Chapter 178: Not afraid

"Eighteen mothers...."

"Sister...."

With two familiar calls, the servants came in with Cao and Gu Hai in their arms.

Gu Bainiang still felt that she was dreaming, her eyes fell on the two, the Cao family was a little plumper than half a year ago, Gu Hai was still thin, but her eyebrows and eyes were more calm, and she couldn't hide the familiar feeling of relatives under the dust.

They are really back

"I thought it was ...... I thought ......" Gu Bainiang threw herself into Cao's arms, hugged her mother tightly, and cried loudly.

"So that's what happened..."

calmed down, the family of three sat down in the house, and Gu Hai and Cao, who heard the truth clearly, couldn't help but smile and breathed a sigh of relief.

I thought Gu Bainiang had been wronged....

"We have already left Nanzhang at the beginning of the epidemic..."Gu Hai said with a smile.

"On the way, my mother was sick for a while, and I delayed the road...."Cao interjected, "Actually, it's not a big deal, but your brother is too careful..."

"Later, the plague came, many roads were closed, and the news couldn't be delivered, so I sat down on a detour, and happened to meet Lingyuan...."Gu Hai said, looking at the residual sadness on Gu Bainiang's face, he couldn't help but feel a little guilty, "It's all my brother's bad, ?img src='/sss/fmgeyimehid.jpg" > Mei P Mushu!?br />."

Gu Banniang shook her head and smiled.

"Miss...."Lingbao ran in from outside the door, followed by Peng Yipin, obviously they had learned the news from the mouths of their subordinates, and their faces were surprised and happy.

Lingbao threw himself into Gu Bainiang's arms, and before he could cry, he was pinched hard by Gu Bainiang in the waist.

She immediately understood, forcibly held back the crying that had reached her lips and swallowed it back, Peng Yizhen also received Gu Bainiang's eye signal, and forcibly held back the scream.

"Madam, young master..."Lingbao threw himself at the Cao family, "You're back...."

On this day and night, she was like being in hell, but she didn't expect the three of them to appear in front of her in a blink of an eye, it was simply a treasure lost and recovered, and after great sorrow, she was overjoyed, she knelt down and hugged Cao, and finally cried happily.

Cao Shi only thought that she was worried that she was trapped in the plague, so she had to comfort her.

Gu Hai's gaze swept over the faces of the three of them, and his brows furrowed slightly.

After the gossip, because Zhou Tu was tired and Lingbao took a group of servants to serve the Cao family to rest, although Peng Yizhen had a full stomach to ask, because of Gu Hai's presence, he had to endure his resignation.

Gu Hai naturally got up to send him off, but was stopped by Peng Yipin.

"This can't be helped, you are now an official master, and you want to torture me..."Peng Yizhen said.

"I'll send it, I'm not an official master...."Gu Banniang said with a smile.

The two exchanged a look, Gu Hai just didn't see it on the side, smiled, and really didn't send each other again.

As soon as he walked out of the living room door, Peng Yizhen couldn't wait to ask.

Gu Bainiang raised her hand at him to stop, "I'm fine, I'm fine, Uncle Peng, don't worry." ”

Her expression was solemn, and she said word by word.

Peng looked at her for a moment, then nodded heavily, "Okay, it's okay." Immediately looked at Gu Eighteen Niang and said solemnly, "If there is something, Eighteen Niang, please also say it." ”

"If life is like a battlefield, then I, Gu Bainiang, face the enemy in front of me, and there are not many people who dare to hand over their backs, Uncle Peng is one." Gu Banniang also said solemnly.

The two looked at each other, and everything was silent.

Peng Yizhen said goodbye.

"Uncle Peng." Gu Bainiang subconsciously called him, but hesitated when the words came to her mouth.

"Big niece, if you have something to say...."Peng Yizhen stopped and turned around and said with a smile.

Gu Bainiang looked at him, her heart fluctuated, what was Peng Yi's medical skills, since she knew that Shen Anlin was pretending to be disabled, she had no bottom at all.

How can a miracle doctor be called a miracle doctor who heals a person who is not sick in the first place?

Peng Yizhen was inexplicably looked at by her eyes, "Eighteen Niang? ”

"Uncle Peng...."Gu Bainiang stared, hesitated for a moment, and said slowly, "Have you ever heard of a drowsiness disease?" ”

"Drowsiness?" Peng Yizhen frowned, "Have this disease?" ”

He didn't know....Gu Bainiang's face flashed a trace of gloom, so he couldn't even see the illness in the hospital.

"It's okay, I'll just ask casually, I heard people talk about it, I'm a little curious, lethargy is not a disease...."She cheered up, covered her gloom, and smiled.

Peng Yizhen sighed, frowned slightly and glanced at Gu Eighteen Niang, did not speak again, and left.

Standing outside the gate, Gu Bainiang couldn't help but glance in the direction of Wenjun Wangfu, only to feel that her heart was like a ball of cotton wool, is it really hopeless.....

However, why did my mother and brother come back? Didn't he die of the plague? Is there other death waiting for them?

Gu Bainiang turned around and ran back, and saw Gu Hai standing under the eaves from a distance.

The stunned young man in Xianren County back then has now faded away, his figure has grown, his temperament is stable, and he has faintly carried the muddy tempering of iron.

Gu Bainiang stopped and looked up at Gu Hai, Gu Hai was also looking at her, and raised a bright smile, her tears dripped like broken threads.

Sitting in the study, the brother and sister talked at night.

Gu Bainiang told the matter carefully, of course, she hid the prophecy she threw out to say that the king of Wenjun was moving to save Gu Hai, and the fact that she was threatened to die together this time, only said how to get the news of the plague, and was suddenly invited to the palace of Wenjun to ask for medicine, and then speculated about her fate.

"I see, no wonder you have such a big reaction when you see me and my mother...."Gu Hai suddenly sighed softly, looking at the bloodshot eyes under Gu Bainiang's eyes and the dejected eyes.

"Brother..."Gu Bainiang's tears dripped again, almost biting her lower lip, with a trace of despair and resentment, "Are we destined to be unable to escape fate?" Because we have to die..."

Gu Hai looked at her with a solemn expression, and suddenly shook his head.

"Eighteen Niang, I think, you are wrong." He said in a slow voice.

Gu Bainiang raised her eyes to look at him, a little puzzled.

Gu Hai's eyes were as warm as jade, but bright as stars.

"Eighteen Niang, you haven't let it go yet..."He said softly.

"Eighteen Niang, you have let go of hatred, but you have not let go of fear...."

"You're afraid, you've always been afraid, you're afraid of people, you're afraid of things, you're even afraid of yourself..."

Gu Bainiang looked at Gu Hai in a daze as if she was thundered, and her emotions fluctuated violently.

"I... I'm not afraid...," she said in a dry voice.

Gu Hai approached her, bent down slightly, held her shoulder, and looked into her eyes.

"Eighteen Niang, question the patriarch, scold the sister, compete with the pharmacist, others make one step against you, you return him ten steps, aggressive and aggressive...."Gu Hai said softly, "However, this is all because you are afraid, so you force yourself not to be afraid, instead, because you are not afraid, you are not afraid...."

Gu Bainiang was a little dizzy because he was not afraid, but her thoughts were fluctuating in her heart, and she read these words silently.

Is she....scared? Yes, it turned out that she couldn't sleep day and night, and she was tense with the outside world, all because she was afraid.

Afraid that others will bully her, afraid that others will bear her, afraid that others will harm her, afraid that they will die again....

"Eighteen Niang, I remember that I told you a long time ago, in fact, it is not fate that determines us, but we decide fate," Gu Hai half-squatted down and looked into her eyes, "You always say that fate arranged us to encounter danger step by step, such as my imprisonment, this is obviously my own choice, my own doing, the result, it is not who or the external force in the dark pushed me to force me to do this..."

Gu Hai did say these words, but Gu Bainiang never took them to heart.

"But, but, that's what fate is," she murmured.

"It's not." Gu Hai's voice was soft, but firm, with no doubt, "It's not... From the moment you wake up, it changes, or rather, all you can wake up is because fate has changed... Eighteen Niang, since it has changed, you have to let go...."

Gu Bainiang looked at Gu Hai, her expression changed, and her eyes flickered.

Put down, put down

"Eighteen Niang, a person is born, there are countless twists and turns, unpredictable, since ancient times, there has been no smooth sailing, the road is our own out, it is inevitable to encounter tribulations, even dangers, it is inevitable to change to anyone, it is not the arrangement of fate for whom, since you have already been on the road, don't think so much, you will encounter good roads, you will also encounter bad roads, this is nothing to be afraid of...."Gu Hai patted her shoulder hard, "Eighteen Niang, we are not afraid of life, nor are we afraid of death, you yourself have said that you do your best, although you have not learned, Zi said that he also learned. ”

Gu Bainiang sat on the chair and remained silent for a long time.

"Yes, brother, you're right...."She said slowly, a wry smile appeared on her face, "I'm afraid, I've always been afraid, I'm afraid....I'm afraid of life, I'm afraid of death, I keep saying that I want to fight against fate, if I'm not afraid of it, why fight it, I'm honest and alive, I'm born happy, it's necessary to fight...."

Saying that, she laughed at herself, "It turns out that I just let go of others, but I haven't let go of myself yet." ”

"Yes, so, tell your brother the truth, before you met us, were you already disheartened and planning to sit back and wait for fate to arrange?" Gu Hai said with a smile.

Gu Bainiang smiled bitterly, "It turns out that I was deceived by myself, and I was frightened by myself and lost my mind." ”

"Yes, you don't let go of your heart, that's why you are led by it all the time, imprisoned by it, like a trapped beast." Gu Hai said with plastic surgery, "Eighteen Niang, my mother and I all hope that you will have a happy life, life in the world, not in the length of time, in the heart, in how to live and how to live." ”

Gu Bainiang read silently, looked up at him and said, "This is the meaning of being born?" It's not about living for the sake of living..."

"That's right," Gu Hai said with a smile, reaching out and patting her forehead, "That's exactly what it means, Eighteen Niang is really Eighteen Niang, one point is clear..."

"That's not what I said...."Gu Banniang smiled bitterly and muttered in a low voice.

Gu Hai didn't hear clearly, he reached out and patted Gu Bainiang's shoulder hard, "Come, ?img src='/sss/fmgeyimehid.jpg" > blank Pan Yidanニ锏NaForgiveness? br />

Gu Banniang smiled dumbly and looked at her brother.

"Come on." Gu Hai said with a smile, stood a few steps away, and put on a posture of swallowing mountains and rivers.

Not afraid of life, not afraid of death

Gu Banniang's smile spread.

"Okay." She stood up and raised her chin slightly, "This is what you taught me, brother..."

"I taught" Gu Hai laughed, "Fuck the fate"

"Fuck it," Gu Banniang said with a smile.

Gu Bainiang, who was destined to die, was already dead, and the moment she woke up, a new fate was destined to begin, so she didn't have any more mustard in her heart.

"Fuck it," she laughed.

The laughter of the brother and sister pierced the latticework and drifted into the night sky.

After laughing, the brother and sister looked at each other, and the thick warmth spread in the bottom of their hearts.

"Okay, my sister who is not afraid of heaven and earth is back again..."Gu Hai smiled with a hint of teasing, "I will be able to steal half a day of leisure in the future..."

"Okay, brother, although you are idle, everything has my sister and me." Gu Bainiang took advantage of the situation and made a heroic appearance and smiled.

Gu Hai laughed.

Looking at her brother's smiling face, Gu Bainiang only felt sweet and sour in her heart, and it felt so good to have a family to rely on.

"So, sister, can you tell me that you are still hiding it from me?" Gu Hai asked with a smile.

"Still hiding?" Gu Banniang asked with a grin.

"Do you think Uncle Peng can hide it? It's just that you can hide it from your mother's eyes, and you still want to hide it from your brother? The Tao is too shallow..."Gu Hai pretended to be serious and said.

Gu Bainiang sneered, "Actually, I was suddenly taken away by the Wenjun Palace, and I was in a hurry, and you also know that this matter is very secret, so Lingbao was frightened, and I didn't tell them in time that I was safe for a while..."

"That's it?" Gu Hai was skeptical.

"If you don't believe it, you go and ask them." Gu Banniang said with a smile.

As for the chamberlain about the funeral....her brow furrowed slightly.

"Eighteen mothers?" Gu Hai called her, with a little doubt.

"I..."Gu Banniang looked out the window, "I don't want him to be ..... like this." ”

Gu Hai understood who she was talking about, and was silent for a moment.

"There are some things that we can't figure out...," he whispered.

It's too much for them to do.

The night was dark, the autumn insects also fell into a dream, and the sky and the earth were silent.

Gu Bainiang slept late, and because of the conversation with Gu Hai, her mood fluctuated a lot, so she tossed and turned, and she didn't fall asleep until it was getting dark, and as soon as she closed her eyes, she was woken up by the voice of Lingbao outside.

"Miss..."Lingbao looked at Gu Banniang's tired face with an apologetic face, "Uncle Peng is here...."

Gu Bainiang was a little surprised, "But something?" ”

Lingbao nodded, "I said I wanted to see you...."

"Invite him." Gu Bainiang immediately got up.

After a simple grooming, Peng Yizhen followed Lingbao over, but it was too late to be polite, so Peng Yizhen sent the maids down under the pretext of drinking tea and eating snacks.

"Eighteen Niang." Only then did he say with a solemn expression, "I know about this disease. ”

Gu Bainiang was stunned, raised her eyes to look at him, and saw that Peng Yizhen also looked like he hadn't slept all night.

"Really?" She couldn't help but stand up with surprise.

"However, I have never seen it in person, nor have I treated it, but I have only seen it mentioned in the codex left by my father..."Peng Yizhen said slowly, "The reason why this disease has never been recorded or mentioned by doctors is because it is equivalent to an incurable disease..."

Gu Bainiang sat down slowly, and she knew that the hospital didn't know about the disease....

"Gu Niangzi, do you know that it is an incurable disease?" Peng Yizhen continued.

Gu Banniang shook her head.

"Because, not only is the disease difficult to treat, but the medicine is rare...."He said slowly, looking at Gu Bainiang, with a slight excitement.

"How is it rare?" Gu Bainiang asked curiously.

"Dragon and Tiger Soup." Peng replied.

Dragon and Tiger Soup?

Gu Banniang looked stunned, she really hadn't heard of this medicine.

"What kind of herbs do you need to concoct?" She asked.

"Bezoar, croton cream, arsenic, cinnabar, white stone." Peng replied.

Gu Banniang couldn't help but change color, these are all highly poisonous things.

There was silence in the room for a while.

"How?" It seemed that after a long time, Gu Bainiang suddenly asked.

As if confirmed, Peng Yizhen's expression became even more excited, and he took a deep breath to suppress his boiling emotions.

"Eighteen Niang, really...," he began.

Gu Bainiang raised her hand and interrupted him.

"I'll buy your cure," she said solemnly, looking at him, "please make an offer." ”

Peng Yizhen was furious, and stood up on the table with a "don't sell".

Gu Bainiang looked at him, not impatient or impatient, and her expression remained unchanged.

Peng Yipin's chest rose and fell violently, and it took a while to suppress his emotions, and he reached out and rubbed his face.

"Eighteen mothers, eldest niece... He took a deep breath and said, "I'm going to take a doctor."

"I don't know you're talking about it." Gu Banniang said lightly.

"My old Peng is not a fool, I am a fool, I also know that you Gu Bainiang never talk nonsense, but whenever you speak, there is a reason" Peng grabbed the table with both hands, eager to scratch a way on it, gritted his teeth and said.

"Tell me the way," Gu Banniang was still indifferent, looked at him and said, "Sometimes fame and fortune can't be fully obtained, people have to be content....."

Peng Yizhen slapped the table hard, "Gu Bainiang, you look down on me Peng Yizhen"

"People die for money, birds die for food," Gu Bainiang looked at him with a hint of mockery, "Peng Yizhen, I thought you weren't such a superficial person." ”

"I'm sorry" Peng Yizhen spat unceremoniously, he stood up straight, hugged his arms and chest, and looked at Gu Bainiang from bottom to top, "Gu Bainiang, I really misjudged you, it turns out that you just treat Lao Peng and me as Huazi"

"Let me tell you, Lao Peng has really never been afraid in his life"

"I'm telling you, I'm coming to see you today, and what I want to say should be like this...."He looked at Gu Bainiang, straightened his clothes, and raised his chin, "Gu Bainiang, the old man is going to take a doctor, and he needs a medicine, I don't know if you dare to do it?" ”

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