TEXT NO.500 (JUST FINALLY UNDERSTOOD)
"Why do you ask?"
"Because your face doesn't seem to be good." The light of the corridor lamp left a gloom under his slightly lowered eyelashes, and it was the first time Mucha had seen his gloomy face like this, could it be that something big had happened?
Seeing her worried look, Nanfeng chuckled: "Don't worry, it's not a big deal, it's just that I'm a little tired after a few surgeries today." ”
"Oh, that's fine, then you can go back and rest." Slightly out of the way, if this is the case, Mucha will be relieved.
"Well, you get some rest early, too."
With a slight forehead, Nanfeng walked a few steps, but stopped again and said, "Xia Xia, have you seen Luo Yang when you came back?" He asked, turning to look at her with complicated eyes.
"Well, I'll see you at the company today." Nodding, Mucha kind of guessed what he wanted to say.
"Did she tell you anything?" Lowering his gaze, Nanfeng didn't know if he had told her about the two of them, and he also knew if Mucha would blame him if he knew.
"Sort of said it, I know brother, you broke up with her." Sigh softly if he was asking this.
"Then you ......"
"Don't worry, I won't be angry, she also said that you are really inappropriate, and the relationship can't be forced, so you don't have to care about me." Shrugged his shoulders and laughed, feelings are always a matter of two people, and outsiders have no position to make irresponsible remarks, let alone accuse one party.
Mucha was relieved to understand the south wind, "Then I'll rest first." ”
"Brother, you won't hate Luo Yang in the future, right?" Mucha stopped him.
"Why do you hate it?" looked at her puzzled, even if Luo Yang broke up, he didn't hate it.
"No, it's just that I'm afraid you'll be reluctant to see her or anything in the future." Laughed embarrassedly, in fact, Mucha asked for Luo Yang, and it couldn't be said that it was completely for Luo Yang, she was also a little worried that Nanfeng would hate her because she was embarrassed to see Luo Yang in the future. Then Luo Yang will come to her in the future, won't it be very embarrassing!
"No, I'll always be a good friend to her."
Perhaps, this concept has not changed.
Turning, he walked to his room.
Standing in place and watching, looking at Nanfeng's slender but slightly decadent back, Mucha muttered in his heart: "Is it really okay?" ”
Close the door, in the dark room with no lights on, only the haze light outside the window coldly penetrates.
The pain in his chest was magnified countless times in the quiet room with his back against the door of his room, and between his breaths.
It turned out that the expression on his face could no longer be hidden, and even Mucha could see it.
Yes, if it could be hidden, it would be too easy.
"I broke up with Luo Yang."
Called Qiao Fei downstairs, said something that had been brewing for a long time, and looked at her with anticipation in his eyes. Nanfeng knew that although it was abrupt, he also wanted to be sure of one thing quickly.
And she was stunned for a moment because of his words.
A pair of bright eyes stayed on him blankly, and after a long time, he frowned and asked, "And then?" ”
The expectation just now cooled down in her indifferent rhetorical question, and the afterglow of the setting sun gradually lengthened each other's figures.
And then what?
His throat seemed to be choked, and his thin lips moved, but he didn't know how to answer, "And then?" ”
"Nanfeng, you broke up with someone else, does it have anything to do with me?"
Isn't it irrelevant?
He suddenly wanted to ask, but looking at Qiao Fei's attitude, he suddenly didn't know how to ask. Because he doesn't want to be embarrassed, if he goes on, will he be embarrassed?
The two continued to stand downstairs in the community, and as the sun set away, the cold wind became more violent.
Rubbing her arms, Qiao Fei didn't wear a coat because she came out in a hurry, so she said, "It doesn't matter who you broke up with me, you don't have to come to tell me." ”
"Is it really irrelevant? Joffe, is it really irrelevant? ”
Grabbing the slender arm, he almost lost his mind and asked.
"Why is it related? Should I be happy if you broke up with someone else? Or should I be sad? What do you want me to say? ”
"I ...... Qiao Fei, you weren't ...... seven years ago" interrupted him, her expression became even colder: "What was it seven years ago?" Nanfeng, you don't think that after so many years, I will still like you as much as I used to, right? Please, who do you think you are worthy of my thoughts? Turning to shake off his hand, Qiao Fei looked at him with a determined look and said. You're not a god, you don't have the power to be remembered, so now it doesn't matter who you break up with or who you break up with, and I hate it even more when a man just dumps a woman and runs to another woman to tell her the news that he thinks is good news. ”
Yes, that's why she's angry.
He can reject her when she loves him the most. Then socialize with others. But why, he came to tell her when he broke up, and he still looked like he wanted to start with her? Is it trying to play with her? Or do you like her now, so you dump Luo Yang?
Whatever it is, it's unacceptable to her!
The face of the gaffe just now became gloomy, and when he looked at the woman in front of him, his chest seemed to be torn open.
"Joffie, you're saying that everything I have has nothing to do with you, do you? You don't like me anymore, do you? ”
"Yes, I'm not the same Qiao Fei seven years ago, who likes you so desperately! So it doesn't matter who you're with or who you break up with! You don't have to tell me! ”
This was clearly an angry word after a misunderstanding, but Nanfeng also misunderstood what she meant, and didn't think about what she meant by these words at all.
So it's embarrassing, the sincerity that he struggled for a long time to decide to face, is actually such an embarrassment!
"Southwind, if you think I'm going to be happy now, you're wrong. It seems to me that you are now like seeing me chasing you for years and then coming to pity me. But in fact, I don't need your pity because I don't like you anymore! With a hard thud pushing him out of his boundary, Qiao Fei's cold eyes pierced his heart like a knife.
The cold air churned in his lungs, and Nanfeng suddenly felt that he was crazy, and he would run to talk to her when he was crazy, and he would decide to accept his heart when he was crazy. But if he wasn't crazy, how could he have made such a decision?
Deserve!
Yes, you deserve it! Well deserved!.
Suddenly laughing, he finally understood what Qiao Fei's mood was when he was rejected by himself.
So she was right, why should she continue to like him, why should she like him after being hurt. But she was also wrong, this is not sympathy, not pity, and even more so disobedience!
It's just that...... It's just that......
With his hands hanging limply, he looked down at the somewhat blurry floor.
It's just that he finally understands his heart......