TEXT NO.290 (I didn't like it anyway)
Yes, if there's nothing to talk about, then let's talk about the past, no matter what, it's also someone you know, why do you always have to make it so unpleasant every time you meet?
Nanfeng thought to himself.
But for his words, Qiao Fei suddenly pulled out a sneer. Looking up, look at him with some kind of hopeful gaze. "Nanfeng, we really don't have anything to catch up." She really doesn't have any good memories of that innocent memory, because in the memory, he is always in front, she has always followed behind, even if he falls, he will not let him turn back, even if he is injured, he will not see his tenderness.
But she still got up so stupidly, followed him stupidly, and followed him shamelessly!
Her resolute answer made Nanfeng shake slightly, staring at the unbearable past in her eyes, and that kind of confusion hit his heart again. It turned out that being rejected was like this, and how many times did he reject her back then.
Her eyes were full of mockery of the past, and just looking at him, she remembered her past stupidity. Therefore, it is better for them not to meet, and there is nothing to reminisce about the past.
"Nanfeng, don't you hate me very much? Then keep hating it, I've never liked it anyway. Cold words came out of her mouth, cutting off his stupid past and his confused mind.
After saying this, Qiao Fei felt that there was nothing more to say, so he tightened his son's hand and took him away.
Feng Feng was also a little shocked by what she said just now, and his reaction was a little sluggish and he almost fell down before he could keep up with her footsteps, and finally reacted and stood firm, Qiao Fei had already turned around and picked him up, and then left without looking back.
Seeing that Mommy was determined not to pay attention to Daddy, Fengfeng was very anxious. But what do those words mean? What does it mean that Daddy has never liked Mommy? Didn't they get together back then?
Seeing the mother and son disappear in front of him, Nanfeng had a very strange feeling in his heart. Some hurt, some stuffy, some ...... Regret......
Coming out of the hospital, Qiao Fei held Fengfeng and pressed his head all the time, and strode towards his car. But on his face, he had already burst into tears.
That period of the past, although I despise it so much now, but if I really want to give it up, who can say that I don't miss it at all?
"Mommy, what's wrong with you?" Although he couldn't see Qiao Fei's expression, Feng Feng could hear her sobbing slightly.
"It's okay," said Qiao Fei as much as he could, as he tried to hide his crying.
"Mommy......" Fengfeng wanted to look up at her, but Qiao Fei pressed his head again and said, "Baby, let Mommy hug you well." ”
Fengfeng was stunned for a moment, then nodded, and wrapped his little hand around her neck.
Qiao Fei also hugged the child tightly, this is her past and her future.
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Qiao Fei and the others walked for a long time, and Nanfeng came out of it, and when he looked at him from a distance, he could feel that he was so lost and depressed.
Luo Yang had been sitting in the car waiting, and when he saw him come out alone, all the previous worries and conjectures were suddenly dispersed by a burst of excitement.
However, Nanfeng's look quickly diminished her joy.
She didn't know what was going on inside him, but she could tell that he was disappointed, a disappointment she had never seen in him, even a loss of soul.
The hand in front of him clenched slightly, and his appearance made her feel very distressed. It's just that Nanfeng didn't feel her distress, lowered his eyes and returned to the car, and the moment he opened the door, he remembered that Luo Yang was still waiting for him here.
And before he got closer, Luo Yang didn't know why, so he chose to close his eyes and continue to pretend to be asleep. Maybe she was afraid to face him at this time, because she didn't know how to talk to him, and she didn't even know what position to use to comfort him.
So such a quiet avoidance should be best.
For Nanfeng, this is also the best, because Luo Yang doesn't know anything, he doesn't see anything. But is this really the best? The questions that come with it. Standing by the car door, looking at the sleeping man who knew nothing, Nanfeng asked himself.
This girl had nothing to do with him, but one of his impulsive decisions pulled her into this whirlpool. And now, he has become more and more confused about what he wants. Is it Luo Yang? No, he knew it wasn't.
Is that Joffe?
But why?
It suddenly occurred to her what she had just said; You hate me so much, just keep hating it, I haven't liked it anyway......
His confused thinking also made Luo Yang nervous. At some point, some of a woman's intuition is always very sharp, just like at this moment.
Fortunately, Nanfeng didn't do anything or anything, and after standing by the door for a while, he got back into the car and started the car and drove away from the dark situation.
There was still nothing to say along the way, Nanfeng drove the car and didn't know where his thoughts were floating, and Luo Yang pretended to be more tired than not sleeping, did he look at him through the gap in his eyes, but found that his eyes had not landed, and driving seemed to be his instinctive action.
And this method of driving is very easy to get into accidents. Luo Yang was worried all the way, and wanted to open his eyes several times to remind him to drive well, but there was always something preventing her from doing so, perhaps a humble thought.
However, Nanfeng is not really unrelenting, at least he knows how to be responsible for Luo Yang's life. When he arrived at the apartment building that Chu Mofan lent to Luo Yang, he parked the car steadily, looked up at the two apartments in front of him, and seemed to be determining which one should be.
Then, he turned his head to look at Luo Yang.
Luo Yang still closed his eyes, and his breathing was steady without any ups and downs. Maybe his mind wasn't here, so he didn't realize that she had already woken up.
After staring for a while, he gentlemanly got out of the car and went around to the other side to unbuckle her seat belt, and then left the car with his arms.
Leaning on his arms, the sober Luo Yang couldn't help but burrow his head into his arms, closer to his chest. Such a strong heartbeat is real.
Carrying Luo Yang to the door of the apartment, Nanfeng was sometimes really gentle, because he didn't plan to wake her up when he arrived here, he just took out the key from her bag, opened the door and hugged her in, and went straight to the bedroom.
It was dark in the house, but he knew where the bedroom was. Also, because when he bought this house, he bought it for Chu Mofan, but that guy never moved in. And now, Luo Yang lives here, and he naturally knows how to go.
Opening his eyes slightly in the dark, watching him carry himself into the bedroom, and then gently put him on the bed, Luo Yang's heartbeat couldn't help but accelerate. Even the breath was a little nervous.
But he said that he was a gentleman, and even in this case, he just put her in bed and did nothing. Covering her with a quilt, Nanfeng turned around and prepared to leave without even being nostalgic.
Just gone?
Opening his eyes in the dark, Luo Yang couldn't help but be disappointed.
"South wind."
Gently opening my lips, here it has become so difficult to let go.
The person who arrived at the door of the room was slightly stunned and looked back at the head of the bed. In the dark, Luo Yang raised his head slightly to look at him. Although I couldn't see her expression, from the clear voice she had just heard, she seemed to have been awake for a while.
The two looked at each other silently in the dark for a while, Luo Yang hated this feeling, so he reached out and turned on the light.
The originally dark environment suddenly had lights, which made the eyes of both people subconsciously a little unbearable. Luo Yang raised his hand to block some of the light, and Nanfeng also blinked, and then looked at her again.
"Sorry to wake you up." Standing at the door of the room, he said softly and calmly, although he didn't know when she woke up, he felt that he had disturbed her.
"No...... Never mind. Luo Yang didn't have the courage to admit that he was pretending to be asleep, so he prevaricated.
"Then you go on to rest, I'm leaving." smiled faintly, his eyes were gentle but also respectful and distant.
This feeling suddenly made Luo Yang feel panicked, "Wait! Stopping his body that was about to turn around, Luo Yang stood up and leaned against the head of the bed and said a little tricky: "Nanfeng, I'm thirsty." ”
Nodding in understanding, Nanfeng quickly went out. But he didn't leave, Luo Yang knew that he had gone to the kitchen, and he was secretly relieved. It's okay, it's okay, just keep him for a while, and slowly he will always like me.
Holding the quilt, she thought.
Soon, Nanfeng came back with the water cup, and when he put the water cup in her hand, he looked at her and said, "Are you hungry?" "She doesn't look like she has eaten yet.
"Hungry." Nodding his head and looking at him with a pitiful expression, Luo Yang coquettishly played with him like a girlfriend. "Then wait for me." Smiling at her gently, Nanfeng turned to go out again, taking off his coat at the same time.
Holding the water glass, Luo Yang's heart suddenly warmed.
After spending half an hour in the kitchen, although Nanfeng was easy to hold a scalpel, he was not so skilled in picking up a kitchen knife. Because Luo Yang waited for a long time, all he was waiting for was his bowl of boiled instant noodles.
Putting the instant noodles beside her, Nanfeng said with some embarrassment: "I'm not very good at cooking, and you don't have anything in the refrigerator, let's eat some of this stomach pad first." But for Luo Yang, even instant noodles must be the best.
"Okay!" Picking it up with a smile, Luo Yang ate it on the bed regardless of his image, and said while eating: "It's delicious, Nanfeng, you cook instant noodles very well!" ”
Grinned wryly because of her words, is this a compliment? "Then you eat slowly, I'll go first." Seeing that she was eating happily, he also decided not to bother her again.
"Ah, wait a minute!" Seeing that he was leaving again, Luo Yang hurriedly put down the instant noodles and took his hand. "What's wrong?" He looked slightly puzzled, thinking she was still in trouble. Looking at his puzzled look, Luo Yang opened his lips, but he didn't know how to express it.
"Isn't it uncomfortable?"
"It's not."
Shaking her head, she denied.
"...... that?" Nanfeng was puzzled, and in the face of her expectant eyes, he only used doubt. But in fact, he understands, but he doesn't want to admit it, he doesn't want to pay attention. "Rest early, I'll go first." After a moment's pause, he pulled into a gentle smile and pushed her hand away.