"Your Majesty," Yang proudly bowed and asked in a low voice, "It's not early, do you want to set off and return to the palace?" ”

Liu Che stroked his neck and hesitated, "Forget it, wait...... Come back tomorrow. ”

In the corner of the beast's mouth, there was an intermittent burning incense.

Outside the cloud building, the red sun sinks in the west, and the Tangyi Marquis Mansion is shrouded in twilight, which is beautiful. Printed and dyed on the sunset, it is extraordinarily bright and lonely.

"This flower is blooming...... Is it more flowerless? Liu Che slowly hooked the corners of his lips and asked, "What about Chen Niangniang?" ”

"After the birthday feast, Liu Ling, the eldest princess of Feiyue, said goodbye to Changmen, Chen Niangniang sent each other, and when she came back, she said that she didn't want to quarrel with the emperor to rest and raise, so she went to the side building by herself."

"Don't be noisy." Liu Che snorted coldly and walked to the window with his hands in his hands.

Listen to Xueqin lying quietly under the window, and there is no dust. After thinking that the owner has been saying goodbye for many years, this cloud building is still often cleaned by people.

Chen Ajiao, the owner of the hall at that time, was really favored by the world in every way. The emperor is the grandfather, the emperor is the uncle, and the emperor is the husband. There is no woman with such a prominent background and pomp. Gillian began to learn the piano after the year of the Golden House. At that time, she was already the future crown princess, arrogant and extravagant. But she didn't like to learn the piano, so her aunt scared her and said, "If a girl doesn't learn the piano, her future husband will dislike it and cry." ”

She came to him and worried, "Che'er, is what my mother said true?" ”

He smiled and said, "Sister Gillian, how could it be?" Che'er will always like Sister Gillian. ”

At that time, he really thought she was arrogant and indulgent to the point of cuteness. Weiyang Palace is full of all kinds of flattering and flattering people, but he clearly knows that this most noble girl in the Han Dynasty is sincere to him.

Maybe it's because of her clear and unpretentious temperament, she can see the deepest part at a glance, and she can't fake it at all.

His arrogance and jealousy, which he hated countless times later, were all good and lovely in his eyes at the beginning.

At first, perhaps, he really liked Gillian once.

The girl who held his hand on the side of the rockery next to the Zhaoyang Hall had a beautiful face.

It's just that liking is drowned in the careful maintenance of their relationship.

At that time, his mother, Queen Wang, who had just ascended to the throne, told him seriously, "Che'er, you have to let Gillian be a little bit, don't let her be dissatisfied with you." ”

Because, once she is dissatisfied with you, the status of our mother and son may be shaken.

He still remembers that the young Gillian once sympathized with the Queen Bo who was deposed because she had no children.

"It's just that it's childless, so why should it be abolished? Uncle is really ruthless. ”

Many years later, when she also abandoned the royal family for the same reason. Looking back on those days, does it feel like a world away?

The two generations of queens before and after, how similar the fate is.

It's just that Queen Bo was abolished because she had no children. Gillian is caused by him.

Even on the most difficult days, he did not change that decision.

Just because I have tasted the taste of a relative's elbow, I don't want to see the Chen family, which has been dazzling for a hundred years, become a new relative.

As the Ninth Five-Year Venerable, it is not easy to endure to such a point.

When he gets older and the city is getting deeper, how can he endure such a misplaced relationship? Even if he has practiced the supreme position, he still bears his anger and lets her mediate in front of his grandmother for him.

In the Jiaofang Palace, she smiled and said, "Che'er, are we husband and wife, husband and wife always have to share weal and woe." ”

She fell asleep in his arms, but he looked at her delicate face, and his eyes were cloudy.

Gillian, what if one day, my troubles come from you?

Then, there was the ridiculous heir turmoil during the founding of the Yuan Dynasty.

At that time, Gillian was in a cold war with him because of Wei Zifu, and on the other hand, she stayed in Changle Palace to mediate for him.

At that time, the Empress Dowager Dou looked at her granddaughter who had been pampered since she was a child, "Girl, why are you bothering?" ”

In any case, they are always husband and wife.

Husbands and wives want to share weal and woe?

For so many days, the queen, who had been stubbornly supporting, suddenly burst into tears.

In Weiyang Palace, Qin Sexiang and the emperor and queen for many years have come to this point step by step, no one knows better than him. Even Gillian can't.

On that day, the emperor stepped into the Jiaofang Palace, which had not been entered for some days, and Gillian sat in the hall, dressed luxuriously, with a straight back, but inexplicably thin.

He suddenly remembered the transparent and thin spring day when he was a teenager, and the delicate girl who was like a fufu fell into the arms of the eldest princess of the pavilion Tao with a smile, "Mother, I'm very good." ”

Sometimes, he wanted to ask her, at that time, how did she think that he was good?

He, obviously to her, is very bad, very bad.

It was a woman who seemed to be very strong, but was actually very fragile.

"Gillian,...... I am the emperor, the emperor, it is impossible to guard a woman. ”

"But, I only remember, remember that you are my Che'er."

She finally surrendered, and looked back at him with a sad expression,

"Che'er, you send Wei Zifu away, we treat it as no this person, no such thing. Let's start over, okay? ”

Suddenly, his heart softened.

The demotion of Wei Zifu to a slave in raccoon clothes is not only because he assessed the situation at the beginning, but also because he was soft-hearted.

"Che'er, what do you like about Wei Zifu?"

Maybe it's not inferior to Gillian's coquettish face, maybe it's a docile temperament.

Perhaps, he didn't like it at all.

It's just that I'm tired of that kind of life with Gillian. In front of her, he will always be her Che'er, not an emperor.

But he is indeed an emperor, an emperor with great ambitions, an emperor with a strong desire to conquer, how can such an emperor stay for a long time?

When he first married Gillian, Liu Che was already a seventeen-year-old boy. Years of career as a prince have tempered his intelligent and sensitive temperament.

And she is still a transparent person. It's just that when the phoenix crown is uncovered, the cheeks are like hibiscus.

"Mother, I'm very good." This is six-year-old Gillian.

"Ah, what nonsense are you talking about?" This is Gillian after listening to his Golden House vow.

"Che'er, is what my mother said true?" This is Gillian when the two of them didn't guess.

"Che'er, the phoenix crown is so heavy." This was the first thing he said when he removed her phoenix crown and she complained.

"Che'er, we're going to be together forever and ever." This is the newlywed Gillian when they love each other.

"Che'er, are we husband and wife, husband and wife always have to share weal and woe." This is the Gillian who shared his worries and relieved him in the Jiaofang Palace.

……

Over the years, he has always thought that he has seen through the cold eyes, is very amorous in acting, laughing at her stupid, laughing at her stupidity, but ignoring it, when listening to these words, he was moved in a flash.

He thought he had forgotten everything, but three months after seeing Gillian again, everything was as clear as yesterday in this cloud building that carried the memories of their youth.

Since Empress Chen deposed Changmen Palace, in this world, except for relatives, there is no woman who really loves him.

No, even if it is a relative, there is no purity of Gillian love.

From then on, in this Weiyang Palace, there is no woman who can call him Che'er with a soft voice.

At the beginning, when he hardened his heart to depose her, he thought that he had no need.

Gradually, more and more heart like iron.

The faint seeds planted by fate many years ago took root and sprouted when he didn't know and didn't care.

When the woman who had always called him with a smile and a soft voice, she turned around, distancing and polite, and said, "Is this request from the emperor ordering me as the emperor?" ”

In a way that even the emperor could not recover, time witnessed to him how what once belonged to him collapsed in front of him.

The melancholy suddenly came to my heart.

The woman who had just learned the piano and rushed to play it to him was full of true feelings, and he had already killed it with his own hands in a will after abolition.

No, maybe earlier.

Speaking from the heart, Chen Ajiao's piano skills are really not good, and to his ears, it is not much better than playing cotton. At that time, he still listened to it with a smile, and now that he thinks about it, he has no patience or displeasure in his heart.

That time, she played "The Wind into the Song".

Liu Che looked at the listening snow qin fixedly, and brushed it with his hand. It is the starting tone of "The Wind Enters the Song".

There was a long sound of "ding", but the strings had not been played for a long time, and they broke in an instant.

"Yikes." On the side, Yang exclaimed proudly.

"What's wrong?" Liu Che looked sideways and said unhappily.

"It's nothing," Yang said proudly, but he couldn't support it under the emperor's gaze, and reluctantly said, "In the slave's hometown, it is very unlucky to play the piano and break the strings." After all, the piano is in harmony with the emotion. ”

"Affection." Liu Che's heart suddenly tightened, and he raised his eyes to look through the window. In the side building diagonally opposite, the Qian screen window is ajar, and there is no trace of Chen Ajiao. There was a burst of laughter in the wind, it was Liu Chu's voice.

It's been many years, and the girl who has gradually forgotten in the depths of her memory has suddenly become vivid.

Hibiscus flowers, into broken intestine grass.

Broken intestine grass is a hibiscus flower.

Perhaps, it was really only by leaving that palace that he could recall her benefits without any scruples.

If he had known that there would be a strange child, would he have made such a choice without hesitation.

Yes. Because he is an emperor after all.

The emperor is always more important than the family, and Gillian is the first person he sacrificed in the position of emperor.

Sometimes, when people are really far away, they keep each other's goodness.

But, Gillian, just because I am the emperor, as long as I don't want to, how can you break off your love?

After all, no matter what, you're still my concubine.

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Well, this chapter is written from Liu Che's point of view, maybe you will be scolded. Anyway, Xiao Tetsuko has been scolded too much, and he doesn't have to worry about a lot of debts. I don't care about scolding a little more.

I think it's necessary to explain his feelings...

When I was a teenager, I used to like Gillian.

However, not so deep.

Undisputedly submerged in his imperial cause.

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Acknowledgments Shuishui, willows

PS again, collection, tears. Too little.