The days passed, Cui'er still didn't find a way to make money, although she had to go up the mountain every two days, with wild vegetables, elm money, mushrooms or something to eat, so that the staple food of the Lian family was not consumed so quickly, but the family of four always had to eat, and finally a month after Cui'er arrived at the Lian family, only half of the bud rice noodles and sweet potatoes left before the Lian family.

Watching the food bags empty day by day, Cui'er's heart was uncomfortable, no food meant starvation, starvation in ancient times, but it was a matter of human life.

Although Cui'er still has some silver in her hand, in this unfamiliar ancient world, Cui'er really didn't dare to take out all the silver, and even the family's kindness could be repaid by taking care of them, but she couldn't use silver, because she didn't have much silver.

And Lian Qinghe and his wife, who said before that they were in charge of Lian Qingshan's food, don't know why, the frequency of delivering meals has changed from one or two meals a day to once every four or five days, and what they send is still a clear bud rice paste or cabbage soup.

Although Cui'er didn't say anything in her mouth, she sneered at Lian Qinghe and his wife in her heart, eating meat and rice at home, but she was reluctant to give it to her brother at all, even the hearts of Qinghe and his wife were too stingy. But...... You can't rely on others who are not, it's better to find a way to make money quickly.

"Qingshan, we have eaten half of the food in our family, do you have any other food in our family? Or rather, how did you make money to support your family before? Cui'er thought about it for a few days, but decided to talk openly and honestly with Lian Qingshan, even if she would leave Lian's house soon, but she couldn't let the three of them starve without food and water, right?

"Cui'er...... I...... Alas! Lian Qingshan was asked this by Cui'er, his face suddenly became extremely ugly, and his mouth opened a few times, but only a sigh was left.

"Aoyama, what's wrong?" Although Cui'er couldn't bear to see Lian Qingshan like this, Cui'er knew that if she didn't ask her words clearly, she would not help Lian Qingshan, but harm them.

"Alas, I'm so cold!" Lian Qingshan put down the wicker basket in his hand and sighed, his expression was very complicated, as if he was depressed, as if he regretted it, his face changed a few times, and finally he spoke again.

"Actually, after I was injured, in addition to the cost of two taels of silver for the treatment of the injury, I also gave Qinghe and his wife one or two silver, so that they could take care of the food of our family of three......" Lian Qingshan's words were full of pain, his hands were holding his head tightly, as if he didn't want to admit that the people who took the money and didn't give him food were his own brother and sister-in-law.

"A tael of silver? How long have they been feeding you? Cui'er's mind quickly turned, one or two pieces of silver is a thousand dollars, in this big mountain, silver money is more valuable, a pound of bud rice noodles is also the appearance of three cents, this two silver, at least more than 300 catties of bud rice noodles.

More than 300 catties of bud rice noodles, if they are eaten every day, it is enough for their family of three to eat for a year, after all, the two big girls and Xiaohu basically can't eat much, and even Qingshan, because they can't move, eats less than ordinary strong laborers.

But if these grains, according to the cabbage soup with little water and little water that Dong brought before, or the clear bud rice batter that can shine on people, even if it is supplied for three years, it is not a problem. The reason why Cui'er asked this question was to calculate how much Lian Qinghe and his wife had to pay for Lian Qingshan.

"A decent meal, that's two months...... The days that follow will be about the same as when you came. Lian Qingshan's voice was muffled.

"You've been injured for four months now, and I've been here for a month, that is, you've eaten cabbage soup for a whole month?"

Speaking of this, Cui'er didn't know why, her voice trembled a little, she only knew that she was very angry and angry, not that Lian Qinghe and his wife were greedy for Lian Qingshan's money, but that she was distressed by Lian Qingshan, who suffered from hunger and cold for a month.

"Qingshan, you have suffered...... Cui'er trembled and hugged Lian Qingshan's head in her arms, I don't know why, my heart seemed to be pressed by a big stone, and it was so sour that my heart hurt.

"It's nothing, am I not good?" Lian Qingshan felt Cui'er's strangeness, the warmth of being cared for, and instantly washed away the previous bitterness, "Cui'er, if it weren't for that, I wouldn't be able to find you, I'm content." ”

Lian Qingshan's words of contentment, the tears hanging in Cui'er's eyes were hooked down at once, she first hugged Lian Qingshan and cried silently, crying and crying, she felt that she was wronged in her heart, all the pain in her past life and this life seemed to come to her heart in an instant, and the cry became louder.

The pain of the parents leaving in the previous life, the regret of not being able to have children, the heartbreaking of her husband ** and the panic and fear of coming to this ancient world, all turned into tears and cried out at this moment, Cui'er lay in Lian Qingshan's arms, crying in the dark.

Cui'er's cry didn't matter, it really frightened the big girl next to her, the big girl trembled and leaned on the kang cabinet, silent for a long time, her big black and white eyes flashed with fear.

Yes, fear. The girl was very scared, her mother was crying and shouting on the kang back then, I don't know how long she cried and then she never saw it again, the girl was very afraid, she was afraid that this beautiful aunt was the same as her mother, crying and crying and disappearing. The big girl likes the beautiful aunt in front of her very much, although her father privately asked her to call the beautiful aunt her mother, but the big girl knows that the beautiful aunt is not a mother.

At this moment, seeing Cui'er crying so sadly, the big girl finally made up her mind and shouted, "Mother! ”

Lian Qingshan, who was so distressed, and Cui'er, who was crying in the dark, were awakened by this crisp and immature voice, and they didn't care about crying, and looked back at the big girl with a brush.

The trembling little body of the big girl stubbornly leaned on the kang cabinet, with two big wet eyes, looking at Cui'er and Lian Qingshan in black and white, "Mother, don't cry, don't go, you and your father and me and Xiaohu, live a good life." ”

This is the first time that the big girl has called Cui'er "mother" so clearly, and it is also the first time that the big girl has accepted Cui'er so clearly. Although there are factors that are frightened, the fact that the big girl can be called Cui'er Niang really makes Lian Qingshan's heart breathe a sigh of relief.

"Big girl, good boy, I'm not leaving, my mother is not leaving!" Cui'er's heart was softened by the girl's voice, the pain of not having children in her previous life was comforted at this moment, the sentence you don't go, poked at the most vulnerable place in the center, and made Cui'er's heart soften.

The dependence of the big girl and the little tiger, and the inexplicable feeling for Lian Qingshan, made Cui'er suddenly find that her heart seemed to be inadvertently stumped by everything here, and she couldn't move.

Cui'er realized her changes, and hesitated and entangled in her heart, whether to go or not to go, this once firm proposition made Cui'er feel a dilemma at the moment.

If you go, you have to give up a good man like Lian Qingshan, and give up the two well-behaved children in the house, the big girl and the little tiger, although they are not their own, but they have feelings for each other.

Don't go, stay in the poor ravine, live a hungry day today and don't know tomorrow, and let the years grind away your years? Moreover, he is not the stepfamily of this family, what will happen if this identity is exposed? What will happen to that person named Cui Niang if he comes back?

To go, or not to go?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ just finished lunch, it was windy and raining outside, but fortunately, she swore to be a housegirl, and she didn't go out at home, hehe~