Prison is the last place in a person's life.

However, during the three years of my youth, from the age of 14 to 17, I spent it in prison.

In fact, it can't be said to be a prison, but it is similar to a prison, its name is the juvenile detention center, and it is held by a group of juvenile labor prisoners who have committed crimes.

Most of the people who can enter the juvenile detention center are not fuel-efficient lamps. Perverse, violent, arrogant, these people are all well-known "child kings" when they haven't come in, school bullies in various schools, and some are gangsters who dropped out of school after graduating from junior high school and casually smashed people's brains with wine bottles on the streets of food stalls.

These people are generally arrogant when they are outside. But what is a juvenile detention center? Hehe, I want to say, this is a very disgusting place, no matter how arrogant and arrogant you are outside, coming here to live for half a year will make you a lot more honest.

You may be able to dominate in front of a bunch of honest ordinary students, but when you come here, you will become no temper at all in front of juvenile delinquents who have the same violent personality as you, and in front of prison guards who sneer softly as they watch you go to prison.

This is the reason why many young people have become very obedient after they have come out of the juvenile detention center, and they dare not speak out even if they are scolded.

Because I was scared of being beaten.

However, children like me, who had been honest before going in, became more silent and numb after staying in it for a while.

There are only a few things to do in the juvenile detention center:

Breakfast-re-education through labor - release - re-education through labor - lunch - release - re-education through labor - dinner - bedtime

It's just like this every day. Oh, and there's another one, which is the daily beating.

I've even seen people who chose to commit suicide because they couldn't stand this kind of life inside. That night, we had just finished washing in the bathroom, and when we were about to go back to bed, we found that there was one person missing, and after looking for the captain in charge of taking us for a long time, we found that he had died in the toilet. He was killed head-on, and his body was still resting against the wall after he died, and blood was running down the wall. It was the first time I had seen a dead man, and I was shivering under the covers all night.

This went on for three years, I don't even know how I got through these three years, I just felt like a walking dead during those days, I did whatever I was told to do every day, and I went to sleep whenever I was told.

Finally, the day came when I could leave.

"Ji Nan!" A male warden called out my name: "Out of the number!" ”

I was expressionless, and walked out of this place with the escort of the discipline: "Let's go, settle down after you go out, don't make trouble again, do you understand, kid?" With that, the man shoved me hard and closed the door without looking back.

I turned around and looked up, "Jianghai City Juvenile Correctional Center", this place, I never want to come back.

"Ahh......h I looked in the direction of the sound and saw a middle-aged man in a white shirt standing there.

He's my dad and he's here to pick me up. However, I didn't like other children, as soon as I came out, I couldn't help but throw myself into my parents' arms and cry, telling about the bitterness of these years. There was not a trace of emotion in my eyes, as if the man in front of me was not my father at all. I just nodded lightly and replied, "Hmm." ”

My father's mouth opened slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but when he saw my lukewarm appearance, he swallowed it back. After a long time, he sighed: "Let's go, go home first." ”

I silently followed him, watching the cars coming and going, the rushing pedestrians, the trees on the side of the road, and the dotted wildflowers...... The world is still beautiful, but I am no longer the stupid teenager I was back then. Three years of isolation made me full of strangeness to the world, and even a little scared, afraid to meet those people before.

For several nights in the juvenile detention center, I woke up from a dream and found myself soaking wet. In my dreams, I was full of smiling faces from them around me.

I feel like I can't find an entrance back to this world.

I didn't say anything all the way, my father and I walked side by side, but he didn't communicate with me in any way, maybe he still felt a little guilty...... Yes, he should be guilty. He knew that I was framed, but because of cowardice in his bones, he watched me being sent to the juvenile detention center, but he didn't even try to save me!

That was three years ago, and I was still in my second year of junior high school......

At that time, I fell in love with a girl in the class, it was a very beautiful and innocent girl, her name was Tang Mengshuo, the class flower of our class, and there were many boys in the class chasing her at that time. Luckily, when I changed seats that year, I was placed next to her by the head teacher.

It's just a shame to say that more than ten days have passed since I changed seats, and I can't say a word to her. At most, she was going out, because she was sitting inside, and said to me lightly, "Let me go." Then I blushed and said "um" out of the way. Other than that, there was no other communication.

I only dared to sneak my eyes at her, and several times she turned her head when she noticed my gaze, but I hurriedly looked away and pretended to be silent.

Cowardice, this is the character I have cultivated since I was a child. To be honest, I have almost no sense of existence in this class, and I don't dare to be angry even when others make some very excessive jokes with me, so I can only stupidly accompany the smiling face and pretend not to care.

I hate my cowardice, just like my dad, maybe it's because of my dad. But cowardice, that's really the last thing I want to inherit......

No girl would like a coward, and Tang Mengshuo is naturally the same. She was doing her own thing in class and never looked me in the eye, but I figured it out then because I knew I wasn't worthy.

At that time, I thought that she was like that sunny figure, who could only be seen from a distance and not played with it, but I didn't want to, she was just like that to me......

That night, at six or seven o'clock in the evening, when it was time for even the students on duty to leave the school, I returned to class because I forgot my notebook.

I walked through the dimly lit hallway, and before I reached the class, I heard a faint voice. The sound seems too far away for me to hear clearly, but it feels ...... Seems to have come out of my class?

I walked in slowly, and the sound came into my ears more and more clearly, it was the sound of a man and a woman "mmmmmmmm

I'm a little curious, how can there be people in the classroom at such a late hour? I quietly leaned against the window and looked through the window, but when I saw the scene in the classroom, my whole body was stunned, and my head was "buzzing".

The person in the classroom was none other than Tang Mengshuo! She was dressed in rags, and there was a fat man with a face full of meat, this fat man I know, it was in our class, and he was famous for not learning well in our school, but he was good at eating, drinking, prostituting and gambling, and the teachers in the school couldn't help frowning when he said his name. But he seems to be a rich second generation? It is said that the family is quite rich.

I only heard Tang Mengshuo hum in his mouth: "Hmm...... Please...... Don't come......"

At that time, I was very stupid and simple, thinking that the so-called "don't" was really not wanting, and my head was hot, so I pushed the door and rushed in. "Wang Ning, let her go for me!" I glared at the fat man and yelled.

Wang Ning is the name of the fat man. Wang Ning and Tang Mengshuo were obviously stunned for a moment when they saw me suddenly rushing in, and then Tang Mengshuo pushed Wang Ning away, and arranged her clothes in a panic to block her revealing spring light.

But Wang Ning's face was extremely dark: "Ji Nan, you kid is looking for death, right?!" ”

I don't know where I got the courage, I have never been angry, I gasped and yelled at him: "Wang Ning, you brute, I will kill you!" As I spoke, I lunged at him with red eyes.

Wang Ning's face changed slightly, as if he didn't expect me to dare to make a move, but Wang Ning, who was only fourteen years old at the time, stood up and was as tall as one meter seven! My whole body was also covered with horizontal meat, and I was so thin that I looked like a little chicken in front of him, and I pounced on him and punched him only once, and he kicked him to the ground.

"I'll fuck you, and you dare to beat Lao Tzu?" Wang Ning scolded, spitting at Xingzi, his feet were not idle at all, kicking my body one by one, I could only bow my body to protect my vital parts from trauma.

After a while, Wang Ning seemed to be tired of kicking, and spit a mouthful of thick phlegm on me, and then scolded: "Good boy, have you grown your skills?" I don't usually dare to make a sound, but even I dare to fight today? ”

"You...... Bastard...... "I slurred, lying on the ground, my fingers still scratching at the concrete floor, trying to stand up, but my body was in too much pain. Wang Ning has a lot of experience in fighting, and every kick makes me lose strength all over my body.

"Me? Bastard? Wang Ning raised his eyebrows, turned his head to look at Tang Mengshuo, and then looked at me, as if he understood something, and said with a sneer: "Hey, I understand, you don't like this girl, right?" ”

I gritted my teeth and said "um", anyway, at this time, there is nothing to pretend.

I didn't have time to see Tang Mengshuo's reaction, but unexpectedly, Wang Ning laughed first: "Hahahahaha...... Do you like her? You shouldn't have been deceived by her innocent white rabbit appearance, thinking that she was an incomparably pure goddess, right? ”

I was stunned: "You...... What do you mean? And Tang Mengshuo, blushing at this time, blushed and blushed, and twisted his head to the side.

Wang Ning, on the other hand, roughly pinched Tang Mengshuo's chin with his hand and forcibly straightened her face. Wang Ning sneered and said to me: "Seeing that you are so pitiful, I will kindly tell you that this woman is a bitch, if you like it, you can do it for three hundred yuan." ”

Tang Mengshuo's face was red, but he didn't dare to say anything in front of Wang Ning, as if he wanted to find a hole to get into. I was even more surprised at this time, and my whole body trembled: "You are talking nonsense...... How dare you slander her......"

"Hahaha...... I slander her? Wang Ning laughed: "Let me tell you, it's not just me, the rich second generation who has a little money in the school has been to her, if you don't believe it, you can ask them!" ”

I stood there in a daze, looking at Tang Mengshuo dumbfounded, hoping that she would be able to say something to refute. But she didn't, not a word, just turned away from us.

"How could it be...... "I felt like I had been struck by a lightning bolt, and I couldn't accept it when I was younger, this was just junior high school...... There is actually a school ji? And this person is still ......

Wang Ning's laughter continued, as if mocking me for being stupid, ignorant, and pitiful...... At this time, I felt that the anger in my body was exploding little by little, and these anger gradually pressed the pain on my flesh, and then quickly rushed up my body and into my brain, making my brain hot and blank......