After reading Ding Kai's diary, Xing's heart was heavy, and she sighed that the world was sinister and life was impermanent, and she was sympathetic to Ding Kai's experience. Thinking about it slowly, she felt that Ding Kai fell into such a situation, and she also had an unshirkable responsibility: after Ding Kai graduated and worked, if he didn't take his studies so seriously and Xiao Ming's tutor so seriously, and took time out to see him during the holidays, communicate ideas, and deepen his feelings, maybe he wouldn't lose confidence in their love, so that he would be tempted by Ling and fall into the trap. However, Ding Kai did not blame her, he only reviewed his pursuit of fame and fortune, saw different thoughts, had eyes and did not know Jin Xiangyu, met a bad woman, hurt a good woman, felt deeply sorry for her, and still regretted it. She turned back to the beginning of the diary, looked at the blood-dripping word "repentance" on the title page, and read the following text: "The word repentance is in the heart, all the time." She seemed to feel that this blood-dripping heart was Ding Kai's heart at this moment, and these words were his mood at this moment. This time, maybe he really repented, and he was very remorseful, remorseful, and his whole heart was bleeding. Through the words, she seemed to see Ding Kai's bleeding heart. "If a person is not a sage, who can be without fault?" "Saving someone's life is better than creating a seventh-level Buddha map." Thinking about it like this, she felt that at the wine table that day, in front of Mr. Zhang and Li, she was too much to Ding Kai, and her words were too ruthless: In addition to love, even if ordinary classmates haven't seen each other for many years, meeting now shouldn't make him so embarrassed, he can't get off the stage, and he is really a little unkind. However, it is difficult to recover the water, the words have been spoken, the things have been done, and no matter how much you regret it, you can't get it back. So she thought again, anyway, in the same city, when to meet him, say "I'm sorry" to his face, even if he can't redeem his former love, at least he will not lose his friendship.

Time flies, and it looks like it's more than half a year. One day, Li came back from outside and took back a hardcover notebook, put it on the desk in front of Xing and said: "It seems that Ding Kai is truly repentant this time, he was rejected last time but he was not discouraged, no, the repentance diary was sent again." This has to let Mr. Zhang know, and even more sigh that Wang Kang is not as good as Ding Kai to know his mistake and admit his mistake! ”

Xing glanced at it and said, "What's the use of knowing mistakes and admitting mistakes?" Can you catch it back if you go in the spring? Can the flowers bloom again after thanks? Lee said, "Why not?" Don't you listen to a song that sings: Flowers bloom again, spring goes and spring comes. Xing sighed and said, "It's a pity that people are not in nature, and there is no reincarnation." Li said: "Since you know that life is too short to be reincarnated, why not seize the time, don't waste any more, catch up, and don't let the spring pay for the water!" Xing listened and was silent. Li said: "Ding Kai has already recognized his mistake and admitted his mistake, two diaries, to say the least, there are hundreds of thousands of words!" Morning and sunset, painstaking, not sincerely admit mistakes and repent, hope to get your forgiveness, rebuild the old good, why this? You see, you have to give someone a reply, right? Don't do things too desperately and make people too sad. Although Xing did not answer, she felt the same way in her heart and felt a little remorseful.

In the evening, Xing returned to her residence, and she didn't have time to wash, so she hurriedly opened Ding Kai's diary to read. I saw a bright moon drawn with a blue pen on the title page, and a big word "Si" in the middle; She understands that this is the meaning of "the bright moon sends lovesickness". This reminded her of Su Shi's "Water Tune Song Head" "When will the bright moon be there", especially those two famous sentences through the ages; "People have joys and sorrows, and the moon is cloudy and sunny."

She flipped through the text. The title of the first article is "Heaven is not old, love is inexorable". She knew that this was a sentence from the Song Dynasty lyricist Zhang Xian's "Thousand Autumn Years", and the following two sentences were "The heart is like a double silk net, and there are thousands of knots". Write that his thoughts about her are endless, endless, and will continue until the end of his life. The title of the second article is "How many lovesick one-night stands". wrote that he had a dream at night, in which he and she sometimes co-edited "Life in the Engineering Academy", sometimes held hands and walked on campus to talk, sometimes walked out of the campus together to watch movies, listen to music, and had a long love for three years. The title of the third article is "The Bright Moon Doesn't Know How to Leave Hate and Bitterness". Writing about the four seasons of the year, no matter how cold or hot it is, when the bright moon rises, he will always stand in a quiet and uninhabited place, looking at a bright moon and thinking about her bitterly, sighing "The moon is cloudy and sunny, and people have joys and sorrows, and this matter is difficult to complete." The title of the fourth article is "An Inch Becomes a Thousand Threads", writing about the ups and downs of his longing for her, a thousand emotions, and endless. ……

She couldn't help but rekindle her old feelings as she watched it, tears poured down, and she began to cry bitterly. Crying and crying, I don't know when I fell asleep on the sofa. In the dream, she saw Ding Kai walking towards her, and apologized to her with tears in her tears: "I have eyes and don't know Jin Xiangyu, I was deceived by others, and I fell into a trap, which not only hurt myself, but also hurt your feelings, and now I regret it!" She said, "You have repented and changed your ways, and I have forgiven you." So the two men reconciled, holding hands, and walked toward the flower-filled field. Waking up turned out to be a spring dream.

She rubbed her teary eyes, recalled the scene in her dream, and continued to read Ding Kai's diary until she wanted to know and finally finished reading it. She felt sorry for Ding Kai's experience, sympathized with his misfortune, moved by his remorse, and the scenes depicted in the diary, those beautiful and moving words, made her feel as if she was in the scene and felt the same way. She felt that she understood him, understood him, although he had seen several different thoughts, but he had always had her in his heart, never forgot her, in his most difficult and painful time, he thought, searched, and wanted to confide in her. If a person is not a sage, who can be infallible? Knowing that mistakes can be corrected, good is great! Two diaries, hundreds of thousands of words, every word is tears, every sentence is regret, why can't she understand him, believe him, forgive him, and give him another chance? Don't you have any sympathy or pity in your heart? Does he have to be sentenced to death? Her answer is no, that is, she still loves him, but because of the girl's reserve, she didn't show it or express it.

After a hurried breakfast, she went to work in the company, and by the way, she went to the mailbox downstairs to get the newspaper. Suddenly, her eyes lit up, and she found a letter sent by her good friend and college classmate Hui Min from Los Angeles, USA. Hui Min went to the United States? Study? Or get married? She quickly denied studying abroad, because Huimin's last letter said that her parents had transferred her to a scientific research unit, and that her work was very smooth, and invited her to play, but did not say anything about studying abroad. That must be married, and Zhang Xin? Is it possible that his aunt is against that? She hurriedly opened the letter and saw that she was indeed married to Zhang Xin. She said that because of Mr. Zhang's insistence, his aunt finally gave up on her original plan and agreed to marry Ms. Zhang, who had been married at church just last week. At this moment, Xing's eyes were moist, and she was happy for her good friends and classmates Huimin and Zhang Xin, and it was their persistence in love that finally had a happy and successful result.

From Huimin and Zhang Xin, she thought of herself and Ding Kai again. After so many years, the two have been together and divided, and now they have come to Shenzhen to work together. Although Ding Kai took a detour and hurt her, he confessed his mistake and repented, and in his heart and between the lines, a word of regret was used to cover it. The important thing is that she still cherishes him and loves him in her heart. She felt that Ding Kai should not be allowed to continue to regret and wander, she wanted to save him, warm his hurt and bleeding heart, and let him muster up courage, give full play to his talents, and dedicate himself to his career. Because Ding Kai is talented, he was the head of the study department of the student union of the Institute of Engineering, the editor-in-chief of "Life of the Institute of Engineering", smart and intelligent, eloquent, and talented; At the beginning, she was attracted by his talent.

In the morning, she helped Li to deal with the company's affairs and returned to the office, and after thinking twice, she solemnly said to Li:

"Please tell Ding Kai that on Sunday morning, I asked him to take a walk on the beach and talk."

"You're finally willing to forgive him?" Lee asked in surprise.

"Hey, you have to be forgiving and forgiving. He can be so sincere and painstaking, and write his thoughts and experiences over the years into a diary, with hundreds of thousands of words, blood and tears, and true confession, which shows that he does have the meaning of repentance. I can't go too far and let people call me hard-hearted and unkind. Xing nodded, blushing.

Li seemed to think that the "people" that Xing said meant him, so he said: "Feelings are in my heart, not in others." No one is perfect, and knowing mistakes can be corrected, and there is great goodness. I have also made mistakes, and I know the pain of repentance and the difficulty of correcting mistakes. It is rare for Ding Kai to know his mistakes, repent of his mistakes, and correct his mistakes. He should be forgiven and given another chance. Chinese pay attention to the Tao of 'forgiveness', and being able to forgive others is also a noble virtue. You can see that you have already attained enlightenment. Congratulations! ”

Sunday morning, Shenzhen waterfront. Xing and Ding Kai held hands and walked on the beach.

Ding Kai looked at Xing for a long time and asked, "You, really forgive me?" Apricot nodded.

"Thank you for not forgetting the old feelings, being merciful, and finally being willing to forgive me!" He was a little excited, his eyes were moist, and he quickly took off his glasses and wiped them.

"You should thank yourself, it was your diary, your sincere repentance touched me, melted the blocks in my heart, and finally made me change my opinion of you."

"No, I should still thank you, it was your loyalty and kindness that gave me the determination and confidence to repent."

"Although you are prone to disobedience, I am sure that you are not a bad person, so I decided to give you a chance to repent."

"I'll never see another thing happen, two lessons are enough for me to remember for a lifetime. I assure you that I will trust you only in this world. If you don't believe my promise today, you can continue to test me, for a year or two. This time, I promise to stand the test. One can make mistakes again and again, and one cannot make mistakes a third time. ”

"I believe in you and will not test you anymore. In the past, we had lost too much time because of mutual distrust and testing each other; Now, we are all past the year of our establishment, and we can no longer afford to delay! ”

"You're saying we can get back together?"

Apricot nodded.

"Can we get married?"

Xing nodded again.

Ding Kai was very happy and a little carried away, he hugged the apricot and kissed it deeply, not caring about the tourists on the beach.

The news that Xing was going to marry Ding Kai quickly spread throughout Li and Zhang Qian's company, and the two were very happy to learn about it. Zhang Qian said to Li: "It seems that our matchmaking is right, this pair of cowherds and weavers have been suffering for so many years, and finally met in Queqiao." Li said: "Over the years, I have been worried about Xing's marriage, and I have tried to introduce a few to her, but she is always dissatisfied, it turns out that she still thinks about Ding Kai in her heart." This time I can finally rest assured. ”

Zhang Qian leaned into Li's ear and said, "I thought you were going to keep the apricots by your side all the time, and have a sweet dream of being a family and a whole." Li blushed and said, "Mr. Zhang, what are you talking about?" Am I that mean? I'm a sister who treats apricots as a fellow countryman. Zhang Qian pouted: "Isn't Tao also your countryman's sister?" How did you become your wife? Can't apricots? The peach, plum and apricot spring breeze are a family! Li defended: "The Taoli Xingchun Wind family means that the three of us were born in the spring breeze, and we are classmates of the same age, just like a family." What do you understand? Only by imagination, looking at the text gives birth to righteousness, and creating something out of nothing. ”

didn't want the words "out of nothing" to poke Zhang Qian's sore spot, her cheeks flushed, and she argued: "What if you don't 'make something out of nothing'?" Existence equals nothingness, then non-existence can be regarded as being. Therefore, I will give birth to a being. It can not only hide people's eyes and ears, but also comfort yourself, what's wrong? As the leper monk in "Dream of Red Mansions" said: "Doing nothing sometimes has nothing." If you think about it, doesn't it make sense? ”

Li understood Zhang Qian's intentions, knew that she had endured great pain in her heart by doing this, and sympathized with her very much, so he said: "Life is full of states, life and death, division and combination, existence and non-existence, right and wrong, but they are all a state, who is right and who is wrong, who can tell clearly?" This 'making something out of nothing' does have some truth and conforms to dialectics. ”

Li found Xing and asked, "Where are you going to hold your wedding?" Home or at work? If you're in the company, I'll do it for you. Xing said: "I discussed with Ding Kai, and I plan to travel to Beijing to get married, so I won't hold a wedding." I first went to his house to see his mother, got the certificate, and then traveled to Beijing, and then came back to my house to have a look. ”

Li Xiang, Xing's parents are lively, when Xing was admitted to university, their family was a treat and a movie, and now that their daughter is married, how can they not make a big deal? So he asked, "Your parents know and agree?" Xing said: "They didn't agree at first, saying that the marriage of their daughter is a big deal, how can they be silent?" I explained it again and again, and they agreed. ”

Li also thought that Xing and Ding Kai were both rented private houses, with small area and outdated furniture, which were not suitable for marriage, so he said: "I have a house on the outskirts of the city, and I have bought it for a few years, because it is far away from the company, it is inconvenient to go to work, and I rarely go to live, only Tao or my family have lived a few times when they come." The decoration and furniture are good, so it is better to lend you a new house. ”

Xing said: "Our original rented house has been withdrawn, and we have rented a new two-bedroom building as a new house, and we have bought a few pieces of furniture, which is enough, so we won't trouble you." Besides, Tao and your family are also here to live. There is another point, that is-Ding Kai is the most taboo to live in other people's houses, because he has been fooled before. ”

Li knew that Xing was deceived, referring to the fact that Ding Kai lived in a house bought by Ling's family last time he got married, and later Ling refused to live with Ding Kai's mother, which finally led to divorce. Li sighed: "Once I was bitten by a snake, I was afraid of the well rope for ten years. Since he is taboo, I can't persuade him again, otherwise, I will think that I have other plans. Xing was a little embarrassed and said, "How can it?" ”

Li took out a passbook and said, "Here is 40,000 yuan, count it as my wedding gift to you, please accept it." Xing resolutely refused to accept it, and said: "I discussed with Ding Kai, we will get married, one will not hold a wedding, and the other will not hold a banquet, so no one's congratulatory gifts will be accepted." Li Da was displeased and said, "Xing, our friendship for so many years was broken off because you got married?" There will be no contact with you in the future? Makes me sad too much, doesn't it? If you don't accept this money, in the future, we won't even be able to make friends. ”

When Xing heard this, she burst into tears for a while, she remembered the many benefits that Li had given her since she was a child, including today's reunion between her and Ding Kai, and thanks to Li's careful planning and matchmaking. She couldn't say a word, and silently took the passbook.

Li smiled and said, "That's right, is there a closer friend in the world than Tao Li Xing?" Momo and I congratulate you on your happy wedding! Have a great trip! ”

Half a month later, Xing and Ding Kai returned to Shenzhen, went to work on time, and distributed candy to their colleagues in the same class.

Li and Zhang Qian both felt that they owed them something, so they discussed that they would jointly fund a make-up wedding for them at the Oriental Hotel, and the management and friendly insiders of both companies all participated. Xing and Ding Kai couldn't thank enough, and worked harder and harder.

Half a year later, Xing became pregnant, and in order to take care of Xing, Ding Kai took his mother from home to live together. After the New Year, Xing successfully gave birth to a boy, and the two discussed and named Ding Xing. Ding Kai's mother was very happy, and remembered her deceased wife, hugged little Ding Xing and said: "Grandson, you came too late, it's a pity that your grandfather didn't see you, how happy he would be if he saw you!" As he spoke, he burst into tears.

Ding Kai comforted his mother and said: "Mom, it's all my fault, it's because I have no eyes, I don't know good and bad people, and I mistakenly took my father to hold my grandson." Thanks to Xing forgiving me, God has mercy on me, so he will send his grandson to you to hug, you should be happy. ”

The old man took Xing's hand and said, "Yes, now that I have my grandson, I am so happy!" Our whole family should thank you, it was you who saved Ding Kai and the Ding family, and our family will be where we are today. ”

Xing said: "Mom, don't be sad, who was right and who was wrong in the past, it's over, don't think about it." In the future, Ding Kai and I will have to go to work, so please take care of this child. ”

The old man said, "You all have jobs, go to work." Don't worry, leave this child to me, and I will help you feed you to be fat and strong. ”

Li and Zhang Qian were very happy to see Xing and Ding Kai happy to have a precious son, and they sent a lot of baby clothes and toys, and personally visited Xing and Xiao Ding Xing to express warm congratulations. Xing and Ding Kai thanked the boss and set up a banquet to thank them.

Since then, Ding Kai's family of four and three generations have lived in the same house, living in harmony and living together. Life is better, the mood is comfortable, and Ding's mother's health is gradually getting better. Two years later, little Ding Xing can run around, usually, Ding's mother takes him to play outside the house, and on Sunday, the family of four goes to the park for a walk and talk, and they have endless fun.