Chapter 335: Who Guards Whom
"I didn't understand at the time, he was obviously afraid of death, why did he spend his life with me! Can't save me, and he doesn't want to leave! Murong Wen said these words with a kind of warmth: "I didn't know until later, because he took these as his mission!" ”
What Murong Wen said, these memories of Su Meng in her mind, but Qiu Cheng couldn't find them in Zhao Kong's memory, this seems to be because it has been too long, and Zhao Kong's memories are too much, I don't know how many people have been saved, and Zhao Kong, who is constantly injured, can't get up at all. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
"And then? Did Zhao Kong leave later? Qiu Cheng then asked, I feel that things should not be so simple, otherwise Su Meng would not hide it, because in Zhao Kong's memory, the understanding between him and Su Meng actually started from the company's task, the first time the two met was in Yongjue Company, the meeting at that time, Zhao Kong remembered that it was the first time they met, and at that time he was very impressed by Su Meng, because Su Meng seemed to be a different person, among these people in the company, she seemed to be the most unique one, Zhao Kong thought so at that time.
"At that time, I asked him, why did he sacrifice his life to save me!" Murong Wen continued: "He shook his head with a wry smile and said that if he didn't save him, he would blame himself all the time, and he would have nightmares at night, he said that although he was saving me, he was actually saving himself!" It made me laugh at the time, how could there be such a person? It's just that he's so serious, I know he's not joking. ”
Murong Wen looked at the sea in the distance and looked at the dusk scenery on the sea, as if she was a little stupid: "Maybe when I was most confused, that is, when I was at that time, I didn't know the direction of my life and the problem of feelings, because when my love was first opened, I always didn't know where to go, and his appearance seemed to make me feel that I had a direction, and I felt that everything I had before was so small!" ”
"Then it's because you have experienced life and death and felt the preciousness of life," Qiu Cheng said lightly: "I feel that the difficulties and sadness of my student are so inconspicuous." ”
"Yes!" Murong Wen said: "Because of this experience, and because Zhao Kong saved me, it was because of him that I once again felt that I was the greatest luck to be alive, and I should work harder next, and finally when he took me out, he also said something to me, those words are actually so simple, simple, but these problems in his eyes are so direct and true, it seems that everything is not so important, not so terrible, when he left, I asked his name, but he didn't say, I thought he would turn around very handsomely, say his name, and leave, but he was indeed so quiet, lit a cigarette, and left silently, it seemed that there were other more important things, until I saw him on the headlines in Xinkong City, and I didn't until he was called Zhao Kong, until there was a legion called the Black Army, because of him I decided to be like him. ”
Hearing this, Qiu Cheng was a little surprised, because in Zhao Kong's memory, there was no such feeling, Su Meng became the same person as Zhao Kong, it turned out to be because of Zhao Kong, because Zhao Kong saved Su Meng that time, this Zhao Kong didn't know at all, this was strange to many people at the time, thinking that a person like Su Meng could find a good job in a good group, because she was not only in her information, not only did she have good grades in school, but also excelled in all aspects, There is no need to enter a company like Yongjue and work with your life.
"It's amazing, Zhao Kong has changed you!" Qiu Cheng said lightly: "Zhao Kongke doesn't know at all, if he knows, he will definitely be surprised!" ”
"I know, but I just didn't say it, even after getting very close to him, I still didn't say it!" Murong Wen said lightly.
"So later, when you met, that is, when Zhao Kong thought that they met for the first time, you said: I finally met you, not because I saw Zhao Kong for the first time, not because other people knew Zhao Kong's rumors, and faced with the meeting of a celebrity, but for you, it was a reunion, after many years, you wanted to show him the current you, for Zhao Kong, it was an encounter, for you it was a reunion after many years," Qiu Cheng said: "But at that time, Zhao Kong thought that you heard his rumors, so he always wanted to see him in person." ”
"This has become a secret in my heart," Murong Wen said, "I always thought that he would remember, remember when he saved me at that time, remember the words he said, remember that he saved not only a person's life, but also a person's life." ”
Murong Wen paused for a moment, and then said in a tone of complaint that seemed to be a little complaining: "He is so clumsy, he can't remember anything, and he is so smart in everything, but in some aspects, he is stupid, he doesn't understand anything, he doesn't understand how to say it, he only knows until others say it clearly." ”
"This ......" Qiu Cheng said: "Zhao Kong does not have these in his memory, but if it is the real Zhao Kong, after getting his original memory, maybe you tell him that it may arouse the memory in his brain, maybe he will remember, because memory is like this, some memories still need to be stimulated by the person who recorded these memories themselves, this needs to have the original memory of the brain, as well as his person!" ”
"It's just that I don't have that opportunity anymore! Isn't it? Murong Wen suddenly looked at Qiu Cheng stupidly and said, "Because I don't have time now, Zhao Kong!" ”
Qiu Cheng smiled a little helplessly, he knew that because of Murong Wen's own reasons, as well as the dizziness of memory operations, Murong Wen, maybe Su Meng had already regarded himself as Zhao Kong, this was what Su Meng longed for, when his consciousness was blurred like this, it was regarded as an illusion, and Qiu Cheng had no intention of breaking it, because now that he was like this, he would be satisfied with Su Meng's little wish, maybe this was also to satisfy Zhao Kong's wish.
Thinking about this, Qiu Cheng thought of the real Murong Wen, it was a bit strange to look like this now, he was Xu Jian, and Murong Wen was beside him, but now he seemed to be using another form to satisfy the wishes of Zhao Kong and Su Meng.
"I've been by your side, I haven't told you this secret, it's like I've been following you!" Murong Wen said: "It's just that I feel like I didn't keep up with you in the end, and in the end I was still far away from everything you hoped for, so when we were opposed to each other and you stood in front of me and wanted to stop me, I thought that only death could make up for all my mistakes." ”
"It's my fault!" Qiu Cheng said: "I always thought that I was silently guarding you and protecting you, but in the end I couldn't save you, these are all my faults, because I always didn't find your problems, I always need you to understand, I can know, because I'm too stupid, especially in the face of you, I always don't know what you're thinking, and you're so smart, you can always hide yourself in front of me, whether it's your own secrets, or emotions, it's hard for me to find out, sometimes you get angry, I don't know, It's like this now, I didn't even notice it, I've seen you before, and I've saved you! ”
"Haven't I become beautiful, no longer the girl I used to be, but a beauty!" Murong Wen's expression at this time had become different from before, and Qiu Cheng knew that at this time, he had completely fallen into Su Meng's memory.
It's just that in the face of this, Qiu Cheng just smiled and didn't speak, Murong Wen continued: "I know that you have been guarding me and have always wanted to protect me, but I didn't have a choice at that time, otherwise the result would not be like this!" ”
"Haven't you been waiting for me and protecting me? If you don't tell me, you just don't want me to fall into it! Qiu Cheng said lightly, these are the original words in Zhao Kong's memory, but Qiu Cheng Gang said it.
Murong Wen smiled with a little relief, maybe this was the real reason why she didn't tell Zhao Kong at that time, even if Qiu Cheng said it now, she could still feel relieved.
Qiu Cheng felt that Su Meng and Zhao Kong, the two of them seemed to have a delicate relationship, each with their own hearts, Su Meng was guarding the secrets that Zhao Kong didn't know, and had been waiting by Zhao Kong's side, what she hoped for, or what she didn't want, she waited,
In such a relationship, I don't know who is guarding whom, or guarding each other, but in the end, Zhao Kong did not protect Su Meng, but Su Meng protected Zhao Kong until he died, even now.