"Thank you, uncle, Bao Si, we'll see you tomorrow!"

Pang next to the car after waving to my dad very familiarly, not to mention anything else, this she talked to my dad very hilarious, especially when I heard my dad say that he was the director of Xinya Hospital, his eyes were full of admiration, until he got off the car, he kept saying words such as awesome and admiration.

I was not very disgusted by Pang Pang's reaction, although her eyes were shining, but there was no utilitarian or flattering meaning, and what was expressed was a very simple worship of my father's profession.

To be honest, although I was speechless all the way, I also had a sense of vanity brought to me by my father, of course, this feeling is not only now, but when my father mailed us pens to our junior high school teacher.

There are some things that I know very well, that is, when you have not yet realized some personal self-worth, others will use the self-worth realized by your parents to measure you, and my father, at a very good time, fully demonstrated his self-worth, which also made me even impressive.

And in fact, does my father's achievements have anything to do with me, no, but there is no way, a harmonious society seems to be equal to everyone, but the idea of 'snobbery' is still deeply rooted in the hearts of some people and passed down from generation to generation.

When Pang walked away, my father glanced at me from the indoor mirror, "Baosi, what do you want to eat?" ”

I didn't even think about it, "Meat!" ”

Dad smiled, "Okay." ”

I really want to eat meat, and during the time I lived with my mother, I basically made my own instant noodles or cooked frozen dumplings every night.

There is a lot of delicious food in the city, but my pocket money is counted, and I have to weigh the flowers myself, and in the case of not catching my mother's shadow, I am all making do, I want to say that at the beginning, I don't say to my mother that I love instant noodles, and I have to vomit when I eat.

The car drove directly to a western restaurant, and after I sat down, my father helped me order a steak, and I began to swallow saliva as soon as I came up, but I was not in a hurry to eat, but waited for my father to cut it for me, and then sent it to my mouth with a fork, and then drank two sips of juice when I was in a hurry, and I really wanted to burst into tears countless times in the process-

Satisfied, my lack of love for meat was cured after entering the city!

Dad ate very little, just kept watching me, and softly told me to eat slowly, don't worry, choking.

I swear, I want to be elegant, but this more than a month really gave me in, mainly the stomach, although I dare not say that I am growing the body, but I can't take the meat from the oil bag, it is not an exaggeration to say, just the word 'braised beef', I look at the shadow.

"Won't your mother cook for you?"

When I was full, I picked up a napkin and wiped my mouth, "She's busy, she doesn't come back much." ”

Dad sighed, "Then what do you eat when you come home at night?" ”

"Instant noodles."

"You can order takeout, I don't recommend you to eat more of that thing."

Everyone knows this, and my second uncle at home doesn't let me eat it, so he smiled, "It's troublesome to order takeout, and I don't eat instant noodles every day, and my neighbor's sister next door sometimes helps me cook some food, but I'm embarrassed to trouble people, anyway, thank you for taking me out to eat delicious, but I'm full." ”

Dad looked at me and sighed softly, "It's been five years, you're seventeen, I didn't even dare to recognize it at the gate of your school just now, it's a big girl." ”

I smiled embarrassedly, "No, some of my size in our village have gone out to work to earn money." ”

He seemed to be very touched, "Is your mother not letting you contact me?" ”

I shook my head, "No, she's just busy, busy with work, not too restrictive to me, I go home from school is to study, I want to say that after a while, I will go to see you when the roads in the city are familiar, I have to thank you, otherwise I will definitely not be able to run the military training...... It's inconvenient. ”

Dad listened to my words a little seriously, "You said that you don't grow hair that day, I think it is your aunt who said that you don't grow hair, and you don't have some distinctive features of adolescent girls under your nose, and now you don't have any hair all over your body." ”

Although it was awkward to talk to my dad about this, I still nodded, "Well, so, it's not convenient to take a shower with the girls in the class, so I don't want military training, it's not that I deliberately want to pretend to be sick, it's that I don't want them to see the good ......"

"I understand."

Dad looked at me very professionally, "Okay, I'll take you to the hospital one day, get a blood test, and see if there is a problem with the endocrine hormone and whether your menstruation is normal." ”

I lowered my head and told myself that my dad was a gynecologist and a professional gynecologist......

"It's all normal, Dad, my grandma said, I'm not sick, you see, I don't have goosebumps on my arms, it's not that the hair doesn't grow out and suffocates to death, it's not, but I also sweat normally, that is to say, there may be hair, but we can't see it with the naked eye, as if there is none, it can still be seen under the microscope!"

I said in a hurry, and showed my arm to my father, who smiled and pulled down my cuffs, "If menstruation is normal, there should be no big problem, perhaps, it is also related to genetics, your mother is very white, you should follow her." ”

I admit this, my mother is a beauty, that Mingyue should be younger than my mother, but now she looks like a middle-aged woman, but as soon as my mother came out, she said that thirty people believed it, and she was delicate and weak, and she was a little bit of the strength that I still pity.

It's just that his personality is too stubborn, but if you tear it down, the good face is also the genes of my grandfather and grandfather, and my second uncle didn't say anything, if he hadn't been overly worried about the countryside over the years, he would definitely be worthy of the four big words of Yushu Linfeng when he was young.

"Oh, by the way, how is your grandma's health?"

"My Grandma......"

I bit my lip and tried to look at my father with a very indifferent attitude, "My grandma is gone, and it has been almost half a year since I left. ”

Dad was stunned for a moment, "...... yes, why didn't anyone notify me? ”

"Wasn't you still abroad at that time, and besides, ...... The family members are very emotionally chaotic and don't care about it...... However, it's all over, and now the life of the second uncle in my hometown is on the right track. ”

Dad nodded, "Bao Si, did you come here to study in high school because your grandma left?" ”

I was a little uncomfortable, nodded my head and looked at my dad and smiled, "Don't talk about this, okay, I don't like to talk about this, the past is over, and it's useless to say anything now." ”

"Okay."

Dad let out a long and somewhat suppressed breath and began to change the subject, "Then are you still used to it at school?" ”

"It's good."

"You're doing well with your classmates?"

"Hmm."

Dad didn't know what to say anymore, raised his hand and handed me a brown paper handbag, "This is what I bought for you, you can call me if you need anything in the future." ”

I took out the contents and looked at it, and it was still a mobile phone.

"I have a cell phone."

With that, I handed him the bag, "My second uncle bought it for me when I came, and I called you, but I didn't get through." ”

"You have a cell phone."

Dad looked at the handbag with some surprise and thought about it, "Then you should take this back and use it, I bought it for you, take it back and put it away, you can use it instead, and you can give me your current number in a while." ”

I didn't shirk it, and said thank you very shyly.

"Well, there's also a secondary card of mine, if you need anything, just go to the mall and swipe the card."

I looked at the card that my father handed me again, this, very excited, but I really can't ask for it, if I get too much benefit on my father's side, my mother will definitely not be happy to see it, and she is angry with me or something, I can't stand it.

"Dad, I don't have much to spend money on, and my mother gives me enough pocket money, so I really don't need it."

Dad's hand was still in mid-air, and the corners of his lips pursed slightly, "You're afraid that your mother will be unhappy, right?" ”

I didn't speak, I didn't deny it, I didn't admit it.

Dad sighed, "Forget it, she's still like that, she doesn't like to owe people, but I'm her husband, Baosi, although you have grown up, there are many things that you can't bear yet, so, if you need to, don't hide it from Dad, don't make yourself very hard, do you know what I mean." ”

"I understand."

I smiled, "I'm not hard, this city is actually very good, it's very convenient to take the bus, and the subway can go anywhere quickly." ”

Dad didn't say much, put away the card and got up directly, "Then I'll send you home." ”

"No!"

I realized that I was a little excited, and hurriedly calmed down my tone, "It's convenient for me to take the subway, you just send me to the subway." ”

There was a trace of complicated emotion in Dad's eyes, "It's your mother who doesn't want me to know where she lives." ”

"Hmm...... Well! ”

Dad seemed to be full of anxiety with nowhere to vent, and nodded, "Okay, I'll fulfill her, she doesn't want me to know, then I won't bother her, let's go, I'll take you to the subway station." ”

I followed behind my father, and when I went out to get in the car, I casually asked, "Dad, is your car very expensive?" ”

Dad started the car and looked at me and pulled the corners of his mouth, "This car is not mine, my car is a little difficult to drive for a long time, so the dean gave me her car." “

Dean......

It's like I've been pulled back to when I was twelve, yes, I'm back here, and some beginningless things seem to be unfolding again.

I deliberately made my tone lighter, "That'...... Dad, there are a lot of people chasing you. “

Dad laughed and shook his head, "No." ”

"You didn't want to find me a stepmother, I'm fine......"

My dad was serious, looked at me, and spit out a sentence very seriously. "I only love your mom."

Does this mean that he hasn't pierced the window paper with the dean?

So what is the relationship between them, if it is just a pure ordinary friend, can I give my dad a car......

Looking at my father's side face, I didn't dare to think deeply, these things were as complicated as when I was twelve.

I'm afraid, I'm afraid that my father is really taking advantage of others as I analyzed with my second aunt back then, he is my father, even if I am a little rusty with him, I also hope that his image will always be tall in my heart, not the kind of face-to-face and hypocrisy behind it...... Alas! Don't want to!

The subway station where he sent me, seeing that I was still telling me when I entered the station, "Remember to call me if you have something, if I don't receive it at the time, I will definitely give you back afterwards, take care of yourself and your mother......"

I was responding all the way, and when I took out the subway discount card, I looked back at him, and my father waved at me in the same place, "Call me when I get home!" ”

Nodding, I still nodded, chuckled at him slightly, and suddenly found that intimacy is a feeling, there is a natural way to get along, and gratitude is a feeling, even if you can't be coquettish unscrupulously, you will also note his good, thinking, you must repay it well in the future.

I am really grateful to him, thank my father for being my supporter when I need it, warming my stomach when I am hungry, holding the brown paper bag in my hand hard, I don't know when I will be productive, but I know very well, there are some feelings that are deeply planted in my heart.

There are a lot of people on the subway, I tugged on the lever, my eyes kept staring at the station, this is not the entrance I am familiar with, I have to reverse the line for a while, and the road idiot is afraid that he will get lost.

"Oh, don't you feel at ease when I do something, don't worry, this time I said that her son is sick, and you are not happy if someone gives you money to spend, what am I trying to do, isn't it just a runway fee, what are you afraid of, as long as you hide it, can she know, she hasn't seen her son for many years, and she doesn't know her anymore, yes, it's okay, she will get money as soon as she stretches her legs, how easy, let's not want it in vain!"

I followed the source of the sound, and after a little tiptoe, I saw a man standing with his back to me at the junction of the subway car, making a phone call.

In fact, I don't have to look at him, my sensitivity to the voice allows me to hear who he is without looking at my face, and I squeezed hard near him, only to hear him continue to say there, "Yes, yes, that's what I mean, if she really wants to listen to her son's voice, you can get the kid from the old Lu family in the backyard to say a few words, and she can't hear it, well, okay, don't worry, it's okay for her to go back and see it, as long as you keep your mouth closed, don't let her know that the child is gone, don't be stupid, hide it for a year, we can get more than a year's money, Otherwise, what kind of money will you two take to support the elderly, right! ...... to the

I knew it in my heart, slowly squeezed it out, got off the car along the flow of people, summed up the wording in my heart, and directly took out my mobile phone, dialed the number and put it to my ear.

"Hey, Sister Michelle......"

"Bao Si! Why haven't you come back, I've been waiting for you at home! I have something big to tell you! ”

I was stunned for a moment, "What do you want to tell me?" ”

"It's the last time I was beaten and didn't get back to work! Do you remember when you told me that being beaten wasn't necessarily a bad thing, Mom! How lucky you are! That night, when I came back to the house, I arranged for another sister to go over, and guess what, one of the little sisters has been cold and uncomfortable during this time, and when I went to check, it was AIDS! Oh my God, my heart is pounding right now!! ”

I frowned, "Sister Michelle, you mean, the guest you were going to pick up that night, did he have AIDS, so how can you be sure?" ”

Since he did that business, how can he know who infected him?

"Why can't you be sure, let me tell you, do you know why I didn't take it, that pervert wants to do a full set of chewing gum for Shuangfei, just don't wait, you have to use your mouth to know no!

I saw the medicine on his table at a glance, and that medicine is not human after taking it, you know! That's why I got angry and fought, and then didn't I go to two more sisters, one of them went to check the winning bid, and the other went to check when he heard the letter and was scared, and you can guess the result......"

I didn't move, I didn't dare to think about it, it was disgusting.

"Girl, I actually don't like to talk to you too much, it's not a nice sound, but I'm definitely picking up my life in this matter! Isn't that disease going to be wasted? Ouch, fortunately, I didn't lose a big one, although I didn't listen to you go out, but at least we can stay in the green mountains and still have firewood, Bao Si! When will you be back! Sister invites you to dinner! ”

I cleared my throat, "Well, I'm done eating, it's just, there's something I want to talk to you about." ”

"Something? What do you say, sister can help without errands! ”

I knew she would be wrong about me, so I thought about it for a while and opened my mouth, "I'm at school in the afternoon, and I saw that you have recently gotten better and started to take jobs again, so I helped you make a hexagram, but the result was not very good......"

"What's the result, sister, you say, if you say that I shouldn't go out recently, then I'll endure it and resolutely don't go out!"

Alas, considering that although she was beaten that night, it wasn't necessarily a bad thing, at least I was blind.

"It's not that you're bad, it's that I see that your son is not good, he's either sick or ......"

"What's wrong? Girl, don't scare me! My son is my lifeline! ”

I'm really not too used to saying some things straight and not stunned, "I don't know the specifics, anyway, my suggestion is that you go back and see, the hexagram shows, you'd better go back and see, whether he's sick or what, my advice is that you don't delay, hurry back to your hometown, who said you can't catch up to see it yourself, you say yes." ”

"But I ......"

She hesitated, "I'm going back to delay my work now, and I don't have any money left." ”

I sighed, "Sister Michelle, it's your own business whether you can go back or not, but I can say everything I can say, if you believe me, you can go back and see, and you can't rub it, I feel that the person in your hometown is going to come to you again in the next two days to ask for money, rather than let him take it back, it is better to go back and give the money to the child yourself, do you say that I am right." ”

She seemed to hear something, and her tone was a little heavy, "Bao Si, do you see that it is inconvenient to say anything." ”

Oh my God, how else do I have to say it, could it be that I told you that your son is 100% hanging? You have to believe it!

"I've said everything I should have said, it's up to you whether you go back or not, I won't talk about Sister Michelle first, I'm going to continue to take the subway here, and I'll go back in a while."

Her mind was immediately heavy, and she hung up the phone hesitantly, I knew that she would definitely be upset when she heard me say this, but I think that the truth is for her to discover by herself, otherwise I just said that it is useless to break the sky, what should be done, I did it, as for whether she can go back to her hometown, or whether she can see through the scam after returning to her hometown, that is her own business.

After taking the subway line, I went home smoothly, went upstairs and just took out the key, the door opened by itself, and the person who came out of it in a hurry almost collided with me, and the face didn't have to be seen clearly, I knew it was Sister Michelle as soon as I smelled the perfume.

"Oops, Bao Si, you're back."

I hummed and looked at the suitcase she was tugging, "You ...... this"

She hurriedly pulled the box out of the threshold, and her tone was still hurried, "Bao Si, just now I called the fellow who helped me send money, he said that my son is really sick, my heart is not comfortable now, no matter what, I dare to go back to my hometown on the evening train first, and my sister will talk to you later!" ”

I nodded, hurriedly gave her a place, and watched her go downstairs in a hurry, the feeling in my heart can't be indescribable, mother and son may not be connected, just like me and my mother...... It is conservatively estimated that her son will die for four or five years, or she will hang up as soon as she leaves her hometown, if there is really any such thing as a heart, how can she not feel it all these years.

There was still no one at home, so I simply cleaned up those instant noodle bags, fiddled with the new mobile phone my dad bought for a while, and my mom actually came back!

A little surprised, before I could speak, her slightly tired face saw my mobile phone, this mobile phone is relatively high-end, although it is a brand that I bought from my second uncle, but this is a thin flip phone, "Are you holding V3?" “

"Hmm."

"Did you see your father?"

I know she can guess that my dad is rich because of the people around her, "Well, he gave it to me." ”

Mom was a little displeased, "Don't you have a mobile phone?" ”

"He said that he had bought it all, and he would put it back when he took it back, so he asked me to use it instead, I wanted to give it to my second uncle."

"Then he knows where our family lives?"

I looked at my mother's serious face, and my heart was not ordinary, "No, I came back by subway, and he took me to have some dinner." ”

Mom's expression was a little relieved, "That's good, then you can give your second uncle the mobile phone, remember, don't contact your father." ”

"Hmm."

She put down her bag and prepared to boil water to make noodles, I have to admit that my mother didn't steal delicious food, and she fooled herself, let alone took care of me, "I heard, you're looking for a part-time job, right?" ”

"Hmm."

Silent slander in my heart, Sister Michelle too, when did she talk to my mother about this, if she didn't let me tell my mother to walk around with her, then she couldn't tell my mother what I said!

"Don't look for it."

Although my mother seemed to be concentrating on tearing the bucket noodle box, her tone was undoubted, "You are here with me, and you are looking for a part-time job, and send it back to your second uncle, what do they think, I don't agree with what job you are looking for, besides, do I need you to earn money." ”

It's that I need money.

His lips moved, "I didn't say I'm looking for it now, I said I'm on vacation......"

"It's not okay to take a vacation."

Mom began to squeeze the oil bag again, "You can choose by yourself during the holidays, either go back to your hometown or study here, but my advice is not to go back to your hometown, go back, the cost is relatively large." ”

I really don't understand her, she has no money, and she's afraid that I will spend money, and then she won't let me earn money, this person, do you say she has a good face, or is she a swollen face and a fat person!

"Bao Si, did you hear what I said?"

"I hear you."

I didn't have the anger to respond, and if I was well-behaved and sensible, I would rebel after a long time!

My mother heard that I was unhappy, and she eased her emotions and looked at me, "I'm for your own good, you said that you are so young, what can you do part-time, I saw some students in the supermarket selling yogurt or coffee or something, they are only twenty or thirty a day, do you have this time to study, Mom asked you, how many points can you score now." ”

"Four or five hundred."

"The sophomore year of high school should be divided into arts and sciences, which aspect are you stronger."

Speaking of which, I don't seem to be biased towards the subject, it's all like that, it's not particularly good, or it's particularly bad, but I hate liberal arts, and the language seems to be in my grandmother's grandmother that didn't give me a good foundation, but to be a gentleman, I definitely have to learn literature.

"Text."

Mom nodded, "Can you be admitted to these key universities of 985.211, if you say yes, Mom will do her best to save money for you." ”

I lowered my eyes, "For now, it's just three copies." ”

I think it's okay to hang out for four or five hundred points, the difference is just what kind of university, Tsinghua is definitely no play, which is why I was depressed after learning my high school entrance examination scores.

"Three?"

Mom raised her eyebrows, "What school are the three books...... Forget it, then let me ask you if you have a good idea of what major you want to study in college in the future. ”

When I first entered high school, my mother didn't talk a little far, "Finance." ”

I want to make money, and when I have these awareness, I feel that I want to touch it when it comes to money, but as I get older, I am a little depressed.

Because I studied with a certain purpose, I used to think that I could earn a lot of money by going to university, but now that I think about it, it's not like that, just like my dad talked to me when I came back by car, he said that the university itself values a kind of knowledge inheritance, not necessarily to teach you some skills to make money or survive.

He said a lot, and also said that millions of college students graduate every year, and how many are unemployed as soon as they graduate, these things make me confused, of course, he also encouraged me in the end, saying that let me relax, going to college is a process that young people should go through, and there are a lot of gains, but what can be gained depends on me.

"Finance? If you don't have a background, is that major promising? ”

Mom suddenly sharpened, "Study medicine, I suggest you study science, study medicine in the future, Xia Wendong will help you more or less after graduation, don't dare to say anything else, it's no problem to enter a big hospital." ”

"It's my own business, I choose."

I wasn't happy anymore, I sat there and looked up at her, "I know what I'm going to do in the future, I'm not going to be a doctor, I don't like it, that job has too little personal time, I'm going to go everywhere as a husband." ”

Mom also came to lose her temper, "You also said that you want to be a gentleman, okay, I also hope that you can be a big gentleman to go to Guangzong and Yaozu, so that your second uncle has a light on their faces, but you tell me, is there a major in Mr. in the university, is it possible that you have studied Chinese or history for four years?" Instead of this, you might as well read at home, isn't there a lot of books in your uncle, you can finish reading them! ”

I took a deep breath and nodded at her, "It's okay, then I don't have to study now, you have to provide for me to study so hard." ”

"What do you mean?"

"It's boring!"

I threw my phone on the bed, took out my homework and started writing, what the hell is the point!!

Mom didn't speak for a long time, the water didn't boil, she was suffocated in place for a long time, and opened her mouth gently to me, "I'm sorry, Baosi." ”

I didn't say anything, I was still working on the question in my hand, but I felt that this question was suddenly difficult to calculate!

Mom stroked the hair on her forehead and sighed a little depressedly, "I've been so tired lately, I've been a little stressed, you know, my job is to make up dead people, but they are all ...... I can only say that some of the faces are gone, but I have to get out of the nose and eyes, sometimes a person has to make up for a day and the family is not satisfied, I can't help it, I can only tell myself to understand that they are in a bad mood, so the speech is ugly, after all, I am in the service industry, has this been pressed for a long time, once I get home, I can't control it...... Don't be mad at me. ”

I bit my lip, still not wanting to speak.

Mom walked up to me and sighed, "I know that the pocket money for you is very small, and it costs five yuan to drink the most ordinary milk tea in your school, Mom knows that I have wronged you, but I said that, it is also for you in the future, I promise, I will never say it again in the future, you choose it yourself, just part-time, I don't agree, this is true, you are still young, don't look back and let people deceive, I will go to boil water." ”

I reached out to hold my forehead, until my mother went out, got up and stood at the window, and took a few deep breaths to hold back my tears, is it because I have only been with my mother for a short time, so I can't understand her in everything?

Seriously, I don't really want to go to college now, and I don't want my mother to spend money on me or anything, I really can't stand it, once I take the exam in the future, the tuition fee will be expensive, what if my mother is under pressure to go online with me! Can I do it?

Mom boiled the water and ate noodles in the kitchen, and took a shower in the small bathroom, and when she was done, I also went to take a shower, which was actually to avoid getting along face-to-face with her, and I really didn't want to say anything, I didn't understand anything at my age, I didn't like it, but my mother's style, she made me tired and tired.

Before going to bed at night, my mother still lifted my curtain, "Baosi, are you still angry with me, you are my daughter, I hope you are well, you know." ”

I nodded, and put my uncle's book aside, "I know, it's just that I found that I used to think more simply, I wanted to make money, and I wanted to be a gentleman, but now, most of the professions, it seems that there is not much personal time, but high school must be finished, and I will add up the college matters myself." ”

Mom didn't say anything, just said softly that she had wronged you with me and went back.

I don't let myself think too much, it's useless, and I don't feel too wronged, the economic situation is on the table, and it's not okay to think about it.

……

When she went to school again, Tong Qianqian's attitude changed, and she smiled kindly to me as soon as she got out of class, "Xue Zhi, your father's car is good, I heard that it is millions." ”

I took the book I was going to use for the next class, this number scared me, and I thought that his family surnamed Lu was really rich, but his mouth was still perfunctory, "I don't know, I haven't studied cars." ”

She laughed twice, "Hey, what does your dad do, wouldn't he be a driver who drives people?" ”

"Can't!"

The Dharma protector next to her spoke as if she was well-informed, "Xue recognizes her father's watch, Parmigiani Fleurier, the foreigner my cousin is looking for wears this watch, the smaller tens of thousands are the worst, and the ones with a high price are outrageous!" ”

I looked at Tong Qianqian's surprised face, and my heart was also tight, but I didn't care to tease this protector, why did his eyes be so good and still notice my father's watch, so I thought that the watch should also be given by the dean, my father is a doctor, even if the conditions are better, but it is not so extravagant.

"Oh, Xue Zhi, I really didn't expect it, it's low-key enough, then what does your family do, your dad is in business! Is it a business, so he can't take care of you and put you in your hometown, I've seen a lot of rich people and children like this, they don't grow up with their parents, you say yes. “

The Dharma protectors around Tong Qianqian nodded one after another, "Yes, it must be so, Xue Zhi, what is your father doing." ”

I chose to block them, did I have the obligation to tell them what my dad did!

But I couldn't care about Pang Bei, so I heard her pick up her tone and look at Tong Qianqian and the others, "Xue recognizes that her father is the department director of Xinya Hospital, and he just came back from the United States!" ”

"Doctor?"

Tong Qianqian was puzzled for a moment, "The doctor is so rich?" Xue Zhi, what does your mother do? ”

I looked at her, the corners of my mouth curled widely, "Mom, you'd better not ask, I promise you won't want to touch and learn about her work." ”

Tong Qianqian was confused by my appearance, "It's so mysterious......"

As he spoke, he changed his words and nodded, "That's okay, I won't ask, hey, there is a concert in the stadium this Saturday, my brother finally got a few tickets, let's go see it together, take Xiaopang with you, we will be a seven-person sister group in the future, how about the seven fairies!" ”

I'm going to be wronged again, but unfortunately, I can't afford to spend ten yuan a day with her, this friend is too expensive, and I don't have the money to go.

"There's no time."

"Go, or on Sunday, let's go to the beach and take a speedboat together, it's very enjoyable!"

"Not interested."

"Don't, Xue Zhi, you ......"

"Qianqian, I don't think she looks down on us."

It can be regarded as a Dharma protector who is a clear-eyed person, but I don't look down on it, I don't look at it at all!

Tong Qianqian also felt that my attitude was a little pouting for her, so she smiled at the corner of her mouth and snorted lightly, "Cut, don't pull it down, what's the big deal...... Let's go! ”

This is really a perfect ending, my dad's appearance at least made them dare not tease me, although, I'm not afraid of them teasing, but to be honest, I don't want to make a big deal, I belong to the process regardless of it, but you let me do whatever I want after the incident.

It's an apology, or an apology, I can cooperate, because I feel angry, I didn't suffer, and then I have a good attitude and the parents are good to explain, but now the environment has changed, and my mother is there, so I didn't make a fuss, and I was very satisfied.

Pang snickered next to me, "Bao Si, they are all afraid of you, no, they are afraid of your father, and they will definitely not dare to say something ugly in the future." ”

I didn't pick up the stubble, I flipped through the book in my hand and looked at it randomly.

"Bao Si, this is what I gave you, to ......"

I was stunned when I looked at the compass box that appeared in front of me, "What does this mean?" ”

Pang next to the embarrassed smile, "Your sharp point is bent, I went to the stationery store last night to pick it for you, I know your family has money, I don't care about these things, but I think you are because I am bad, so, I have to compensate you." ”

I pushed back, "Mine still works, thank you." ”

Pang was a little anxious, "You take it, I don't feel good if I don't accept it, isn't it, you don't look down on me, I think my family is a chicken, and it's not good to study......"

I grabbed the compass box and said, "Thank you." ”

She smiled contentedly, "You're welcome, let's go to the supermarket to drink yogurt after class, I'll invite you." ”

I was serious, "No, I ask you, or I don't want the compass." ”

She wanted to say something, but looked at my face, and after a while, she still nodded, "Okay, then this time you please, next time I'll please, okay." ”

When the class bell rang, I looked at the blackboard and threw out a faint sentence, "I'll talk about it next time." ”

……

I feel distressed, two boxes of yogurt directly wiped out my pocket money for the day!

The two of us sat on the stone steps next to the school playground, drinking yogurt in our mouths and blowing in the wind, while our eyes watched the playground sell casually.

"Bao Four."

"Huh?"

"I really envy you, you are beautiful, you still have money at home, you don't have to worry about anything in the future, like you, are you ready to go abroad as soon as you graduate from high school, my father was also ready to let me go abroad, but my family can't catch up with the previous few years now, and I also think that I have to ...... if I go abroad like this"

"My family has no money."

She smiled, "Don't be funny, your father's temperament is so good, he is unique and cultured at first glance." ”

"My parents are divorced."

I turned my face to look at him, "My parents divorced when I was ten years old, and my mother didn't let me have any contact with my father, so my father has money, that's his business, he only comes to see me occasionally, in fact, I am a poor student from the countryside, and my family is very difficult." ”

She still didn't believe it, "Then your mother is not from the city, didn't you say that her work is still very mysterious!" ”

I smiled faintly, "Mysterious work is good work, do you think the Chinese Academy of Sciences, she is plastic surgery for corpses, that is, the beauty of the body, in the funeral home, who died is more ugly, and the more unsightly rely on her to make up and repair, understand?" ”

Pang was frightened, and his buttocks moved to the side, "Don't scare me......"

I laughed, "What are you scared of, my grandma was once very sick, and my mother sold the house to my grandma for medical treatment, so my mother's financial situation was very bad later, but she has a good face, she doesn't want people to know, let alone let my father know, in short, I actually envy you, if my family has a chicken farm, I will laugh out loud in my dreams." ”

I have talked a lot about nagging, and I have been holding it for a long time, and I also want to vent it, besides, I don't like to slap my swollen face and become fat, I don't have money and I am not ashamed, but whether I say it or not, it depends on my mood.

Pang Bi's expression was surprised at first, then stunned, and finally a little sympathetic, without waiting for me to finish, she got up, "Bao Si, don't invite me to drink anything in the future, I invite you, although the situation of my chicken farm is not as good as a year, but my parents said that my money for school is not a problem, it is pocket money, or to buy food, the family does not limit me, give me two thousand a month, enough for me!" ”

I was shocked, she was two thousand a month? God, it's five hundred more than me in a semester!

Thinking about it, the corners of his mouth smiled, "I'm not Tong Qianqian, I don't need you to treat them, we will buy our own ones in the future, if we are still in this city in the future, we are still friends, and we have the money we earn, then we are inviting each other, but now, we are all students, let's AA, otherwise I will be uncomfortable." ”

Pang sighed, looked at me, and nodded, "Cheng!" ”

Sitting next to me again, she smiled beautifully, and I was a little uncomfortable with the smile, "What are you laughing at?" ”

She grinned, "No, I just think that if you tell me so much, it means that you treat me as a friend, in fact, I was very scared when I first knew that my parents were going to send me here to study, I was afraid that I would have no friends, and I was afraid that the people in the city would look down on me."

In the past, I was very popular in junior high school, and my classmates loved to go to my house to play, but my dad said that the children in the city are not easy to befriend, and said that it is okay to spend some money, and the most important thing is to have friends, so that if I take over my chicken farm in the future, I can also expand the business in the city, and I want to make good connections now, so I want to have a good relationship with my classmates, including Tong Qianqian, but who knows, they don't look down on me, and they talk about me behind my back. ”

I didn't have words, I felt that her father's point of view was a problem, I don't have any friends, Xiaoliu is a relative, and Li Xue is not counted, but she is an example of what I exchanged for material, as soon as the time comes, they will part ways, and the rest, called friends, are not people, King Kong, Xiao Green, and Xiao Nasty, which is money for exchange?

Raising my eyes, I don't know if it's electrocardiogram, there are a few old babies flying from the top of my head, I look at it with a smile, this is not the first time, I can see it several times when I go to school, although I don't see the little green, but I think, it won't forget me, as long as I use the unique summoning, it will definitely appear, this bit of confidence, I still have.

"Bao Si, why don't you speak."

I pulled back my senses and looked at Pang next to the corner of my mouth, "I don't like to use money to make friends, there are interests, and you can be called a partner if you die, and I think what your dad said is a little early, high school students have to take the college entrance examination, and when the time comes, they will be scattered in all directions, how do you get in touch, the university is almost the same." “

Pang nodded and sighed a little depressed, "But I'm like this, I can't get into college, fortunately, my dad doesn't expect me to go to a prestigious school, just say that I can mix with a junior college, and our family won't be able to study, so my parents hope that I can have a diploma, not to do anything else, or to show off, showing off that there is finally a family member who doesn't graduate from junior high school and doesn't study!" ”

I couldn't help laughing, I was still envious, if I didn't have financial pressure in my family, and just thought that it was natural and ordinary for my children to go to college, then I thought, I would be very relaxed, at least, I would work my grades, and I could go up a little, not like now, I just feel that money is important, and everything has to be planned around money.

"Xue Zhi?"

Someone called me, raised his head, but it was a boy he didn't know, he looked at me and smiled, and there were several probes standing not far behind him.

"That, I'm here to help Ma Zhe pass the word, he asked you to go to the back playground before the evening self-study, and he has something for you."

After saying that, he turned around and ran, and the boys immediately stood together shoulder to shoulder, and one of them still looked back at me from time to time, I know him, Ma Zhe, that sports stick, what award did he win for military training, and he came to the stage to speak.

"Ma Zhe?"

The excitement next to Pang was amazingly low, which made me inexplicable, "Bao Si, it's Ma Zhe!" ”

"yes, it's not Marx, what are you excited about."

Pang Pan covered his mouth and looked at me, "How handsome!" Our class Tong Qianqian likes him, you know! ”

Hehe, I really don't know.

I don't see which handsome, the one surnamed Lu is worse than that...... Uh-huh! What do you want him to do! Sick!

"Hey...... Bao Four! Bao Four! If you remember to go, there must be a surprise! ”

"There's no time, I have to go home."

"Don't!!"

Pang grabbed my arm and snickered, "Do you have someone you like, ah, who, who?!" ”

"No, I don't have the idea of early love."

Pang pouted, "I don't believe it, since you were a child, there hasn't been a boy who can impress you?" ”

I looked sideways at her, "Yes, of course I'm impressed." ”

Pang Pan seemed to feel that his treacherous plan had succeeded, "What's that called, which school!" ”

"I don't know which school he is, but now, he should be abroad."

"Foreign!!"

Her gossipy nature was exposed, "Tell me, tell me what his name is, I'll hear if the name is good!" ”

"The surname is Lu."

"Lu !!"

I was speechless, "What are you excited about......"

Pang next to his face was black and red, "The male protagonist's surname!" Isn't the name particularly nice! Is it from our city, is his father very capable, the rich second generation, right? Bao Four! You name it! ”

I stopped and looked at her seriously, "His dad is really capable, a well-known person, just his wife, there are several ......"

"Really."

Pang Bi's eyes widened, "Then what's his father's name, I don't know it." ”

I nodded heavily, "Well, you must know!" ”

"Say, Baosi, you say it quickly, who."

"Lu Zhenhua."

"Who?"

Pang Bi rolled his eyes and thought, "This one is familiar! ”

I looked at her with a smile, "Of course you are familiar with it, how famous his father is, and he is nicknamed Black Leopard!" He also has three younger sisters, one is named Yiping, one is called Ruping, and the other is called Mengping......"

"Okay, Bao Si! You tease me! ”

I ran into the classroom with a smile, this girl's mind is all about looking at romance, I don't tease her, who am I teasing!

……

Looking at my campus life, I think what I have gained is such a friend Pang Bei, at least, with her, so that my city life is not so lonely.

The male classmate named Ma Zhe still pestered me for a while, but I directly used a quick knife to cut through the mess to block his love thread, that is, he handed over the love letter he gave me to the teaching director.

I don't need to say the result, the teaching director is the wife of my father's colleague, and he was instantly angry, and the conference criticized, saying that there will be a next time, and he will stay in school directly for probation, in order to set an example, that Ma Zhe was stimulated enough, and when he saw me again, he wanted to kill me with his eyes.

Of course, I was muttered behind my back for a while, saying that I was damaged, that I was sick, that there were, but it was good, no one dared to tease me, after all, students, there is nonsense, but most of them are afraid that they will delay their studies because of this.

I'm relaxed, every day in addition to class with Pang next to the gossip, she couldn't control the old problem at first and was willing to invite me to eat, but I slapped my face a few times is good, I think the two of us are good, but there has to be a degree, especially now I'm poorer, I don't like this feeling even more, to put it bluntly, it's the self-esteem of friends!

Sister Michelle came back after more than a month, and the whole person's state was that she was unrelenting, her face was very bad, and I didn't ask her much about what happened, just by looking at her appearance, I could guess that she was not far from ten.

She didn't go out much at night for a while, she cried in the house when she had nothing to do, the house was not very soundproof, I could hear it, but I didn't comfort her, I thought the more this thing comforted her, the more uncomfortable it became, and she had to come out on her own, it wasn't a comforting thing.

It wasn't until one night when I was at home preparing to go to bed that she knocked on the door with red eyes, and when I opened the door, she hugged me directly, and the smell of perfume was still on her body, "Baosi, they are too inhuman, they are too inhuman......"

That night, I learned that her child had indeed died a long time ago, and she was burned to death by not being sent to the hospital because of the fever, but her mother-in-law did not tell her, she thought that she was not good at work, and she was instructed to go home, and she did not like to go back.

It happened that there was a good fellow villager in the same village with her in-laws to help send money back and forth, and when the child was older, she wanted to listen to the child, and when she called someone else's in-laws, she would also bring a boy to call her mother, and she didn't hear it, so she was soaked for several years.

"Baosi, in fact, I had a year when I felt a heartache when I was sleeping, and I dreamed that my son was crying with blood stains, which may not be a good thing, but later, I called the village and heard the child's voice again...... I thought it was my dream, but who knows, they used the old Lu family's child the same age as my son to deceive me...... Lie to me! ”

I patted her gently on the back, and what can make people unconscionable is probably money.

"Bao Si, how bad you say they are, they saw me go back, and they still wanted the son of the old Lu family to pretend to be my son...... They treat me stupidly, I just have been away for many years, can I not know my own children! ”

I sighed until she was a little more emotionally stable before asking, "Well, what about your husband?" ”

Sister Mi Xue sniffed, "He, he has already gone in, gathered people to gamble, and he is not willing to beat people to death if he loses money, my family is poor, and my mother wants to marry me when I am a teenager, he is an only son, he treated me well when he was in the middle, and he was exposed as soon as he got married, he has a bad temper, and he loves to drink and beat people."

Later, I ran away, he knew that I went to the city to be a lady, so I divorced, and when I knew that something had happened to him, I was afraid that the child would suffer, so I kept giving the child money, thinking that the child is not without a mother, but who knows, these bastards, is to use me as a cash cow! ”

The more she talked, the more excited she became, and she cried to herself, "I came out to drink at the age of twenty, and in a nightclub, I vomited and diarrhea when I drank, and finally became sick and couldn't drink anymore. Who would like this, if it weren't for the sake of the children all these years, I would have gone out to toss every night! Damn it, these people are hurting me! “

I patted her arm, "Sister Michelle, at least now you know, it's not too late, just right, you can change lines." ”

"But I have a famine!"

Her tone was sad and helpless, "Last year, they wanted to build a house, and they asked me for the money, and I should have burned the house down with a fire before I left!" That's all my hard-earned money! ”

I cried and shouted at her, and it was comfortable to explode, anyway, there is no shortage of people who lack virtue, and when she finished crying, she said to me a lot of thanks, saying that she wanted to give me money, I didn't want it, it's nothing, there's no need to be fine.

After that, she was a little depressed, and when she saw my mother, she didn't say anything about chatting enthusiastically, so that my mother asked me what was wrong with her, and I didn't say much.

At the end of the semester, I was not in a hurry to go back to my hometown, but to hide from my mother to work, her busy work provided great convenience for my personal activities, as long as I was at home in the morning and evening, I could let her come back occasionally to see me, the place I went to was introduced by Pang Bian, her aunt was a noodle restaurant, just right, I worked there as a small worker during the winter vacation, earning 1,800 yuan.

During the Chinese New Year, I went back to my hometown alone, she was busy, I couldn't go back, I had to go back, I wanted to go to the grave, I wanted to see the second uncle and the uncle Chen Li blind them, I took the mobile phone and bought some New Year's goods with the money I earned and took them back, I was in a good mood, the second uncle looked at me and just kept muttering that I was thin, I smiled and said that I was losing weight, which made Xiaoliu keep pouting, "Lose ...... weight loss when you are thin"

I looked at him with my face tugging, "See, this is called baby fat!" If you don't reduce it, how can your fourth sister be a gentleman, do you have prestige! ”

Xiaoliu said twice, "Make it up, you just make it up, and the baby is fat...... How can you say that you still have a lotus root arm? ”

I beat him, and the year of fighting and making trouble is over, I'm afraid that they will ask me about things in the city, and I didn't say much, whoever asks will say anything, just show Xiaoliu the photo next to Pang, and the result of this guy's mouth is, "I'll go!" This heavyweight! Fourth sister, you are very scheming! ”

"Why am I so scheming?"

Xiao Liu squeezed his eyebrows, "Set off yourself, shredded meat...... Oops! Don't pinch me, Mom! Look at Xue Baosi! ”

The bright moon must be towards me, and I don't care, just laughing and watching us make trouble, until I went to see my uncle and set foot on the way home after taking the book, everyone's state is finally not as unstable as when I left for the first time, that is, I keep telling me to eat more and call often......

I nodded vigorously, feeling that although time is not a good medicine, at the very least, it can make people feel calmer.

In the summer vacation, I didn't go back to my hometown, and continued to work in the small noodle restaurant of Aunt Pang's house, this busy and increasingly adaptable life lasted until the end of my sophomore year of high school......

And the introduction of this incident was just that Tong Qianqian fainted during the final exam, and we all thought she was suffering from heat stroke, so an enthusiastic student sent her to the school doctor, but as soon as the school doctor lifted her clothes, she found that she was tied around her waist with the kind of chest cloth made by ancient women themselves.

It should be tight, plus the weather is hot, and the exam is nervous, so she will be stunned by herself, but it must be abnormal to tie this thing, and the school doctor will untie it for her, we don't know what's going on, but after a while, the head teacher was called, and then her mother was also called, and some classmates eavesdropped there, and quickly returned to the classroom to spread after knowing the results, that is, Tong Qianqian was more than five months pregnant!

This is definitely a bombshell, her mother is going crazy, scolding her loudly in the office for being embarrassed, and making her say who the child's father is!

She bit her bite and didn't say anything, she just cried, and then the four protectors were also called, and they were recruited as soon as they came and went, not others, sports sticks, Ma Zhe, so Ma Zhe was called into the office......

However, just when we thought they were going to play the bitter mandarin ducks, Ma Zhe refused to admit it very bloodily!

This incident makes me feel very familiar, that is, this process is very familiar, the woman recognizes it, the man doesn't recognize it, and it took a long time to remember, isn't Li Xue, who is still stuffy there, also out of this matter, the difference is that Ma Zhe and Tong Qianqian seem to be chased by Tong Qianqian, while Li Xue was 'influenced' by Sun Hongsheng, but the result is the same, so I said, the boy in the student period is too unreliable!

If you dare to do it, you can admit it! Take off your pants and think about it!

This matter has been making trouble until the afternoon, the last subject is finished, I was relaxing my nerves there, I heard someone shouting that Tong Qianqian is back, I didn't go to see it, but I heard a lot of voices talking about her kept ringing, what shameless, shameful, the future is ruined, everything.

To be honest, this is the time to fight for psychological quality, like me, I was poked in the backbone when I was a child, and I was very comfortable with these fingers and felt pediatric, but Tong Qianqian was in a trance, fluttering, like a ghost, shaking into class......

Her mother was still scolding her stepmother, "Pack your schoolbag and get out with me, go home, and see if I don't kill you!" ”

She cried and collected her school bag, and looked at her four friends as she loaded the pencil case, "Can you ......?"

The four protectors turned around in unison, and they all acted as if they didn't see her, this scene was quite funny, and the lips were not dead yet, and the teeth were cold.

Tong Qianqian bit her lip, cried and looked at the students in the class again, there were many of them who still had to look at her with a smile, of course, it was the kind of ridicule of contempt, I don't know what she thought, slammed the table and got up, and shouted, "Ma Zhe!!! ”

The students in the class were startled, but then they all snickered, "No one recognizes her, and she shouts, let people sleep in vain." ”

"Oops, it's going to be a broken shoe in the future, whoever wears it will break the ......"

Tong Qianqian turned her head viciously and glared at them, "Shut up!" What the hell am I going to you guys!! ”

The two boys looked at her with disdain, "Don't let us tell us what you did yourself, broken shoes." He didn't make a sound for the last two words, but he made a lip shape.

Tong Qianqian stepped forward a few times and pointed directly at his nose, "I won't let you go!! ”

The boy didn't care, "Come on, deal with your kid first, and then don't let me go......"

Tong Qianqian gritted her teeth vigorously, I felt that something was going to happen to her in this state, I just wanted to get up, only to hear her howl, all stepped on the table and chair in a few steps and jumped on the windowsill, facing the window that was wide open after the summer, and almost didn't give everyone time to react to the bang! The sound of a pocket slamming on the ground.

"Ah!!h

The first to react was Pang Bi, who was so frightened that she shouted loudly, "Tong Qianqian jumped off the building!" ”

I threw myself on the edge of the windowsill in a few steps, and there was a grunt in my throat, and the death was truly miserable.

Normally, our classroom is on the fifth floor, if she is a little right, she may be disabled, but at least she can pick up a life, but on the first floor, there are flowers and plants less than two meters wide planted against the root of the wall, and the school is afraid of being stepped on by the students, and the school deliberately surrounds the sharp iron fence at the outside of the flowers and plants, so this Tong Qianqian, who is so good that she can't die, is tied to it, and the most important thing is that she is tied up by the neck, and the whole person is half-kneeling and pounces on the ground, and her neck is still stuck in the tight and spear-like tip of the fence......

I was sure she wasn't dead as a lot of blood gushed out, because her body was twitching and twitching, and she even wanted to lift her head, but she exerted a little strength, and in the scream, her head drooped heavily, and the sharp spear tips pierced her neck completely......