Chapter 153 is still chaotic

"Qiyun, let's go!" The fourteenth elder brother said as if he had made up his mind.

"What did you say?" Shouldn't this be my dialogue? Shouldn't it be the request of an infatuated woman, and then rejected by the prince who cares about his family and country?

"I mean, come with me! We go to a place where no one can find us, just you and me, and we are together forever! The fourteenth elder brother said excitedly: "Niu Colu, are you willing to go with me?" ”

I do, of course I do! I can hear this sentence coming out of your mouth, in such a patriarchal society, you actually took the initiative to say that there are only you and me - this is something I never dreamed of before, how could I not be willing? There is a word from you, I, Zhang Xiaoying, have nothing to ask for!

It's a pity that the heavens don't allow it!

Not to mention that we can't run away at all - I'm willing to bear the consequences with you! But what about I, Amma? What about my sister? Although Amma has no blood relationship with me, he has treated me well in the past few years, how can I make him commit such a crime of robbing his family and exterminating his family? My poor sister was supposed to be the queen mother, she was dedicated to me, and I can't trap her in injustice!

"Where can we go? Under the whole world, it is not the king's land! I looked sadly at the fourteenth elder brother, the man I love but love me even more: "Even if you can escape, what are you doing since you were a child?" Can you afford me? Can you take care of yourself? You can't, Fourteenth Elder Brother, in the face of firewood, rice, oil and salt in a beautiful relationship, and in the face of poverty, it will be slowly consumed! ”

Excuses, I'm all excuses - how can I, a modern woman, care about that? I will make money, I don't need a man to take care of me, and I'm not the kind of person who is afraid of wolves and tigers! However, how can I reject you if I don't say that—rejecting your sincerity, rejecting your desperation?

"I'm not afraid, I can endure hardship! Qiyun, don't worry, no matter how hard it is in the future, I won't let you suffer a little bit, believe me, come with me! The fourteenth elder brother begged.

We're leaving, what should we do with Brother Seventeen? At such a young age, you have to face everyone's ridicule and become the laughing stock of the world? I hurt him three times and twice, he saved me three times and three times, and even this wedding, he was also to save me - I can't respond to his feelings, how can I bear to do such a thing to hurt him again?

"I'm afraid!" I held back the pain in my heart and tried to make my words cold: "Fourteenth elder brother, do you know how difficult it is for me to go from being a lowly species that everyone looks down on, to getting to this point? How much suffering I have suffered, how many times I have escaped death to have where I am today, do you know? Do you think that with just your words, I will give up everything I have vested, start anew with you, and become a pariah again? ”

"Qiyun, what are you talking about?" The fourteenth elder brother's eyes were full of pain.

Fourteenth elder brother, the last reason - if I can ignore the rest, then what about you? You are the son of Kangxi, the first emperor of the ages, you will make meritorious achievements, you will become a famous general king, and you will leave a glorious mark in history......

I'm sorry, I can't just ruin you, let alone ruin history so irresponsibly - this is the only thing I can insist on, I can't change history, I can't imagine what kind of butterfly effect a little mistake will cause - what kind of consequences will it bring to my country, my nation, my relatives in the 21st century!

"I'm telling the truth, you don't understand what I mean!" I turned my back and forced myself to spit out such heartless words with tears in my eyes, letting myself be hurt by my own words: "Brother Fourteen, you overestimate your charm too much, do you think that with just one you, you can make me give up all of them?" ”

"You've always seen me like this?" The fourteenth elder brother stumbled as if he had been hit by an arrow, and his face quickly turned pale.

"What else do you think I think of a reckless man like you?" No, you're reckless, but reckless is cute, and I've never disliked you, never!

"Good, good! Qiyun, I've known you for so long, and today I saw you clearly for the first time! Hello......" The fourteenth elder brother pointed at me for a long time, and finally couldn't bear to scold the unpleasant words: "You like the name of that Chang Fujin, right?" You love to enjoy so much, so you love vanity, don't you? I'm telling you, Qiyun, I'm going to make you regret it, you're going to regret it! ”

I already regret it, fourteen...... I regret that I suddenly became so great - I should have gone out of my way to keep you, why do I have to think so much before I do something every time! "Fourteenth elder brother, I'm waiting for you to make me regret it!" Let me die on the day I regret it, anyway, I have no tomorrow for a long time, Brother Fourteen!

"I'm so stupid, I should have known what kind of person you are, and your selfishness I know isn't a day or two, why should I beg you? Why should I come? The fourteenth elder brother suddenly slammed his fist on the wall next to him, and the strength of the wall cracked a little: "I'm really cheap, I know that you never care about me, I know that you don't ...... at all" I like the eighth elder brother at all, it's his wishful thinking, it's his foolish dream!

"I know I'm stupid, so I don't leave!" I clenched the handkerchief in my hand, bit my lip and said, "What are you doing here, pretending to be pitiful, and making me sympathetic?" "Zhang Xiaoying, you don't have to go to hell - the place where you stand now is hell! A hell you've built with your own hands, built just for yourself, and you've got your own!

"I'll go, Niu Colu. Qiyun, I don't want to see you again! "The fourteenth elder brother was stimulated by me so much, and finally left without looking back......

"Miss, Miss, are you alright?" Tian Tian saw that something was wrong with me and hurriedly came over to help me.

"I'm fine, I'm fine!" I slipped into Tian Tian's arms - fortunately my last sentence finally provoked the fourteenth elder brother, otherwise I would really not be able to perform today's play - I am a human being, not a god, if I am a human being, I will have feelings, and if I am a human being, I will have unbearable things: "Tiantian, I am so painful, I am really painful!" "Endure what ordinary people can't endure, and endure what ordinary people can't endure - it's so difficult to do, it's really hard!

"Miss, miss, let's go back, let's go back!" Tian Tian hurriedly protected me - to know me to this day, it is the first time she has seen me so out of control, right? After all, I turned out to be nothing frightened in her eyes: "I'll make you something to eat, let's pick out clothes, let's go shopping...... Miss, let's go back, let's go back! ”

"Okay, go back, let's go back!" It's just that your young lady's injury will never get better for a lifetime - it will only get more and more painful and rotten in the heart......

"Wait!" As soon as I stood up, my eyes suddenly saw the blood stains left by Brother Fang Fourteen on the wall - with such a lot of force, so much blood, Fourteen is probably not lightly injured this time, right? Brother Fourteen, why are you so careless every time? You're always like this, how can I rest assured that you'll be able to go through your life like this alone?

I walked slowly to the wall and gently wiped the blood from the wall with a handkerchief - it hurt, didn't it? I'm sorry I don't have a reason to bandage you myself - all I can do now is stand here stupidly, gently wiping the blood from the wall for you, imagining it's you......

Your heart must hurt more than your hands, right? So much so that you seem to be ignorant of all this? Fourteenth elder brother, you are the person I least want to hurt in this world—why is it me who hurts you, and why is it always me who hurts you?

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... why is there always only one sentence that can be said between the two of us?

"Miss, Miss!" Tian Tian helped me and looked at my crazy actions: "Why are you suffering, why are you suffering?" ”

"Why bother?" Who's going to tell me what we're suffering? Why is this so, and why is it where it is today? I also want to know, who will tell me!

After wiping the blood on the wall, I slowly put the handkerchief into my arms as a treasure - handkerchief, you are the only one who can accompany me in the future......

I hope the sky has eyes and can let you accompany me into my dreams......