Chapter 130: Love is not possible

"Ye Hui, I think, I made it clear to you last time I should say, you still don't understand?" My voice was still the same, not half a wave, but my heart was not as calm as it seemed.

When looking for the blood of the pure yang people, Ye Hui also did me a great favor, aside from the others, although Ye Hui is a playboy image, he is a good person, and he is really good to me.

Therefore, when I said this, I felt a little awkward in my heart, but there was no way, if I didn't make it clear now, there would be more fetters in the future, and it would also make Ye Hui even more painful.

"It's been a month, it's been a whole month, I haven't heard from you, a month, I can't remember how much wine I drank, I just want to see you again, even if it's in a dream, but I haven't dreamed of you once, Jiang Xin, you are so ruthless, you don't even want my dream to come in." “

Ye Hui was crying while talking, I was listening quietly on the other side of the phone, and I could feel that he was out of control.

"You calm down, Ye Hui, there is no grass at the end of the world...... I paused and then comforted, to be honest, looking at him like this, I actually feel quite uncomfortable.

"Jiang Xin, can you promise me one thing. I held the phone like this, listening to Ye Hui sobbing on the other side of the phone, and after a while, Ye Hui's voice finally returned to normal, and he spoke in a low voice.

"Something, you say. "My voice is unwavering, it's not that I'm cold-blooded, it's that I know that I should be indifferent when I should be indifferent at this moment, or I will suffer endlessly.

"I won't bother you in the future, and I won't say those words anymore, I bury all my feelings for you in my heart, I just hope that you can still be friends with me, we will be ordinary friends like we did at the beginning, I won't bother you, okay?"

Ye Hui's voice was low and full of pleading, but when I heard these words, I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart.

"Ye Hui, why are you doing this. I sighed, I know that the feeling of love is just like me and Wang Meng, obviously the two people have such a deep relationship, but between us, there is such a big grudge.

As soon as I thought of Wang Meng, my mood suddenly fell, and then I thought of Ye Hui's emotions, and I softened my voice.

"Jiang Xin, you are not me, you won't understand, you don't know how much I love you. ”

"Then you promise you won't talk that nonsense to me in the future. I took a sip of tea and said lightly, Ye Hui on the other side of the phone responded again and again, and then laughed happily like a fool.

After hanging up the phone, my mood couldn't calm down for a long time, the weather was still so sunny and warm, but my heart was rainy and very depressed.

"Xiaoxin, what's wrong with you?" Just as I was in a daze, Qingfang's sister-in-law came to me with a basin, and I started to choose vegetables with her.

"Sister-in-law, you say, what should I do if I like someone who has no results?" I paused and then absentmindedly chose the dishes and spoke slowly.

"I'll just say that you don't look right these days, you didn't come here so happy before you started, it turns out that you have something hidden in your heart?

I continued to choose dishes, I didn't admit it, but I didn't deny it, I wanted to hear what her opinion was, and I also wanted to see if I was right about what I did to Ye Hui. Although people say that life is their own and they don't care about other people's opinions, sometimes, other people's reference opinions are also important.

"Feelings, who can say for sure, you now think that what you fall in love with is an impossible thing, maybe you may not think so in the future, everything is possible, really like it to pursue, what may be impossible, I only believe that things are man-made. “

Qingfang's sister-in-law looked up at me with a smile as she spoke, and in her eyes, I saw a determined look, and before I could answer, she spoke again.

"You may not believe it, when I was with Liang Qiang, he was poor and white, and he was not good-looking. But I just like him, in fact, I didn't look down on him at first, and there were many people chasing me at that time, and he could be said to be inferior to others, but he persevered, with a sense of honesty, he chased me for four years, and we were together after graduation. “

When Qingfang's sister-in-law said this, there was a warm smile on her face, and when she mentioned Liang Qiang, she was this smile, thinking that it should be true love.

"However, what if there is no such good result, but it is really impossible?" I looked at Qingfang's sister-in-law's determined opening.

"At least I once had it, and I don't have to regret it. As soon as I finished saying this, I felt a fresh breeze on my face, and my heart seemed to open up at this moment.

Yes, in fact, I don't need to be like this to Ye Hui, he loves me silently, as long as he doesn't bother me, why do I have to force him not to have this kind of thought? Feelings are uncontrollable, why should I let people suppress their feelings.

Wang Meng is the same, why haven't I been cheerful recently, because I lost this relationship, and I can't have him anymore, but, just like Qingfang's sister-in-law said, at least I once had, those sweetness, if you can't join hands in the future, let's live a good life with these sweetness.

"Sister-in-law, you're right, I understand, don't worry haha. My heart suddenly brightened, those worries seemed to be gone, and I continued to help her choose vegetables.

In the evening, Qingfang's sister-in-law made more than a dozen plates of meat and vegetarian dishes, and also made a large pot to cook hot pot, although I usually have a light taste, but occasionally for the spicy Sichuan hot pot, I still like it very much.

At the table, we all drank a lot of wine, Liang Qiang and Jiang Shuai were particularly excited, feeling this happy atmosphere, my heart was also touched.

When I first came to Linshui Village, the funeral procession happened before I entered the village, and after listening to Liang Qiang talk about the doorway, I had a bad impression of the villagers of Linshui Village.

But in the end, the villagers stuffed things for me, and now this scene, makes me feel that they are really simple, no fancy intestines, if you are good to them, they will be good to you, during the banquet, I also drank dizzy, and I don't remember how I returned to the room in the end, but this trip to Linshui Village, in my heart, is really a precious memory.

After a few days of rest and recuperation, Jiang Shuai's injury has almost recovered, and the next morning, Jiang Shuai and I had breakfast and planned to say goodbye and leave.

Qingfang's sister-in-law and Liang Qiang also planned to stay with us to play for a while, but I politely refused, originally we planned to leave for home the next day after returning from Linshui Mountain, but due to the zombie incident in the village, we couldn't stand idly by, I thought that the zombie matter was solved and we could go home, but who knew that Jiang Shuai was injured again.

This time I have been delayed in Linshui Village for almost half a month, if I continue to delay, I am afraid that I will not be able to solve the matter on the side of the magic circle when I go back, Liang Qiang followed us along the way, knowing that the task on us was very heavy, so he didn't say anything, just told us to be careful all the way, and come back to play next time.

So we got on the bus with the local pork given by the villagers and Qingfang's sister-in-law and the local products in the mountains.

"Well, our mission this time can be considered a successful one. In the car, Jiang Shuai opened his mouth with a smile while driving, and I nodded and acquiesced to his words.

"Jiang Xin, let me ask you something, can you not be angry. The atmosphere in the carriage was silent for a while, and Jiang Shuai's voice sounded quietly.

I was listening to the song with headphones at this time, and after listening to Jiang Shuai's words, I didn't say anything, just angrily snorted at him and asked him to speak.

After getting my affirmative answer, Jiang Shuai's conversation box opened.

"Where did you go that night in the cave?"

"Why haven't you seen Brother Wang Meng since that night, did you provoke him and have a conflict with him?"

"Will he ever come back? or will he never see him again?"

Sure enough, after Jiang Shuai saw that I agreed, he kept asking questions like a cannon, without noticing that I had darkened my look, and after thinking for a while, I still decided not to tell Jiang Shuai the truth, after all, with his drama brain, he might not be able to deduce what kind of life and death love and hatred would be in his mind.

"He had some things to deal with, and he didn't tell me if he was coming or not, and I didn't know. "When I mention Wang Meng, my heart is always easy to lose control, so at this time, I am also trying my best to hide my emotions, even if I see it, but his weight in my heart is still incomparable.

"Ah, then why didn't he say hello to us and left quietly, we have been together for so long. Hearing my answer, I turned my head sideways and saw Jiang Shuai's slightly drooping eyebrows and the corners of his mouth, although Wang Meng was cold and indifferent to them, but Jiang Shuai got along with him surprisingly well.

"What, do you miss him?" I looked at Jiang Shuai's appearance, and I unconsciously hooked my lips and smiled, giving birth to a provocative thought.

"What are you talking about, I just like Brother Wang Meng very much, I think he is very good, so he left without a sound I'm a little depressed, you rotten girl, don't think about it. “

As soon as Jiang Shuai heard me say this, he became excited, it seems that he is really a straight man, and he is so excited when I make a little joke between him and the same sex haha.

"Son, you're still too young. I gave him a thoughtful look and put the headphones back into my ears, and a song was playing in the headphones - you hide it from me.