I was like a balloon that had risen to the extreme, and I obviously had an urge to blow up the whole world, but Lu Pei only released a small burr, and in an instant, I let my balloon destroy only nothingness.

"You bastard, you ......"

My chest began to twitch, looking at Lu Pei's face, with the gushing out of the liquid, the grievances that had been going on for days could not be suppressed at this moment, I cried and roared, pulling his tweed jacket hard, I hated to pull out a hole in his winter coat with a spiritual standing collar, "You're a bastard bastard!! ”

Lu Pei stood motionless, and told me with body language that you can vent at will.

I went crazy and tore and felt that I had used all my strength, but his upper body only moved a few times, I was naturally unwilling, and began to beat and pull with all my might, without any discipline and no thinking, just hitting, kicking, kicking, and attacking like a martial artist who practiced piles! On the offensive!

Screaming and scolding in my mouth, a female madman, or a female shrew, I think it's all me, I just can't control it, I can't see anything clearly in front of me, those dark nights I cry alone and finally see the day, I am like a resentful woman, I hate this man, but I feel that fate is so unfair to us!

I love him so much, how can he not believe me!

"Why don't you believe me! Don't believe me!! ”

I used up the last bit of strength, and I wanted to sit on the ground softly, but my arm was pulled slightly, and I went straight into my arms, and began to use my elbow against him again, "Don't hold me!" Don't hug me!! ”

Holding my hand but not letting go at all, standing straight and hugging my back, even if I was like a nervous patient, he also pressed the force of his hand to make me close to his chest, and his voice sounded hoarse above my forehead, "Bao Si, do you know how much I love you." ”

The strength on my body was suddenly withdrawn, and I cried with my mouth open, stupid, stupid.

"You don't believe me, you ......"

"I believe, not a minute did I disbelieve you."

The deep bass seemed to be soaked in bitter water, "Whatever you say about empathy is a fart, I don't know how much it hurts if the needle doesn't stick to my heart, Bao Si, the moment I received that pile of things, I really couldn't calm down, how much I cared about you, how angry I was." ”

rubbed a handful of tears on his chest, and still looked at him unwillingly, "So you just slept with someone else, and you did that kind of dirty thing, right?" ”

Lu Pei's eyes were all red, "I swear, in this life, except for you, I will not touch any other woman, not before, and never in the future." ”

"You're kissing!"

"You're ......"

"Then you kissed !! too"

"You're coming back."

"I don't want it! I think you're dirty! You're dirty! You...... Don't move me!! ”

The body was lifted by Lu Pei, his lips suddenly fell, I leaned back to hide, the bottom of my eyes was soft, his kiss fell lightly around my eyes, and the cold tears on my face seemed to suddenly become warm, gently absorbed and empty......

Until his lips wandered to my forehead, his lips and teeth opened lightly, and his voice came out with a warm breath, "Baosi, from now on, I will not let anyone bully you, including myself." ”

I was dumbfounded by him, and the low voice seemed to fall from the distant starry sky, falling into the heart lake with a 'click', soft, rippling ripples.

The whole body is still wrapped around his arms, the face is against his chest, tired, I am really tired of tossing, I don't need to exert any strength myself, he takes me, the hill generally makes me cling to his solid chest, as if I can bear anything for me.

I think I should do it again without hesitation, I am so infatuated with Lu Pei's care for me.

In turn, I want to give him everything he wants, as long as he is good, as long as he is happy.

As much as you hate, you love as much as you love.

Four years ago, I vaguely knew what I would face with him, but I didn't expect that this pressure would come like a sea of threes.

It was so overwhelming that people couldn't breathe.

I'm just an ordinary girl who came out of the countryside with no ideals, obviously she has nothing, but she was held by Lu Pei like a backward student and staggered forward, he didn't like to say anything, he just gave me a lot silently, but what could I give him.

Mom's words are still in my ears, the nightmares of these nights, and the consequences are all terrifying for me to accept.

I questioned weakly, I just wanted to fall in love, I wanted to be with this man who loved me very much, why was it so difficult, why did he force me to make a choice.

The air began to flow quietly, Lu Pei hugged me tightly, his chin rubbed lightly on my forehead, like a warm storage after a long absence, there were not too many words, but it was gentle and not like words.

This location is actually not suitable at all, there is a mess everywhere, and even, there is a faint smell of blood on his body, my body is very warm, but my heart hurts like a knife......

There is a thin string in my brain, constantly reminding me of the countdown time, Xue Baosi, if you don't make a choice, you are forcing the road ahead to build a higher wall, forcing this life to become more and more hideous, forcing Lu Pei to ......

I closed my eyes, I didn't dare to think about it.

"Bao Si, it's all about acting, don't be angry with me, okay."

His voice sounded with caution and helplessness, "I'm going crazy in those days, I get a few damn phone calls every day, I know what he said is false, but I can't control my anger, Bao Si, I ......"

"Lu Pei."

Interrupted him gently, "Don't say it." ”

My voice was a little hoarse, but I actually knew it in my heart when I saw the news.

It's just that I'm too tired, I'm already in the quagmire, and I always think about the way he hugs the girl, I understand the hardship, I am jealous that I have it, but the one who harms me is the one I am most afraid of hurting, and I really don't have the heart.

With my face pressed against his chest, I opened my eyes and said, "Have you ever heard a song?" ”

Lu Pei's breath was slightly deep, and his arm around me was a little lighter, and his voice responded softly, "What song." ”

Pulling the corners of his mouth slightly, he raised his arm and climbed to his waist and hummed a tune softly-

"I am a fox waiting for a thousand years~A thousand years of waiting for a thousand years of loneliness~"

The arm clinging to Lu Pei's waist exerted a slight force, "Who planted the Gu of love in the rolling red dust~ Who drank the poisonous ...... of love in the vast sea of people"

Raising his face, Lu Pei's eyes showed slight doubts, but I looked at him with a smile, "When I love you, you are poor and studying hard in the cold window~ When I leave you, you are on the gold list and the name of the cave room flower candle~"

"Can I dance another dance for you~I am the white fox you released thousands of years ago~"

His cheeks were cold again, Lu Pei's face was slightly blurred, but the corners of my mouth were still leading, and the demon seemed to be singing, "Look at the fluttering clothes and fluttering clothes~~ The sea vows and mountains have all turned into nothingness~"

Lu Pei's eyes sank, and his arm around me tightened, "It's ugly!" ”

I still smiled, "Can you dance a dance for you~Just for the review of your parting~"

"Ugly!"

Lu Pei interrupted me in a deep voice, "Don't sing anymore." ”

I obediently closed my mouth, salty and salty in my throat, as if I had seen the snow again, and the creatures on the edge of the cliff were waiting in despair.

"Lu Pei, shall we break up......"

I don't want to let go, but there's no way out.

"Say it again."

Lu Pei turned his face unexpectedly, I was so uninteresting, and repeated, "Break up, let me go, good for you and good for me." ”

"Huh!"

He smiled, the muscles on his face twitching visibly, "Reason." ”

"I ...... Angry. ”

Snorting, I told myself to ignore the smell of gunpowder that was already emitted from Lu Pei's body, "I can't accept you playing with others, I'm tired of playing this kind of mutual hurt......"

"You might as well say that you are under pressure from your parents, and I can accept it!"

Of course, it's just that I can't say it, it's too dirty.

Lu Pei let go of his arm, and the warm bubbles in the air that were still there in the last second burst instantly, I seemed to raise my hand and pushed open the window, Xiao Han entered in an instant, just thinking that night, I waited at the outside door of the hotel until three o'clock in the morning, and it was the same cold, all of which I brought on myself.

"Speak!!"

I took two steps back, "Break up, didn't you hear me." ”

Looking at the fire in his deep eyes, I opened my mouth, "I don't want to be with you anymore, I'm leaving, it's as simple as that, what else do you want to hear......"

The sharp blade cuts the heart, and the blunt knife cuts the flesh, and it feels like that.

Lu Pei's body shook slightly, and I could hear the sound of gritting my teeth clearly from a few steps, and seeing that his bloodstained hand slowly clenched into a fist, I straightened my neck, "Do you want to hit me, hit...... It's all over when it's over......"

It was to deliberately provoke him, stimulate him, and make him shout 'get out' to me.

How bored and naïve I am.

I remembered Pang Bei's words, is it true that the two have been together for a long time, and their personalities will really infect each other?

"You ......"

Lu Pei let me see a look that I had never seen before, he stood there, squeezed out a word in his thin lips, and countless emotions immediately surged up in his eyes, angry, depressed, hasty, and cramped......

Suddenly, he turned his back and didn't look at me, as if he was forcing himself to calm down, and he didn't want me to see his helplessness.

I have to admit that he is very well controlled, all emotions are hidden very quickly, but we are too familiar with each other, I catch it quickly, and suddenly I hate myself very much, I am like forcing a child who has done something wrong, telling him, your mother doesn't want you anymore.

In fact, I was the same, looking at his straight back, I still wanted to rush over and hug him and tell him that he was the one I was most afraid of losing......

But life is really going to torture me crazy, I'm afraid that it can't be controlled, I'm afraid that Lu Pei will face the same thing as me, so in the end, what should we do?

"Xue Baosi, if you want to break up, can you give a convincing reason."

I listened to his cold voice and forced myself to straighten my back, "Are you a scumbag, I don't want to be with a scumbag, I want to leave ......"

"Then I'm going to scum!!"

Lu Pei, who turned around, only had sharp eyes left, and he walked in front of me in two steps with cold air all over his body, "Xue Baosi, unless I die, you have to be by my side for the rest of your life, life is my person, death is my ghost, do you hear clearly." ”

I was thrilled by the cold, my feet retreated slightly, but the corners of my mouth were upturned, "Don't you know that I want to be a husband, if I am a husband, I have to sleep with others, maybe I have already slept with others, so you don't care?" Would you like to wear ...... Yes! ”

Lu Pei's hand suddenly grabbed my neck, it didn't use much force, but it was enough to make me breathless, I looked at him with wide eyes, and after a few seconds, he let go, and the corners of his lips jumped with a bone-eating coldness, "Sleep, yes." ”

I stroked my neck and retreated to safety, looking at Lu Pei's appearance at the moment, my heart was panicked, the familiar yin owl floated under his eyes again, and his face was still cool and smiling-

"You reminded me...... Xue Baosi, do you want to go, then accompany me, until I feel tired of playing, you can go......"

I didn't answer with a stiff face, I looked at Lu Peiwu and sneered twice, and spit out a sentence like talking to myself, "Women really can't be spoiled." ”

Suddenly, those cold eyes looked at me again, "If you want to go, you can, then tomorrow night, I'll wait for you at home......"

As he spoke, he walked in front of me in a few steps, I wanted to hide, but he pulled my arm and leaned over to my ear, "That home in Zhonghai City...... Whether you can go or not depends on how you behave......"

I stood stiffly, but I listened to Lu Pei's cold voice and continued to sound with a chuckle, "Don't forget to wear your pink lace...... Gotta see if it's ......."

After saying that, he let go of my arm, with a cold face, and walked to the door of the box in a few chic steps, I saw his hand touch the handle, and his mouth opened, "Why should I go!" ”

Lu Pei's hand moved, and the smile on the corner of his lips was extremely bright, "...... Think of your brother. ”