"Wan'er, is that you?" I was ashamed of myself, it was clearly Wang Ying, how did I become Shangguan Wan'er, just now I not only hugged someone, but also seemed to touch someone. "I, I'm sorry, I had a dream about your sister-in-law."

Shangguan Wan'er smiled shyly; "It's okay, don't blame those who don't know, you lie down for a while, I'll cook for you." After saying that, he walked out.

I wanted to stop her, and I'm not hungry at all. But I felt embarrassed, and I didn't know how to face her, so I let her go to the kitchen.

I lay back on the bed, thinking about the scene in my dream, and felt that everything was just like reality, maybe I missed Wang Ying too much.

After a simple breakfast, I walked out of the house, lay at home for a day and a night, and when I walked out of the gate, I had a feeling of being in a different world, the sky was still the same day, the field was still the same field, but my mood changed, and it became desolate, so I felt messy and full of sadness when I saw everything.

Shangguan Wan'er chased me out and asked me where to go? I said I wouldn't go anywhere, just walk around, she wanted to come out with me, but I refused, she said that now the blood is on her body, and she is not afraid of yang energy at all. I still didn't let her follow, and I don't know why. I guess I want to be quiet.

Walked to the east of the village, crossed the small bridge, outside is the green field, we have searched the whole field in the past two days, and we have not seen Wang Ying's shadow, I really don't know where she went.

Looking at the crops growing in the distance, I really wish that Wang Ying suddenly flashed out of it, but this is just a fantasy, not a reality, the reality is that Wang Ying will never come back, and I don't know where she went.

When I was sitting on the bridge and secretly hurting myself, Wei Qi came, sat beside me silently, lit a cigarette and stuffed it into my mouth. It took a while before he spoke; "Okawa, what are you going to do?"

"I don't know." I don't really know what I'm going to do.

"Do you want to keep looking? Wang Ying is just a corpse, and it is difficult for us to find her even if we are not far from us. Wei Qi analyzed.

When he said this, my originally silent heart suddenly became manic, yes. Wang Ying's soul is not on her body, in case she is really blown into the field by the demon wind, it will slowly rot. No, I don't want this outcome, I'm going to find her anyway, I'm going to find her.

I stood up and walked to the field, Wei Qi followed, and the two of us walked along the mountains and fields along the crops. This walk, that is, three days, in these three days, Wei Qi and I almost walked through the fields of Weijia Caiyuan Village, and finally found nothing, these three days of night, Shangguan Wan'er took Xuanli and Qingyao wandering all over the mountains, but in the end, like us, found nothing.

On the fourth day, Wei Qiyi came early in the morning as promised and invited me to go out to find Wang Ying together, but I shook my head and refused.

"Okawa, want to open it?" Wei Qi sat next to me and lit a cigarette, this guy used to only drink, but now I don't know when he actually learned to smoke.

"Uncle Seven, don't accompany me to find Wang Ying, I'll find it myself, it won't work to delay your business." I am talking from my heart, Wang Ying is my Wang Ying, I can't let Wei Qi stay with me all the time, he is my friend, and he has done a good job.

"Okawa, there's a sentence I don't know if I should say or not?" Wei Qi's eyes looked into my eyes.

"Uncle Seven, you don't have to be polite with me, in terms of seniority, you are my uncle, and in terms of feelings, you are closer than my own brother." For Wei Qi's brother, I didn't say anything. Brotherly affection, incomparable.

"I don't think it's necessary to look for Wang Ying's body, in this kind of weather, even if you find her......" Wei Qi's words were not finished, but I already understood. He smiled bitterly; "Uncle Seven, Wang Ying is also my wife anyway, I can't let her be outside all the time."

"Dachuan, I think this thing is very strange, Wang Ying was blown away by the wind, maybe it was blown somewhere, maybe it was really the same as Li Danian said, someone took the opportunity to blackmail you."

"Uncle Seven, if you don't look for it, don't look for it, can you drink some wine with me?"

"Okay, I'll accompany you!"

Wei Qi went out to buy wine, Shangguan Wan'er prepared a few dishes for us, and the two of us drank, drank wine, and felt much better in my heart, and after drinking wine, I felt that the world was a lot bigger, and after drinking, I suddenly figured it out, and felt that Wang Ying was waiting for me not too far away.

From this day on, I fell in love with drinking, drinking during the day and at night, going to bed after drinking, continuing to drink after sleeping, sometimes going around the fields, of course, not noticing. At first, Wei Qi also drank with me, but later Wei Qi saw that I was like a drunkard, so he didn't accompany me, so I bought wine and went to the field to drink, and took this wine bottle to find Wang Ying while drinking, where to get drunk and where to sleep.

In order to drink, I hid from Shangguan Wan'er and Wei Qi.

That afternoon, I took two bottles of floating spring on credit from the commissary, went to the field, and drank a bottle of wine, and felt very comfortable everywhere except for my stomach. Drunk, slept. When I woke up again, it was already full of stars.

On summer nights, there were mosquitoes everywhere, but I didn't feel the itch, and I was numb physically and mentally.

"Brother, are you awake?" Just as I was thinking about how long I had been asleep, Shangguan Wan'er's voice sounded beside me.

"Wan'er, why are you here?" I was a little surprised how she found me, I had already walked far away.

"Brother, go back, stop drinking, are you so depraved?" Shangguan Wan'er sat there, her shoulders trembling slightly, and she sobbed softly.

"Let's go home." I stood up and walked back crookedly with Shangguan Wan'er, along the way, Shangguan Wan'er begged me not to drink anymore in the future, I promised with my mouth, but I didn't think so, only I knew that I was only comfortable when I drank, and I felt that Wang Ying would come to me one day. But once I sober up, I fall into reality, which is bitter, and I don't dare to taste it, I just want to escape.

When I got home, I saw Li Danian and Wei Qi standing at the door.

Li Danian looked at me, and his face was deformed in surprise; "Okawa, this, is this still you?"

I smiled bitterly: "Master, what's wrong with me?" ”

"What's wrong with you? Are you still a man? Look at you? As he spoke, Li Danian dragged me into the house and picked up a mirror from the side to show me.

When I looked at it, my heart sank. Is this still me?

I'll admit that I'm not handsome, but I'm also very stylish, and I have a lot of taste for men, but now! Her dark face was covered with mud and grass clippings, her hair was messy like a magpie's nest in a tree, her beard was stubble, and her shirt, which was originally white, had turned black.

"That's how you took care of him?" Li Danian angrily threw the mirror aside and scolded Wei Qi and Shangguan Wan'er.

Actually, Li Danian really blamed the two of them. Wei Qi and Shangguan Wan'er took good care of me, especially Shangguan Wan'er, the meals were delicious, my clothes were clean, and I sent my face wash and toothbrush and toothpaste to my hands every day. When they weren't paying attention, they went to the field with a bottle of liquor in their pockets.

"Master, don't blame them, you have something to do with me?" I asked Li Danian.

"That little girl still has three days to go, if you don't stop her within these three days, it is estimated that she will have practiced the Dafa of Yin Sucking, and no one will cure her. As a result of our consultation, please go out of the mountain. ”

"Master Li, there are so many of you who walk in the shadows, don't you have any way at all?" I'm quite depressed, if Li Danian hadn't left me there, Wang Ying's body wouldn't have been lost.

"Dachuan, you can't say that, that girl is a ghost, we have a way, just kill her, it's too miserable."

"Master Li, what if there is no Wang Dachuan for me? You can't do that. "I became narrow-minded, and my mind was full of Wang Ying, so it became difficult to speak.

Li Danian listened to my words, his eyes flashed with a trace of disappointment, I faintly regretted it, he is so old, I shouldn't have talked like this, but thinking that Wang Ying will never come back, I feel that I shouldn't give him a good face, he asked me to stay to influence Yueyue, if I don't go to influence Yueyue, Wang Ying will not lose it.

Li Danian stood up; "Dachuan, in fact, I have always been optimistic about you, you are very kind, you dare to take responsibility, but I found that you have changed, and I dare not admit it. So, I decided to take the green leaves with me. After speaking, with a gesture of his hand, Qingyao slowly flew into his urn.

I sneered; "Whatever."

Li Danian looked at me again, sighed, shook his head and left.

"Dachuan, it's not right for you to do this!" Wei Qi looked at me, a hint of worry in his eyes. "If you don't get out of the horse, Yueyue will die nine times out of ten."

"What does it matter to me whether I die or not? My wife is gone, and no one cares. Uncle Seven, go back to sleep, I'm sleepy. After speaking, I hugged Wei Qi out of the door and closed the door with a bang.

Shangguan Wan'er came over and grabbed my arm; "Brother, what's wrong with you? This is not the same person you used to be! ”

"I'll leave it at that, leave me alone." I don't know why, I'm so annoyed.

Shangguan Wan'er was stunned for a moment, pulled me to sit on the sofa, raised her eyebrows, and looked angry; "Wang Dachuan, you are too much. You have fallen to this point, and your sister-in-law will despise you if she knows about it. "The female ghost stood across from me and soared.