He didn't want to stay in the Yan family long after he was completely disappointed in them, so he sneaked out. After going through so many things, he gradually stopped caring, and now that he still has her by his side, he doesn't need to worry about that kind of thing.

Some people say that if you have a concern in your heart, that is, if you have a weakness, you will become vulnerable. But Zhimo felt that this was wrong. When you have a concern in your heart, you have an obsession, and you want to become stronger, strong enough to protect everything you care about.

And Xiaoshu, when he was wandering, he was lucky to meet her, and she became his concern.

As soon as he was born, he frightened his parents, he was abandoned by them, and it was an old mother-in-law who saw the very short time of his life when he was born, and couldn't bear to see him fend for himself, so she helped him survive.

Obviously, he is the sister-in-law of the Yan family, but he is not as good as even the lowest miscellaneous servants.

Before the age of five, he doesn't understand anything, he doesn't know anything, he will be sad and lost because of the ridicule and sarcasm and disgust and fear of others, he will be sad because he is not loved by his parents, and he will have unrealistic expectations.

Because he would turn into a wolf from time to time, he was grounded, not allowed to step out of the yard where he lived for half a step, and had nothing to do when he had nothing to do, so he asked his mother-in-law to secretly bring him books, and he studied in the yard by himself, occasionally lying behind the courtyard wall and watching the children frolicking by him.

At the age of five, children of the same age could enter the disciple hall to study and cultivate, and that day, he was suddenly brought to his father to test his spiritual root talent.

That day, it was the first time he had seen his parents, and they just gave him a cold look, quickly looked away, and then handed him over to the elders, not wanting to look at him again.

At that time, he was not able to control the power of the bloodline, and the fluctuation of spiritual power during the test caused a riot of the bloodline's power, and he transformed again.

He will never forget that day, when his own parents looked at him with disgust, suspicion, and hatred in their indifference.

Somehow, he suddenly understood why he had abandoned him, and when he was still young, he truly realized that he was different from others.

That day, because of that change, the natural spiritual root and the like didn't measure anything, which made everyone disgusted him even more.

He was sent back to that courtyard, and his only contact with the outside world was two steamed buns and a bowl of vegetable porridge delivered every day.

In the end, it was different, after seeing the magical spells cast by the elders, he suddenly had a very strong desire, he wanted to cultivate, he wanted to become stronger, so that everyone would not dare to laugh at him anymore...... But he didn't know how to cultivate.

It took him two years and a lot of bits and pieces of information collected through various means, and he finally understood the matter of cultivation, and he also got his first introductory exercise.

Because of his body, the effect was not ideal at first, but he had an obsession, stumbled and persevered for two years, and finally cultivated to the late stage of qi gathering.

Nine-year-old Zhimo is still very young, but he is going out to wander, because the Yan family restricts his movements, he has no resources, no experience and experience, and it will be difficult to break through in cultivation.

Tuo has never had a sense of existence, and when he left the Yan family, few people found out, perhaps, the servants who were sent to him would find out in a few days, but he was not worried, because in order to save trouble, that person would definitely not say it.