Still the same as before, I opened the door of the store at 6:15 punctually, and the only one who appeared in front of me was you.

I wish your mother was delayed because of something else and couldn't come, so we could hang out together again, and there wouldn't be any obstacles between us.

But at this time, I was not carried away by this speculation, so I still asked politely:

"Why didn't your mother come today, didn't she say that you would go to the vegetable market to buy chickens together?"

"She got up a little late, and she was afraid that you would wait too long, so she asked me to come over first, let's wait for her a while, she will be here soon."

How I wish she wouldn't come! But many times, many things, will not be transferred because of people's will.

Soon, your mom was in front of us.

"Let's go! Let's go to the vegetable market together! I got up a little late today, and I encountered something on the road. ”

"It would be nice if I couldn't come!" I thought to myself.

But I can't say it to you, not because I'm reasonable, it's just a matter of politeness.

"Is that me riding in front, or is Zhen Huan walking in front?"

"Of course I opened the way in front, and you don't know you here." You answer

"Then I'll take care of the aftermath for you!"

"I don't want you to clean up the aftermath for me, you just don't lose my mother."

"I'm not afraid of losing your mother, I'm afraid that your mother will lose me."

Suddenly something knocked on me from behind, I didn't dare to turn back, I couldn't turn back, and if I did, I might have caused much inconvenience to the already crowded street.

"You're taking me, how could I lose you?"

"Haven't you watched a costume drama? Usually the generals are fooled by the military advisor, you see, you are also my military advisor now. ”

"That only shows that the general is stupid and has no ability to distinguish." You're defending your mom like this.

I want to be that stupid general all the time, but you are my lifelong military advisor, I am not afraid that you will fool me, I am only afraid that you will betray me one day, and I will never find anyone to fool me at that time.

I can't escape from the world with you, even to the point of being intoxicated, and in the period of time after leaving Qidong and leaving you, I used to record this feeling in the form of a poem, and the poem is written like this.

"I'm intoxicated by the hell you made for me"

never dared to show himself,

I love you so much that my soul does not possess my body,

I can love you,

but destined to separate the two places.

How many people say that we will not have an ending,

In fact, the ending has long been doomed,

From the day I met you.

I just don't want to leave,

I deceived myself again and again,

You've cared about me too.

I've always lived in a dream with you,

I'm addicted to it,

But in the end, you left me.

I can't find you anymore,

All that is left is the memories of you.

Why did I meet you,

Why bury you deep in your memory.

I'm obsessed with you,

But you don't care;

I have become sick and sick for you,

But who cares.

Suddenly, one day,

I couldn't afford to get sick.

No one has sympathy for me,

Some are just questioning,

Said that everything was done by me.

They said if I could leave you sooner,

It will not end up in the field it is today.

I hold my tired body,

With all the strength of the body,

Drive them away,

I don't let anyone slander you.

God look at my obsession with you,

It had also secretly wept.

I moved the day,

Movingly,

But it can't move you in any way.

I never regretted meeting you,

Nor ever complaining about why we can't be together.

If you put me in hell,

I won't hate you,

Instead, I want to be grateful,

Thank you for letting me stay in the hell you've built for me.

You didn't understand anything at that time, and I couldn't express myself at that time. Some people say that when you encounter it, you have to be brave enough to pursue it, so that you won't regret it, but sometimes you have to wait until the next year the flowers bloom.

I'm a little sad again, don't talk about this, I should have been very happy to come to the vegetable market with you to buy chicken, I should be happy, but I have never been happy, I am so optimistic and open-minded in front of you.

"Have you arrived?" I asked

"It's not far ahead."

"That's it, through an alley."

"Isn't there a train track ahead? Where to sell chickens. ”

"It's over the track, you see you're still in college! I'm not as good as someone who didn't go to elementary school. ”

"I'm just not familiar with this here, and one day, I'll bring you to us, maybe you won't even be able to tell the difference between the southeast and the north!"

"I'm not poor with you, it's very troublesome to get the car over, you two are here, when I finish buying the chickens, I'll come back to you, don't run far."

"How can I run far, I'm afraid of losing it!"

At this time, I was so grateful for the "obstacles" I had in my heart, but I didn't expect her to create a green channel for me.

"Your mother is gone, so let's wait here."

"My mother said let's wait for her here, we'll wait for her here, otherwise she'll be worried when she comes back and can't find us."

"If she can't find you, she'll be worried!"

"Alas! We'll just wait for her here, anyway, and if you're bored, let's ride around here! It's still so big anyway. ”

With that, we spun around on our bikes, and I overtook you all at once, and then ran behind you, and I don't know how many laps I had passed you.

"Can't you slow down?"

"I'm afraid I'm going to fall if I'm slow."

"Where?"

"If you don't believe it, if you don't believe it, I'll show you." With that, I squeezed the rear brake, then stopped working on the bike, and leaned towards the front of the bike in a wrestling position.

"I'm about to fall, be careful."

"I'm kidding you."

Soon, I was pumping power to the bike with my feet again, and soon it was running normally again.

"That's how you tease girls at school?"

I felt speechless all of a sudden, how do you know that the girls I met on the road were all detours, and I never dared to be alone with girls. Sometimes I blush when I talk to a girl.

I want to say that I just tease you like this, I will only use my whole body to make you happy, I won't laugh until I meet you, and I don't know that people still have hearts until I get along with you.

But I didn't dare to say it, maybe it wasn't that I didn't dare, but because I had too many concerns (which was also your mother's concern), and my love for you could only be hidden in my heart or expressed in words.

"This Life Is Just to Meet You"

When the joy of life,

It all depends on the distance between the gains and losses.

When the guarantee of love,

It is only an ethereal relationship.

I no longer believe that there is joy in life,

I don't even think about love anymore.

Let me be so pessimistic,

But God let me meet you.

You make me feel that life is still fun,

Love is still the most beautiful thing in the world.

I know we don't need a relationship to hold us together,

Distance can't stop our affection.

I will always wait for you,

Till you disappear from my heart,

Then I was gone from you forever.

I'm not afraid of being beaten into hell,

I'm just afraid I won't see you.

May I ascend to heaven,

Then I can watch you from heaven all the time.