It's been three full days since I got home, and it's been normal as usual.

It's just that this calmness is so depressing that it makes people want to go crazy.

Maybe at this time, something should happen, at least not as uneventful as it is now.

Perhaps, what will happen is that there will be a strange noise in the house, things will fly up inexplicably, the lights will flicker in the dark room, and a female ghost in red with long hair will appear in the mirror......

However, none of these scenes happened.

"Are you waiting for me to show up?"

The familiar voice that had not been heard for a long time finally sounded in my ears again.

Turning my head, what appeared in my field of vision was the graceful figure in the red dress.

She's finally back!

"Aren't you dead?"

Fang Lingyu's face was still the familiar smile he had when he first met: "Are you stupid!" I've died once, but I'm not so easy to die. I'm not going to die for this little scene! ”

That's right, how could I be confused, Fang Lingyu has gone through so many strange experiences, and has existed for a whole ten years after becoming an undead, how could she die easily?

It turns out that everything before was just an illusion!!

"You're not going to leave again, are you?"

"Hmm!" Fang Lingyu nodded, "May I ask you a question?" ”

"Absolutely!"

Although I have too much to tell her about this incident, there are still opportunities in the future. Since she has a problem, I also want to know what she is most concerned about right now.

Fang Lingyu said slowly: "Why are you ...... Why don't you save me? ”

Why didn't I save her?

"Why didn't you save me?" The same question rang out again, and the voice of the question was eerily lowered.

Then the same question kept coming, and the voice became lower and thicker.

Oh, yes! Why didn't I save her?

When she was swallowed by the abyss and crushed and broken for me, I clearly understood that she was only a stone's throw away, and I could do something!

But why didn't I save her?

Now that she is in danger of dying, will she be angry with me because of this and no longer want to pay attention to me? Can I find a way to make it up to her so that she doesn't be so disappointed in me?

Turning his head again, Fang Lingyu had disappeared, and what appeared was the black hole.

It was the entrance of the cave that engulfed Fang Lingyu before, could it be that it was ...... just now

The entrance to the cave began to twist and deform, gradually flattening into a huge mouth with the corners of the mouth raised. Two eyes appeared in the air at the same time, forming a terrifying face with the mouth.

"I've finally found you, you can't escape!" The face actually spoke, and spoke.

This is the true face of the Abyssal World?

It was her, who had devoured Fang Lingyu before, and now she had disappeared again.

I can never forgive him!

I grabbed at the face, but it shattered and reorganized, turning into black vines that wrapped me tightly.

What's going on? How could I not use any strength?

The black hole reappeared, and the vines seemed to be extending from there, and the vines seemed to be trying to drag me in.

"Why don't you run away!"

A limping figure rushed in front of me, grabbed me, and stopped me from being dragged by the vines.

Sister Ying? How could it be her? Why is she here?

She tried to untie the vine for me, but the vine was unusually strong and showed no signs of loosening.

And the black hole instantly expanded, rapidly approaching in our direction.

It's not good, if it goes on like this......

My outstretched hand had just touched Sister Ying's shoulder, and before I could push her away, the black hole had already engulfed her.

What followed was astonishment and despair on her face, and she didn't have time to do anything, so she didn't enter that world at all.

Why, why is this the case again?

Why do people around me face such an ending?

Why can't I change anything even though I'm here?

……

Dream! It's a dream again!

I don't know how many similar nightmares I've had in the past three days! Different dreams, different predicaments, different struggles, but always the same ending, the same despair.

And I always did the same, not being able to save anyone.

Occasionally, in a dream, the reunion with Fang Lingyu will not come to an abrupt end because of the disaster, everything will continue so beautifully.

That kind of dream is the only motivation for me to be willing to fall asleep.

It's just that then, waking up becomes a new nightmare.

"Woo woo woo ......" the sound of crying came from the living room.

It's Cindy, she's messing around again.

She was in a coma for two days after I brought her back. She had only woken up this morning, but she was still in a state of unclear sanity.

And every time she was a little better, she would cry uncontrollably. Although only I could hear the cry, it was too noisy.

Whenever I want to be alone for a while, my head hurts from this sharp cry.

But I couldn't get her to stop.

I walked to the living room, and she was locked in a corner of the couch.

"Okay, don't shout, it's all day long, it's not annoying."

Cindy was unmoved, still screaming.

"Can you stop? If you cry again, I'll kick you out! "But no matter what I told her, she would just hold her head and cry to herself.

“I want Ling！ Where is Ling？ Cindy's cry was filled with such questions.

Yes, Fang Lingyu is gone, Cindy naturally can't understand my words, and I naturally won't know what Cindy is talking about.

I couldn't think of any way to explain the facts to this girl. She kept shouting "Ling" and never came back.

“No Ling！ No Ling！ Understand? "I told her what was going on in all the words I could think of.

“You lied to me！ I hate you！ Cindy's face was full of dissatisfaction and resentment, and she glared at me with wide eyes.

Then he grabbed my right hand and bit it down.

Naturally, she in a state of soul could not have left a wound on my hand. But she was just chained to my right arm, and I couldn't shake me off no matter what I wanted.

"Hate me so much, huh? You think I don't hate you? I'm telling you, the thing I regret the most is meeting you! If he hadn't saved you, Fang Lingyu wouldn't have encountered such a thing. I don't want to hold back these words anymore, "Forget it, you can't understand what I'm saying anyway!" Get out, love is going anywhere, I don't want to see you again! ”

I leaned back on the couch, on my side, with my back to Cindy's direction.

Maybe telling her that was too much, after all, she was just a child, and she didn't mean to do those things.

However, she can't take back what she said, and she shouldn't understand it.

After all, when I saw her, I couldn't guarantee that I wouldn't recall it. Moreover, because of the language barrier, it is impossible for me to really understand each other.

Perhaps, it would be a good choice to let her go.

It's just that...... Taking care of Cindy has always been Fang Lingyu's wish. Unexpectedly, when Fang Lingyu left, the only wish I knew of her could not be fulfilled for her.

It was only now that I truly understood how powerless I was with everything I was struggling with.

Except for being sad, I couldn't do even a little bit for her.

My eyes began to blur again, and I could no longer hide my cowardice.

Suddenly, my left hand, which had not been felt for a long time, lifted itself up, gently wiped the corners of my eyes, and touched a few tears.

This is, what's going on?

I looked up and saw that Cindy was standing across from me, and she raised her hand to do the same thing as me, and whispered, "It's okay, don't cry!" ”

She actually ......

In my mind, I recalled what Fang Lingyu had said to me before: "Cindy always cries non-stop, I am anxious when she cries, and when I comfort her, I forget to say the language, and she learns the only word of Chinese - it's okay, don't cry!" ”