There was no feast, no blessing, and no groom on my wedding night. I sat alone with a pair of red candles until dawn, and my tears flowed more than the candles---- and my father-in-law probably knew that I was just the eyeliner sent by the eighth elder brother to spy on him. For an eyeliner, you don't need much good treatment.

Many years later, I learned that Xianggong had gone to another woman---- a woman who had long since disappeared from this world. Xiang Gong was alone in the study in front of her portrait until dawn. I sadly realized that in the eyes of my father-in-law, I was not even as good as a dead man, or a painting of a dead man.

However, since I am nominally the eighth elder brother's person after all, the Niu family treats me with courtesy. It didn't take long for me to take over the eldest lady who had already been in charge of the Niu family, and became the second lady of the Niu family. Although Xianggong is still cold to me, I am satisfied, I am just a cheap slave, I am really satisfied to be like this. I worked even more day and night to keep the Niu family in order, hoping that the Guild would look at me differently.

But the good days didn't pass for a few years, and my Gege's current Bafujin came to me again. "Qian'er, it seems that you have had a good life in the past few years, and you are also in power in the Niu family, Gege, I have something to give you to do." "What's the matter?" I intuitively knew that it was not a good thing for the Beatitudes to give me, but after many years of slavery, I just didn't have the courage to refuse her.

"You also know about the shameless Han Lingge and my grandfather in your family, right? I want you to make her never think about beating our master! "The tone in which Beatitude Jin mentioned Han Lian was as ruthless as when she wanted to send me away, I knew that she must be trying to frame Han Lian." No, Gege, listen to me, she's just a child. Just a kid, huh? "I was so scared that I kowtowed to her immediately---- although Hanlian is not my biological daughter, she is the only daughter of her husband after all! What's more, I have also taken care of her for several years with all my heart: "Gege, she didn't mean it. I've made amends for her for you, please let her go! ”

"Whew!" Beatitude spat hard in my face. "Let you be her second mother, do you really think you are your own mother? Child, the child will hook up with three or four, and if he really enters our Babel Mansion in the future, then he will have it! ”

"I'll tell you. Do what I say honestly, otherwise ---" This time Ba Fujin did not pinch my chin, but directly stuck my neck: "I can give you such a rich life, and I can also make you live worse than a dog!" ”

When will I be better off than a dog? I thought sadly, when am I a person in your eyes: "Is Fujin worried that Han Lian will marry the eighth master?" Qian'er has a plan to make Fujin sit back and relax, and ask Fujin not to hurt Hanlian's life! "Even if Han Lian marries into Babeile Mansion, it is estimated that she will not be able to escape the fate of being killed by Ba Fu Jin, so it is better to send her away from afar. There is still a chance to live.

In this way, I started my plan to harm people for the first time in my life, and the harm was still the one I grew up watching. I knew this was just the beginning, but I also vaguely knew that I would have retribution.

Han Lian finally failed to marry the eighth elder brother as she wished because of me. I'll never forget the look of resentment in her eyes when she looked at me. But I still insisted on embroidering a bright red wedding dress for her with my own hands. Even though the dress had been cut to pieces by her in front of me the night before she got married, I still stood on the side of the street on her wedding day and silently blessed her---- knowing she didn't want to see me. So I didn't dare to go to her wedding.

In the evening sunset, in the noise of gongs and drums, I was still the only one standing at the end of the street.

After Han Lian got married, her name became taboo at home, and even the eldest lady could not be mentioned easily. I became the biggest beneficiary of this incident---- in order to eliminate the anger of the eighth elder brother, Xianggong became more careful in all his actions, including his attitude towards me. I became truly pampered, and the biggest change was that his time in my room was finally equal to the time spent with the painting.

Later, I became pregnant and gave birth to the eldest son of the Niu family, and my status became unprecedented. At that time, I was so full of ambition that even the eldest lady had to endure three points to me, which was considered happy, except that Han Lian's angry eyes still appeared in my dreams.

When I dream back at midnight, I always hug my father-in-law---- the only and dearest person in this world, and ask, "Master, I love you so much, do you love me?" ”

"Haven't I pampered you enough, you little little thing?" Xianggong always pinched my cheek at this time and said, "Even the people complained that I snubbed the eldest lady!" ”

Xianggong, you know what? What I want is not the favor in your mouth, what I want is love, your feelings for the woman in the painting, can you give it to me? "Do you have that much love for that painting? Sir, you've been with it for three days in a row! ”

Once again, I tried to find that every time at this time, Xianggong would push my face away fiercely, and then said coldly: "You're right, it's already time for me to go and accompany her." Then he walked away without looking back, leaving me alone to weep until dawn.

Xianggong, you know what? I really love you, it's not a lie of eyeliner, but a woman's vow from the bottom of her heart.

Because of you, I can be grateful to the Beatitudes who killed my mother, made my father die, and made me suffer for the rest of my life---- because she sent me to you.

Because of you, all the hardships I suffered before can be erased, thinking that I finally got you, I dare not complain about God anymore. Because of you, I've become a two-faced man in the middle of the cracks, and you know that I'd rather die than spy on you? But I'm afraid, I'm afraid that after I die, Eighth Brother will send someone else over, I'm afraid that person will no longer have my feelings for you, you know?

Because of you, I want to compete for favor with the same painting, I have to test your heart with fear every time, and every time I am treated coldly by you, I have to regain the courage to love you---- even if I know that everything you do to me is a liar, all for others to see, I still love you!