Chapter 966: Quan Zimo's love is too lonely
"I'm telling you, when you fall in love with someone, you want to monopolize her, you want her to belong to you alone. It's not going to let go, it's cutting constantly, it's tossing and turning, and it's also cautious. Speaking of this, Quan Zimo pursed his lips, as if realizing that he had said too much, and hurriedly finished, saying: "In short, there are many manifestations of falling in love with someone, but if you want to monopolize her, it is a necessary condition. You know what I mean? ā
Zhuo Yi nodded, and shook his head again, "It seems to understand, but it seems to be more confused." ā
In a word, if you want to monopolize him, you don't have to love him. But if you don't want to monopolize him, you must not love him. Plain and simple, right? ā
"What I don't understand is, what do you mean when you just said I don't want to get entangled?"
At this time, Zhuo Yi was like a child thirsty for knowledge.
But Master Quan was obviously impatient to be a teacher for Zhuo Yi, and he said hastily: "If you really love ...... Well, love someone. You don't have time to think about so much mess. You just want to be there for him, watch him every day, be with him all the time. Whether that relationship is love or something else, you can't even think about it clearly. The body has already reacted instinctively. ā
Viscount Bai's eyes flashed suddenly.
It's like...... Is Quan Zimo the same as Gu Lingse?
Before you even have time to think about it, your body has already reacted instinctively. And Quan Zimo's instinctive reaction was to protect Gu Lingse, if Gu Lingse died, then he would protect everything Gu Lingse left behind.
When Quan Zimo reacted to himself, it had already become such a situation now.
Even if Gu Lingse is already married to a wife and a mother. He still couldn't let go of Gu Lingse, and still wanted to be by her side.
Viscount Bai thought that if his love was like Quan Zimo's one-man show, he would rather never fall in love with someone.
Quan Zimo's love is too lonely.
He thought, he couldn't accept it. I can't bear every night when I miss Gu Lingse. When he thought of the woman he loved and other people's men, Viscount White couldn't control his emotions.
I don't know, how did Quan Zimo endure it after so many years?
He must have endured a lot of hard work, right?
When patience becomes the norm, the pain is reduced, and the thought of it does not hurt and you can't breathe. But the wound in my heart is deeper. The deep can never be healed.
Thinking of this, Viscount Bai was also in the mood to watch the play.
They are a group of people who usually refuse to say a word that is even caring. But in my heart, I miss each other deeply. Quan Zimo, Zhu You, Tang Di, Ye Chengshu. Also, no matter how cold-faced the lord of the Bai family is, it is the same.
Whoever is in trouble, the others will not sit idly by. Like many times before, like this time.
When one Ye Chengshu had an accident, the others all appeared as quickly as possible, and shot without reservation.
Emotional matters?
It seems that no one else can intervene. But when I think of each of them, there is love, and it is a very happy love. At this time, when I saw Quan Zimo again, I couldn't describe it in my heart.
Even if it is Tang Di, his love should be the most unsatisfactory love. But Rao is like this, Tang Di and Lin Xuan are at least in love with each other, right? No matter what happened between Tang Di and Lin Xuan, Lin Xuan left with a kind of hatred for Tang Di, only one thing would never be doubted. That is Lin Xuan and Tang Di, they both love each other deeply.
The two of them, it was the wrong way of love that caused Lin Xuan to end up with hatred.
But the two of them are in love!
But what about Quan Zimo?
His love has never been his own one-man show. There was never anyone who could accompany him.
The happier the rest of them lived, the more they seemed to be able to get a single shadow of the power of the ink.
And now, Quan Zimo can't even sing his own one-man show. Not to mention that someone accompanies him, even the woman who can let Quan Zimo guard him from afar, is now gone.
The lord of the Bai family is a cold-faced and cold-hearted person. But when dealing with the people around him, he became a cold-faced and warm-hearted person.
It seems that it is Quan Zimo who is enlightening Zhuo Yi, but what sentence Quan Zimo said is not describing himself? Didn't he say what he had always buried in his heart and never revealed to anyone?
I always knew that Quan Zimo loved very hard, but he always behaved too carelessly. Even if it is a one-man show, he will sing with relish and win a full house.
In such a situation, they subconsciously ignored the bitterness in Quan Zimo's heart.
At this moment, hearing Quan Zimo's words coldly, Viscount Bai felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.
It's better not to listen to such heartfelt words in the future!
Standing up, Viscount White didn't say a word, turned around and left.
made Quan Zimo still wonder, I don't know which tendon this guy is. Looking at Ye Nanchuan inexplicably, Quan Zimo was confused.
"Did you take the wrong medicine again?"
Viscount Bai's mood, Ye Nanchuan fully understood. Because after hearing what Quan Zimo said just now, his feelings were exactly the same as those of Viscount Bai. Even, he was more uncomfortable than Viscount Bai.
After all, Zimo, the child, can be regarded as something he grew up watching. Although I haven't seen each other for seven or eight years in the middle, the feelings are there, and they can't be erased.
Ye Nanchuan sighed softly in his heart, waved his hand, and said, "Don't pay attention to him." ā
Quan Zimo tilted his head for a moment, and then he chuckled, laughing very cheaply, very badly. He seemed to understand something, but he didn't seem to think about anything.
"Zhuo Yi, if there is anything you don't understand, just come and ask me. I'm in a good mood right now. ā
Zhuo Yi looked at Quan Zimo even more confused, not understanding why this person was suddenly in a good mood.
He shook his head and said, "I want to talk to Mr. Ye alone, okay?" ā
Quan Zimo immediately stood up from the sofa, "Okay! Why not? You two talk slowly. Putting his hands in his trouser pockets, Quan Zimo turned back lazily, "Uncle Ye, say hello before you leave." Shall I send you off? ā
"Send something." Ye Nanchuan refused without thinking about it, "You still have something to do, right?" The shadow project is halfway through the development, and the pressure on your side is not small. ā
Quan Zimo lifted his lips and smiled, "Uncle Ye, do you care about me?" "Nonsense. Ye Nanchuan glared at him with a dull look, "You children, none of them let me worry." ā
Touching the tip of his nose, Quan Zimo felt quite guilty, "It's okay, right?" We're at least on the fence. ā
"You don't want to be like this." Ye Nanchuan finally smiled a little, "I'd rather you all have no interest, but you are safe, this is better than anything else." ā
"I said Uncle Ye, you are really old." Quan Zimo pursed his lips and made it clear that he was looking for something to clean up, "This kind of nonsense, why do you say it outside?" Let people hear it, and they want to laugh at you! ā
Ye Nanchuan said lightly, "People in their sixties, can they be old?" Now I don't expect you to be productive at all, I just want you children to be safe. Do you understand? ā
Although his tone was very light, Quan Zimo could hear the heaviness behind his weak tone.
This kind of heavy topic, Master Quan is difficult to adapt to, he shook his neck with a hippie smile, "Uncle Ye, I am the youngest here, and I will be forty years old next year." You still treat us like children? Don't be like that, it's a shame. ā
"Who's lost?!" Ye Nanchuan was unhappy, and taught him with a straight face: "In front of me, you will always be children." Even if you're eighty years old, as long as I'm not dead, it'sā"
"Gotta get it!" Quan Zimo hurriedly fled and retreated, "Yes, Uncle Ye." If you say death and death, it's not interesting! If my pretty aunt hears what you say, you have to be the one who should be punished! After speaking, Quan Zimo ran away without a trace.
That frivolous appearance, where does it look like a man who is about to reach forty next year and is not confused by this age?
Ye Nanchuan shook his head helplessly, "This kid doesn't look as calm as Po Jilai, it's really ......."
The person who is a father is not as calm as his own son.
This kind of thing can only happen to Quan Zimo!
Looking at the interaction between Quan Zimo and Ye Nanchuan, Zhuo Yi's eyes were much clearer. He thought that he seemed to have figured out what his feelings for Ye Nanchuan were.
He thought, what Quan Zimo said was not entirely true. At least, there is one thing that Quan Zimo said wrongly.
The closeness to Ye Nanchuan, which accounts for a large part of the people, that affection is called family affection!
It's just that Ye Nanchuan really treats Quan Zimo and them as sons, and Quan Zimo and they also treat Ye Nanchuan as a father. And he? It's all wishful thinking. Whether he trusts Ye Nanchuan or relies on Ye Nanchuan, he is wishful thinking.
Hooking the corners of his lips with self-deprecation, Zhuo Yi asked softly: "Mr. Ye, when you come to me, you must have something for me to do." Just say what's going on. ā
See, that's what people are.
When confused by feelings, it's like a little idiot. I don't understand what people say. It must have been broken up, chewed up, and fed to his mouth, and he knew what it was.
But once you get out of that confusion, many things, you don't have to open your mouth at all, you will understand everything.
How so?
A blind eye?
That's the word used here, and it shouldn't. But it's very apt.
As long as you see through a little bit, all the rest will be solved.
Zhuo Yi is in this state now.
He has been puzzled for many years, what kind of feelings he has for Ye Nanchuan.
To be honest, at the beginning, he thought he was in love with Ye Nanchuan. After all, since he knew a little bit about things, he was imprisoned in the basement by Zhuo Lan. There is almost no contact with the outside world. Don't look at him lingering in the flowers, the women around him have changed and changed, but when it comes to feelings, he may not be as good as the current high school students.
He only knows the pursuit of physical momentary pleasure, what is the emotion? He never thought about it, perhaps, because he didn't meet a willingness.
Before he was imprisoned in the basement by Zhuo Lan, he had to have a headache every day to fill his stomach. I didn't have time to think about any emotional matters, and I was still young at that time, so I didn't understand feelings at all.
After being imprisoned in the basement by Zhuo Lan, he had no contact with the outside world at all. Except for the old men who brought him nightmares, the only one he knew, and it wasn't a know, the only person he could see was Ye Nanchuan.
That small, not a small hole in the window at all, from there, he peeked at Ye Nanchuan outside every day.
At that time, he felt that this life was so beautiful. More beautiful than anyone he's ever seen. Even the woman standing next to him, who had a big belly and a beautiful smile, was not as good-looking as he was born.