One hundred and seventy-eight, love has the will of God
Chapter 177: Love Has Providence
"Fourth elder brother, don't ......"
Seeing him buried in my neck, it didn't give me a disgusting feeling like the last time the prince did, but I can't - he is the man my sister likes, he is not something I can afford, I can't let this mistake continue: "Please, let go of me, no, really can't ......"
"Snort", my clothes have been torn by him, I don't dare to shout loudly, I am afraid that I will call out the seventeenth elder brother in the house, but I don't dare to give myself to him inexplicably. In a hurry, my tears splashed down in large quantities - Fourth Brother, this is my fault, I am evil and evil, but all this really can't happen......
You will die - from now on, there will be no Yongzheng Emperor in this world, no more Qianlong, no more ...... I can't even imagine what the 21st century, which was supposed to live, will become like this.
So, please, don't!
"Qiyun, promise me, don't reject me......" The fourth elder brother's originally indifferent eyes have now turned crimson - those are the eyes of a beast, this is no longer the fourth elder brother, he has now turned into a trapped beast tortured by the medicine.
"Please, you love me, don't you?" I'm sorry I never admitted this, but now I'm going to take advantage of this: "Please, don't hurt me, please—I don't want to die, Fourth Brother!" "My right hand turned into a fist, and I was trying my last time to persuade the fourth elder brother to let me go, if I didn't succeed this time, I would have to fight with him.
What I have tried to hide for so long will be undoubtedly exposed today, and the most terrible thing is that I heard my sister say that the fourth elder brother is skilled in arching and horses, has practiced martial arts since childhood, and is in a state of madness at the moment, I may not be his opponent.
"Fourth Elder Brother, when I saw you for the first time, you stood under a fallen leaf, and it gave me a feeling of vicissitudes in an instant." Only feelings can suppress desires, and I have already deeply realized this in Brother Seventeen: "At that moment, I felt as if I had lived a lifetime......"
After a pause in the hand tugging at my clothes, I saw that it was useful, and continued to work: "Countless times I hid from my sister's side to look at your residence, countless times I was jealous of that year, why do you like her so much?" But you're already my sister's, and I'm married to a woman, and there are so many people between us, and so many things that can't be crossed at all......"
"Qiyun, my Qiyun ......" The fourth elder brother gasped and rubbed me tightly into his arms. The whirring heat sprayed above my head, but he stopped the attack......
If it weren't for the flattery, I could have pretended not to know about the fourth child's feelings forever, and he wouldn't have shown it. However, today, due to my mistakes, things have reached the point where they are out of control, and this consequence may continue until after the Yongzheng Dynasty.
But now, apart from what is in front of me, I can no longer take care of it: "The farthest distance in the world is not life and death, but I am standing in front of you, and you do not know that I love you; The farthest distance in the world, no, I am standing in front of you, but you don't know that I love you, but you know that you love each other, but you can't be together......"
Fourth elder brother, you are with a very deep person, let this most profound love poem awaken your humanity!
"The farthest distance in the world, it's not that you know that you love each other, but you can't be together, but you can't resist this longing, but you have to deliberately pretend that you don't have you in your heart at all; The farthest distance in the world, no, obviously unable to resist this longing, but I have to deliberately pretend not to put you in my heart at all, but, with my own indifferent heart, to the people who love you, dig an insurmountable ditch......"
I like this poem very much, because I always thought that this was a portrayal of me and "him", who knew that I would feel it today: "Fourth brother, although we can't be together, we still have hearts." But if you continue like this, after today, we will really become the farthest distance in the world......"
"I don't want to, I don't want us to be like this! So, please ...... "I deceived a man's feelings again, this time it was Yongzheng, I will really have retribution......
"Qiyun, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry to scare you, I'm sorry......" The fourth elder brother muttered, wiping away my tears with a slightly trembling hand: "I won't hurt you, I can't hurt you, believe me......"
I believe in the power of the Nine Elder Brothers' medicine......
"Let's go!" Just when I didn't know what to do, the fourth elder brother suddenly pushed me away, and the force was so great that I almost suspected that my feet were going to hurt and hurt again: "Leave me!" ”
"Fourth Elder Brother!" I fell to the ground on my back, I couldn't believe that he still had the self-control to push me away at this time: "Then what are you going to do?" With that, I wanted to bite my tongue out - didn't it all go back to my plan? Why should I bother to worry about what will happen to him? It's supposed to be framed, what else is there to do?
"Let's go, there's something wrong with the deer blood wine, go!" The fourth elder brother's bloodshot eyes were more painful: "Forgive me, let you see the joke......"
...... "If he hadn't taken the initiative to push me away just now, I would have walked without saying a word, but now the development of things has reached a more and more outrageous point, so outrageous that I have begun to shake my original intention at the beginning - I can't do it anymore with such a fourth elder brother, but there is no turning back, how can I save him now, how can I save him?"
"I'm not leaving, I'm so worried!" Now that I'm gone, my heart will stay here for the rest of my life!
"If you don't go, I'll go!" The fourth elder brother snorted and moved towards the horse step by step.
"Fourth Elder Brother!" Seeing him in such pain, I felt even more guilty, and rushed over as if to hold him: "Are you okay, you look ......" like you are about to die.
"Get out!" The fourth elder brother waved me away with one hand, and the force was so strong that I was pushed all the way and rolled several times before I stopped my body.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" I lay on the ground, crying and watching him stagger onto his horse—he would not make it back, my plan was sure to succeed, but I hope it fails!
"Qiyun!" The fourth elder brother lay on his horse and warned me with his last willpower: "Remember, you haven't seen me today, you've never seen me, someone asked you to say that, remember?" ”
"...... "Fourth elder brother, do you also know that you are going to be more and more auspicious?"
"You know what? Reply! ”
"Got it!"
After hearing the answer, the fourth elder brother immediately left my side without looking back-Fourth elder brother, you are more afraid than me that you will hurt me, right?
It's a pity that I can't respond to your affection, and I just have a guilty heart......
Because of your love, I finally won this war, but I really lost to Providence......