Complained?

It seems that this issue has never been seriously considered.

Eleven Niang thought about it and groaned: "I haven't complained!" ”

Xu Lingyi was a little surprised.

"Actually, I didn't think about it." Eleven Niang's gaze was calm and calm, "Because I know that complaining can never change my situation." And I have more important things to do than complain. ”

She wants to work hard to integrate into society as soon as possible, she wants to quietly show her importance in front of the eldest wife, and she has to find a way to maintain the balance of expenses and ensure the quality of life, so as not to be ridiculed by Wu Niang and them...... How can there be so much time to mourn the spring and autumn.

This may be the saying that "the poor have no right to grieve"!

Xu Lingyi looked at the budding face of the eleventh mother's gardenia, and suddenly felt a little sad.

She and Shi Niang are sisters of the closest age, born together in Fujian, grew up in Yuhang, and married to Yanjing. Shi Niang would rather bear the charge of unfilial piety than the eldest lady who collapsed on the bed in anger, is it just because Shi Niang is thin and cold?

Xu Lingyi couldn't help but reach out and caress her cheek carefully.

The skin under the fingertips is as delicate as the petals of a rose.

He remembered the night when he first went out to Miao Jiang but was defeated at Jiming Mountain.

The bright moonlight fell coldly on the royal blue brocade quilt, shining with a dark luster, pressing on his body like a solidified pool of water, heavy, making him feel a little breathless. But when Fan Weigang, who was sent by the emperor to protect his safety, asked him in a somewhat trembling voice, "Master Hou, are you afraid", his hand in the quilt was tightly clenched into a fist, but his voice was as light as the wind and as light as a cloud: "With all these times to be afraid, it is better to think about what to do tomorrow!" ”

It was a reckless sentence, but it made him a spirit.

immediately got up and dressed, and asked Fan Weigang to call all the generals to discuss countermeasures together...... Only then did the generals unite as one, the battle of Miaojiang turned around, and today's great achievements.

How similar the answers of the two men were.

Is it that Eleven Niang at this time is the same as him at that time, not not afraid, not regretful, not hesitating, not thinking about looking back, but knowing that he can't be afraid, regretful, hesitant, and looking back. In front of the mountains and mountains, retreat, but it is a deep pool and valley, only to think about nothing, and go forward wholeheartedly.

Now he has not experienced the tragedy of the wind and water for a long time.

But what about the eleventh lady who only passed the ceremony in early summer?

Will he be like him at that time, asking himself in the dead of night, "What would I do if I changed to my father", "What would I do if my second brother encountered such a thing"......

Who would she ask?

Xu Lingyi remembered the eldest lady's merciless admonition when he returned to the door on the third day, and the evasive gaze of the fifth aunt when he saw him off, and his heart was stabbed like a needle.

Something that he deliberately pressed in his heart couldn't be suppressed.

As if they were burned, their fingers quickly retracted.

"Silence," he stared at her, "have you been in poor health since you were a child?" Or did you start to be in bad health after you arrived in Yanjing? ”

Today's Xu Lingyi is a bit strange.

first teased her like an old friend who trusted her very much, asking her not to really make Shi Niang angry, and inexplicably cared about her and complained about whether she had complained about the eldest wife, and then caressed her face with pity, and finally asked about her body with a solemn face.

Eleven Niang thought that she had been using medicine these days.

Speaking of which, I have been married for more than a year...... He's asking about the child!

Eleven Niang lowered her eyelids: "I was sick when I was a child. I've been raising it for more than half a year, and I haven't been sick since I got better! ”

"What is it?" Xu Lingyi asked.

Shi Niang hesitated for a moment and said, "I had an argument with Sister Shi, and the ground was slippery in winter, so I accidentally hit my head on the landing pillar next to the corridor. ”

Xu Lingyi was speechless for a long time in astonishment.

The Luo family is a Jiangnan Wang family, and it is not a poor family, a young lady raised in the boudoir, and no one persuaded her to fight when she had a dispute, but hit her head on the landing pillar. What are the maids and mothers doing around me? If it weren't for someone secretly conniving, why wouldn't it be like this!

His lips tightened into a line.

The atmosphere suddenly cooled down.

Eleven Niang is embarrassed.

What Shi Niang did was shocking enough, and now Xu Lingyi is afraid that her impression of Shi Niang will be even worse. I wouldn't have told him about it if I had known.

She smiled and adjusted the atmosphere: "Fortunately, there is only a scar less than an inch long, and it is ...... in the hair."

It's just that before he finished speaking, Xu Lingyi said: "Show me!" ”

Eleven Niang was slightly stunned.

Xu Lingyi's fingers had fallen on her head and groped.

It turned out that I wanted to see my own scars!

Eleven Niang simply tilted her head and pointed to him generously: "Here!" ”

Xu Lingyi carefully rubbed the scar, thinking of the danger at that time, he couldn't help asking, "Were you afraid at that time?" ”

Afraid?

Of course I'm afraid!

When I opened my eyes, I was surprised to find myself alone in another world, afraid of being seen as flawed when I got along with others, and afraid that I would be seen as an alien by behaving inappropriately in an unfamiliar environment.

I will never forget that feeling.

When I think about it now, my heart will be cold.

"I don't remember!"

Said to forget. Try to forget.

"It's been too long, and I'm young at that time, so I don't remember it too clearly." Eleven Niang recalled those happy times that made her happy, "I only remember lying in bed alone for a long time." Every time I turned my face sideways, I could see the wisteria wrapped around the banana tree outside the window. There are small purple-white flowers, and as soon as the wind blows, a faint fragrance wafts in. But when the window was opened, small bugs came in. You can only open the windows when the sun rises...... The sun shone in, the halo was round, shimmering with multicolored glow, floating in the air, a little dazzling, but beautiful...... In the spring, two swallows flew in and made nests under the eaves...... I watched them hatch four small swallows, and when they were hungry, they would open their mouths and stretch their necks to call, and their beaks seemed to be yellow......"

Xu Lingyi listened quietly, a trace of pity flashing in his eyes that he was not aware of.

Like when he was sick, there were always a lot of people around him. I just want to get rid of all these people as quickly as possible and get some sleep. Where will you pay attention to what is planted outside the window? What kind of flowers bloom?

Observe so carefully, you can see how lonely the days are.

He couldn't help but hug Eleven Niang tightly from behind.

Eleven Niang's waist is as slender and flexible as a spring willow.

She is of medium height, but she has a thin waist and long legs, and her bones are small, which makes her particularly graceful. And it's a little taller than it actually is. Although it looks good, it is not suitable for childbirth.

The thought flashed, and Xu Lingyi's heart moved.

He pondered slightly, put his ear to her and whispered, "When did you come to Chuqi?" ”

Shi Niang was talking, and when she heard the words, she couldn't help but condense, and her face was "brushed" to the root of her ears.

Xu Lingyi asked softly: "When?" ”

"After coming to Yanjing!" Eleven Niang was embarrassed.

Yuhang is thousands of miles away from Yanjing. Master Luo and Luo Zhenxing arrived first, and then the eldest lady brought the eighteen-year-old Wu Niang, the fifteen-year-old Shi Niang, and the eleventh mother who had not yet come...... In the end, it was Eleven Niang who married her.

Eleven Niang is such a smart person, has he ever thought carefully about the reason for this?

Xu Lingyi looked at her red lotus-like face, the pain and patience of the frowning eyebrows on the wedding night, the patient comfort of speaking softly in the dim light, the joy and comfort when she danced with her brother, the gentleness and kindness when telling her brother to read, and the calmness and calmness in the face of the aunts' unreasonable trouble...... Like a marquee, it kept spinning in his mind.

When he decided to marry Eleven Niang, of course, there was the reason why Eleven Niang was still young as Yuan Niang said, and there was also the fact that he didn't want to have another son-in-law too early. But he changed his original intention early, and it has been four months since Shi Niang and Lu, but there is still no movement...... Could there be some other reason?

As soon as he thought about it, his expression became a little weird.

And Eleven Niang felt Xu Lingyi's silence, and couldn't help but turn around and look at him in confusion.

Big apricot eyes, black and white eyes. It is as clear and transparent as a mountain stream. He could even see his own reflection!

Xu Lingyi avoided Eleven Niang's gaze.

Even if you knew, what if you knew? With her mother's family on one side and her husband on the other, this is the most difficult position in the world. What's more, since she entered the door of Xu's house, as she said herself, because she knew that complaining could not change the situation, she always did more and said less. Because there are more important things than complaining, she has always been lenient and generous, gentle and kind......

He unconsciously pressed his face against the scar on the top of her head.

At this moment, he even hoped that Eleven Niang didn't know.

Sometimes, it's a blessing not to know.

A few days later, the rough mother-in-law who was sent by Eleven Niang to Wang's house to inquire about the news came to reply to her: "...... Not to mention, our ten aunts and grandmothers are extraordinary. First called Grandpa Guo to come and gave some instructions, and asked Grandpa Guo to invite back all the people who used the old Grandpa Guo. also released a word, asking Grandpa Guo to get things done within three days. At a young age, how did the grandfather know how to behave? The reason why the affairs of the house are controlled by Grandpa Guo's biological father and mother is also because Grandpa Guo favors his biological father and mother. Naturally, I didn't take the words of our tenth aunt and grandmother to heart. But our tenth aunt and grandmother are not vegetarians. immediately said: If she didn't do what her old man ordered, her old man would go to Dali Temple to sue the grandfather of the country for 'disobedience and unfilial piety', and became someone else's heir, but invited her biological father and biological mother to return to the house to be in charge, ignoring her heir. Grandpa Guo's biological mother said lukewarmly when she heard this: The Luo family has been an official eunuch for generations, it is Jiangnan Wangwang, the Xu family is the minister, and Lord Yu is walking in front of the palace. What do you say about the result? ”

That's her way?

Sue your heir to Dali Temple for the crime of "disobedience and unfilial piety"?

Eleven Niang was speechless.

Amber on the side saw it and said, "What's the result?" ”

The mother-in-law said triumphantly: "As a result, our ten aunts and grandmothers didn't say a word, and went to Dali Temple with the help of Miss Jinlian." The biological mother of the grandfather of that country looked wrong, and personally went to pick up our tenth aunt and grandmother. Naturally, the things that Aunt Ten told her to do will be done without landing! ”

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