Chimian was squeezed down, and he was depressed yesterday, so he didn't update until now.

Now I won't be back!

Now I won't be back!

Bursts of soreness accompanied by colic, bitterness and despair, hit Chu Si's heart hard. Murong Ke's declaration pierced her heart like a needle.

He had said so, and she could not hope any more. When you can't think of a way to escape again and again, there is still hope, fantasizing that he will make concessions that make you happy!

There's no way back for her!

Chu Si lowered his eyes, hid all the loss and bitterness, and armed the heart that had been pricked by needles again and again. Slowly, she didn't raise her head until her eyes were calm again.

Gently pushing away Murong Ke's big palm, she turned to look at the maids beside her, and ordered lightly: "Prepare a meal, I'm hungry." ”

"Yes, girl."

This meal, eating calmly, Murong Ke glanced at her thoughtfully from time to time, and put the rice she liked into her bowl. When he finished eating, he stroked Chu Si's little face, patted her cheek gently, and whispered, "Wash well tonight and wait for me to come back." ”

With that, he wiped his lips clean, turned and walked out.

When he walked to the gate of the courtyard. Chu Si clearly heard his command: "Be vigilant. Don't let any outsiders get close here. There was a pause. His voice was low: "Optimistic about Madame." If there is anything wrong, let me know as soon as possible. ”

"Yes. Your Highness! ”

Loudly in the promise. Murong Kedi's footsteps gradually faded away. Chu Si turned his face sideways. Watching him leave the ground. Slightly let go of the head. Let the golden sunset shine on your face. Chu Sidi's lips squirmed. Silently, he said, "I can't get used to it." ”

Chu Sidi in the neck. And the last one of the disguised floor masks. I got along with Murong Ke for a while. He had searched all over her body, consciously or unconsciously. Even the men's floor gear was taken away by him.

He remembers it well. Chu Si also has a pair of Wang Yunniang's ground masks. The mask was not found. He was not reconciled in the end. But Chu Si has been found where he should be looking for land. She had revealed it to him in her sleep, consciously or unconsciously. His Wang Yunniang ground mask has been taken back by his senior brother. Murong Ke was skeptical. But his search for work finally came to a point.

The mask was placed in the necklace by Chu Si. The necklace was forged by a craftsman asked by Chu Si. Sophisticated and elegant. Except for her. Only those who are proficient in the art of the mechanism can find the ground switch in the necklace.

That mask was the last and biggest credential for Chu Si to get out, and she couldn't take it out and use it until the last moment.

Since meeting Murong Ke. Chu Si hadn't even thought carefully about how to use that mask. She has affection for Murong Ke, and subconsciously always feels that once she leaves him, she doesn't know when she will meet! After being asked for by him, the emotion of not being able to let go and being reluctant was even stronger. Sometimes she doesn't even know if she leaves him, will she be alone for the rest of her life?

It is precisely because of this kind of reluctance that all kinds of potential concessions and fear of loneliness in the bones. So she had to say to herself: I can't let myself get used to it!

Yes, I can't get used to it, I can't get used to his momentary gentleness, I can't get used to closing my eyes and messing around, I can't get used to compromise! The most important thing is that you can't let go because you can't give up, and you can't force yourself if you can't give up! She would rather suffer the pain of loneliness than let herself become the kind of woman who has been pitied by herself, guarding hopeless love and waiting for the years to pass! She would never allow anyone. Including yourself to pity yourself and despise yourself!

In this world, what a person really has is himself. She can't even lose herself!

On this day, Murong Ke hugged her, and he had no intention of getting up until the middle of the day. Chu Si moved, gently let go of his big hand around his waist, and whispered, "Don't you have business today?" ”

Murong Ke held her tightly in his arms, his palm moved up and down her smooth lower abdomen, and said lazily: "It's not much." I divided it all up. From today onwards, I want to accompany my Si'er a lot. "Wandering up her navel. He chuckled under his breath, "Until Si'er conceives my child." ”

Chu Si's lips trembled, and suddenly, she replied in a low voice: "It's not bad to have a child, at least have a companion." ”

At least there is a companion, even if you drift on the rivers and lakes in the future, there is someone who can be accompanied by you without leaving the ground.

Murong Ke raised his head and stared at Chu Si's expression seriously, and after staring for a while, he put his head down again and said with a smile: "What are you thinking about?" Am I not your companion? In the future, I will leave this child to someone else to bring, I don't want him to always occupy my woman! ”

He leaned over and bit Chu Si's shoulder hatefully, until she screamed in pain, turned around and glanced at him, Murong Kecai muttered: "You are really not cute, you are so confident on the surface, but you don't believe anything in your bones." Speaking of this, as if he remembered something, he pondered for a moment and then chuckled and said, "In this way, it is impossible for my Si'er to fall in love with Xie An completely!" You are a person who no one can trust, where is it possible to give your heart completely to others? ”

Lazily looking at the tent, Murong Ke smiled: "Actually, I and Xie An have the same status in your heart, right?" Ha ha. ”

Chu Si secretly thought: Of course I won't completely give my heart to others! In this world, only people whose hearts are still their own can talk about freedom. If I give up my heart completely, once I am abandoned, then I will definitely cry and beg him, I will be willing to guard him as a concubine and slave, I will use all my scheming, become jealous and ugly, the consequences are too terrible, I will never give my heart completely.

As soon as he thought of this, Chu Si himself was stunned. She seemed to know for the first time that she was treating feelings like this, and she was thinking like this.

After Murong Ke hugged Chu Si and kissed him a few times, he turned over and collapsed. While getting dressed, he looked at Chu Si and said with a smile: "It's been boring these days, I have to be free today, take you outside for a walk." ”

When Chu Si heard that he could go out, his eyes couldn't help but light up.

Seeing that she was really happy, Murong Ke smiled more and more. He slowly pulled up his pants, fastened the buckle, and said with a smile as he tied them: "In the past, when I returned to the house, I wouldn't do these things myself." But there is no way, my Si'er is very jealous, and even Yahuan has to put on a face when she dresses me, haha, I have to come by myself. ”

Chu Si was so angry that she thought hatefully: I'm not jealous, I'm not used to it!

The two walked out of the courtyard gate hand in hand, and after returning to Yan this time, the clothes that Murong Ke gave Chu Sizhi were all Jin clothes. Chu Si, who wore the women's clothes of the Jin Kingdom, was gorgeous and elegant and indescribable. Murong Ke beside her was so handsome and extraordinary, as soon as the two of them went out, they attracted the attention of countless people.

The two of them walked all the way through everyone's attention, Murong Ke helped Chu Si, and his smile was gentle and brisk: "Is Jicheng more prosperous last time you came?" Si'er, I'll definitely let you see the second Jiankang City. ”

Murong Ke swept the people coming and going on the street with a high spirit, and said mockingly: "The Jin people have always looked down on me, and even I, the prince, are mocked and slandered in every way in front of the Jin people, one day, I will let them know the majesty and prosperity of my Dayan!" ”

Tightening Chu Si's little hand, Murong Ke saw her lower her head and ignore herself, and couldn't help sighing: "Si'er, you are my wife, you should learn to be proud of your husband." ”

At this moment, a delicate voice came: "Ah, look, that's Ke Xiaolang, he is really handsome." ”

Another woman shouted crisply: "Jinglun, come here, your husband is here, your Ke Xiaolang is here." ”