Three hundred and twenty-four, the heart is like a devil

"Although it's not cold yet, it's not good to stand under the dew so early in the morning." As soon as my body warmed up, it turned out that Brother Seventeen didn't know when he was standing behind me and added a piece of clothing to me.

"I'm thinking about what happened inside the Heavenly Palace the day before yesterday." Last night was the day when Ma Jiawenxiu went to bed, although I am a modern woman, I don't take chastity and other things very seriously, but I also know that it means that she and Hongli will have no future---- there are lovers in the world, why can't they have a family in the end?

My mother's mother of this body is, Ke'er is, Tiantian is, Bafujin is, my sister is, even I ---- how long can Brother Seventeen stay with me?

That's right, Brother Seventeen! "You also know that the dew is heavy, and your cough is only getting better these days, so you don't pay attention to your body again!" Pulling down the clothes that Seventeen had just taken off and put on me with my backhand, I hugged him like a treasure and wrapped him in clothes: "If you are not cold, I will not be cold!" ”

Fortunately, this time he did not refuse, he seemed to know the fear in my heart, even if he tried his best to live like a normal person since he was healed, but it still did not reduce my fear by half a point, my heart seemed to stop at that moment--- at that moment, he fell into my arms, I thought that all my indebtedness to him had no chance to ...... again

"Xianglan is pregnant."

My hand slammed suddenly, but after just a pause, I continued to hug her tightly, only to find that the seventeenth elder brother was carefully observing my face: "What, aren't you angry?" ”

"That man in the world is not three wives and four concubines, you have an heir, I should be happy." No, I'm not happy. But I'm not angry, I'm just sad ---- Seventeenth Brother. What you've done for me, even now, I can't find a man who can do this to me. But times are different, and I killed Dawn and your child. You have the right. to this day. I have no position against what you do.

"You should be angry." There was a sudden hint of grabness in his eyes: "If the child is me." But my lady, I was so sick a while ago that I couldn't get up in bed, you must believe that I am my husband! ”

"The child is not yours?" Huh, so happy to say, although I said that I would be happy if Brother Seventeen has blood and bones, in fact, I am still selfish and don't want him to have a relationship with any woman---- even. I had long since lost the right to have a child for him.

Even if I give you love, it is very selfish......

"It's me who is sorry for her. I kept her waiting for me for so many years. At first because of my feet. I actually promised Dawn to take her in...... "He didn't like her at all." But the extreme loneliness of that year made him covet the tenderness in her......

"You haven't touched her?" And then I thought about it too. If it weren't for him, he begged her to make a play to save me. For more than ten years, he didn't care about it with a hard heart? He has the ruthless blood of the royal family in his bones. Unless deeply loved. Everything can not be cared about: "Isn't her child ......" adultery?

It's great. I didn't expect that she was such a gentle woman who was actually more enlightened than the morning light. I'm so grateful! (I'm not a good thing, I don't think so.) There is no need to act as a defender. "Who is the adulterer?" ”

Xianglan refused to say. I'm afraid of hurting others. "Old-fashioned thinking!" I don't want to ask any more questions. I hurt her. She is a noble person in the Jade Butterfly Land. This time, if it was a boy, she would be a side Fujin. I can't get any way out......"

The implication. Is the seventeenth elder brother ready to recognize that child? But that's fine. Meng Xianglan refused to say it. That is, for the glory of their family, they are willing to continue to live and widow in this palace. Anyway, Brother Seventeen doesn't mind cuckolding. And I don't care about adultery. As long as she's careful, I'm fine.

"She's a kind girl. As long as she's not lonely. She is always welcome here. "As long as it's not Brother Bawang's Seventeenth Brother. What does she do to me?

Thinking of this, I thought of Prince Bao Hongli who was going to break into the palace gate at night in the rainstorm last night. The madness in my eyes made me almost want to start over again with the education of him from childhood to adulthood!

"Hongli, what are you doing? Do you know what the consequences of doing this are? "My sister couldn't get out of the palace, so she had to brave the heavy rain to let people urgently notify me to stop the fight.

"Auntie! You promised me, you promised me that Wenxiu would not go to bed! "My eyes are full of the pain of being deceived." Yes, I promised you, but you also promised me that you would not go to see her! What you have to do with a person who already has a tendency to explode and is trying to find a punching bag is not to let him vent, but to be more angry than him, and to have more reason to lose his temper: "But what did you do? What you did almost made me and your fourteenth uncle sacrifice our reputation to cover up for you; Your impulsiveness almost killed the woman you love; And you're going to hurt her now! ”

"Do you want to show the world about your relationship? In this day when everyone knew she was going to be the emperor's woman? "In order to prevent her from entering the palace, you didn't hesitate to use the twenty boards to force me to show up, she is more than ** to you, right?" Don't tell your aunt, you'd rather her die than become someone else's woman, even if that person is your land emperor Amma! ”

"I ----" his eyes were full of panic: "I never ......"

"I believe in you." If you really don't get it, you're going to ruin it, if you'd really rather her die than go to bed, then I'll act like I've never known you! "Hongli, if you just answered that I am, then I should have never taught you!"

"But ......" clenched his fists were already oozing blood, emphasizing how unwilling he was.

"Hongli, you don't have the ability to protect her now, why can't you bear it, like your emperor Ama ......" In my memory, before Yongzheng ascended the throne, he never persecuted me. Even if you are drugged, you insist on not touching me---- is it because you can't protect me? Because I'm afraid that our relationship will bring me death? "When you get everything, when no one can stop you, you ......"

Because, waiting is also a kind of guardianship......

Think about Tang Gaozu and Wu Zetian, what a living example!

I looked at Brother Seventeen, at his increasingly thin face---- perhaps, I am the most selfish of you. I didn't hold back after all, if I hadn't been jealous of Dawn, if I had been patient and waited until today to be with him, he wouldn't have suffered so much. But I didn't, I ran back several times

I'm actually not qualified to teach Hongli, what is it that I can't help myself? Even I can't help myself......

The east side hall of Jingren Palace

I have visited my sister's dormitory countless times, but I have never been heavier than this time---- I have the impression that although my sister and I have a slight difference in approach, even if it is a silly eldest sister, I have never done it with her so positively, let alone taking the emperor to openly rob people with her.

At that time, I also wanted to explain, but I couldn't say it. Because I know that the extreme expansion of power and the coldness of her husband over the years have distorted her mind. This distortion requires extreme honor and obedience to smooth it out.

I once wondered why my sister couldn't change places, after all, she was also a victim of the feudal marriage system. But when I saw her eyes, I don't think I would say it---- this deep-rooted mother-in-law and daughter-in-law relationship in China can't be solved at all

The mother-in-law suppressed and tortured the daughter-in-law until the daughter-in-law became a mother-in-law, and then continued to rectify the newly married daughter-in-law...... The cycle of generations from generation to generation turns from victim to perpetrator......

My sister is lucky, she has finally survived now, she is almost at the pinnacle of power, she has finally become ----a "mother-in-law", but what? And how many of them were tortured to death before they could make it out? There is only one pinnacle of power, and how many of them can't survive?

"Sister----" I want to persuade very much, but I also understand that it is not easy for her to survive until now, it is not strange that there will be revenge and a sense of crisis, I can't be demanding that everyone be a saint---- I am not a saint myself!

"Sister, you don't have to say it, my sister doesn't blame you for the day before yesterday, my sister knows that you pity them, and Hongli ----" This is something that no one dares to say: "It's normal for you to care about him and be afraid that he won't be able to think about it, it's my sister who is a little impatient." ”

Call! Just don't mind, I've met countless opponents, most of whom have fallen at my feet. But the last thing I want to be an enemy of anyone is your ---- sister, not only because you saved my life back then, but also because of the power you will get in the future.

Rather, I subconsciously didn't want to be your enemy---- and I knew you were going to be a terrible opponent from the moment you had to eat so much poison to save me! I think you're also glad in your heart---- it's okay, we don't have to be enemies......

"However, as long as Ma Jiawenxiu does not die, it is inevitable that there will be people with a heart to take out those old past events in the future, and the queen claims to be sick, and I can't find out the truth at all. Sister, at this critical moment, my sister can't let our big things go wrong because of this little thing! I looked at her face myself---- the same elegant and calm, just the black storm at the bottom of my eyes, forehead......

Much like me, when I wanted to make a certain choice in the past, it seemed like that--- I wasn't actually qualified to question her anything, because

"Sister, I know you're embarrassed, and my sister won't make you feel embarrassed next time." The implication is that the drama is not that she will give up, but that ---- next time, she will definitely do it neatly, and she will definitely not let me see it again......

"Sister, isn't there any other way?" Why did that girl have to die just because she was in love with Hongli? "My sister is thinking, if I died because of the fourteenth elder brother, would my sister sit idly by?" At the beginning, I couldn't understand why the fourteenth elder brother liked me, and Kangxi insisted on me dying.

"I can't sit idly by because you're my sister." My sister looked at me, rarely, and her eyes actually became gentle: "But now it's not the problem of the fourteenth elder brother, it's our Hongli who is in trouble!" ”

I'm not in a position to question her, because we all have devils in our hearts......