"I ......" I didn't know how to answer Sister Ying's question, and finally organized an answer, "I just think of her, and my heart is very uneasy!" ”

"Got it!" Sister Ying nodded meaningfully and sat down beside me, "It seems that you still miss her very much, you must know her very well, can you tell me what kind of girl she is?" ”

Do I know her? Perhaps, if you only know the name, you can understand it!

What is her birthday? What zodiac sign is she? What food does she like to eat? What kind of books do you like? Her favorite places, her favorite people, I can't answer any of them.

"Even now, she and I have only had a few faces, and we have spoken no more than a hundred words together. I probably don't know much more about her than you do. ”

Judging from the time we spent together, she and I may not even be best friends. The only thing that can be regarded as special is that every time I meet her, the experience is so extraordinary.

"But the more I didn't know her, the more uneasy I felt."

Because I don't know her, I feel deeply disturbed when I think of the whole world that she has always regarded me as her, and when she is willing to do so much for me.

This kind of uneasiness is not guilt, but an emotion that tugs at one's heart more than guilt.

Because I don't deserve such love, I have received a favor that I can't repay even if it takes a lifetime, but I don't even have a second to repay it.

I got too much and didn't pay for it at all. It is a sin to take too much kindness, and perhaps one day, it will turn into punishment! At that time, will I lose something I don't want to lose?

"Did you mention something that you weren't happy about, I'm sorry, I saw that you looked preoccupied, so I couldn't help but ask!" Sister Ying explained softly, "I don't want you to be so sad all the time!" People who are depressed all day long and get sick easily. ”

"I didn't feel sad all the time, I just always had a bad premonition, afraid that something worse would happen."

"Didn't you believe in hunches before? But it's no wonder, after all, my recent hunches have come true, such a big thing has happened, and so many people have died. Well, let's not talk about that! Sister Ying comforted, "You don't have to think so much, although there are prophecies that a greater disaster will come, but the final result is not easy to say." ”

Saying that, Sister Ying took out a delicate box and opened it, which was filled with various colors of rune paper: "This is the most powerful rune paper I have collected, and the user manual is also in it, haven't you always wanted it?" The last time I was in the book, I didn't think it was enough, so I tried to get more for you. Love it! ”

I casually glanced into the box, and a few familiar pieces of rune paper came into view.

Dividing the Soul Extinguishing Talisman, Skylight Talisman...... These are extremely precious rune papers, which are a means of saving life in the hands of most ghost hunters, but I didn't expect her to give them to me!

"No! This gift is too expensive for me to ask for! ”

"You're still polite to me!" Sister Ying pursed her lips and said, "You are my attendant, is it okay for me to share good things with you?" ”

"But...... I've given me all these life-saving means, what are you going to do? ”

I don't believe that she could prepare herself with the same one for such a precious item.

"It's okay, I won't be easily led, don't forget, I'm also the one who led you to the ghost hunter industry, and I'm not a rookie! There's still a lot I haven't shown yet! Sister Ying's eyes narrowed into slits, and a sweet smile hung on the corner of her mouth, "I can walk on my own now, and I am going to start the task and training of the ghost hunter myself." Don't worry, if you encounter any problems in the future, my sister will cover you! ”

Why, this smile, this tone, is so familiar.

"Don't worry! I'll be fine! When Fang Lingyu said this before, it was so similar to her current appearance.

Why, everyone has to do so much for me? Why, each of them, saw me as a vulnerable person who needed to be protected?

Do they think that if they take care of me and protect me everywhere, I will be happy?

No, absolutely not! That must never happen again!

Even if I die, I definitely don't want anyone to die in front of me for me! Absolutely not!

"I don't want it, you can take it back!" This time I firmly refused in tone.

"What! You just let down your sister's kindness. Sister Ying's eyes were full of loss, "That's okay, but from now on, you can't leave me to go out alone." In this way, in case of any danger, I can give you a hand. ”

Hitch a hand? Is she going to be my personal bodyguard?

Am I so weak that I can't even protect myself, so I can only rely on others?

"No, I can take care of myself! You better rest at home! ”

"What do you mean! I'm still so far away! Sister Ying's tone was a little displeased, "That girl is good to you, you treat me as an outsider!" ”

"Why are you so narrow-minded! She's gone, and you're still kidding her? ”

"I ...... I almost said the wrong thing in a moment, I forgot that you are still unhappy, I'm sorry, I shouldn't disrespect your friend! Sister Ying immediately changed her tone and apologized, grabbing the cuff of my right hand, "Don't be so fierce!" ”

Her expression now is definitely like a coquettish good girl, and it is the first time she has apologized to me in such a low voice, and it is really difficult for her.

Only if you make her feel rusty, she will be polite to you. Normally, she would have carried me out and beaten me up.

Maybe it's a good thing to be so rusty!

"I'm fierce! You bullied me and I put up with you, but Fang Lingyu has already died to save me, and you still talk about her! I can't stand it! ”

I retracted my right arm and accidentally lifted the box in her hand, and in an instant the various colored runes flew away and slowly fell.

"You ......" Sister Ying gritted her silver teeth, and swallowed back a few times as if she was about to speak, "Okay!" You can't stand me, I'll go! I won't bother you anymore! ”

As soon as she finished speaking, she turned around without hesitation, slammed the door and walked out, followed by the sound of an impatient run downstairs.

The leg injury is obviously not healed, and she went downstairs so quickly, it seems that she is really angry this time.

I carefully picked up the rune paper on the floor, folded them one by one, and put them back in the delicate little box. I saw a booklet in the box, and on it was densely packed with neat and delicate handwriting.

That's what she said about the rune paper manual, and she did prepare it carefully!

She just cares about me, she just wants me to be safe, she's used to protecting me as an older sister, and she's completely unintentionally saying the wrong thing, and she doesn't have any malicious intent.

How could I not understand this?

It's just that I am now not worth it, and I don't need anyone to care about it.

No matter what happens to me, I don't need anyone to take it for me.

The mobile phone rang, and it was a message from Sister Ying: "I'm sorry, my words just now were really excessive!" I apologize to you, and if you forgive me, just answer my call, okay? ”

Forgive? How could I really blame her, and how could I forgive?

Then, the mobile phone rang, and sure enough, she took the call.

It's rare for her to have such a good attitude, and if she really makes sense, maybe it's me who should apologize.

But this time, let me be unreasonable.

I picked up my phone, clicked hang up, and then turned it off.