Qingming Valley Rain 6
I have never regretted what I did, I have thought about my fate countless times, but I can't imagine ---- moment when the holy decree is read, I don't think about how Yongzheng will deal with our brothers, I don't think about revenge----
I lived for so long, and at that moment I realized that what I wanted was so simple---- I just wanted to see her again, as long as I looked at her again, I would have no regrets in my life. Just one glance, just like when she cheated on me, I no longer care if she lied to me, I don't care if she really wants to ----
Even if she viciously lied to me again, I was willing to pay all my price for her to lie to me again......
I used to think that this woman was stupid, and I always felt complacent that I could play with her between applause and never change. Until this moment, I can understand this woman, this woman who has been used by me all her life and will not regret it---- it turns out that love has nothing to do with deception, even if you know that everything is fake, your feelings are still real......
I was crushed to the ground by the guards, and I looked up in the direction of the distant Forbidden City. I knew that she was inside, and she continued to bewitch another man inside, like a beautiful Manzhu Sawa flower, slowly soaking this fragrance with the smell of death into every corner of the Forbidden City---- knowing that the next thing would be destruction, but after all, she couldn't extricate herself......
"Huh." I chuckled, I knew that I would never see her again in this life, and I knew that my enemy, Emperor Yongzheng, was following my old path at the moment. I should be happy, my big feud with starling brother will be avenged sooner or later, but I really can't be happy---- because Yongzheng is at least happier than me----
At least she never hated him......
"Brother Jiu, how do you feel?"
What I didn't expect was that I couldn't wait for her, but I waited for another person to ---- Qiuyue.
"It tastes good." I barely answered her, and I was already sweating profusely with pain, and I couldn't say a second sentence. It's one thing to torture someone on a regular basis. It's really uncomfortable to taste it yourself. I forced myself to keep my eyes open and watched as if the silver needle was deliberately trying to torture me, sinking inch by inch between my fingers......
"Still don't you want to say?" At this moment, Nian Qiuyue, who is known as the first beauty in the harem, is no different from a demon in my eyes, but it can't scare me. Don't forget that I'm a demon myself, and I already know what tricks she can do: "I really don't understand Niu Colu. What benefits did Qiyun give you, is it worth it for you to keep her secret like this? ”
It's not worth it. Not worth it at all. I can tell you this plainly--- I know very well that I am not worth it at all. Even if that vicious woman is standing here now. will laugh at me for being an idiot!
But. There is nothing in this world that is entirely worth doing. It's not worth it and it's not worth it. That's two different things entirely!
"If you're willing to tell you everything. Hongu may intercede with His Majesty for you. Wrap around you without dying. "Tossed around for an afternoon. Originally, she thought that she was determined to win the land, and the young concubine couldn't hold her breath: "Brother Jiu." Hongu really doesn't understand you---- Hongu came to you today. It's impossible for that little hoof of Qiyun not to know. You think of her as a human being. Will thank you for suffering so much for her. And leave you in the world? ”
"No!" The teeth were bitten out of blood---- not because the ten fingers were full of silver needles. It's because ----
I know she won't. Dead people are always the safest thing for her---- even if I can survive a hundred and eight tortures for her. It can't change her determination to keep me shut forever.
I think this way for a simple reason. If you change places. As long as I am at my point today, people are not Qiyun. Change to any woman. Even if it's sweet and affectionate for me. I would have made the same decision--- we were the same people. The same wolf's heart and dog's lungs. Equally ruthless. I don't even have the right to resent her!
What's more, Niu Co Lu. Qiyun has always hated him......
"You know everything?" couldn't believe that her words were completely invalid, and Nian Guifei seemed at a loss for a while: "Then you still ......"
Nian Qiuyue felt that her heart was being torn apart by jealousy, she looked at the man in front of her carefully---- the years had really given him a lot of preferential treatment, even if he fell here, his bewitching face still exuded a fatal temptation. She didn't understand why one was like this, and the two were like this, what was so good about that little slut in Qiyun that he could be worthy of his maintenance?
"Do you know that the only one who can save you now is Hongu?"
No, you can't kill me, no one can save the person Qiyun wants to kill!
I looked up and gave a bewitching smile to the woman who was struggling with love like me: "You don't understand. Curious to know why? ”
"Then I'll tell you." I know I said that. I'm going to pay a terrible price, but I just can't help but want to irritate her---- who doesn't know anything about herself. But the stupid woman who tried to compete with Qiyun in vain: "You can go back and ask your man, I believe he can give you a better explanation than me, because maybe he understands better than me what it means to be worth it!" ”
"You ----" Not surprisingly, I saw a face that was extremely distorted by stimulation, like a picture of a beautiful woman that had been torn and crumpled---- and it seemed that I had stepped on her sore feet. "It seems that I am so polite to the Ninth Master that the Ninth Master still can't understand the painstaking efforts of this palace. Come on, give me a clamp stick, I don't believe in Niu Colu. Qiyun is really a fairy in the sky, thinking of her, you don't even feel it anymore! ”
I feel that her name has always been, and it hurts every time I pronounce it......
I thought that my ten fingers, which had already been numb to pain, were once again in a heart-rending pain. I was very fond of using this kind of torture, and I never imagined that one day I would have to savor the pain of this heart-wrenching heart.
I looked up, and although my vision was blurred, I could still feel it as soon as I opened my mouth to say something to her. If Qiyun is unfavorable, the archers who are watching me for a long time will immediately kill me at the feet of Nian Guifei---- Qiyun, my Qiyun is so leaky in everything she does, and she will never be half lucky, nor will she be counted into half of her feelings.
So, I also knew that there was no point in me trying to keep a secret like that. I want to say and don't want to say that she is a cobalt. Qiyun will sit back and relax. I won't be so struggling to support myself because I want to live, because I leaked under her arrowlight--- at this moment, I would have been better off than dead, and death would be a blessing for me.
"You can't recruit it!"
"I don't have anything to do." Drops of blood dripped from the blackened wounds, and my whole body began to spasm uncontrollably---- I had a long experience of torture to extract confessions. I know that I will immediately become incontinent, and then I will probably become an idiot directly after I can't stand the pain: "Nian Qiuyue, don't you still understand it now?" Everyone in this world will have a person who can never be betrayed, no matter what, you know? ”
It's not that I don't want to, it's that I can't ---- die, I can't live and I can't die, even if I want to be honored and humiliated here now, even if I want to become an idiot......
What can't be done, never will!
The blackened gaze was fixed on the murderous aura that was ready to attack outside the door. I couldn't see it, but I could still feel the murderous aura that was being directed at me, and I knew I should act like I was going to die a quick death before I was humiliated. But-
I didn't, I knew it didn't make sense to hold on now, I thought I wouldn't do anything meaningless in my life. But now that things have changed, I don't want to die, even in the face of such great humiliation---- I insist, just to prove something......
I want to prove that I can't say this, and even if I say it, she will scoff at it, and even make fun of it in every possible way--- I really have a heart for you, but in the end I have to tell you in this tragic way----
Because of what I have done to you in the past. I have been disqualified from saying this to you, and I have been restrained for so long, I can only choose to tell you in this way---- I lost to you, willingly......
Even if we both understand that we can't change anything if we don't talk about it......
(Extra-fan----- finale)
I didn't think I would be touched by anything, but the sudden rainstorm still gave me a little chill.
"Qiyun, why are you standing under the eaves, voila. The rain will wet your shoes. "Yin suddenly came behind me and carefully covered me with an umbrella.
"What, don't you have to accompany the young concubine?" That shameless fox can actually lie in bed for more than half a month after a few boards, and its weakness is really amazing to me.
"I heard that I haven't had an appetite since the morning today, so I'm not worried, so I'll come back and take a look."
Heard?
I'm afraid it's your eyeliner again, right?
It's just that I'm really as out of shape as you say today?
"I'm fine, Your Majesty ran over in such a hurry, be careful that the young concubine knocked over the vinegar jar again, don't blame me if you are kicked out of bed when the time comes." I don't want to confirm my emotional turmoil at the moment. Busy playing haha.
"You think it's all over you. That woman dared to ----" Yin suddenly hugged me, "what's wrong with you?" I went to Xuan Taiyi. ”
"No, you don't." I just suddenly felt a little sad in my heart. Is it because the hell that has been going on for a long time is finally out of my sight? I was too happy to get used to it---- but I still ......
Brother Jiu, don't you forget to bewitch me when you die?
"I want to be quiet, you go back to the Nian Guifei!" I can't figure out what I feel in my heart, and I don't want to sort out this mess, I just want to be quiet, I just want to be quiet----
Accompany him on this journey?
I was also taken aback by my own sudden thought---- how could this be, shouldn't it be a sigh of relief, shouldn't it be a cheerful celebration?
"Qiyun, are you angry?" Yin asked cautiously.
"No, I just want to be quiet." I lightly ordered the eviction.
In the silent Heart Cultivation Palace, I sent all the minions, and raised the wine glass in my hand in the face of the pouring rain alone: "Brother Jiu, go all the way, I hope that the grievances and grievances between us can be like this glass of wine......"
Smile and hate......
Hundreds of miles away in Chengde, Yin also raised a glass of wine with a smile: "Qiyun, do you know that this pot of poisonous wine is the only thing you have ever given me in your life......