208. Serial Count (II)

Chapter 207 Serial Scheme (II)

"Brother Fourteen, from the first time I saw you, it seems like you've been constantly sabotaging my plans......" I looked at Fourteen's sleeping face, with a drunken flush - it was the first time I had gazed at him so closely, but it was also the last dinner.

"But I can't hate you!" The hand caressed his face: "Even when I was almost beaten to death by the prince, I never regretted saving you." ”

"But now I'm going to regret it, I regret knowing you, I regret everything I did with you." My hands trembled and I scratched the hem of my clothes: "Because, from this day on, I will never feel for you again, and you will be a tool for me......"

I don't want to be like this, I fell in love with you at the beginning, and I would never have thought that there would be such an ending today. But now I'm on this path, and I don't have any other choice.

"It's better not to see, it's better not to see......" his hand trembled and climbed up to the collar and unbuttoned it tremblingly: "Fourteenth elder brother, you jumped into the cold lake for your sister's words, you love her very much, right?" But why didn't you have the courage to take her away in the first place? "What women want is not the result, but just an attitude - if you were willing at the beginning, presumably even if my sister died, she would be happy, and she would never become what she is today.

Whatever you say is for your sister's good, but do you really know what's best for your sister?

"But why did you offer to take me away that day?" The hand went all the way down, and the placket of the shirt spread out.

I know I'll never know the answer, and I'll never be able to ask you about it—let's keep it a secret, right? Maybe it was just an impulse on your part, or maybe it was just a delusion on my part – all we can say was that the sun was so beautiful that we were all lost in each other......

"How nice it would be if life could only be the first time we met......" I sighed - that day he was injured to save me, that day I designed the kidnapping scene that was destroyed by you, that day I lay on your back and sang a beautiful song...... On that day, I want you to promise me that you will protect yourself well......

"Qiyun ......," the sleeping fourteen whispered, looking like he was about to wake up.

I hurriedly adjusted my sitting position to keep myself in a languid look, brushing my hair with my hands.

"Qiyun?" Brother Fourteen woke up, and when he saw me, he looked so disheveled—but the procedure was reversed, and I was hurriedly buttoning: "You—what's wrong with us?" ”

"What can we do? What else can we do? I looked at me with a grudge in my eyes, and lifted the quilt to let the fourteenth elder brother see that he was also disheveled: "If we really do something, we will all die, are you, the future general who is deeply loved by the emperor and is about to go to the most glorious moment of his life, are you willing to die with me?" ”

"How is that possible?" The fourteenth elder brother was also in a hurry to tidy up the clothes on his body, and he didn't dare to shout loudly, so he had to ask in a low voice: "I only remember that I was drunk, but why did it become like this?" Qiyun, I didn't—I didn't...... "hurt you?"

What's the matter, Fourteenth Elder Brother, you can't ask this sentence?

"Nope." I close my eyes, this is the game I designed single-handedly, what's wrong? Zhang Xiaoying, do you want to back off? "We take what we need, you need a comfort, and I need ......"

Fourteenth elder brother, don't look at me with your hellish expression, I also did this to save you, in this chaotic situation, you and I can't help ourselves: "And I, I want a child." ”

I lowered my head, unwilling to meet his sad and desperate eyes: "You also know my background, how difficult it is to sit in the position of Yan Fujin, and now there are wolves and tigers in front of me, in order to consolidate my position, I can only get pregnant, and-"

"Brother Seventeen didn't get you pregnant at all, did he?" The fourteenth elder brother walked around the room angrily: "Your fake pregnancy has been a big lie, in order to fulfill this lie, in order to keep your current position, you-you, you actually ......"

"I'm forced to do it too." I smiled nonchalantly, I want the military power in your hands, I want to fight against Brother Jiu, I want to keep the thousands of miles in my sister's hands, and I want to defend my love with Seventeen. And all of this is too difficult and too difficult for a woman like me - this dooms me to do whatever it takes, dooms me to do what others can't do, and thinks what others can't think.

"You're entrapping me in injustice!" As soon as the fourteenth elder brother stomped his feet, he was about to brush his sleeves away.

Hehe, Fourteenth Elder Brother, since I'm here, I won't let you slip out of the palm of my hand so easily: "Trapping you in injustice? Haha, do you really think so? ”

"I'm telling you, the last person I want to hurt in the world is you!" I didn't care about the shirt on my chest, I stood up and grabbed his cuffs: "I could have done it seamlessly, but I didn't want to!" Originally, I was hesitant, and for a moment I was thinking that I would rather be given death for the sin of deceitful kings than bother you. ”

Tears rolled down my cheeks, and my eyes filled with disappointment: "But what did I hear? Just as I was about to leave, I heard my sister's name in your mouth! ”

Not surprisingly, the expression on the face of the fourteenth elder brother completely turned into shock and weakness, and I continued to play (in fact, I am not completely acting, I just re-interpret the emotions of that day): "I'm not convinced, although we are strangers after all, but it's better than nothing, I'm jealous, I'm sad, I want to know the answer - Fourteenth brother, in your eyes, what am I?" ”

"Qiyun, it's not what you think." In the face of reality, the explanation of the fourteenth elder brother seems meaningless.

It's good, the black and white between us has shifted, and I pretended to be aggrieved and enjoyed the feeling of the wicked suing first: "Not what I thought? You don't know my sister, or do you not like my sister? Or do you ......" with his hands in his heart, turning his head and heartbroken: "You never treated me as a substitute again, and you never rushed to save me because of guilt, and you came to approach me?" ”

Feel guilty, because of your guilt, you will no longer be subject to your sister, but you will always be subject to me!

"No, it's not." The fourteenth elder brother's eyes were wild, but he always stared at my eyes: "Qiyun, I admit that it was like this at first, but then it wasn't, everything has deteriorated." I see your eyes, you are not your sister, you never see despair in your eyes; I see your methods, which make people hate it, but they can't retaliate; That day, I saw the fourth brother hugging you - that day I realized that everything was different, and it was different from what I originally thought......"

"I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen!" I covered my ears and shouted, half-acting but half-real: "I don't want to listen, it's too late for you to say this now!" "I don't want to hear it, I don't want to know all the truth about you—because it will shake the decision I make, and it will make every use I make in the future a torture, and it will make me unbearable to carry out this plan again......

And my plan has to continue......

"On the day that Huang Ama gave you to the seventeenth brother, I really understood that I really loved in this life, but I never had the opportunity to explain it to you......" The fourteenth elder brother was unwilling to fulfill me: "I thought about staying away from everything with you, but you refused." That day I saw that the seventeenth brother was so gentle to you, and for a moment I was so sad and sad, I not only lost to God, but also lost to his love for you......"

"Say no more!" I gagged him with my hand.

"From that day on, I made up my mind that I just need to be from afar, as long as I can watch you live well from afar." The fourteenth elder brother raised his hand to tidy up my clothes for me: "Qiyun, even if you don't mention this, I won't tell you what you did today, it's just that I don't want you to fight like this, I hope you will always stay naughty and cute that day." ”

Hehe, it's seen through, anyway, you already knew that I had the intention to design you today!

It's impossible for me to get back to that, we've all come to this point - to stop is to die, and we have no choice but to go on head-on: "Fourteen, in fact, I don't think this is a design, because if I have to find a father for the child in my womb, I hope it's you, it must be you!" "Hehe, so you remember, no matter what Brother Jiu conjures up for me in the future, it is your blood and bones, you must support it, and you must obey your orders.

"Qiyun, if I tell you again today, please come with me, will you still be willing?" Brother Fourteen stretched out his hand to me, but stopped in mid-air.

"Huh!" This is not a dream, the fourteenth elder brother is really willing to take this risk with me, but it is already a matter of fact - why didn't you agree to my sister, but tempted me again and again? "Fourteenth elder brother, don't forget, your words can kill everyone who knows you, even my sister will be implicated."

Can I think of it that way? In terms of the fourteenth elder brother's affection for us, I still won my sister after all......

"By saying that, it proves that none of this can stop me."

If you don't ask, I already know that I can't afford this answer at all. I hugged my body tightly, but I couldn't resist the chill all over my body, and the answer was already coming out, why did I only feel scared?

"I refuse." It was painful as if I wanted to tear myself apart - what my sister, what a substitute, this was just an excuse I made because I couldn't get it, because I wanted to refuse. When none of this exists, I will still refuse - why, why do I have to let this answer be torn in front of me in blood today?

"Qiyun, you're doing this to me. Yes, I used to like your sister, but that has nothing to do with my current feelings for you, you can't just ...... because of that."

"It's not." I interrupted him, but I didn't expect that I had been complaining, but I didn't want the first person to change my mind between us turned out to be me: "There is just one person, and I can't bear it anymore." ”

He gave too much, I got too much, so much that I couldn't bear it, so much that I could only choose to accept it calmly......

Some people's hearts can't be easily negative, because guilt will overwhelm you, and eventually you will have to love......