I didn't bother Lu Pei, in fact, I felt that I also needed to be quiet.

Shen Mingya came to make a fuss, the amount of information is too much, people are emotional animals, although I think this matter has nothing to do with me, but it is difficult to get rid of the relationship, a bit like going back to the sixties, being talked about by the relationship, what overseas relationship, what ancestor is a landlord, you have to lie down and be criticized, and be detained some kind of unwarranted hat.

To put it simply, it is the origin, this problem, it is really how the civilization and progress of the society for thousands of years have not been able to completely change, we praise the equality of everyone for hundreds of years, but the reality will always make you pay for some antecedents that you don't know.

I have nothing to say, if it was my mistake, I can explain it, but when it happened, I didn't have a fucking me, what should I say to Lu Pei.

What I can do is to understand Lu Pei, I know, he cares a lot about his brother, and his father, those letters, and recordings, a little empathy, if my father dies early, I was very lonely in my childhood, and I inexplicably know some truths about my father, and I need time to digest them.

In the evening, I simply ate some food and went back to the bedroom, Lu Pei packed up those things and went to the study, I gave him a face, and then asked Uncle Xu to send it over, I stayed in the room alone for a while, I still couldn't hold back, took out my mobile phone and dialed the number to my mother.

It rang for a long time before she picked up the phone, her tone as weak and tired as ever, "Hey." ”

I stood on the balcony, looking at the undulating waves in the night in the distance, and went straight to the point, "I'm with Lu Pei." ”

“…… Oh, I know. ”

She seemed to have guessed something, but until the last moment, she was still tense, and she would not give it all out, and she was calm and inhuman.

"About my life experience, I won't ask much if I know it, I called you because Shen Mingya came over today, she not only told you about Lu Zhixin, but also brought some recordings, as well as the letters between you and Lu Zhixin back then, do you have anything to explain."

I have been calling my mother for more than 20 years, and all I can do is try to be as tactful as possible.

Xue Ruojun was quiet over there for a long time, without a trace of radical emotion, as if all his passion had been polished by the years, "She said that I was worthless." ”

I held my breath, "So, you're all admitting?" ”

"What do you want me to say?"

Xue Ruojun raised a slightly nasal voice over there, "On this day, I have long expected it, and the reason why I stopped you and Lu Pei was because I was afraid of this ......"

She pondered for a while, but continued to speak, "More than 20 years ago, I did fall in love with a married man, if I were asked to choose, I would choose to love him, he is the man I love the most in my life, it's just that Shen Mingya, a woman, will definitely not seek truth from facts, she will blame me for everything."

Back then, she made me desperate and tortured me with all her heart, if you want to question me anything, then I admit that I did destroy her family, not to mention back then, even in today's society, I will also be pointed out by Wanfu, therefore, Shen Mingya justifiably retaliated against me with a weak attitude, she made me have a miserable saying, Bao Si, you know very well, without you, I can't live today. ”

My eyelids jumped, "You mean, the beauty body, Shen Mingya got it for you?" ”

Xue Ruojun laughed, "I only knew that Zhixin was dead when I went back to the city, I went to Shen Mingya, I knelt down and begged her, even if I was allowed to go to the grave to take a look, she made a diary for me to see, copying the handwriting of Zhixin, the letter above said that I liked to see me beautiful, Shen Mingya said that I was not a human or a ghost at the time, how to see Zhixin, I just want to restore the original state, do you think, I just care so much about a face, but I was stunned at the time, I just wanted to see Zhixin, I just wanted to see him......"

"Did you see that?"

Xue Ruojun sobbed in a low voice over there, "How can she let me see that she has made a fake grave and tricked me for many years, or Xia Wendong told me the truth later, I just want to withdraw from this evil art, but it's too late, I can't break it in my life, if I want to live, I have to eat the fetus all the time, do you think I want to."

Shen Mingya said that this matter has nothing to do with her, but how is it possible, in the end, I forced Xia Wendong to investigate, and the result was that every female disciple who was refining the beauty body with me at the beginning was a cancer patient, and each of them was a dying person, Shen Mingya can be said to have carefully selected these people to accompany me to play, at that time, she gave hundreds of thousands each, in the early nineties, she made such a big move, just to torture me and play me to death......"

I took a deep breath, "These are all Xia, what my dad told you?" ”

Xue Ruojun controlled his emotions over there, "It was when I found out that he was Shen Mingya's younger brother that I got divorced and let all the truth come out, I always thought that it was because I was ignorant and deceived that I would cultivate this kind of thing, Xia Wendong paid a lot for me, and then I inadvertently found out that Xia Wendong was Shen Mingya's younger brother, it turned out that he knew everything......"

"So you divorced him?"

"If I had known, I wouldn't have married him!"

Xue Ruojun's tone finally made waves, "When I went back to the city and knew that Zhixin was dead, where did I want to continue to live, it was Xia Wendong who had been taking care of me at that time, he said that he knew that I had someone else in my heart, even if I had a child, he would take care of me wholeheartedly, the child needs a righteous father, otherwise I die, what will happen to the child in the future, I am very moved, this is four years later, I took him back to my hometown, who knows, it turns out that my child ......"

I lowered my eyes, "Then why don't you tell Uncle Xia the truth, I am not Lu Zhixin's child, or rather, Lu Zhixin's child has long since died." ”

Xue Ruojun sniffed over there, "Actually, after I knew that you were my niece's daughter, my first thought was to divorce Xia Wendong, I don't want to delay him, I'm selfish, I'm just afraid that the child will be criticized as an illegitimate child in the future.

I said, I regret it, I have someone else's child, I can't have children anymore, I don't want to live with him, but Xia Wendong said that he didn't care, he didn't leave, and I was still troubled by beauty at the time, so I didn't leave, until I knew that he was Shen Mingya's younger brother, this was a complete divorce! ”

I understand, this shows that my aunt was not selfish to a heinous point at that time, she held back and didn't tell Xia Wendong the truth, but also to find fault with her divorce, but she didn't think about it, Xia Wendong is really a person who can pay.

suddenly realized that in the whole incident, Xia Wendong was the most innocent one who was implicated.

He paid the most and defended Xue Ruojun the most, seeing Xue Ruojun eating the fetus, he knew that Shen Mingya did it, but because of the suffering in the relationship between Shen Mingya and himself, he couldn't change the status quo and could only abuse his power to take care of Xue Ruojun.

Xia Wendong should be very aggrieved, everyone suspects that he has an inappropriate relationship with Shen Mingya, as an illegitimate child, he can't justify his name, swallowed all the bitterness, and as a result, the woman he loves the most also left him.

In the past, I also questioned him for lying, he was ambitious, he didn't really love Xue Ruojun, now it seems that many of his words are true, but he also has his own helplessness, what he hates, is also his own background, and his powerlessness against some things.

"That's why you kept saying that Uncle Xia was a big liar later, right?"

Xue Ruojun was still sniffing, "I always thought that Xia Wendong's parents were gone, I think we are all hard-working people, in the future, it is good to have a mutual support, in that era, people were terrible, I was forced by Shen Mingya to have no place to live, this kind of thing, and I can't let others know, Shen Mingya doesn't make a big fuss, so he just wants to see me die, but who knows, who knows that this man who has always been very good to me and moved me is Shen Mingya's younger brother!" ”

"Bao Si, what do you say I should do, do I want to thank Xia Wendong for taking care of me all the time, or do I hate him for lying to me and Shen Mingya? I just realized that I had taken too many wrong paths, so I insisted on not seeing Xia Wendong all these years, but I didn't expect that you would be involved with Shen Mingya's son......"

What do I want to say, Xia Wendong's positioning back then was obviously a spare tire, he fell in love with a woman with his brother-in-law, and after his brother-in-law's death, he was willing to stand up and act as the child's father knowing that the woman gave birth to his brother-in-law's child-

It suddenly occurred to me that perhaps, I should have a good meeting with Xia Wendong, he had no relationship with me, so he never whispered to me in the language, or made me feel any discomfort, and he admired him for this alone.

"Bao Si, the reason why I disagree so much with you and Lu Pei is because I know that this Shen Mingya will not tolerate me, she used to be most afraid that the reputation of Zhixin will be damaged and has not revealed our affairs, now that society has changed, she will definitely make a big fuss about what happened back then to embarrass you, in fact, it's all my fault, Bao Si, I'm sorry for you......"

I didn't say anything, what's the use of being sorry?

It's already happening.

"In this way, Bao Si, let's meet, on Sunday, I'll book a place to send you a message, okay."

I nodded, "Okay." ”

Xue Ruojun hung up the phone, and before the voice fell, he still said sorry to me.

I stood for a long time without moving, my head hurt, I looked at the phone, I still called Xia Wendong, and after feeding, Xia Wendong took the lead in opening his mouth, "Baosi, I heard that Shen Mingya went to look for you today, right." ”

"Hmm."

A light voice, I inexplicably feel that this call is abrupt, I used to think that he was my father, and he felt justified when he opened his mouth to find anything, but now, everything has changed, the word love, finally made me realize that it is complicated, too much bitterness and unspeakable.

"She told me about the year."

Xia Wendong's tone was also very calm, and there was a sense that the dust had settled after the waves.

"Yes, I've said it, I know my background......"

"Ugh."

Xia Wendong sighed softly over there, "Sooner or later, fortunately, fortunately, you are not Lu Zhixin's child, otherwise, you and Lu Er, wouldn't it be more bitter......"

I felt a little sour in my heart, "I'm sorry, I've been misunderstanding you." ”

"Don't say that, I also did something very excessive, alas, I'm just too scared, I'm afraid that you and Lu Er will go against the grain, it's okay, it's not good, but it will definitely be difficult for you to be together, Shen Mingya, she has a hurdle in her heart, she can't get over, your mother, no, your aunt, the hurt she gave back then was very deep, Lu Zhixin's matter, in those years, she endured it very hard."

Xia Wendong said with mixed feelings, "Bao Si, in my heart, you are still my daughter, don't worry, as long as I live, Shen Mingya will not do anything to Ruojun, this is also the condition I put forward when I went to help Shen Mingya take care of the hospital, I will do my best for the Shen family, but she can't hurt Ruojun." ”

I controlled my emotions for a moment, "Dad...... No, Uncle Xia, I'm ......"

"Baosi, I treat you as a daughter, you call it Dad, I'm used to it."

Xia Wendong smiled bitterly over there, "It's just that my father is incompetent, he didn't really do anything for you when you were growing up, and he is powerless, don't blame me." ”

I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, "You have done a lot for me, I remember everything in junior high school and high school, do you still remember, that sugar ...... that doesn't grow hair?"

Xia Wendong chuckled, "Remember, that was the most tacit understanding we had, you kid, weird, pretending to be sick to hide from military training, I will laugh when I think about it myself." ”

I smiled tearfully, "Thank you." ”

"Don't say thank you, you don't know, I would have understood that you are Ruojun's niece, so why should I stop you and Lu Er, it's better to go to Shen Mingya as soon as possible to explain and help you persuade her, it will be much simpler."

I bit my lip, "You really never doubted that you were a doctor, why were you so sure I would be my aunt's daughter?" ”

Xia Wendong's voice was quiet for a while, and after a long time, he said quietly, "You are very similar to Ruojun when I was young, how many times, when I see you, I will have some illusions, such similar eyebrows and eyes, do you still remember, you quarreled with me when you were a child, I looked angry, it is because you are too similar, I will always be confused for a while, who I quarrel with again, why, would I get so angry with a child......

It's just that your personality is different except for that stubbornness, and you are more distinct, more direct, smarter and more lively than Ruojun......"

I pursed my lips vigorously, salty and astringent, "I'm not sensible either." ”

"You are very sensible, there is nothing wrong with falling in love, you don't need to bear the things of adults, fate is such a thing, how can you say it clearly, I will go to Shen Mingya to persuade me in the past two days, but Lu Er's side is ...... Did it put pressure on you. ”

I didn't respond, Xia Wendong still sighed, "I know Shen Mingya's methods too well, Lu Er almost didn't come out of his uncle's incident, I read the medical records later, according to Lu Er's character, his self-regulation ability is very strong, I also wonder, why did he go to extremes, now think about it, he is probably guilty, maybe only he understood how Mr. Shen's matter happened at that time." ”

"In short, I think Shen Mingya will definitely do something about the root of Lu Er's disease, she is very good at mastering the heat, otherwise, she will not release a lot of long lines, so that Ruojun has no way to retreat in the end, fortunately, what I should thank most is that you broke Ruojun's beauty......

Don't worry, Shen Mingya's side I will persuade you, you over there, if Lu Er has anything abnormal, just give him space, he will solve it by himself, this child, I grew up watching, he likes you so much, he will protect you. ”

I still say thank you.

Xia Wendong sighed, "Bao Si, what I can do, try to do it, it is my compensation to you, the matter of the photo, I am really helpless, don't be angry with me, whether it is as a father or your brother-in-law and uncle, I hope you can be happy, I know everything that happened to you, and Lu Er, it's not easy, whether it's Ruojun or you, if you can do it, my heart will be let go." ”

Before putting down the phone, Xia Wendong was still sighing, "Maybe it's fate, these things have to be completely settled." ”

I hugged my arms, I was really afraid of the cold, and retreated to the bedroom, I covered the quilt tightly and lay down on the bed, over, when will it be over?!

My head hurts, I fall asleep in a daze, the more I sleep, the more cold I feel, my body shiveres for no reason, vaguely, I feel like someone is calling my name-

"Little Four Treasures...... Little Four Treasures ......"

I shook my head, only to feel that the male voice seemed to float into my ears from a long distance, "Little Sibao...... Little Four Treasures ......"

A spirit, I sat up sweating, the bedroom was dark, I looked around cautiously, the curtains were swaying in front and back, wiping the sweat, the voice was still echoing softly in the distance, "Little Sibao...... You're coming out......"

"Who?"

I asked in a hoarse voice, got off the bed with my arms in my arms, and walked to the balcony to see, in the courtyard, a person with a green light was standing at the door, his hand was still waving at me very slowly, I couldn't see his face clearly, but the voice could reach the bottom of my ears through such a distance, "Little Sibao...... Little Four Treasures ......"

"Uncle Shen?"

I'm sure it's his voice, I turned around and was about to go out, it was too cold, I looked down at the nightdress I was wearing, took out a big scarf from the cabinet and wrapped it and walked downstairs, the light in Lu Pei's study was still shining on the floor of the corridor through the bottom of the door, I walked to the door to knock on the door, thought about it, or turned around and went downstairs directly, no, if there was Lu Pei, maybe Uncle Shen wouldn't dare to get close!

The slippers were still on my feet, I hurried out, the moon was hanging high, and when I walked to the gate, I found that the green light shadow was gone, and the insects were still screaming, I looked out through the gate, "Uncle Shen?" ”

"Side door...... Side Door ......"

The voice sounded in the air, I seemed to be guided by this voice, and I actually found a single side door at the foot of the courtyard, it was not locked, I pushed it open and went out directly, standing at the door and looking around with the street lamp, "Uncle Shen...... Is that you. ”

"I'm ...... here"

Turning his face suddenly, Uncle Shen stood under a street lamp more than ten meters away with a green face, he didn't change, his head was there, he was wearing a suit, but the green light around his body looked a little white and miserable, looking at me, he smiled a little helplessly, "Little Sibao...... I didn't dare to go near the house...... I'm waiting for you at the beach......"

"Okay."

I nodded, watched his figure disappear, wrapped my scarf tightly around my upper body and ran down the winding mountain road, there were street lamps shining, everywhere was bright, but I didn't dare to look closely, I always felt like there was someone.

As soon as I arrived at the beach panting, I only heard the sound of the waves, I tightened my neck coldly, the wind was a little strong, and I brushed my hair, "Uncle Shen?" ”

"...... here"

It was still a body glowing green, I saw him and was about to run closer, but he raised his hand at me, "Don't get too close to me, you will be in poor health......"

My heart is pantothenic, I can't imagine that I also have today, from the dirty things dare not approach, to let the dirty things remind me not to approach.

"Uncle Shen, why did you come up......

He looked at me with deep helplessness in his eyes, "I know these things, naturally, I want to come and see you...... I'm doing well down there, and those officials have a good relationship with me......"

"Uncle Shen, are you still alive below, how long will it take to be reincarnated......"

He smiled a little wryly, his glowing body was like a street lamp to me, "That's not important, little Sibao...... Uncle is here, I just want you and Lu Er to be good, only with you, he is the happiest......"

I nodded, "I know, I will, and now these things are nothing, and I won't leave him." ”

Uncle Shen looked at me with a sad look in his eyes, "I know you have paid a lot...... It's a pity that I can't get close to Lu Er and tell him anything, I can only call you out and let you understand more......"

"Hmm!"

I nodded heavily and looked at Uncle Shen pulling the corners of his mouth very hard, "Uncle Shen, I didn't expect to see you again, I'm very happy, I understand your intentions, don't worry, I will be with Lu Er well......"

"Good ......"

Uncle Shen's eyes were red, and the green light trembled a little, and he could see that he was a little emotionally excited, "It's best not to tell Lu Er that I'm coming, he'll be uncomfortable, I'll go back...... You can't come up for too long......"

"Wait."

I took a step forward, "Uncle Shen, can I know what my grandmother told you back then?" ”

"I knew you were going to ask......"

Uncle Shen sighed, and raised his hand slightly, "See for yourself......"

I stood in the yard and saw that Uncle Sheng was blocking the ten-year-old and I didn't let her in, without much hesitation, I rubbed Uncle Sheng's body and went in directly, entered through the door, and found that my grandmother was sitting on the chair next to Uncle Shen's kang and bowed her head and sighed.

"Grandma......

I muttered, but my grandmother raised her eyes to look at Uncle Shen, "Mr. Shen, this is my request, I will treat you, and I don't need you to give me much money, or change the status quo of our family, I just hope you understand my heart as a parent, my life, it is for my son and daughter, for my granddaughter, after you go back, help me ask your sister, what difficulties does she have with my daughter, why do I ask her at home that she wants my daughter's life......"

Uncle Shen's face was a little heavy, "Are you sure that my sister wants to hurt your daughter?" ”

Grandma nodded, "I'm sure, you really don't know." ”

Mr. Shen shook his head, "I have been in the field since my sister got married, and then my brother-in-law died, and I came back to take care of my nephew. ”

Grandma responded, "Yes, you can ask your sister when you go back, I asked Lao Xian'er at home, I don't know anything else, I beg you, just let you tell your sister, my daughter's name is Xue Ruojun, I don't know what hatred the two of them have, you help me adjust it, don't let my daughter be hurt again." ”

Although Uncle Shen looked puzzled, he still nodded, "Don't worry, I have the best relationship with my sister, if there is really something, I will definitely solve it." ”

"Okay."

I was stunned, it turned out that my grandmother came up with the three words Shen Mingya back then, because she knew that this woman wanted to hurt Xue Ruojun.

It's just obvious that grandma can't figure out why this Shen Mingya wants to hurt her daughter, so she pinned her hopes on Uncle Shen, and paid a huge price for this.

The picture immediately dissipated, and when I raised my eyes, I saw that the green light on Uncle Shen's body had faded a little, and he was standing there, his eyes full of helplessness, "I'm sorry, I haven't had a chance to ask my sister about this...... And left ......."

I shook my head, I didn't say anything, in fact, even if Uncle Shen knew the truth at the time, he might not change anything, Shen Mingya suffered such a big grievance, not only did she not cry her father and call her mother, the more she could hide it, the deeper her hatred became, she didn't need anyone to condemn Xue Ruojun, she took her time and tortured her little by little.

"Alas......"

Uncle Shen still sighed, "It's not easy for your grandma, I really owe you too much for what happened back then...... Little Four Treasures...... Uncle can't stand you...... But don't worry, Lu Er knows how important your family is to you, he won't let his mother hurt your family, what I didn't do, he will definitely do it......"

I nodded, "I understand." ”

Uncle Shen's legs began to ablate, "I'm leaving...... Little Sibao, go back quickly...... Now, you're going to let the stuff that doesn't go down bully...... Come back, I'm here just to see you...... You will have a chance, these turmoil will pass......"

"Hmm."

I know that Uncle Shen is a good person, he is not easy, he has been dead for so long, and he has to come up to comfort and comfort me when he gets the letter below, which can be regarded as letting me indirectly know the dim sum knot, the affairs of the living, and the dead have to worry about it, how can I be reasonable.

Standing in place and waving my hand, watching Uncle Shen slowly disappear little by little, the waves were a little turbulent, I stood in a daze for a while, my body was blown by the wind and couldn't resist it, I turned around, lowered my head and walked slowly towards the road, not a few steps, suddenly there was a strong light dazzling!

'Di~! ’

Raising my hand slightly, the sound of brakes sounded in front of me, and the door slammed, and the next moment, I shook it and was hugged fiercely, "Where have you been?!! ”

"I ......"

Leaning on his chest, "I want to go out and walk by myself." ”

"Let's go?!"

Lu Pei hugged me for a while, and couldn't hide his displeasure, and looked at me by the shoulder: "What are you going to do at night, I thought you were ...... What should I do if something happens to you! ”

"Something will happen to me."

Looking at his anxious face, I gave him a relaxed smile, "I just can't sleep, I want to come to the beach to see, I'm such a big person, it's okay." ”

Lu Pei's eyes were a little red, and he looked at me carefully through the headlights, "Just want to walk?" ”

I nodded, the corners of my mouth tugging, "It's boring to wake up, you think I'm going to run away from home, look down on me, don't you, I have to take all your money with me if I leave, otherwise what will I eat." ”

Lu Pei didn't say much, took off his coat and put it on me, "Where do you want to go, I'll take you there." ”

"No, I'm sleepy again."

I grinned, "Let's go home." ”

Lu Pei nodded, helped me open the co-pilot's door, and gently held one of my hands after turning around after getting into the car again, "Tell me where you want to go in the future, don't run around by yourself." ”

I hummed, "You're so busy at work, you don't have to think about me all the time, if I have to go shopping or something during the day, I'll drive out by myself." ”

"If I'm not there, let Uncle Xu drive you, don't go out alone."

His tone was steady and his attitude was undeniable.

I didn't say much, after returning to the bedroom, I ripped off the big scarf and lay on the bed, Lu Pei didn't go back to the study but went to the bathroom to take a bath, I listened to the subtle sound of water and pretended to be asleep, and after a while, I felt a piece collapse behind me, and I called my name softly.

Didn't answer, closed his eyes and breathed calmly, his cheeks were a little itchy, it felt as if he had been watching me for a long time, and then hugged me in the back, breathing very lightly, I think he hadn't fallen asleep all the time, but, I really don't know, what to say.

Is it to comfort him, or to say sorry for my aunt's business?

It's too hypocritical and thin.