.la [Marshmallow]

I'm a princess, I'm a golden branch.

From a very young age, I knew that the benefit of being a status was that whatever I wanted was much easier than most people in the world.

My father dotes on me very much, and as a woman, I don't have to worry about the prince's position like Ziye, I just need to enjoy everything that my status brings me.

But then I realized that there is really no one in this world who can live a smooth life without troubles, and there will always be a time or place for you to meet that thing or that person.

So I met Rongzhi.

It was a very good time for spring, I lived in Shanyin, and I went out in my spare time, with spring flowers and trees, weeping poplars and willows, and I met my calamity.

At that time, he was dressed in snow-white clothes, sitting on a white horse, his eyes were looking forward to it, and he was incomparably beautiful.

I have never seen such a beautiful young man, I can't help but get out of the car and talk to him, the young man is very gentle, his eyes are shallow and smiling, his words are sharp, he seems to know everything, I always feel that I must hollow out what I have learned in order to keep up with him.

When we parted, I learned his name and temporary residence, and when I returned to the mansion, I couldn't let go of anything.

At that time, I was old enough to get married, and not long ago my father asked me which son I liked, and he gave me a horse, and I didn't think much of it at that time, but I could not help but be fascinated by the conversation with the young man for a long time, and secretly said that if he was my horse, then I would have no regrets in my life.

He must like me too, otherwise why would he smile at me like that?

If you talk about appearance, talent, status, there are not many women in the world who can compare with me, and I don't think I will be unworthy of him anyway.

I tossed and turned all night thinking about it, but I couldn't sleep. My heart was full of him smiling at me, and early the next morning, I could not bear it any longer, and went to his lodgings, identified myself, and said that I would let my father decree that he should be my concubine.

- I didn't know at the time that there would be people in the world who would be dismissive of the noble royal family.

When I said that, I saw his smile. is still so gentle and thoughtful, with beautiful eyebrows, but in those bottomless black eyes, there seems to be a touch of ridicule.

Then he said no to me.

After that, every time I think about it, it feels like a nightmare.

I was obsessed, he always refused with a smile, I was born well, I had never been rejected so harshly, and in a fit of anger I sent someone to arrest him. Unexpectedly, his ability was greater than I imagined, and it wasn't until I invited Tian Ruyue that he was finally captured.

I saw him unconscious and seriously injured. I'm a little distressed, but I'm also slightly happy, this is the end of rejecting me, I don't know if he regrets it now?

However, as soon as he opened his eyes, he smiled at me as if nothing had happened, and I realized that his smile was not for joy, but only for my own affection.

But I'm not reconciled. I'm a princess, and I can do whatever I want, so I left him in the house.

I treated him well, he didn't appreciate it, I tortured him, he didn't care, I drugged him, but after one night. He was still smiling...... No matter what I did, it was as if it had nothing to do with him, and time and time again disappointment made me despair.

Later, when I was about to get married, my father asked me what I wanted. I said in my heart that I would let it go, but I said the name of a noble son I knew at random. I want to see if if I marry someone else, will I still be indifferent?

The wedding was very grand, but at night I secretly ran to the courtyard of Rongzhi, and found him reading quietly, and when he saw me coming, he still smiled so slightly.

It was supposed to be the wedding night, but I went to see another man, and then hid away from no one and wept bitterly.

After that, I finally understood one thing.

It turns out that there are really things in the world that I can't get.

If you can't ask for it, you can't ask for it.

Nothing can change.

I can't look good, I can't be who I am, I can't be rich, not even my love.

What I want most, it's right in front of my eyes, but I can't get it for eternity.

Tolerance.

I give you my best years, I give you my most sincere affection, but you let them sink to the cold sea.

I have no way to change the tolerance, I can only change myself, I made an agreement with him, begging him to stay in my princess's mansion, and I will provide him with some convenience within the scope of my identity.

I vaguely knew that Rong Zhi's identity came from a strange background, but I didn't dare to think about it, lest I would really cut off the last trace of connection with him after I figured it out.

At least for now, I can lie to myself that he likes me and that's why he stays with me.

Later, I had a hobby of collecting faces, but few people knew that among those people, there were more or less shadows of tolerance, eyebrows, eyes, nose and lips, face and body, expressions and movements, words and demeanors, and there were some similarities, so I wanted to get them.

It was as if I had them, and I was able to piece together another one.

But whenever I wake up drunk and have a splitting headache, I always think like a mirror: I am deceiving myself.

Laughter is me, sadness is me, I am the one who loves, I am the one who hates, I am the one who is struggling, I am the one who can't give up, it has always been my one-man show, and he watched from the wall, sneering slightly.

And so it went by for two or three years.

Later, one night, after I fell asleep, I suddenly felt something strange, as if something invisible and untouchable had invaded my body, and I realized that it was the soul of another person.

I felt like I was fading away, like ashes scattered in the wind, and that alien spirit was unconsciously taking over my body.

She wanted to live more than I wanted to, and that desire was so strong.

Yes, I see.

It turned out that I didn't want to live anymore.

All my love and vitality are desperately consumed on one person, and what is alive now is nothing more than a shell named Liu Chuyu.

Such...... It's good.

The woman who occupies my body, should I remind you that when you open your eyes, don't look at the boy sleeping in front of you.

Don't look into his eyes.

Don't smile at him.

Don't have a word-and-word conversation with him.

It's a demon that eats people's hearts.

Don't fall in love with him, or you will love and hate like me, and life and death will be worse than death.

……

Consciousness is getting blurred......

All right.

The play is over, and I should leave.

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I've always wanted to write something in this kind of self-talk, and there are a few mm in the group who asked to see Princess Sanyin, so I ......

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