Chapter 90: I Am a World
Smiling, Chu Yu looked at the sky like a mirror, the Taoist book and the light mask outside the ...... What else can a fetish do? ”
This time, Tian Rujing did not demonstrate as she wished, perhaps because he had woken up from the shock brought by Chu Yu, he no longer lost his mind and let her lead him, but returned to that almost thorough coldness, ignoring Chu Yu's questioning.
Don't say? It doesn't matter if she doesn't say it, she has another way.
Chu Yu shrugged her shoulders and picked up the piece of paper with twenty-six English letters written on it, and shook it in front of Tian Rujing, and with her movements, Tian Rujing's gaze couldn't help but shake with it.
The sky is like a mirror, no matter how cold he is, even how he doesn't care about the world, but after all, he is still a person, and he can't really get rid of selflessness, and he can't really ignore everything.
Seeing the sky like a mirror, Chu Yu was slightly happy in his heart, his appearance was much more pleasing to the eye than the appearance of not eating fireworks in the world.
Although it seems to be incomprehensible about the world, Tian Rujing is not really incomprehensible, he just doesn't pay attention to it, and he still understands what others want to do. He knew that Chu Yu was teasing him to take the bait, and she did so to show that she knew the meaning of those symbols, and wanted to make some kind of exchange with him on this condition.
If he wanted to know the meaning of the symbols, he would have to make some serious compromises, and perhaps even let her understand the mysteries of the fetishes.
It's a dangerous and bad deal.
But...... Those symbols were the riddles that his Yunjin Mountain family had wanted to solve for generations, and they had plagued many generations and years. It has become a belief engraved in the hearts of successive inheritors, but I didn't expect that in the generation of Tianru Mirror, from an unexpected person. See the dawn of confusion.
Teach him how not to be impressed?
Tian Rujing thought and struggled by himself, Chu Yu put away the paper on which the English letters were written, and looked at it coldly, without urging or disturbing. It is not easy to make Tian Rujing make up her mind all at once, after all, this matter should be very important to him, she should give him room to think, and she should not rush too much.
Now this time. She wasn't in a hurry.
Now she and Tian Rujing each have some hole cards that the other doesn't know. Most of Tianrujing's hole cards are on that bracelet, what information and what functions are in that bracelet, this is what Chu Yu wants to know. And Chu Yu's hole card is herself.
Although the owner of the bracelet is now Tianrujing, it is Chu Yu who can best understand its connotation.
Now Tian Rujing doesn't know Chu Yu's origin at all, but Chu Yu knows what the bracelet is about, and there is a gap in understanding. It was decided that the advantage was on Chu Yu's side.
I thought about it for a long time. Tianrujing finally opened his mouth: "I want to go back and think about it." He turned and walked out. But he forgot that he was standing not far from the door, and took two steps in a trance. Seeing that he was about to hit the door, the blue light mask suddenly appeared, and the two doors bounced open forcefully, preventing him from suffering on the forehead.
Chu Yu frowned when he saw this scene behind him, and secretly noted this: Tian Rujing is not a flamboyant and arrogant person, just now he was indeed in a trance, and he would not have time to react to the block in front of him, so it seems that the light mask can move automatically.
Seeing the sky like a mirror leaving the field of vision, Chu Yu let out a long breath, and her tense mood relaxed, she was a little tired and lazy all of a sudden, thinking about nothing.
After a while, Youlan came to ask if she wanted to eat, Chu Yu felt that the time had reached noon, waved her hand to let Youlan retreat, she closed the door that was already a little loose that was bounced open by Tianru Mirror, turned around and walked into the bedroom, looked at the bed for a while, and then pounced on it like no bones, and buried her face in the soft feather quilt.
With his eyes closed, he couldn't see anything, and in the darkness of silence, there was an illusion of being abandoned by the whole world.
Chu Yu grabbed the corner of the quilt hard, and his shoulders trembled slightly.
She was homesick.
Although she has been very resolute in telling herself that everything is in the past, people must look forward and not indulge in the past, and she has done this very well these days, actively planning for the future, occasionally remembering the past, but not thinking deeply and smiling.
She thought that she had let go of the fact that she had not experienced the life of the past twenty-four years at all, and the environment in which she grew up had been imprinted into the depths of her soul, how could it be so easy to erase, and everything shown by the Tianru Mirror bracelet today clearly reminded her once again - she does not belong here.
Surrounded by the intense loneliness of his own soul, the power in Chu Yu's body seemed to be instantly emptied, although he had a clear and definite idea of the future in his heart, but at this time, he couldn't lift his energy at all.
Today's confrontation with Tianrujing, on the surface, it seems that she has won, but in fact, she also has an advantage, but Chu Yu can't feel happy, she turns around to clean up the battlefield, but her heart has suffered heavy casualties, and the uncontrollable loneliness makes her whole body cold, in this world that does not belong to her, she can't find a place to belong and attachment, racking her brains to prolong her life, just to survive.
The light in the room slowly dimmed, Chu Yu lay motionless on the bed, and his figure was slowly buried by the dusk, until it was very dark in the room, Chu Yu slowly got up from the bed, and his stomach growled.
She said that she would not let people disturb her, and when it was dinner time in the evening, the maid did not dare to knock on the door, Chu Yu had not eaten since the morning, and she was already so hungry that her chest was close to her heart.
Originally, he wanted to call the maid, but Chu Yu thought about it and decided to find food by himself. Fluttering out the door, she walked all the way out, but she walked and walked
Her original intention was to walk around unconsciously, and when she came back to her senses, she was already in the snow garden in a quiet bamboo forest.
How did you get here?
Chu Yu shook his head and smiled, and was about to turn around and leave, and when he caught a glimpse of the bluestone platform not far away, it was the one that Rong Zhi often leaned on, and Chu Yu's heart moved, and he couldn't help but walk over
The bluestone platform was smooth and cold, and Chu Yu reached out and touched it, and lay down with confidence that there was no dust. Although the stone platform is a little hard, the surface is slightly concave. It just fits the line of the back, and it is still very comfortable to sleep on, and the cold feeling is not harsh. The shallow coolness was as warm as water, and it was no wonder that she often looked at Rong Zhi leaning against this stone.
At night, the summer breeze was cool but not cold, warm but not dry, Chu Yu didn't want to move after lying down, she closed her eyes, and slept for a while in a daze. Half-dreaming and half-waking up, Chu Yu opened his eyes and saw in the blurry night. Rong Zhi was dressed in white, like ice floes and broken snow. Stand aside.
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He stared at her, his eyes were bottomless, with a hint of a smile but not a smile, but Chu Yu didn't laugh, she looked at him for a while. Suddenly, he said, "Let me be unhappy." What do you do when you're not happy? ”
Rong Zhi was slightly stunned, a little surprised by her question, he thought about it very carefully before smiling: "I don't know either." If you are not happy, you will not be happy. How many people can be truly happy? But when I'm playing chess. It will be more comfortable. ”
Chu Yu smiled and said no more.
Rong Zhi didn't stand here for long. Seeing that Chu Yu didn't mean to speak again, he smiled and turned to leave.
Chu Yu didn't leave him, he didn't even turn his head to look at his back, he just lay quietly and faced the sky on his back. From the gaps in the sparsely embroidered branches, she could see the inky blue sky, the stars were crystal bright and bright, but each one was very lonely.
These days, she has bothered to think about it step by step, to put it bluntly, she still has no strength and no confidence, if she and Tianru Mirror are replaced, and there is that ring and light shield to protect her, she is afraid that she will not be able to care so much if she goes anywhere.
Chu Yu imagined in her heart that if she could get that bracelet, everything would be wonderful. At the very least, if someone wants to kill her, she can use the light mask to defend against all physical damage, and the historical data in the bracelet can also allow her to better grasp the current situation and directly know who will usurp the throne in the future, instead of slowly groping alone alone.
But this is naturally impossible, Tianru Mirror attaches great importance to the bracelet, whether it is overt robbery or secret deception, it should be very difficult to get hands.
I don't know how long it took, there was a very attractive aroma of food floating in the very quiet fragrance of the bamboo forest, Chu Yu frowned, remembered something, turned over and stood up, walked out of the forest, and saw Rong Zhi sitting on the ground, there was a fire in front of him, and a pot was set up on the fire, and the aroma was wafting out of the thick soup boiling in the pot.
Rong Zhi sprinkled a handful of diced mushrooms into the soup, raised his eyes and looked at Chu Yu with a smile, blinking his eyes, as if to say, he knew that you would come out in this way.
Chu Yu was a little angry, and wanted to raise her feet to leave, but the thick soup couldn't stop the smell and drilled into her nose, hooking out all the hunger, and seeing Rong Zhi stirring the soup with a soup spoon, revealing the crispy meat and bones in the pot, she moved her steps towards Rong Zhi very unexpectedly.
Those who wish to take the bait will take the bait, and the people will take the bait for the day, and it is not too humiliating for the people to lose to the sky.
Rong Zhi prepared two bowls, picked up one of them, filled some soup, and specially scooped out a large piece of meat and put it in the bowl, and then handed the bowl to Chu Yu, he didn't speak, only kept laughing, Chu Yu was originally a little depressed, but after that, he couldn't help laughing, took the bowl and said, "Thank you." ”
In the summer night, after drinking the broth, he sweated all over, although his body was a little uncomfortable, but his stomach was extremely satisfied, Chu Yu stared at the empty bowl for a while, and suddenly raised his eyes to look at Rong Zhi and said with a smile: "Thank you." ”
The first thank you is for the broth, and the second thank you is for tolerance.
The fire in front of her was burning very hot, and the heat was smoking, but Chu Yu didn't want to leave, just like the broth she had just entered, such a real and warm smoke made her suddenly feel very stable, and all the unhappiness this afternoon slowly turned into smoke and dust.
She is actually a very worldly, ordinary person, will do wrong things, will be obsessed with some things, will miss and frustrated, but it is also very simple to make her happy, such as just a bowl of warm broth can dispel the cold of loneliness.
The body is hot, and the heart is gradually warming.
It doesn't matter if she doesn't have a home, she builds a home on her own, and it doesn't matter if she doesn't have relatives, she can find people who care about her here.
It's always okay to take your time.
"Stop." Putting down the bowl, Chu Yu called out her name softly, and she suddenly stopped talking.
Rong Zhi put down the bowl and moved his body to sit down, his hand pressed on the back of her hand, in the firelight, his eyes were still as clear as snow, with a gentle smile: "I will not leave." ”
His words were a little clueless, but Chu Yu knew that he was fixing her heart, but she still couldn't help asking, "What if it's very dangerous?" There was a smooth and warm touch in the palm of his hand, and Chu Yu was a little uncomfortable and wanted to pull it out.
Rong Zhi smiled slightly, took her hand, closed her slender fingers one by one, and finally held it slowly: "No." His warm palms rubbed against her fingertips, his nails neatly trimmed, not strong but steady.
The voice was like an oath.
The night breeze was warm and cool, like a quiet spring water, Chu Yu couldn't help but open her eyes wide, and her heartbeat was like a drum.
So hurried.