Chapter 1266: The Love He Hides Deep in His Heart (2)

He stood there, staring in amazement at the scene in front of him.

In his eyes, it seems that she will never collapse, and it seems that she can be calm and calm in the face of anything, but at this moment, she is crying like a child.

Her shoulders twitched, and her cry was full of desperation, with a kind of determination that made her heart panic.

Yao Teng seemed to be dumbfounded, first stunned, and then he squatted down his tall body, not far from her, just in the right position, he could protect her, but he wouldn't disturb her.

Time, it seems, stands still at this moment.

The wind stopped.

All the sounds around are gone, all the pictures are gone.

In his eyes, there is only her crying like a child at the moment.

He looked at it fixedly, I don't know how long it took, Si Jingyu's crying finally eased a little, and then he heard Si Jingyu's muffled voice: "Why didn't he divorce?" Why not get divorced? ”

"Woooooooooo......oo What is the meaning of such a marriage? Why just don't you agree to divorce? ”

"How happy their family of three is together, why don't they get divorced? Why do you have to involve me? Why don't you let me go? ”

"What did I do wrong, and why should I be punished like this by God?"

"I was wrong, how could I get drunk and sleep with him back then?! Woowoo woo ......"

Shi Jinyan stood in place, her voice, sentence by sentence, like crying and complaining, word by word, pierced into his eardrum and into his heart.

And at this moment, he felt as if he had been pricked by thousands of needles at the same time, and his heart was throbbing.

He looked fixedly ahead, and then he heard the words that had made him even more sad today.

Si Jingyu squatted there and cried into a tearful person.

She couldn't speak, just cried vigorously.

seems to cry out the grievances in my heart at this moment.

Her children......

If it weren't for him, she wouldn't have that child, and she wouldn't have endured so much pain now.

If......

"If I could do it all over again, I'd rather never know him in my life......"

In this way, there will be no follow-up, she will not become a junior in the minds of her classmates, she will not have to bear the condemnation of her classmates, she will not have to bear the scene of the separation of mother and son, and even ...... Don't bear the hurt you suffer because you love him.

However, as soon as these words came out, she was so distressed that she couldn't do it.

In her life, she has never loved someone so much, and she likes someone to such a profound extent.

When she said this, she felt reluctant.

She loved him and was willing to bear any pain for him, but she couldn't bear it, the pain of losing her child.

If......

"What if I hadn't married him back then?"

At this point, she covered her cheeks again and began to cry with a whimper.

The wind is blowing.

Her cry, intermittent by the wind, but in this night, it looks particularly bleak.

Shi Jinyan was dumbfounded and looked ahead.

She knew that he had always felt that the luckiest thing in his life was to meet her in college.

She knows that he has always thought that the happiest day in his life is the day they get married.

However, his luck and his happiness were the most painful and tormenting for her.

There is no greater pain in the world than this.