Chapter 359: A Hopeless Break
Li Zhao said: "But what I'm most afraid of is that you are curious, you are curious about the women who returned to Xinjiang, and what about the blue-eyed and yellow-haired ones?" Are you curious about North Korean women? Mongolia, Jurchen, Jiangnan, Shu...... Once a person can't control his heart, there are many excuses.
Zhuangzi said: My life also has an end, and knowledge has no end, and there is no end to it, and there is no end to it, and it is gone, understand?
These things are the same as learning, endless, you can't spend a lifetime curious, you have to learn to stop in moderation, but what about you?
So you're not curious, it's because you don't love me at all, and if you don't love me, you can make excuses for yourself everywhere. ”
If he loves her, just because he doesn't want her to be sad, he can defeat his boundless curiosity and desire.
Therefore, she was not angry that he was looking for a woman, but because he had no possibility of changing.
So there is no hope.
Yang Houzhao shook his head desperately: "I love you, I love you, what you said is not right, I love you very much, otherwise why would you stop halfway, you can't kill people with a stick?" ”
Li Zhao said: "People who really love me will not have a beginning at all. ”
Yang Houzhao was choked speechless, but he still felt that what Li Zhao said was wrong.
Li Zhao asked again at this time: "Otherwise, Long Live Lord actually wants to get rid of me in his heart, right?" Think about it, is it really a problem with minions? Don't you have an idea? Did you really drink too much? ”
The last question, like a sullen punch to Yang Houzhao's heart, made him a little panicked.
He wasn't drunk.
He was very sober indeed.
Just now, he even wanted to pamper that woman, just to see how Li Zhao would react?
He wanted to live the dashing life of an emperor.
Now he was not allowed to do anything, and he was a little tired of it.
But it was at that time that he figured out that he was not afraid of Li Zhao, he loved her, so he was reluctant to try, because there were only two results.
First, as he wished, Li Zhao accepted his fate and gave him freedom, but two people who love each other, once one admits to accept that there can be other people on the other side, in fact, he just accepts, and he can find other people himself, depending on whether there is a chance, then it is not love.
Ah Zhao may not love him, he is more uncomfortable than death.
Second, Ah Zhao refuses to accept his fate and leaves him, then he will die.
He couldn't be tempted, so he stopped, for the sake of this love, he was willing to learn to adapt to a life of only two people, and he was willing to put on the shackles.
Therefore, the mistake was made a moment ago, and he had already repented.
Yang Houzhao pondered for a long time, and then looked at Li Zhao: "Believe me again, Ah Zhao, believe me again, just once." ”
His starry eyes were pleading as he spoke, and his elegant voice was hoarse. He's serious, very serious.
Li Zhao sighed and said, "Long live Lord, I believe that what you say at this moment is what you think in your heart. ”
Yang Houzhao nodded hurriedly.
Li Zhao said again: "I also believe that it is true that you say that you love me." ”
Yang Houzhao touched his chest and said, "That's what it told me." ”
Li Zhao said: "But do you think the thoughts at this moment can represent a lifetime?" ”
Yang Houzhao looked at Li Zhao inexplicably.
Li Zhaodao: "There is a man, when he was a child, he saw his family slaughtered by gangsters, except for him, there was no one alive, including his three-year-old brother, so he secretly swore that he would take revenge when he grew up."
God finally gave him this opportunity, he killed the enemy's whole family, only a five-year-old very cute little girl was left, the girl begged him to let her go obediently and calmly, he was very kind, and he let it go at that time, but then he regretted it every day, because his three-year-old brother also died.
There is also such a man, who obviously likes a sunny and active girl, but another sick girl begs him to take care of her, and he agrees, and then lives in pain and sorrow for the rest of his life.
But if you give them another chance to choose, they will choose again, even if they know that they regret it.
What a person says in a given situation, even if he is sincere, cannot be taken seriously.
Because this is human nature, a kind person has compassion, is always moved, and will always be taken advantage of, in fact, he doesn't want to, but he can't control it.
I say so much just to tell Long Live Lord that I believe you love me and that your promise at this time is sincere, but I don't believe you can resist the temptation.
Fun-loving is also a kind of human nature, you are born with it. ”
For example, laying out the facts, Yang Houzhao said without pause and was cold and afraid.
He seems to be such a person.
But can't it be changed?
Yes, he can.
Yang Houzhao's voice was already pleading: "Ah Zhao, can you believe me again?" ”
She knew he was going to die.
She knew he had a lot of women.
She wouldn't have to worry as much about marrying anyone she would marry him.
King Ning's eyes are on the spot.
The treacherous flattery of the chamberlain.
Also one of the deadliest, incapable of giving birth......
So many things!
How difficult the road ahead of them was, and she had worked hard to help him change.
But he didn't appreciate it.
After a year of marriage, there is no progress at all, and there is no hope.
Li Zhao shook his head: "Long live Lord, I've played enough, I don't want to play anymore." ”
Yang Houzhao's eyes narrowed slightly: "Play? What do you mean? ”
Li Zhao said: "Literally, I actually ...... Anyway, I'm not as good as you think, I have a lot of calculations in my heart, when I first entered the palace, I came to conquer the two words, I want to conquer the Lord of Long Live and let you change.
But to love someone is to love him as he is, so why change him?
So I'm here to play, and now I admit that I'm tired, I don't want to change you anymore, I don't play, I want to get out of the palace, and you're left alone, just whatever, no matter what. ”
It comes down to a word.
Yang Houzhao's lips turned blue with anger, and he asked tremblingly: "You have never loved me, and you don't love me when you are married, otherwise why play?" ”
Li Zhao bit his lower lip, then shook his head: "I don't know, I will be moved." ”
But not love.
Yang Houzhao suddenly burst into tears, his eyelashes were very long, and his eyes became very watery and cute.
But Li Zhao couldn't laugh.
Yang Houzhao couldn't laugh anymore, he covered his chest and laughed self-deprecatingly: "I look like a fool." ”
Li Zhao didn't say anything.
Yang Houzhao asked again: "Is it because of Han Che?" ”
Li Zhao said impatiently: "I said that I didn't like him, but I wasn't moved." ”
Feel better.
Yang Houzhao asked again: "Then do you have someone you like?" ”
The shadow of a modern person flashed in Li Zhao's mind, and then he fell silent.
Later, she shook her head slowly.
"I only love myself, I only love myself, so I'm going out of the palace."
But Yang Houzhao had already seen her hesitation, she didn't love him, and she didn't love Han Che, but there were other people.
He can tolerate her for anything, stingy, and has a bad temper, only this can't work.