As soon as I was born, I had no choice but to leave my mother. Because my mother is a slave maid of the Heshuo Ming Shang family, and she is the nurse of Yaohua Gege, who was born on the same day as me. In order to ensure that little Gege can fully eat breast milk, I have not drunk a sip of my mother's breast milk since I was born. But I can't complain, because I have long known from my father that I Chen Lu'er was destined to be a slave from birth.

"Lu'er, do you know, my mother can be a nurse of Xiao Gege, that's a great grace!" In the few encounters I had with my mother, I heard these words. "Do you know that with such a noble status as Gege, according to convention, only the noble lady of the Eight Banners can become her nurse. The princess values your mother so much, and your mother must not live up to the princess's trust! ”

I sat next to my mother, numbly listening to her repeating over and over again--- fact that my mother no longer belonged to me. I never dared to hope much for her, I just wanted her to say a few words to me, but that was just my luxury. My mother's words reminded me repeatedly--- I am a slave, a natural slave, a slave that even my mother can't enjoy.

The first time I met Yaohua Gege was when I was six years old. In two days it was my birthday, and I rushed into the courtyard, which was forbidden to me, despite the objections of my father, who was sick in bed, and then I saw her.

I had never seen such a beautiful girl, delicately dressed, with delicate skin, a bright smile like the sun, so happy and satisfied under the care of a bunch of maids and servants. .1@6@xs555@. At that moment, I seemed to see Guanyin sitting down on the virgin, probably only the little dragon girl can enjoy such treatment, right?

The virgin came up to me, pointed to me, and said in a milky voice, "I want her to be a horse for me to ride!" ”

I was stunned. Shall virgins be used as horses for rides? I've grown up so big, and although my family is poor, my father has never let me be a horse!

"Why are you standing here stupidly? Don't lie down yet! The mother squeezed out of the crowd. He said to me.

No, mother, she won't do this to me! My eyes were filled with tears. But I insisted on not crying, my mother must have not been home for too long to not know me. "Mother!" I shouted to her hopefully--- as soon as my mother saw that I was going to be used as a horse rider by Xiao Gege, she would definitely stand up for me, definitely!

"At this time, what are you shouting, mother, don't lie down yet. Gege is getting impatient! My mother whispered to me.

I think I should be happy---- my mother recognized me so quickly for the first time, but my tears couldn't stop flowing, I slowly lay down, bowed my head to prevent others from seeing my crying. In the eyes of Niangdi, it is also a supreme honor to be a horse for Xiao Gege, right? If my mother saw me crying, she would definitely be angry again.

Little Gege jumped on my back with a cheer and grabbed my hair, "Drive!" Come on. Come on. "I haven't been breastfed since I was a kid and my constitution is very poor, so I crawl very slowly. It doesn't take a moment to climb. Little Gege was in a hurry, and slapped my buttocks with his hand. While urging loudly, "Run." You're running! ”

I was in pain and anxious, so I quickly looked up and asked my mother for help. Her eyes were full of longing---- mother, Lu'er hurts so much, you save Lu'er!

I saw my mother hurriedly running over to stop Xiao Gege: "Gege, don't do it, I hurt your little hand carefully, use this, use this to fight!" With that, he handed Gege a rattan.

The next thing I remember is the pain, the pain in my butt, the pain in my knees, the pain in my hands, and the pain in my heart. I crawled forward desperately with all my strength, not for fear of being pumped, but ----Since my mother cherishes her so much, then I amused her, and my mother should like me a little more, right?" I don't ask to be like Yaohua, all I want is a little bit, a little care.

I crawled on the ground for an hour that day, and I wasn't really relieved until little Gege was finally tired and went to sleep. I staggered to my feet and looked at my mother, "Mother, you have to remember, the day after tomorrow is ----" Also, my father is very sick, and he wants to see you.

"The day after tomorrow is our Gege's birthday, how could my mother forget?" My mother interrupted me unceremoniously, and casually sent me out: "Remember, this is not a place where you can come if you want, today is your luck, next time you ......"

My head "buzzed", and I couldn't hear my mother's voice anymore---- I didn't hate my mother, I only hated why the sky didn't make me deaf from birth, but let me hear these cruel words. This was the most unlucky day in the six years since I was born, and my mother said that it was lucky. It's me who is stupid, how can I forget that little Gege, who has the body of ten thousand gold, was born on the same day as me, how can I be so idiotic as to think that my mother will remember me on that day?

I don't know how I got home, but when I got home, I was faced with the second bad news--- my father had died, and when his daughter was humiliated and ridden as a horse, at the moment when Yaohua Gege was laughing the happiest, my poor father left this world so lonely.

When his father died, his eyes were open--- and although he did everything possible to prevent his daughter from looking for his wife, in fact, he still wanted to see his wife for the last time. So much so that until he took his last breath, he was still staring at the door, for he had been hoping that his daughter would come in from outside the door with his wife and come to see him.

Although a well-wisher went to deliver the letter, the mother still did not come back. I understand, Xiao Gege is going to have a birthday, and my mother can't come here to see the dead people bumping into bad luck, because my mother is Gege's nurse. With the kind help of my neighbors, I was able to bury my father in a hurry. I will never forget that day, when the sunset was like blood, pulling my lonely figure into an elder, just like my bleak life.

Because on that day, I lost both my father and my mother.

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