The doctor turned his head to look inside the ward and said to Zhuang Jia: "She is fine, you can go in and talk to her for a while to help her mediate." ”

"Okay, thank you, doctor......" Zhuang Jia thanked the doctor.

After the doctor left, Zhuang Jia walked into the ward, Jiang Zhinuan sat on the hospital bed, looked up and smiled at her.

"I'm sorry, I made a big fuss." Jiang Zhinuan said.

Zhuang Jia felt very uncomfortable, sat on the side of the bed, held Jiang Zhinuan's hand and said, "What the hell is going on?" Xiao Nuan, you don't actually want children, do you? We are friends, we have difficulties together, you should tell me if you are unhappy, I can accompany you to be unhappy. ”

Jiang Zhinuan smiled faintly, stroking his abdomen, his emotions were like cotton wool soaked in water, tidal, and heavy.

Yes.

She didn't really want children.

She didn't think she was ready to be a mother, but things came suddenly, and she felt that she had to be responsible, for her actions, and for the little life in her belly.

All the voices in the outside world were urging her to give up.

In this case, she suddenly felt that her responsibility was invisibly magnified.

She found herself having to persevere, because she became the last hope of flesh and blood in her womb! Everyone wants her to let go, if she also lets go, then this little life is really gone!

Then she began to think, why not hold on?

She came from a wealthy family and was able to raise children;

She and Wang Zilong can get married at any time and have children;

Her academic ...... As for school, it has always been carried out in accordance with the rules, not to mention that I love it, and even if I give up, I don't seem to have any regrets.

She thought everything through and decided to welcome this new life, only to be told that she was not pregnant.

"Jiajia, I overestimated myself." Jiang Zhinuan smiled weakly, "I think I can afford it, but it's not like that at all...... You know what, I'm really ...... right now Breathe a sigh of relief. It was a life, it was easy to be born, but it was a long process to educate him to grow up, and what I called persistence was actually a kind of willful ......"

"Don't talk about yourself like that." Zhuang Jia pouted, "I think you are much better than me, at least you can clearly analyze the pros and cons, if it were me, I would probably be crying to find my mother by now." ”

Jiang Zhinuan smiled, and his depressed mood relaxed a little.

Thinking of Wang Zilong, his brows couldn't help frowning, and he muttered, "He's just scared, isn't he...... I should have taken a chance to explain it to him. ”

Zhuang Jia thought about it, sat closer to Jiang Zhinuan, and asked her in a low voice, "You and Wang Zilong...... How's that, uh...... How is it like that? ”

"Want to gossip?" Jiang Zhinuan looked at her with a smile.

Zhuang Jia pursed her lips and nodded honestly: "I really want to." ”

Jiang Zhinuan said: "I forced him." ”

“…… Well?! Zhuang Jia's eyes widened.

"I tied him to the bed, at first he thought I was joking, then ...... And so it happened. Jiang Zhinuan mentioned this with a faint expression.

Zhuang Jia was so shocked that he couldn't speak.

She carefully looked at Jiang Zhinuan's expression, and wondered if she was joking?!

"I just wanted him to know that I wasn't as conservative as he thought, not as traditional as he thought, but ...... I am. Jiang Zhinuan smiled lightly, as if laughing at himself, "I pretended to be calm afterwards, in fact, I was already panicking, I was worried every day, afraid that I would get pregnant, and then the menstrual period was postponed, and I was even more convinced that I ......was pregnant."

Zhuang Jia looked at her in amazement: "Xiao Nuan, you, what's wrong with you......"

"I don't know." Jiang Zhinuan was depressed and weak, his nose was very sore, "I don't know what's wrong with me......"