Chapter 85 (Dream)
"There's not much money in it, just one hundred and ten quick money."
"Alright, enough to eat."
With that, I took Hai Rui and went straight to Jinguo Supermarket, but when we went out of the shoe store, your mother said something
"That's the money I used to buy clothes for Zhen Huan."
"I'll talk about it after eating." I responded
I want to respond more: I'll buy it for her. But how can I say it, how can I ruin your mother's good image in your heart. I can take it as a joke, but even if it's a joke, I don't allow myself to open it.
Soon, your brother and I came to the Golden Fruit Supermarket, and then your brother and I each picked up our favorite food.
It didn't take long for you and your mom to come to Jinguo Supermarket and watch us have snacks on our hands.
"Those who eat too much are not good, eat less." Your mother said with concern
I thought to myself: when I first bought things, your mother didn't say that, she seemed to have endless things, and the reason why she felt that she couldn't buy them all was because they were all free, and now that she asked for money, she felt as if she had everything, and there was nothing to buy.
"Then take less."
With that, I put a lot of things in my hands with Hai Rui.
Then we settled the bill and left the supermarket, and you and your mom went to look at the clothes again, this time I didn't accompany you, and I knew it was time to "leave".
I went back to the shop, gave what I had just bought to the waiter, and then lay down on the straw mat alone.
Not long after, you and your mother came to the shoe store again, and immediately a waiter came to me and told me that you were coming.
I knew that if I went to see you again, I would be even more inseparable, but sometimes, I knew it was a fire pit, but I still jumped down without hesitation.
I showed you the poems I wrote in the past two days, and you didn't comment on them. Maybe you're also afraid of the inseparable scene.
But after all, it is inevitable, and what should come will always come.
"I'm leaving."
"Well, do what you have to do."
"I know, when I go to school, I won't bring my mobile phone anymore, and I will definitely put aside all distractions and devote myself to studying."
"It's still the same sentence, do what you have to do."
"Hmm"
That's it, you're gone, you're really gone this time.
In the days when you are away, I can only live in the memory of you all day long, looking at those photos taken in the Hongqi Reservoir, and those words you send in the speech, I lose sleep in the memories every day.
Remember you once posted such an article saying:
I like winter because I like snow, and now I hate winter because it doesn't snow.
Answer: I fell in love with a city because I fell in love with someone in the city, and I hated a city because I hated the person in the city who had hurt me.
Reply: The guy in the city won't hurt you!!
I still remember that I wrote a poem that began with this statement you sent
"City Man"
Like winter,
It's because I like snow,
Now I hate winter,
It's because it doesn't snow;
Fall in love with a city,
It's because there's a man in the city,
Now I hate that city,
It's because it no longer has your breath.
I hate snow,
I hate the snow in the city even more.
Snowflakes are no longer so pure,
And the city is no longer so harmonious.
Nothing has changed,
It's just that you're not around,
Everything has become so annoying.
I don't complain against the heavens,
Don't blame it for not letting us meet.
Fate didn't appear at the wrong time,
It didn't pick the wrong place.
Nothing has changed,
It's just that it can't go back to the way it used to be.
Some stories don't have time to really begin,
It was written as yesterday.
Some people haven't loved each other well,
He became a passerby.
I can meet you,
Accompany you through a journey of mountains and rivers,
I have no regrets in this life,
Even if I have tears in my eyes.