Chapter 125—I Am a Fish (I)

In fact, the crown prince is not far from Cining Palace now, and if I delay it any longer, even if it is a single step, it won't be able to drag on for long, what I am doing now is just a dying struggle!

"Qiyun Gege, you are such a big shelf, you actually asked my guards to invite you for so long to come!" As soon as I appeared, the prince said sarcastically in an unkind tone.

Those who come are not good, those who are good do not come, the prince is in such a hurry to recruit me, it will not be as simple as just wanting to sarcastically mock me. Using so many guards against my little Gege, is it trying to kill people?

"If the prince has anything to do, just give orders, the queen mother is still waiting for me to reply!" I reminded quietly, if I evaporate from the world like this, and others don't say it, at least the Queen Mother and I, Amma, will not care.

"You don't take the queen to press me, the queen mother is my imperial grandmother, I don't believe that she will ask me to offend you for this little character!" The prince was forced to go crazy by a series of unexpected things in the past few days, and in desperation, he counted all the accounts on my head - after all, I am the weakest of all the participants in this matter, and I belong to the type of no one who cares if I die, this incompetent guy can't afford to provoke the third and fourth children, so they came to provoke me!

"Of course the Queen Mother won't, the Queen Mother was still praising the prince a few days ago, you are kind-hearted and kind, how can you ask your sins for me, a little?" Although I know that there is little hope, I still want to do my last bit of effort to arouse a little conscience in him - Prince, anyone with a discerning eye can see that I definitely don't want to deliberately go against you, living in this sinister court, I can't help myself, don't you stare at me and let me go, okay!

"You don't have to act in front of me anymore, how good were you that night? Others don't know, but I've seen it with my own eyes, you Qiyun Gege is not as gentle and timid as you pretend to be on the surface! Thinking that day I dared to threaten him with his position as the crown prince, the prince was even more furious: "Your feelings for the eighth child are also pretended, right? Haha, poor eighth brother, he was deceived by a woman like you because he was so smart! But I'm not him, and your little tricks are useless to me! ”

Alas, no matter how cunning the eighth brother is, he is still a handsome guy, and he is worthy of my methods - if you were replaced, others would not suspect that my head was kicked by a donkey? Don't you look at you like that, is there such a stupid woman in the world?

"The slave and maid don't dare, the slave and the maid know that they are not worthy of the prince." I replied cautiously.

Now that I have been sealed by Kangxi himself, if the prince wants to kill me, even if he doesn't want to cover it up, he must at least find a reasonable reason, as long as I don't make mistakes, as long as I don't make mistakes, I will still have a glimmer of life.

"Whether you deserve it or not, it's not something you can count if you say it." The prince seems to have hated Lao Ba for too long, and when he thought that I was the woman he loved, he became more interested in me: "Today, I will ask you first, you have become my person, see what other means you can use in the future!" ”

Childish, really naïve, how can I, a modern woman, follow you obediently because I lost my body? What's more, you forced me! But the naïve person in front of me is the crown prince, and now he wants to think like this, Kangxi is not here, who dares to run to correct him?

Am I really going to sleep with a man who is so ugly, so old, and about to be confined in captivity? The problem of chastity is secondary, but if I give it to him, according to ancient customs, no matter how unhappy Kangxi is, he will point me out to him - wouldn't that mean I want to accompany him to prison for a lifetime in the future? So how can I live!

"It's not enough, it's your blessing that the prince has taken a fancy to you!" The head of the guard gloated and pushed me, "Qiyun Gege, you know the temper of the prince, I advise you not to drink and eat and punish you!" ”

"Prince, everyone knows about me and the eighth master, you do this-" What will others think, what will the emperor think? I was in a hurry and stepped on a landmine - you must know that the prince hates the eighth child the most now, and mentioning him will only provoke the prince to destroy my **!

"What's wrong with the eighth? Do you think I'm inferior to him? "The prince can't wait for me to take the initiative to go over now, so he directly dragged me by the sleeve of my shirt, and buried his head in my neck and kissed me forcefully.

"Ahh If I just resist with the strength of an ordinary girl, it will only strengthen the prince's desire for conquest and put myself in an even more disadvantageous situation - so I don't even have the qualifications to resist it!

"I want to see what will happen if the eighth child finds out about this? What can he do to me! The prince gnawed my neck and began to put his hand in my collar again.

No! I watched him untie my collar and bury his head in it obscenely—the scene of myself being indecent to those hooligans came to my eyes again......

"Law, ha, ha, ha"

"Scream, tell your almighty law to come and save you? Tell you, it's late, but it's too late! ”

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"Sister Zhang, we won't sue you, we can't fight them, I won't sue you, please let Sister Zhang go!"

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Back then, I still had the belief in the law in my heart, and I could believe that the law would definitely be able to get justice for me, but now? In this society that relies on power and overlords, who will be able to find justice for me?

It turns out that the law learned is useless, the martial arts practiced in this life are useless, and the fake identity is useless! Who can save me, and what else can save me? Myself?

"Let go of me, let go of me!" The sadness of powerlessness that has always haunted me has once again enveloped me, and the most painful thing in life is not that you have lost everything, not that you have nothing, but that you are like me - I have done everything, I have done all my efforts, I have sacrificed everything including self-esteem, conscience, and everything I have insisted on before, but I still can't get it, I will never be able to do it!

I just want to protect what I want to protect, I just want to have the ability to do what I want to do, why is it so hard, why is it so hard? "Let go of me!" In a moment of trance, in my eyes, the prince's face overlapped with the gangster back then, and the deep pain of the year made me lose my mind and slap the prince violently: "Get out, get out of here!" ”

"You are so bold, you dare to fight even me, I think you really don't want to live!" The prince wiped the bloodshot from the corner of his mouth, and smiled instead of anger: "Your strength is not small, it seems that your usual sick and crooked appearance is also pretending?" It's really unfortunate, I thought you could endure it, it turned out that you were so unbearable - I'm really afraid that you will endure it until the last moment, a femme fatale like you, even if the emperor Amalken gives marriage, I don't dare to marry! ”

I leaned against the pillar behind me, gasping for breath, and finally came to my senses from my past memories and heard another thunderbolt in the clear sky: "You did it on purpose?" ”

It turns out that the prince didn't intend to force me at all, I overestimated my charm too much, and this guy was simply creating a reason to kill me - what woman would not resist at all when she encountered such a situation? As long as I resist, it is an offense to the prince, and it is enough as a reason to kill me.

I'm so stupid, just now I desperately reminded myself not to let the prince find any reason to kill me, and now I actually took the initiative to slap the prince - Zhang Xiaoying, you are really tired, is chastity so important to you? Is it worth your life? You've only been here for a few years since ancient times, and you really want to set up a chastity archway for yourself?

It's good now, even if Kangxi came in person, I heard that I beat his son, and I was a dead end - now I can really die completely!

"Come on, palace people Qiyun, if you commit the following crimes, you will immediately drag me out and kill me with a cane!" The prince knows more about long nights and dreams than I do, and once he catches my mistakes, he will not allow me to have half a chance to live.

Cane to death? What a ridiculous word, I remember not long ago, I used this method to deal with Chen Jia's family, and now it is my turn so soon, it is really feng shui in turn, and retribution is unpleasant!