The stone is as big as a fist and the hardness is okay. I weighed it, and I felt that it weighed a few pounds, and I guess it would work to hit myself on the head with this stone. If you use force, you can probably burst your brain in three or five strokes.

Syllable! I mustered up courage and struck a stone on my head.

Pain! It hurts. The stone fell on the head, and it didn't burst out of the brain as expected, but it was a big bag. What's the situation? Why isn't it blood splattering and brains bursting? Looking at the stone and touching the bag on my head, I didn't have the courage to do it again.

If you want to kill yourself, it's not easy to talk about it, the instinct of life can control your thinking, it's impossible to be heavy-handed, even if you want to die, the primitive desire is also saving yourself, so it's not okay to want to commit suicide like this.

This is the same as those who commit suicide by cutting their wrists and committing suicide after taking poison Most of them will regret it, it is not the consciousness that dominates the mind, but the primitive instinct that does the trick. Therefore, if you want to commit suicide, you can't choose such a method, it is very difficult. In comparison, it may be better to strangle yourself to death. Thinking of this, I pulled the rattan around me. I wrapped it around my neck, strangled it a few times, and then I held my breath and waited for death, I wanted the effect of suffocation, but in the end, I still let go, and when my chest was about to explode, I finally couldn't hold on and let go of my hand.

I let go of my hand and gasped for air, and at this time, I was dizzy. I took a big gulp of the air, and for the first time I found that the air was so sweet, and I was so happy to be alive.

I lay there for a long time before the pain of almost suffocating to death slowly dissipated. What to do? Nima's killing is easy, it's easy to kill ghosts and monsters, it's so difficult to kill yourself? Me, what should I do?

Never mind! Either you won't die, since you can't die happily, let's live for a while, it's a big deal to starve yourself to death. I grinned and sneered, and an unspeakable tragedy permeated my heart.

Since I don't want to die, I have to think about a way out, I have to think about living, I moved my body hard, moved forward a little bit, and then I found that it was so difficult to live, and after moving less than half a meter, I felt that my leg was falling off Yes, I couldn't find a place for the pain, and I didn't know where it hurt.

Lying there, I felt so helpless for the first time, the surroundings were lifeless, a haze and dampness, the ground was slimy, I usually hated this feeling the most, but now I have no choice, I can only lie here.

Lying on the ground, thinking about what to do? If you want to live, you have to eat, I drank a lot of wine with the ghost king, I basically didn't eat, and I bled a lot, so I felt a little exhausted.

There was a clump of plants next to me, I couldn't see what it was, it was gray, a little fat sea, and I lay there, insisting on picking a leaf and putting it in my mouth.

Bitter! It's not worse than Coptis chinensis, and the bitter tongue can't retract it. I hurriedly spit out the leaf I had chewed on. Yes! It hurts, and just as I spit out the leaves, I felt the wound on my calf hurt even more, and when I looked down, my head buzzed in fright. At the place of my calf, there were three rats licking and biting my wounds. The rat was also too big, more than twice as large as a human rat, with white teeth exposed.

"Get out, get out! Fuck me off. With a shake of my hand, I struck at the rats, but I couldn't reach them, but they were pulling at my hamstrings, and there was a piercing pain that almost made me faint.

Seeing that I couldn't move, these rats became even more unscrupulous and raged on my wounds. I smiled wryly and shook my head, unable to help but lament. Life should be like this, Mo Shaobai left me half a life, it would be such an ending, and I was finally gnawed alive by mice, okay, I can't do it myself, then I'll let you help me end it, I closed my eyes, lay there, endured the pain in my body, and was silent.

This is purgatory more than purgatory, it is a painful process, this is more cruel than the ten tortures of the Manchu Qing Dynasty. Lying there, tears flowed down, pain was one reason, and the other was sadness. I ended up in such a field that even a few rats were bullying me and trying to kill me.

The tendons are broken, and there is no trace of strength in the whole body, and I can't gather qi, so the exercises on my body can't be used, whether it's the Dafa of Sperm Sucking or the Reverse Water Cold Sword, or the Ghost Yin Palm, I can't perform it, I'm just a waste.

I turned out to be a piece of waste. I never thought of it that way.

Wang Ying, Wan'er, Zhong Wuyan, how would you feel if you saw the scene in front of you? Alas! No, they won't see it. I lowered my head, gritted my teeth, and lay there, exhausted and miserable!

Slap, smack, smack.

Just as I was lying on the ground in despair, a light wind blew, and the rats that were eating my calves there flew up and fell to the ground, bleeding from their mouths and noses.

"Brother Wang, are you okay!" Just when I wondered who helped me kill the rat, Yu Ying actually knelt in front of me. She reached out and grabbed mine. At the same time, a tear fell and dripped on my hand.

"Girl. You. What are you doing here? Looking at Yu Ying, I was even more puzzled, why did this girl come? Thinking of the way I looked at me in the Ghost King's Palace, I had palpitations.

"Brother Wang, I'm sorry! I have made you suffer, but I dare not do it, and if I do not do this to you, they will not spare me. Yu Ying grabbed my hand and burst into tears.

I understand that the feelings are Yu Ying's acting. I know she's not the kind of person with a wolf heart, I know she has a gentle heart, and I know she won't be so ruthless.

"Girl, why are you here? Go back quickly, it won't be good if you are seen by Mo Shaobai, this person is too poisonous. "I know that Yu Ying is not easy, it is good for a weak woman to protect herself in such an environment.

"Brother Wang, it's okay, the ghost king is drunk, drunk like mud, I just came to see you, this is gold sore medicine, I will put it on the wound for you." As Yu Ying spoke, she opened the bottle and poured the medicine powder on my wound, and at the moment when the medicine powder was scattered on the wound, my calf felt a stinging pain that penetrated into the bone, and I couldn't help but cry out in pain. The frightened Yu Ying hurriedly stopped. Turn your face to look at me; "Brother Wang, does it hurt!" While asking me, he wiped me with his hand and shouted.

"Sister, am I your brother?" I asked in a low voice with a wry smile.

"Brother Wang, you are my own brother, otherwise, I wouldn't have risked my life to come here." Yu Ying said with tears in her eyes.

"That's good, give me a good time, use your knife to cut off my head, the sooner the better, brother, I really don't have the courage to kill myself." I grabbed Yu Ying's knife and said.

"Brother, you are confused! It's better to die than to live, how can you have such a stupid idea, if you want to have such an idea, it will be in vain to waste a piece of your sister's mind. Don't, don't. Yu Ying held my hand tightly, and tears flowed down her face.

"But, but I'm still a waste when I'm alive, so I'd better be dead!" I said.

"No, you can't die, you have to be strong to survive, turn into a butterfly, you have to stand up bravely." Yu Ying shook my hand and said.

People want to live, but it takes courage to live. Don't die requires courage, but I'm the opposite, I can't move, I don't have anything to eat, I'm a waster, why should I live. I subconsciously shook my head.

"Brother Wang, don't be discouraged, you have to recuperate here, don't have those bad thoughts, during the time you are recuperating from your injuries, I will send you food and medicine from time to time." Yu Ying said with a resolute expression.

"Don't, don't do it." The situation in front of him is that Mo Shaobai dominates the world of the ghost world, as far as his current practice is concerned, no one in the ghost world is invincible, if he finds out that Yu Ying is helping me, she will be abolished by this old guy in minutes. So, no matter how difficult it is for me, I can't involve Yu Ying, this kind girl.

"Brother Wang, don't say it, I still have the ability to discern, you are a good person, I can't sit idly by and watch a good person being framed, I will spare no effort to help you." Okay, the time is gone, it's time for me to go, here's the food, here's the gold sore medicine. Finally, listen to my sister's words, to live well, definitely, definitely. Death is simple, but you can't run away from it. Yu Ying put the thing beside me, handed me a resolute look, and then turned around and walked away quickly.