All Chapters_Chapter 147 Calm down
"Hey......"
As soon as I spoke, he hugged him harder and harder, he was tall, although he was kneeling on the ground, but that face was right on my stomach, and my arm was strangled so hard, I felt that the gastric juice was going to be squeezed out by him, this was uncomfortable, "That, Lu ...... Lu Pei, can you let go of ......?"
Seriously, I understand him very well, and I also know that he is uncomfortable, not only is he uncomfortable, how many times have I cried this morning, but Uncle Shen is gone, I feel uncomfortable hugging me like this......
"Lu Pei......"
I didn't understand what he meant, so I reached out and pushed his shoulder, but I couldn't push at all, "Hey, you ......"
"Shh~"
A voice came from behind me, I just kept a crappy posture and looked back, only to see Qin Sen shaking his head at me helplessly, and his middle finger also pointed to his head, I understood, Qin Sen meant that Lu Pei had a headache, so his reaction was not normal, but he couldn't hold me when he had a headache, what is this called, it made me weird.
After waiting for a few minutes, Qin Sen walked to Lu Pei's side softly, and attached his palm to his shoulder, "Lu Er, Uncle Shen has already left, are you better." ”
Lu Pei didn't answer, but the arm holding me loosened without warning.
"Hey!" I didn't react for a while, my body has been being held by him instinctively a little backwards, his unloading force under my feet was a burst of backwards, if it wasn't for the quick reaction to pull Qin Sen's outstretched arm, then I would have to sit on the ground directly!
I was just shocked here, and over there Lu Pei got up from the ground with all kinds of low air pressure, raised his face, except that his eyes were still a little red, and the overall breath was cold and pressing, "Why, my uncle suddenly appeared......"
I didn't squeak, his routine was beyond my expectations, I think, he has to be uncomfortable for a while, I still have to comfort him for a while, I have to say something, not only can I expose myself, but also have to persuade him to want to open, who knows, he is sudden, it will be cold and scary......
Moved slightly towards Qin Sen's back, anyway, this matter has nothing to do with me, I said it at the beginning, my task is to be responsible for letting Uncle Shen meet him, and the aftermath is not under my control, and I can't control it, I can't control it, I was put on the lower body like this, and now my brain hurts so much, this day, I really have no place to reason.
The light in Lu Pei's eyes swept over my and Qin Sen's faces like a blade, and his tone was cold and cold, "Is he really doing well, if he is doing well, why should I be able to see him for nine years, I have to listen to the truth." ”
Qin Sen's looked expected, "I'll tell you anything you want to know, but this matter has nothing to do with her, Xia Baosi, just come over to help so that you can see Uncle Shen." ”
As he spoke, Qin Sen turned around and glanced at me very calmly, "Bao Si, you go out first, and I'll talk to Lu Er." ”
"Okay."
I didn't hesitate, this thing doesn't need to be polite, otherwise I would look at him as if he was going to kill someone, and it is not better to stay where to go out than to pretend to be dead here.
"Help close the door."
I continued to respond, when I closed the door, I saw Lu Pei sitting behind the desk with cold eyes, if you just look at his face or his whole body temperament, you will think of the wolf before eating people, but as long as you look closely, you will find that his hand has been shaking, I closed the door very slowly, that is, I saw his hand shaking, shaking so hard that even a cigarette was sandwiched.
I think it's not a good thing for a person to pretend to be too strong on the outside, it will make people feel a sense of distance and make people misunderstand, but he is obviously vulnerable, he will cry, he will kneel on the ground, he will beg weakly, and please, don't leave me......
The door is still closed by me, and I don't want to eavesdrop on anything, I'm very tired, I think that since Qin Sen can bring me here, he will definitely explain it clearly, including why I helped Lu Pei meet Uncle Shen or something, how he said that it was his business, clear, but Qin Sen would definitely not say that I was actually an old acquaintance with Lu Pei.
Old knowledge, really old knowledge, old knowledge that I used to admire and look up to.
Stepping on the floor, I wandered aimlessly upstairs, to be honest, this room is really big, although I didn't look carefully at the first floor, but the big living room has a big pool table really shocked me, the second floor made me even more staggered, I didn't look at the bedroom, people closed the door, but the semi-enclosed terrace is really amazing.
Although only Lu Pei lives alone, someone must come to take care of it regularly, because there are a lot of flowers on it, and there is a hanging chair that I particularly like, this terrace should have been open-air, but the later decoration deliberately added a roof and floor-to-ceiling glass windows, so that in summer it is not afraid of rain, and it will not feel cold in winter, and it does not affect the lighting, holding my arm on the railing of the terrace and looking downstairs, I think the only regret is that the weather is not good today, if it is a sunny day, so the mood can be much better... …
I sighed silently, there are too many painful and helpless things in life, if I don't want to think for a minute, I feel that I am relaxed for a minute, otherwise I will not be able to get out and I am really afraid of getting sick.
I looked at it for a while, my head was relatively empty, and finally I looked at the hanging chair, and after sitting on it, I gently shook it back and forth, "It's good to be rich, rich people just enjoy ......"
After waiting for a long time, it is not an exaggeration to say that I even took a nap on the hanging chair, until I smelled a trace of sweet smoke, and when I opened my eyes, I found that these two people were quietly looking at me in front of me, Lu Pei's fingers were still holding cigarettes, and he only spit out a few words when he looked at my dazed eyes, "My heart is quite big, I can fall asleep here." ”
I cleared my throat a little embarrassed, I woke up in the middle of the night, crying a lot and being very tired, okay?
He hurriedly got up and didn't look at him, "Qin Sen, we can go." ”
Qin Sen nodded, "It's okay, I've made it clear to Lu Er, thank you." ”
Although Lu Pei's facial features were tense, his face was really pale, "Qin Sen, didn't you say that if she mixes with my blood, I will see my uncle, is that as long as she is by my side, I can see my uncle anytime and anywhere." ”
My eyes widened, what are you kidding, I can understand his feelings, but I can't let me let me bleed myself often in order to let him see Uncle Shen anytime and anywhere, cut a knife every day! I can't live anymore!
Fortunately, Qin Sen shook his head, "Of course not, Uncle Shen's qi is too weak, he was also very tired last time, and besides, it is a dirty thing when people leave, Xia Baosi is okay to be borrowed from time to time, and it hurts her a lot to do this three times or twice." ”
Look, that's what people say, okay!
Lu Pei's eyes were lonely, and he flicked off the cigarette butt in his hand, "I'm just asking casually, I won't be able to see him in the future, right?" ”
Qin Sen sighed, "Your life is too hard, like the scorching sun, so it's not good for him that you are too close to Uncle Shen, Yin and Yang have different paths, since Uncle Shen has already left, you can put it down, he just misses you too much, because he can't get close to you, so he found me and I hope I can help him meet you, and Xia Baosi can just help." ”
Lu Pei lifted his eyelids and glanced at me, "I see that your technique is very skillful, is it the first time to do this." ”
"What, what a trick."
I pretended not to understand, but in fact, I have been calculating Qin Sen's words in my heart, and through a few words, I can understand it, Qin Sen definitely didn't say anything about the skull, but just said that Uncle Shen's soul asked for help, otherwise Lu Pei couldn't help but ask Uncle Shen's skull.
But it's normal not to say it, if you say a skull or something, then Lu Pei will definitely not be able to accept it, who can accept that after the death of his loved one, the Heavenly Spirit Gai was cut off, no matter what the motive is, first of all, this matter is very bloody!
Lu Pei didn't say much, just raised his hand and rushed towards me, "It's only been a long time since we met, just hit me in the face, now that the knife has been moved, you say that the two of us are not considered to have had a skin-to-skin relationship." ”
I was really annoyed by his unruly tone, "Who has a skin-to-skin relationship with you, I'm just helpless, I'm afraid that you won't cooperate, besides, I'm here to alleviate the pain for you, otherwise you won't be able to do it when you watch me cut me." ”
This thing is really weird.,You say I'll cut myself.,Scratch a bite when you grit your teeth.,But cut others.,I'm really not easy to grasp the weight of this.,I don't think I can do anything too ruthless without getting angry.,Of course,The premise is not to be angry.。
Qin Sen raised his hand and patted Lu Pei's shoulder, "Anyway, this matter is in the past, and you have also made a wish, after so many years, you must miss Uncle Shen very much, right." ”
Lu Pei's cheeks tightened, and his hand took out the cigarette case from his pocket, now I saw him smoking, but unfortunately it was foreign, and he tried to see the English letters on the cigarette box, I had never seen it in the tobacco shop downstairs at my house, but the smell of this cigarette was very good, not only the smell of tobacco but also very sweet.
"Stop smoking."
Qin Sen spoke in a steady voice, "I know you're uncomfortable, but smoking won't solve the problem." ”
Lu Pei didn't respond, the cigarette was in his mouth, his hand touched his pocket, maybe he didn't bring out the lighter, and he wanted to turn around and go back to the study with a little indescribable anxiety, but Qin Sen reached out and grabbed him, "It's okay if there is no fire, even if I tell you that this cigarette is not strong, you can't come like this, I'm going to my godmother tonight, do you have anything you want me to convey." ”
I raised my eyebrows slightly, this is so convenient to communicate and spread the word now, even if I have heard Qin Sen say it a long time ago, but the most important thing to witness the twenty-first century and play human voice transmission is not bad money, how can you think about it.
"Nope."
Lu Pei spit out a sentence impatiently, "Tell her not to bother me, and don't worry about my business and urge me to go back." ”
Qin Sen nodded, "Okay, then I'll say you're all good." ”
Lu Pei didn't say much about this matter, but turned his face to look at me, "Can she stay?" ”
"Stay?"
Qin Sen was puzzled and glanced at me, "What did she stay for." ”
Lu Pei looked at me with a deep look in his eyes and couldn't speak, "Be a companion." ”
I panicked inexplicably, "I don't want it!" ”
I was actually very conflicted in my heart, in fact, I had the urge to talk to him, but I also knew very well that he wouldn't tell me well, in his eyes, it was like what Qin Sen said, I was just a stranger with some meaning.
It's very tiring to get along like this, I have a lot of memories but I can't say it, and I can't let him think of me when I'm ten years old, rather than this, it's really better to keep my distance, after all, it's not a person from the world, the biggest protection I can do to Lu Xingyue, at present, is to stay away.
"What are you anxious about?"
Lu Pei sighed lightly and pulled the corner of his mouth, "It's just a joke, wouldn't letting you stay force you to kill yourself?" ”
I lowered my eyes and was speechless, thinking about the summer quatrain I told him vigorously, I didn't expect him to be so distracted.
Qin Sen glanced at me and continued to speak, "Then let's go first, Xia Baosi, let's go." ”
"Xue Baosi."
Lu Pei's uncertain face couldn't see the real expression, "Uncle Xia said that she followed her mother's surname, the big name Xue Zhi, and the other name came from the big one, the four demon concubines, Bao Xi." ”
I was stunned, he actually deliberately reminded Qin Sen about this matter?!
"It's not that Bao Si, my Bao Si is protective...... No, it's the grass prefix of the protection, the meaning of flourishing grass and trees, I'm different from that Baoxi, she doesn't like to laugh, I like it very much after I was born......"
I'm speechless when I talk about it, what to explain, what is there to explain, there is something wrong!
Lu Pei sighed twice and looked at Qin Sen, "I heard it, Xue Baosi, don't call it Xia Baosi, I heard it awkwardly." ”
"Take your mother's surname."
Qin Sen looked at me with a slight frown, "Why do you take your mother's surname?" ”
How can I answer this question, is it possible that I still have to explain the black mother, and explain that the Xue family can only rely on me, the granddaughter, to continue the bloodline?
"My dad gave me a bad name, so I didn't follow his last name."
"If you have a bad name, you don't want a surname?"
I looked at Qin Sen with a serious face and nodded, "Yes, it's hard to hear, and it will scare people after listening to it, so my mother was very angry, so she let me take my mother's surname, it's as simple as that." ”
Qin Sen actually gossiped, "What is the name for you?" ”
Hey, it's really not over, I cleared my throat, "Scary." ”
"Ahem......"
Qin Sen was choked by me again, and Lu Pei mended the knife beside him without dying, "It seems that he was born very ugly, which stimulated Uncle Xia." ”
I was anxious, "It's the benevolence of benevolence and morality, but it doesn't sound good to read it continuously!" ”
You said that my dad is too, he is blind with such a nice surname, scary, why don't you call it a living hell!
Looking at the faces of the two of them, I really can't afford to be hurt, I haven't rested well since last night, and I waved my hands randomly, "Forget it, I'm going home!" ”
Qin Sen probably thought I was angry, "Bao Si, I don't mean anything else, then let's go." As he spoke, he glanced at Lu Pei, "If you have something to call, I'll be back in about half a month." ”
Lu Pei nodded lightly in response, but his eyes looked at me, but I couldn't distinguish what he was expressing, and I didn't want to distinguish it, it was very messy, I just wanted to go, and followed behind Qin Sen with my head stuffy, but when I was about to step down the stairs, I felt a tightness behind me, and looked back at Lu Pei with some displeasure, "You tugged at my schoolbag again!" ”
Qin Sen, who had already gone down the stairs halfway down the stairs in front of me, looked back at the situation and was also a little puzzled, "Lu Er, what's wrong with you." ”
Lu Pei didn't answer, just looked at me, the strength of his hand tightened, I 'hey' and he pulled the schoolbag and slipped in front of him, so that his feet were off the ground, I was really angry, when I was at school, I hated being pulled like this, "What are you doing!" ”
"Stand still."
He watched me spit out two words with a blank face, and when I was still full of anger and was about to open my mouth to scold back, he suddenly opened his arms and hugged me directly, "You...... Feed! ”
I was so frightened that before I could react, I felt his hand directly press the back of my head, pressing my face tightly on the inside of his shoulder, I didn't understand what it meant, my nose was full of that sweet and refreshing smell of tobacco, a bit like ...... Mint?
I was stunned for a moment, I wanted to pinch myself, Xue Baosi, he was hugging you, taking advantage of you, but you are still in the mood to study mint! You've got a big head!
"Lu Er, you ......"
Qin Sen behind him couldn't control his surprise, but Lu Pei hugged me tightly and didn't move, even if I started to push, he didn't let go, but his face slowly drooped, near my forehead, his breath swept gently across my forehead, and his tone was low, "I forgot to tell you, I love you forever......"
The hand that was still pushing him suddenly stopped, his eyes widened, his heart trembled inexplicably, his body was very numb, he couldn't say the feeling, his heart was pounding and pounding, love ...... Love me?
But the two words that Lu Pei spit out then made my heart feel cold, and he said, uncle.
I was speechless for my reaction, ashamed, I wanted to die, grandma's, my heart was beating faster-
Standing there like a wooden stake, until Lu Pei let go of his arm, I didn't come back to my senses, his eyes were a little red, but his expression was indifferent, "Although I don't think he can hear it, I want to say, thank you, but don't get me wrong, I'm not interested in high school students." ”
When I came back to my senses, I looked at him extremely unpleasantly, "What do you mean I misunderstood, who do you think would be interested in a big smoker!" It's you who want to apologize to me, and you hug me with my permission! You're sick, you! I haven't said you're a hooligan, you stinky rascal! Bah!! ”
After shouting, I went downstairs without looking back, there was no interest, it was so useless, my heart was actually beating the drum all the time, I really wanted to find a place where no one was there to give myself a good sober! What good is a big smoker who speaks yin and yang weirdly!!
Cramps, definitely cramps......
When I left in the car, I still kept thinking about it in my heart, I wanted to find 10,000 reasons for myself, 10,000 reasons for rapid heartbeat, such as I didn't rest well, sinus arrhythmia, I forgot to take medicine when I went out, and I was so excited to solve Uncle Shen's headless unsolved case, but the more I thought about it, the more damn aggrieved I felt.
When Qin Sen sent me to the street, he comforted me, saying that I should not be angry with Lu Pei, he just missed Uncle Shen too much and couldn't control himself, I didn't say much about this matter, in fact, I knew that I was angry with myself, angry with myself for some kind of indescribable reaction for no reason.
Uncle Shen's skull was put back in the box by Qin Sen and taken away, he said, if I want to see Uncle Shen, I can go to his house to see, I said that the most important thing is not to see his skull, what I hope is to let him be buried properly.
Qin Sen nodded and replied very seriously, Uncle Shen will be buried safely, with him, there will be no problem.
I held the umbrella and pulled the corners of my mouth to look at him and smiled, and when I turned to leave, I unconsciously remembered an old song, and I really don't mention the past, life has been stormy, even if the memory can't erase love and hate, it is still in my heart......
All Uncle Shen's love and hatred can only be buried deep in his heart, he obviously died so miserably, but he told Lu Pei that he was very good and walked well...... Even if you are sad, you must force yourself to look forward.
I miss my grandmother and grandmother a lot, but these feelings can only be hidden in the bottom of my heart, I dare not touch them, and I am afraid to touch them.
……
"Bao Si, thank you, I didn't expect you to accompany me."
I looked at Sister Chaoyang and smiled, "I'm fine at home, I just happened to be able to come and see Xiaonan." ”
It rained for two days and finally cleared, so when I received a call from Sister Chaoyang, I rushed over to accompany her to dry the quilt for the children, otherwise I would be damp at home.
She patted the quilt gently, "Didn't you say last time that you found a part-time job again, I'm afraid of delaying your work." ”
I was a little embarrassed, "I can just go to that part-time job once, I won't go to work this summer, and I still have a lot of homework to write, I want to read more books......"
"That's right, it's going to be the third year of high school, you have to work harder, in fact, you'd better make up the class, your grades are not bad, and the make-up class will be admitted to a good university, hey, do you know that Fan Li, she won't do it anymore."
"Yes."
Thinking of her competitive pointed chin, "Isn't it on the seventeenth floor, why don't you do it." ”
Sister Chaoyang sighed softly, "Where is she on the seventeenth floor, the day after you left, she applied for her own request to go to the 29th floor, but ah, she cried and left after two days, I heard that the guest was in a particularly bad mood for those two days, and it happened that Fan Li hit the muzzle of the gun, alas, it is really not an ordinary difficult to serve." ”
I didn't say anything, thinking that Fan Li's go-to knot was just after Lu Pei was slapped by me, she was so fond of behaving so much, yes, is she looking for abuse, I said that there is a problem with her worshipping the temple, and what she does is always smart but is mistaken by smart, just like Lu Pei, if you are not familiar with it, don't hurry up and hide, there is something wrong.
Sister Chaoyang shook her head with a smile and wanted to change the topic, "Don't mention this, Bao Si, do you have time on the weekend, I'll take you to the movies to relax." ”
"Watching a movie?"
She nodded, "Yes, the employee benefits given by our hotel, five movie tickets per person, it is the newly released movie, filmed in our city, over there in the deserted village, I will take you to see it......"
Eh, I probably thought of something, "Sister Chaoyang, hasn't anyone seen your colleague, said it didn't look good." ”
Sister Chaoyang shook her head with a smile, "It's all said to be ugly, but it's funny, a security guard in our hotel asked him what he said after reading it, and he said he forgot, just remember that the heroine has big breasts, originally we thought that the haunted village should be quite scary, but after watching it, they all said that if there were ghosts in the deserted village, they wouldn't let such a thunderous film shoot there at all, completely insulting their IQ of being ghosts." ”
I couldn't help but laugh when I heard it, "Sister Chaoyang, then you still have to watch it, I'm not afraid that it will be a waste of time to read it." ”
Sister Chaoyang couldn't help laughing, "Actually, there is a more funny thing you don't know, I heard that before this movie, I found some moviegoers to watch it in a deserted village in advance, and there were empty stools at the scene, which was quite mysterious, but I saw half of the bats coming, at first I said that it was a grievance, and then I refuted the rumors that it was a prank, and there was yellow eel blood under the stool."
As a result, a video broke out in the past two days, that is, a moviegoer suddenly became unwell in the process of watching the movie, and the reporter asked her if it was a supernatural event, she said that she just had low blood sugar, and said that bats don't bite people, and that it was nonsense to say that there were ghosts, and finally guess what she said......"
I looked at Sister Chaoyang, who was giggling non-stop, and asked knowingly, "What did you say?" ”
"It's a super bad movie!"
Sister Chaoyang covered her stomach with a smile, "The messages under this video are going to explode, they all say that this is Geng Zhimei, it's a pity that this moviegoer covers it too tightly, but I listen to the voice is very similar to you, but it definitely can't be you, laugh at me, it's really ......"
I can't laugh, yes, it seems that Lu Pei's plan was completely successful, alas, there is no business and no treachery.
"Bao Si, let's go and have a good time, and see how ugly this film is, huh?"
I scratched my head, "I'll take a look, I'll definitely go if I have time." ”
"Okay."
Sister Chaoyang responded with a good temper, dried the quilt and pulled me to sit in the yard to watch the children play with those fitness equipment, "Bao Si, if you are admitted to a foreign university in the future, you must always contact me, do you know?" ”
"Well, I will."
She looked into the distance with a little confusion, "I see you, it's like seeing my sister, she is also in high school now, I heard that her grades are very good, I don't know where I will be in." ”
I took her hand, "After she graduates from college, you will have many opportunities to meet, but my grandma seems to say that you are not suitable for being too close to your family." ”
Sister Chaoyang sighed, "I just want to be close and there may not be many opportunities, I plan to go abroad, I want to study for an MBA, so that there will be more room for development in the future, in fact, I have always wanted to go abroad, but I am not very worried about my adoptive parents." ”
"Going abroad?"
Sister Chaoyang nodded, "Yes, but it's still in the plan, not necessarily, anyway, I'm single now, so it's easy to plan, if I have a boyfriend, I can't be so comfortable, hey, Baosi, I haven't asked you yet, do you have a boyfriend?" ”
I didn't expect her to suddenly ask this, "Sister Chaoyang, I'm still in high school, where can I have a boyfriend?" ”
Sister Chaoyang raised her eyebrows, "Hey, will no one chase us if Baosi is so lively and cute, what's wrong with high school, my first love is in high school, as long as you grasp the scale, it's very beautiful, to be honest, is there any." ”
I honestly shook my head, "No." ”
"Is there a boy you have a crush?"
"Boys...... No. ”
Sister Chaoyang didn't believe it, "How is it possible, you didn't tell the truth, tell me honestly, or I'll tickle you!" ”
I couldn't stop laughing, "Not really, I swear, I didn't think that much at school!" ”
And I don't think I'm lying, even if I have such a disgraceful reaction, I don't like it very much, besides, he can't be called a boy at that age.
After making a fuss for a while, I looked at Sister Chaoyang's face very formally and said, "Sister Chaoyang, I'm serious, in fact, your face is very suitable for going abroad, your migration palace is very good, that is, both sides of the hairline, very plump, which means that you will have a good opportunity to go abroad, and you can also see the yellow and purple qi, there is wealth and joy, the Lord is safe, just ......"
"Just what?"
I squinted slightly, "There is a small mole, it will be a little unsmooth, if you plan to go abroad, it is best to leave quickly, don't delay, it will be fine after you go out, the opportunity is very good." ”
Sister Chaoyang hugged my shoulder, "It's amazing, if you don't show me, I'm going to forget that you counted plum blossoms in the book back then, so small, it surprised me, but I haven't decided yet, but whether I go or not, we can't cut off contact, you know." ”
I hummed, heard the phone ringing, picked it up and looked at it, it was my mother, "Hey, Mom." ”
"Where have you been, I'm home."
Mom's voice was very low, "There's a small rotten piece on the back shoulder......"
I got up and stood up solemnly, "I'll go home soon, you wait for me!" ”
"What's wrong Bao Si, is something going on in your family?"
I was a little nervous, took a deep breath and looked at Sister Chaoyang, "It's not a big deal, but I have to hurry home, and we'll be in touch when I'm done!" ”
Sister Chaoyang nodded, "Okay, need help calling me...... You run slowly! ”
When I ran out of the door of the welfare home, I deliberately stood still and glanced at Sister Chaoyang, and waved my hand backwards at her before pulling out my legs and running in the direction of home, a minute ago I was smiling and feeling sad, but at this moment I couldn't suppress the coldness of my body, I was very scared, and I felt that the knife that had been hanging in my heart was finally going to fall, but no matter what happened, I know, or those two words, face.
……
"Bao Si, you see, it's the size of a coin now, and soon, it will become the size of a palm."
I twisted my eyebrows and stood behind my mother looking at a piece of rotten meat the size of a steel hammer on her shoulder, purple and black, with a little white pus, the pus can still flow out when I press my hand, my nose is close and smells slightly, I almost vomited out at noon, it is not the smell of the toilet, it is a bit of rotten eggs, rotten pig head mixed taste, special weight loss......
It's such a small piece that is so wicked, and if it's rotten, my mom will have to attract flies when she walks out the door.
"Is that okay?"
I was very resistant to this, but I didn't want my mother to see it, so I pretended to be knowledgeable and nodded, "Well, you can." ”
Reached out and took the tweezers and pinched it on my mother's rotten meat, "I don't feel it." ”
She shook her head, "No, I don't feel it, it's just that the edges don't rot where they don't rot now, and the flesh looks like it's all dead." ”
I swallowed my saliva, took another pair of scissors, silently brainwashed myself and told myself to be calm, and naturally picked up the rotten meat with tweezers in one hand, and then used the scissors to 'click' to cut, it was natural to remember what Qin Sen told me that night, because I had been asking about the confirmation steps, so he said it more carefully.
I had no idea, so I asked him how much seven or eight grams were, and he said that it was the size of a wax skin pill of traditional Chinese medicine, which is the size of a big Chinese medicine pill, a little smaller than a table tennis ball, and a little bigger than a quail egg......
What I understand is that a full tablespoon, anyway, it can only be more, not less, less is useless, and it is useless to suffer in vain, it is really disgusting to think about, the more I cut this rotten meat, the more I want to retch, and my mother also asked me with a side face, "Bao Si, why do you want to cut it off." ”
"The secret method of the Divine Sect must be used."
I held my breath and returned, it was strange to say, my mother's rotten skin was the size of a steel jump, it stands to reason that I should see blood and tender meat when I went down a few scissors, but no, the meat under the skin was all rotten, and I finally felt that I had cut out a pit, and my mother didn't know that it hurt, so I was absolutely sure that this meat was rotten bones.
That is, the skin is good, the inside is all purple and black, and the cut meat is still hanging with white and yellow pus, and after the rotten meat spreads the bottom of the bowl, I directly put down the scissors, and even found a tape to glue my mother's rotten meat pit to glue, "It's okay." ”
Mom turned her face to look at my bowl, "It's disgusting, let's pour it quickly." ”
My face turned uncontrollably pale, "I can't pour it, I have to use this ...... at night."
Saying that, I first took the bowl and sent it to the refrigerator, I was really afraid of attracting flies when I put it outside, so I adjusted my mood, I walked to my mother's side and looked at her seriously, "Mom, tonight, that is, at seven o'clock, I want to refine the secret method, there are a few things to explain to you, the process of refining this secret method is not the kind you have seen before, it can be said to be unheard of."
I might ...... It's not normal, of course, no matter how abnormal I am, you don't have to care about me, your task is to watch the candles, when the time comes, I will light three candles on the coffee table, remember, these three candles must not be extinguished, you must watch it, if they are extinguished for more than a few seconds, then I may, I will never wake up again. ”
These three sticks of wax are my three fires, and they are my life.
Mom's expression was a little nervous, "Will something happen to you, this is difficult, right?" ”
I sighed and looked at her, "As long as I look at the candles, I'll be fine, when I do it, I must tie my hands and feet, my hands at the head of the bed, my feet at the end of the bed, and stuff a towel in my mouth, and if I want to speak, I will shout medicine, medicine!" At this time, you have to take my towel off, what do I say, what do you remember, this is the medicine requested, you know. ”
Mom's brows became tighter and tighter, "Tie you up?" What kind of law is this? ”
I pulled the corners of my mouth, "It's the method of soul origin, and you have to use the soul method, so you won't understand, but you must remember my words, watch the candle well, and remember to take the notebook once I call the medicine." ”
This is the insurance I came up with, Qin Sen said that he would remember it in his mind, but I don't know what is uncontrollable, how many things are in the prescription, I am afraid of forgetting, I will try to let my mother remember what I can write down, but the medicine primer must be memorized by myself, the medicine primer is too unbelievable, if my mother knows, it is more troublesome.
My mother held my hand tightly, "Bao Si, if you tell your mother, will you be in pain, and you have to bite the towel, why do I feel like I am going to be punished." ”
I smiled meaninglessly, "Mom, since you know a little bit, you know that Mr. is a little particular about breaking things, breaking your beautiful body, how much you have to suffer a little crime, but it's okay, it's a crime, it's not as evil as you think, remember to take care of the candle, don't leave my side, after tonight, you are giving me a period of time to ask for medicine and dispense, when the time comes, you don't have to bear the pain brought to you by this beauty." ”
Mom's eyes were wet, "Baosi, thank you so much, thank you......"
I really wanted to laugh very easily, but I couldn't relax, I was also afraid, but I could only hold on, "Are we mother and daughter, my life is given by my parents, it's okay to do this." ”
Mom's face was full of guilt, and tears kept flowing, "Bao Si, you are really my lucky star, you are really my lucky star." ”
She cried and made my heart even more troubled, and patted the back of her hand, "It's okay, I have to tear off the couplet, the door can't be red, I'll give you some cinnabar when it's going to be a while, I've already prepared the things to break, let's be safe and steady, the mentality is better, like you said, you have to go back to your hometown happily during the New Year!" ”
Mom said, "Go back to your hometown, I will definitely take you back to your hometown this year, relieved, I finally don't have to eat those things anymore, I'm relieved." ”
I didn't say much, I went to the door with a heavy heart and tore off the pair, Sister Michelle should have slept in the house for a day, and I was a little puzzled when I tore the couplet, "Bao Si, what are you doing when you tear it." ”
"Oh, it's nothing, I want a new one."
Sister Mi Xue walked into the toilet with a smile, "Change it to a new one, isn't this thing posted once a year, what's the point of paying attention to it, it's still a fortune." ”
I didn't have a word, so I listened to Sister Michelle talk to herself, "Oh, I've worked this money, and now I'm too strict, my job is not ordinary, I really have to sum up the total number of line changes, what are you doing......?"
"Sister Michelle, then you won't go out tonight, will you?"
"I haven't been out lately, are you okay?"
I stood outside the toilet door and opened my mouth uncontrollably, "It's that my house may be a little bigger tonight, but what you should do and what you do, you don't need to add it up." ”
Sister Mi Xue laughed very much in the toilet, "This guy, you can move a little more, what kind of movement can you and your mother make, what's the matter, you want to fight, don't worry, I don't participate in your family's family affairs, it's a bit noisy, I still like to be lively." ”
I exhaled heavily, hilarious, why did this bustle make me so scared!
The pace was not easy, I dragged my legs back to the house, the time was almost not a minute I couldn't control the tension, I didn't dare to let my mother see it, I could only try to be calm and natural with pure water to live cinnabar, and then directly on my mother's eyebrows dotted a red dot, this is for her protection.
If I want to protect myself, the first step must be to protect my mother, otherwise something will happen to her, no one will watch my candle, and the two of us will really hold hands to see Lord Yama!
Six fifty.
As soon as the time was about to be up, I pulled out the burning paper I had bought from under my bed, took out three or five sheets at random, first put the burning paper into the basin and placed it in the door, and then took out the small half bowl of chopped rotten meat from the refrigerator, I didn't dare to look too carefully, I felt that there were maggots about to emerge on it.
All kinds of retching in the stomach, especially when holding a spoon in it, I looked at a spoonful of purple and black minced meat, smelled it, I couldn't stand it, and I ran to the toilet and vomited for a while!
My mother panicked and hurriedly patted me on the back, "Baosi, you still have to eat." ”
I vomited, "You have to eat, you can only do it after eating, this is a test of poison, otherwise I don't know the severity of your poison......"
"There's no other way, how to eat this, you...... Ay!! ”
Before she could speak, I opened my mouth wide, the spoon in my hand kept pulling in the bowl, and the minced meat entered my mouth like a duck, the stench was stronger than that of the fetus, chewing? I can't chew it even if you kill it, it's soft, rotten, my mouth feels like it's full of thick water, and before my taste buds can play its role, I choke hard!!
Tears gushed out, it was suffocating, and it was disgusting, but before I could swallow it, the acid water in my stomach pushed these things to come out, I vomited twice, but my hands were covering my mouth tightly, I couldn't spit it out, I definitely couldn't spit it out!!
There is no temperature in your body at all, I am disgusting, I am really dead and alive, my hand began to beat the wall of the toilet vigorously, and I did not exert myself to swallow it, I swallowed it, my mother saw that I couldn't bear it like this and kept crying, "Bao Si, Bao Si, you, you ......"
I stomped my feet hard until I was completely suppressed, then I ran to the faucet again, drank some water to suppress it, and washed myself with cold water to sober up my face, my eyes were scarlet and scarlet by these things, I gasped vigorously, I felt that I was going to die again, in this life, what else can I not eat......
"Bao Si, you're okay, you're okay."
I raised my hand to signal my mother to control her emotions, but it wasn't enough, she cried and I was upset, "Come into the house, hurry up, it's time to ......"
My mother sniffed and followed me, and I could see that she had no idea at all, and at this time I told myself that I must be sober and absolutely not afraid, this matter must be faced by our mother and daughter, and can only be faced by the two of us!
After entering the house, I pointed to the burning paper thrown in the basin, "After a while, I said that you will remember to burn, this is to report to some gods, I am going to be punished, do you understand?" ”
In fact, this is to tell those wronged souls that my door has been opened for them, and if they have a complaint, they should report it!
Mom's six gods have no owner, "God, what, how to burn paper, isn't it incense......"
"You listen to me!!"
"Oh, yes, yes...... I listen to you, listen to your ......"
My hands also trembled a little unconsciously, shook it twice to keep myself calm, lit the candles, and after the three candles were all burned, I sat down on the single bed, carefully held a thick hemp rope, first wrapped the two ankles around one left and one right tied to the end of the bed, and then lay down, "Tie my hands." ”
"Huh?"
"Tie me!!"
I glared at the red, "As I told you!" Don't waste time!! ”
My mother walked up to me as if she was stepping on cotton, and tied me lightly with hemp rope, I gritted my teeth, "Tighter!" Don't let me hold up! Tighten up! ”
Mom cried with a sad face, "But I don't have the strength, I don't have the strength." ”
I was speechless, I could only bite the rope with my teeth on the side of my face, I had to make sure that I was lying on the bed, otherwise according to Qin Sen, he said that Mr. would be uncontrollable, and he might be mentally disordered, and he would be very prone to accidents, so the safest way is to be trapped in a safe space, otherwise all his efforts will be wasted!
After a long time, my mother finally tied the rope to me with a sweat, and the towel was placed on my chin, as long as I wanted to bite, I could reach it with all my might, and after taking a deep breath, I stared at the time, and when it arrived at seven o'clock, I immediately spoke, "Burn paper!" ”
My mother was still squatting at the door, still in a daze, holding the lighter in her hand, but looking at me and asking, "Where is the fire?" ”
I forced my emotions down, "In your hands, Mom, don't be nervous, it's okay, ah." ”
My mother's hands trembled as if she had Parkinson's, and she didn't press the lighter a few times, and finally when I looked at the fire, I finally exhaled, "Look at the burning, and after the burning, I will pour the paper ashes out of the door, hurry up and ......"
Living in the city is too bad to burn paper, burning at home, there is smoke, originally to burn more, but I am afraid that the neighbors will misunderstand the fire, so I can only burn three or five meanings.
Mom looked at the burning paper in the basin, saw that it was going to be burned and staggered to the outside door, that posture was really like drinking too much, I closed my eyes a little helplessly, from this moment on, my mother is actually equivalent to my teammates, to be honest, I hope my mother can calm down, at least, she will calm me at ease.
The tip of my nose suddenly itched, my eyes opened suddenly, and I took a cool breath, and a blue-black child's face was actually hanging in the air with me......
I immediately realized that this backlash had begun, and I was about to close my eyes subconsciously, who knew that he looked at me and smiled coldly, and the things in his hands threw me all over my face!
Some didn't see it clearly, but I only felt that there were a lot more hands on my body inexplicably, and these hands grabbed the things thrown by the child indiscriminately, and then before I could react, those hands began to pick my face and lift my eyelids vigorously, and I saw clearly that he threw out a pile of toothpicks!!
"Don't ...... Don't ......"
I realized what these hands were going to do, and I was about to pee, I just felt a toothpick pierce straight at my eyelids, and when an indescribable pain hit, I pushed up and down my eyelids, and the red liquid flowed back to my eyeballs, and I screamed loudly in pain, trying to close my eyes, but I couldn't do it at all!!