I bought a train ticket (also a station ticket) for the morning of October 7th, which was actually booked before I came here. Tell me how I felt about my visit this time!

When I look at you, you always have a smile on your face, and I know that you also have that untouchable wound in your heart. But you will always live so soberly, and you will never let yourself be wrong to the point of being out of control, and I am walking towards that bottomless abyss.

I'm gone, and I'm leaving that unpicked heart here. In the days I left, I was still watching you, how can I forget my deep affection for you.

You talk about it again, and your talk always surprises and delights me.

"In the third year of high school, every day was very depressing; The third year of high school is really not simple. I was so helpless, I couldn't find my way, I was very confused, and I didn't have faith when I learned to learn.

People's hearts are so rich that they can't control their own emotions, and they can't convince themselves of the reasons they use to persuade others. There is too much helplessness......

I wanted to do everything well, but I couldn't. Everyone yearns for college, and I am no exception. Students in the third year of high school, hehe, for us, college is heaven. Sometimes, I feel that my ideal university is too far away for me to find motivation. I hope that I will be better and not let my parents down. But there are some things that I just can't do, and now, I haven't caught up with the weak subjects, but it took a lot of time, and other subjects are also missing, which makes me very disappointed. Friend, can you understand?

Some words, having said to myself countless times, have even become numb; Some words, after listening to them countless times, are even numb. I hate myself when I'm not motivated.

In my third year of high school, I felt powerless and really lost. Sometimes I think about giving up some subjects and learning what I am good at, but I can't bear to believe in my relatives and friends. There are some subjects that I don't feel confident the more I learn, and to be honest, sometimes I feel very miserable. It's like wanting to eat grapes but not being able to pick them, it's not just stressful, it's an invisible torture. I also understand that at this time, I am the only one who can save myself. But ......"

: Open your mind, don't think too much, something is always there, you can teach yourself math, it means that you haven't given up. Again, what you want is just an experience, no matter what is sweet or bad, an experience that only belongs to you.

:Well! I took the monthly exam for the first time, and I didn't feel anything! The first exam looked so bland! Didn't review anything!

: You have to be good, don't be too stressed, you have to see what you have, not what you don't have. You have to see your own merits, and you won't regret what you have done.

I'm really worried that you'll end up in a dead end, I can only comfort you by writing something, and I can't help you by your side, I hate myself for not having the ability of Sun Wukong to somersault for 108,000 miles. My concern can only be in those words of encouragement.

Far Away

Seeing you like this,

I don't know how sad it is.

time

Why are you always melancholy?

By my side,

You're always the other way.

You're showing that strong,

Who can read your sorrow,

You always hide your sorrow,

Always optimistic.

I can read your sorrow,

But I can't be there for you.

time

Why are you like this?

Tortured us to the point where we couldn't be seen.

years

Urging you and me to grow.

strong

That's where we're headed.

afar

Beauty is waving its arms.

now

You should forget your sorrows.

There will be no more melancholy,

There will be no more confusion,

You've found your way,

This is where the voyage begins.

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