more, making his heart reluctant and his will not firm. If that affects his reaction on the battlefield and he is injured, Cui'er will not be at ease in any way.
Cui'er didn't look up, but even Qingshan had already heard that something was wrong with Cui'er from her voice, and he looked at her little face with Cui'er's chin in distress. found that his beloved was already in tears now, and couldn't help but kiss Cui'er's lips in distress.
The servants had already been driven out of the door when Lian Qingshan was in the house, and now the candlelight was bright. The room was already silent, only a couple of people who were in the same heart.
**After that, Cui'er lay lazily on Lian Qingshan's chest, the feeling of wanting to cry before was gone, but her heart was always sour.
Cui'er, who usually slept until dawn after exercising, was tired at the moment, but she didn't feel sleepy at all. The two of them were sticky for a while. Cui'er was worried that Lian Qingshan would not sleep well at night and would be too sleepy when he marched tomorrow, so she urged him to go to bed quickly. After speaking, he didn't wait for Lian Qingshan to react, and closed his eyes.
Lian Qingshan listened to Cui'er's words, and really closed his eyes, and after a while. The breath grew. When she thought he was asleep, Cui'er's eyes opened slightly, and she looked at Lian Qingshan's angular side face stupidly, and couldn't help but cry again.
The moon outside was very bright, and the pale silver moonlight was coldly sprinkled on the ground, making Cui'er's heart more and more miserable.
Such a good Lian Qingshan, such a person who is in touch with his heart, will go to the battlefield tomorrow, and he will go through the years. I don't know how many hardships and obstacles I will encounter, and I don't know how many hardships I will encounter.
Thinking of Lian Qingshan's sweat and blood on the battlefield, he may not even be able to come back. Cui'er's heart was like a knife. On weekdays, I was afraid that Lian Qingshan would be worried, except for being busy every day, but she didn't dare to show it on her face, and only at midnight at this parting night, Cui'er dared to let herself secretly lie on Lian Qingshan's side and cry.
It's like Cui'er didn't fall asleep, this is the time of parting. Even Qingshan's heart was extremely uncomfortable, and naturally he couldn't sleep peacefully.
Heard Cui'er's low sob. Lian Qingshan's heart seemed to have been crushed by something, and it hurt uncomfortably. He stiffened his body, trying to pretend that he was still sleeping, but found the sound of Cui'er crying beside him, as long as he thought of Cui'er's unbearable appearance, even Qingshan's heart hurt and could barely breathe.
Lian Qingshan sighed lowly, opened his eyes and looked at Cui'er, who had cried into tears, and hugged Cui'er in his arms in distress. While whispering to Cui'er, he patted Cui'er's back, and the distressed feeling was like a huge ocean, about to swallow him.
Cui'er was originally afraid of waking up Lian Qingshan, but she cried silently, and only sobbed twice when she couldn't hold on, but now she was held in her arms by Lian Qingshan, and she only felt that the grievances in her heart broke out violently, and she cried in Lian Qingshan's arms.
I don't know how long it took, Cui'er's voice was hoarse from crying, and she fell asleep groggy.
And even Qingshan, who had been hugging Cui'er, didn't dare to move, only felt that the clothes on his chest were wet and hot, soaked in Cui'er's tears. It wasn't until a long time later that Cui'er unconsciously turned over and came out of Lian Qingshan's arms, that he gently untied his clothes, put them aside, and then continued to sleep with Cui'er in his arms.
The next morning, Lian Qingshan got up very early, and after changing his armor, in addition to the bags that Cui'er had prepared for him, Lian Qingshan also brought this nightgown with him. Because there are so many reluctant tears of Cui'er on it, even Qingshan wants to use this dress to motivate himself from time to time, and he must return to the capital with all his tails.
The generals assembled early for the army to be marched, and the soldiers were assembled three days early and waited in the barracks.
Lian Qingshan was afraid that the atmosphere of parting would be too strong, so he refused to let Cui'er and them send him outside the Shili Pavilion, and only let the packed things be pulled by the carriage, and they separated from their families at the gate.
"Let's go back." Lian Qingshan held the small bag and soft in one hand, and kissed the Lantern Festival held in Cui'er's arms, and looked at Cui'er and said reluctantly.
"Hmm." Cui'er responded, but her body didn't move, looking at Lian Qingshan quietly, her eyes were red and swollen like a peach. The affection and reluctance in Cui'er's eyes were so obvious, but she gritted her teeth and never said a word to keep Lian Qingshan from going to the battlefield.
There were two soft and small bags, and one of them sat happily on Lian Qingshan's arm, giggling. Because of the armor, Lian Qingshan's figure became more and more burly, and the shiny armor with the bright red cloak looked extremely powerful.
"Daddy, where are you going?" After chuckling softly for a while, he sensitively felt that the atmosphere was wrong, and asked in a milky voice while hugging Lian Qingshan's neck.
"Daddy, I'm going to the northwest, there's the father of the big girl and the little tiger over there, daddy is going to find him." Lian Qingshan didn't know how to tell such a young child about the cruelty of war, so he could only avoid the important and say lightly.
"Go to Xiaohu's brother's father?" Blinked softly, "Isn't Dad Daddy?" Brother Xiaohu's father is his father......" The big soft eyes flashed a confused look.
"It's Xiaohu's father...... Okay, Daddy is in a hurry, let's go to the ground softly! Cui'er saw that it was getting late, pulled her soft hand, and diverted the topic.
Cui'er quietly watched Lian Qingshan put the child down, kissed them on their cute little faces, and tears involuntarily filled up in her eyes.
Lian Qingshan glanced at Cui'er affectionately, then turned over neatly on the horse, and waved his hand to everyone reluctantly, and then whipped away.
Unconsciously, looking at the back of Lian Qingshan in the distance, Cui'er only felt as if her heart had been hollowed out, and her eyes were already blurred.
Cui'er had an impulse at this time, pulled her legs to catch up with Lian Qingshan, and told him that we would not go to the battlefield, let's go home directly and return to the backing mountain. Although there is no interest in that, you can be a carefree little couple, grow tea and roast tea every day, and you can live a rich and happy life.
But Cui'er's footsteps never moved, watching the figure disappear at the mouth of the alley, Cui'er's heart seemed to be taken away, empty and sullen pain.
The family stood at the door for a long time, until even Qingshan's back disappeared, until the sound of the horse's hooves could not be heard, and everyone seemed to come back to their senses.
"Cui'er, go back, have a good rest!" Mrs. Ye watched Cui'er cry like a tearful person, and couldn't help but cry too, hugged the Lantern Festival in Cui'er's arms and handed it to the grandmother next to her, and then stretched out her hand to pull Cui'er to the house.
Cui'er nodded unconsciously, only to feel that her heart was empty, as if all the strength of her body had been drained. I don't know if it's because of the tears flowing too much, the sadness on Cui'er's face gradually faded, the expression on her face was blank, and she followed her mother back with vague steps, as if it was not much stronger than a wandering spirit.
When he walked to the door of the weeping flowers, he suddenly remembered the joy and happiness in Lian Qingshan's eyes when he saw the medicine and food before. Cui'er's heart seemed to be instantly energized, and her eyes began to shine again from godlessness.
"Mother...... I don't stop, Qingshan is far away, the things I brought before are definitely not enough, I'll have some more, you let my brothers help me send things over, okay? Cui'er looked at her mother eagerly, expecting her to agree.
"What's so difficult about this, Cui'er, you just have to prepare, ask for money and daddy to give it, ask for things and daddy help you find it, as long as you are willing, anything will do!" Before Mrs. Ye agreed, Master Ye had already taken the lead in agreeing.
Cui'er's ethereal look just now was too worrying, but now that she seems to have hope of recovering her spirits, Master Ye naturally refused to let go, and immediately patted his chest and agreed.
"Cui'er, as you prepare, big brother will help you send it to the northwest!" Ye Qing also felt sorry for Cui'er, and immediately said the same.
"I'll go too, sister, you have prepared your things, and I'll go with my eldest brother to help." Ye Lu said.
"Cui'er, don't cry, no matter what it is, as long as you want it, the second brother will also help you find it!" Ye Bi said softly comfortingly.
The rest of the people also responded, and the family atmosphere was enthusiastic and talking, which finally made Cui'er burst into tears.
When she walked into the Hanging Flower Gate again, what Cui'er was thinking about was not the sadness of Lian Qingshan's departure, but how to win Lian Qingshan back from the battlefield! (To be continued)
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