For the first time, I looked at my current appearance in the mirror carefully. Suddenly I felt so sad, I came here to the Qing Dynasty for more than ten years, and I didn't have time to sit quietly and take a good look at myself.

"Miss Chen Chen, do you want rouge?"

I lowered my eyebrows and looked at the maid with a bad face, in their eyes, I was just a wild woman who didn't know where she came from, occupying the master bedroom in the house, occupying the position of the heroine. She is such a young and beautiful maid, and it is natural for her to be angry.

"Smear me a little!" I've been here for so long, and I've been reluctant to accommodate the backward makeup techniques of that era. But today, I want to make myself look a little more glamorous, maybe, next year today I will return to dust, look at today, in the eyes of the seventeenth elder brother, I must be the most beautiful.

"That, that head flower too, well, it's a little more charming." Looking in the mirror, I saw that my appearance was no longer as immature as ten years ago, and my face was pale that couldn't even be covered by rouge.

"Miss Chen, you are so beautiful, no wonder the seventeenth elder brother ......"

"Alright, help me out." Maybe this little girl's words are sincere, but I don't want to hear it. Beautiful, representing fragile red face and easy aging, vicissitudes of life, next year, next year, this person in the mirror, can it still be me?

As soon as the door opened, it was actually Chenxi standing in front of the door, she didn't know how long she had been standing there, so that her hair was covered with snow Chenxi, weren't you ruthless? Why, you've done it all, why do you hesitate to stand in front of my door?

Whether.

The four eyes are facing each other, and the same pale countenance. Why are the eyes of the same vicissitudes of life, the same expressions of pain and struggle, so similar to us, but destined to be enemies, destined to meet and know each other, but in the end you want to live and die?

We have known each other for a long, long time, but in the end, it was Dawn who came back to her senses first, and she clenched her fists. seems to have made a final decision: "Miss Chen, the emperor"

Did you do it anyway, I sighed, it was really unavoidable, even if neither of us wanted to see this final ending, but this ending was still unstoppable surging in front of us: "Shut up, I just want to quietly accompany the seventeenth elder brother to finish this breakfast, if you dare to say half a word again, don't blame me for being welcome." ”

"But the emperor"

"Let him wait!" One last time to check my makeup for any omissions, I calmly stepped out the door: "It doesn't matter who he is, no matter how much power he has." No one can stop me from having dinner with my husband again, no one has that power, you know? ”

It may be that the inviolability of gods and demons like me actually shocked Chenxi, and she opened her mouth. But he didn't say anything more, just silently followed me into the hall.

The seventeenth elder brother had already gotten up, because it was cold in winter, he got up quietly early every morning, and then went to wake me up: "You, why do you get up so early, why don't you sleep more on such a cold day?" ”

Seventeen Elder Brother, I can tell you. I didn't sleep all night last night, so I just realized how careful you are when you get up every day to go to court, how afraid you are of waking me to sleep, only this time, your wife is pretending to be asleep, you don't want to wake her, and she doesn't want you to know that she can't sleep at all.

"Always sleeping these days. So I can't sleep. "I looked at the face that I had been thinking about for the past six years. But try to make your expression look more light: "Yo, there is my favorite wine-stuffed balls." It seems that it is really wise to wake up so early! ”

Actually, I didn't like to eat desserts, but Brother Seventeen watched and ate, and slowly, I also became fond of eating these gadgets.

"Wise what." The seventeenth elder brother pinched the bridge of my nose dotingly: "I know you like it, I ordered the kitchen to keep it for you!" ”

My nose was a little sour in an instant, and I felt a little urge to cry, but I couldn't help it not only because I didn't want to make Brother Seventeen sad, but more importantly, the warmth and harmony now are precious to me that I don't know what it is, and I don't want to and can't destroy it: "Don't patronize and watch me eat, the time for the dynasty is almost up, you don't want to eat quickly!" ”

"Oh, okay!" Looking at me stupidly, Brother Seventeen hurriedly took a few mouthfuls of porridge, and I suspected that he would eat it in his nostrils.

That humble look, as if I saw that rainy day again, he stretched out his little hand and tried to wipe away the tears that slipped from my face......

"Qiyun, you look really good today." After eating, he wiped his mouth, and said something from outside the world. (The computer reads sdx$.)

"Really?" I pretended to be excited and stroked my bun: "You think I look good too?" ”

"Hmm."

Long sleeves to cover my face, I quietly hid the tears in my eyes Seventeenth Elder Brother, I have been married to you for so long, I have exhausted my daily calculations, and I have tried my best, but I have never thought of dressing up for you once......

And now, I want to dress you up every day and every night, but I don't know if there will be a chance. If I could, I just want to be a little woman, grooming in the mirror every day, just for Bojun to smile......

"Still." Naughtily leaned close to my ear: "Qiyun, you looked the most beautiful in my arms last night." ”

Immediately afterwards, with a burst of rampant laughter, the seventeenth elder brother finally left the table: "Seventeenth master, I went to the court, remember to wait for me to come back!" ”

Waiting for you to come back?

In my impression, I have never waited for you, you are always waiting for me, waiting for me to see you grow up, waiting for me to discover your feelings, waiting for me to regret always being ashamed of you......

And today, you finally asked me to wait for you, and I want to wait for you too, but I never have a chance anymore Sometimes, people really don't have to wait until they lose to realize that they want to cherish it?

"I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you, I'll always wait for you......" Looking at his back, I muttered, tears dripping on Vince's untouched wine Lantern Festival I will wait, even if I am not there, my soul will keep waiting......

"Qiyun" turned around, and Chenxi, who had been accompanying me to play, was also in tears and crying silently at the moment.

"What are you crying about, isn't this situation what you want today?" It's only now that I can truly understand what Dawn feels like

Because now, her tears of compassion are not pity for me at all, they are fake compassion in the cat crying mouse!

It turns out that my sympathy for her in the past has actually been hurting her, it turns out that a woman who is on the opposite side of us will never need the sympathy of the other party, sympathy can't save us, this is originally a war between you and me, until death.

"No, I didn't want that, I really didn't want that. I just wanted to see Seventeen from afar, I really wanted to serve you well! "Love makes people greedy, they only want to think, they only want to be slow, they just want to be certain, they will definitely become unscrupulous, and unscrupulous means will become crazy......

"Dawn, I'm sorry, I apologize to you for what I did before." I faced the big hazy eyes of the morning light and said word by word: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have sympathized with you, I shouldn't have shed tears for you, this is not what you need." And now, please put away these useless tears! ”

"Can I do something for you, then?" After Chenxi finished speaking, she also felt that she was going too far, but now she really wanted to give me a little remedy: "I'm not sarcastic, I just want to"

"Be optimistic about Brother Seventeen, don't let him do anything impulsive, especially if he is short-sighted." If you should come, you should always come back, even if Chenxi doesn't sue, it is impossible for Kangxi to have so many eyeliners that he can't find out where I am, but it's just a matter of sooner rather than later. I figured it out, so I didn't run away anymore, and looked around at the subordinates who were so frightened by the two of us that they knelt on the ground: "You warn you, you dare to mention a word in front of you in today's matter, I have a hundred ways to make you worse off than dead!" ”

"I'm sorry, I'll take good care of Seventeen's ...... after you're gone," Dawn assured in a low voice.

"I believe in you." I believe you will do your best, but I don't believe that Brother Seventeen will be happy from now on, this is my little selfishness, even if I lose this game, I want to win Brother Seventeen's life, so that he will love me for eternity and eternity: "You just said, where is the emperor waiting for me?" ”

"The emperor didn't say it, he only said two words, I will leave, he said you will know."

Will leave, will leave......

It is the peony garden planted by Queen Cobalt Lu herself in the back garden, which is the flower of parting, and the meaning of leaving the office......

Chenxi didn't dare to cry anymore, but her body couldn't stop trembling: "Qiyun, you believe me, although I really want you to die." But this time I really didn't hurt you, I told the emperor that the seventeenth elder brother fell in love with a folk girl of unknown origin who looked like you, I just begged the emperor to drive you out of the capital. I didn't, I really didn't have ......"

"I know." I slowly lifted her up because of the button. If Qiyun hadn't died, even the seventeenth elder brother would have to be charged with bullying the king, so I know you won't say it. But you and I both know that with this hint, Kangxi wouldn't have thought that it would be me: "But Chenxi, I think we all know that if I go, I won't come back." But if I come back, you must return! ”

From today onwards, the two of us don't need to mention who loses whom, it's fate that loses both of us......