TEXT NO.436 (Why Say It)
Await......
Ever since she was with him, she has been standing on these two words. It doesn't matter if you're happy or alone. But she was willing, she was willing to wait for him, whether it was an hour or two or three......
The people in the restaurant came and went, and then a new group of people came and went, but every time she looked up, she saw unfamiliar faces, strange people. Coming and going, her originally excited heart was disappointed again and again in these strange eyes, and her joy was also consumed again and again.
This kind of scene seems familiar, but he came here last time.
Comforting himself, Luo Yang thought silently in his heart.
"Welcome, gentlemen?" Someone else came, but this time she didn't look up so enthusiastically. Because intuitively, she knew it wasn't him.
But the man walked up to her, and his tall figure blocked the light in front of her, hiding her in shadow.
Suddenly looking up, her heart beating fast. But when the eyes fell on him, the joy in his eyes also spread in an instant.
"You...... How are you? Standing up, Luo Yang looked at him in surprise. Why is it not the south wind that comes, but Tengwei.
A complicated look flashed in his eyes, "I want to know too." Tengwei's answer left her scratching her head, but he clearly didn't plan to leave, and as he sat down across from her, he beckoned to the waiter.
Seeing him call the waiter over, Luo Yang hurriedly said, "What are you doing?" This is not where you sit! She stepped forward and grabbed his hand, and she tried to pull him away.
She didn't want her date to be ruined by this guy, how would she explain it if the south wind came over and saw it.
Teng Wei watched her pull herself, and the faint emotions were infinitely expanding in her heart.
"He's not coming."
He said coldly.
"What?" Stopping his movements, Luo Yang looked at him uncertainly: "What did you say?" ”
"He's not coming, he's calling me and asking me to come and eat with you."
Yes, what a ridiculous thing, Nanfeng actually asked him to accompany Luo Yang to dinner, because he was going to have surgery. And he was even more ridiculous, he came when he received this call, knowing that the person she was waiting for was not himself.
With a self-deprecating expression, Tengwei looked at her gradually dull eyes.
"What ......"
"Ridiculous, isn't it?" He could understand exactly what kind of mood she was in right now, how ridiculous and funny it was! "You lie, it's impossible, he promised me!" The emotion of holding back for too long finally broke out, Luo Yang shook his head fiercely and said, "Impossible, he agreed." ”
Seeing her sad appearance, he didn't want to come, but he didn't worry about her waiting here alone.
Standing up, he said, "I'll send you back." ”
"No, I'm going to wait for him to come."
Luo Yang didn't believe it, because Nanfang personally agreed, she didn't believe that he wouldn't come.
"He's not coming, he's going to have surgery, and I don't know when it's going to end!"
"Then I'll wait for her!" She said stubbornly, but tears were already falling from her eyes like a flood bursting the embankment.
The waiter who was called didn't know whether to disturb them or not, so he could only stand aside at a loss. Teng Wei's chest was uncomfortable, he was also very busy, and he also had a lot to do, but because Nanfeng said that she was here alone, he left everything behind.
It's ridiculous, it's like this every time, he still comes knowing that it will hurt his heart.
"That's enough, I'll send you back." Grabbing her arm again, he said with forbearance.
"Don't," get rid of him, Luo Yang didn't need him to be pitiful, she would rather wait here than need him to be pitiful. It's just that she doesn't know, it's not pitiful, but distressed! "Enough, sober up! He wouldn't come, otherwise he would have called me! ”
Suddenly erupted, Tengwei yelled at her.
"Luo Yang, he's not suitable for you!"
They are all deceiving themselves, and so are she, him, and him!
Tears poured out of his eyes more and more fiercely, and grievances, disappointments, and distress came together.
"Let's stop kidding ourselves!" Holding down her trembling shoulders, Tengwei also felt tired. It's tiring to pretend to be tired, it's tiring to hide love. It's even more tiring to see her being put aside like this and crying!
"What are you talking nonsense......" sobbing, she looked at him with eyes that were almost desperate: "What are you talking about, I'm going to wait for the south wind, I'm going to ......"
"He doesn't love you."
Bloody and forceful, he said what she had never wanted to face.
In fact, they all understand, but they are all deceiving themselves.
"You talk nonsense...... You talk nonsense......" Crying loudly, Luo Yang didn't want to accept this fact, but she was really tired, the truth was so powerful, no matter how much she deceived herself, she couldn't support it anymore.
"I'm sorry." Seeing her crying, his heart hurts. But if a person has to be awakened to his sanity in this way, then he can only be a bad person.
"I'm sorry, but don't wait any longer, if he really loves you, he won't call me here, and he won't ...... Luo Yang, that's enough. ”
"You talk nonsense!" Shaking off his hand, she got up and fled the restaurant.
"Luo Yang, Luo Yang!" Hurriedly catching up, Teng Wei shouted anxiously: "Luo Yang! Luo Yang! ”
Few people have walked on the street, and when they saw the girl who suddenly burst out of the door, passers-by looked sideways.
And she didn't care about anything anymore, just kept moving forward, wiping her tears and moving forward.
Teng Wei chased out, and when he saw the direction she was going, he accelerated his pace and chased after her: "Luo Yang! ”
"Don't come along, I don't want to hear you!" She looked back at him hatefully and said, "I don't want to see you, don't come here!" ”
Stop and look at the girl with tears streaming down her face.
"Luo Yang ......"
"Go, I don't want to see you, I know he doesn't love me, but I'm willing to wait for him, I'm willing!"
She roared hysterically, her heart-rending voice echoing through the night.
"Why? You're just deceiving yourself like this, why should you look at her and not look at others! Ignoring the strange eyes around him, Tengwei also held too many things in his heart, since he has already said it, let's talk about it together.
"He doesn't love you, but I do! I love you Luo Yang, it doesn't matter if you hate me, but I don't want to watch you continue to make a fool of yourself! He really didn't want to see that look of despair.
If he hadn't seen her sitting there waiting in almost despair when he entered the door, he wouldn't have said it.
"Luo Yang, I don't believe you don't have any feelings for me, even if you don't. I don't care either! But you know what? I'm not stupid, I'm not blind, I know him in the south wind! If he really cared about you, he wouldn't have called me out to eat with you and send you home today! ”
Love is not like this, even if it is a good brother, even if he tells her that he can't come earlier, it is impossible for him to come over to eat with her and accompany her home.
"Enough, don't say it, don't say it......" Covering his ears, Luo Yang was so uncomfortable and his heart was so confused.
"Luo Yang." has arrived in front of her, Tengwei's heart is like being pricked by a knife and needle. "Luo Yang, sober up, okay?" Holding her shoulders, he said, "Luo Yang, stop deceiving yourself, there is something more suitable for you, but it's not that you don't love you." ”
"You talk nonsense...... You ......" cries drowned out the words behind it, really tired, very tired. She had been deceiving herself, so she couldn't refute the truth anymore.
Holding her body tightly that was almost unstable, Tengwei was not afraid of her hatred, but afraid that she would continue to let herself deceive herself like this and continue to be sad.
"I don't like it, I hate you......" she cried in his arms.
"It doesn't matter, I've never liked it anyway." Pulling out a bitter smile, Tengwei's heart hurts, but it is enough to hug her.
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After a night of flying, Mucha returned.
The moment she stepped off the plane, she was full of frustration, and when she left, she obviously wanted to save something, but she came back without doing anything.
"Young lady, are you sending you back to the Nan family?"
Old Tang looked at her from the side and asked.
"Well, let's go back first." I haven't seen her daughter and Jiang Meiling for a long time in the future, and she misses them very much at the moment.
Lao Tang personally drove her away from the airport and sent her back to Nanjia, along the way, Muxia's mind had already flown to the company, and I don't know if there was any new news over there. So I didn't pay attention to the time, I just felt that in the blink of an eye, Old Tang stopped, "Young lady, it's here." ”
"Uh, so fast." Pushing the car door, the gate of the Nan family was already in front of her.
"Young lady, I won't accompany you in."
"Okay, thank you for your hard work, you can go back and have a look first." Taking the suitcase in Lao Tang's hand, Mucha said. "Okay, the young lady has something to contact me, but don't go out alone." Old Tang nodded.
"yes, I know."
Waving goodbye to Old Tang, Mucha turned around and pushed open the courtyard door of the Nan family.
Nan's family seemed to be there, because she saw that Nanfeng's car and Nan Kesheng's car were parked in the yard.
When she opened the door, she heard a voice before she could enter.
"Sister, why don't you discuss this matter with us?"
"yes, if we hadn't watched the news, we wouldn't have known."
"Brother-in-law, do you say yes?"
"Ouch, don't you want to wait for the annual meeting to be announced?"
Hearing the unfamiliar voice, Mucha looked inside, but there was a little distance between the living room and the hallway, and she couldn't see who the people on the sofa were.
"Oh, Miss Mu is back!" The aunt, who was busy in the kitchen, came out and said in surprise when she saw her.
Since then, the voice in the living room has also decreased, and after a while, Jiang Meiling came over: "Xia Xia, you're back!" Seeing Mucha standing at the door with a suitcase, Jiang Meiling said happily.
"Auntie! Good morning! Walking up to the entrance, Mucha enthusiastically rushed towards Jiang Meiling and hugged her.
"Oh, why didn't you say it earlier?" Jiang Meiling also hugged her and patted her back, very happy.
"I'm in a hurry to come back, I didn't have time." Mucha explained. At the same time, she looked towards the living room and found that in addition to Nan Kesheng, there were several middle-aged men sitting, who were looking at her with curious eyes.
"Xia Xia is back!" Nan Kesheng also looked at her kindly.
"Yes, uncle." Because of the presence of outsiders, Mucha restrained a little.
Hearing Mucha call Nan Kesheng's uncle, the faces of those men all showed complicated expressions. Everybody is giving everyone else a look, you look at me, I look at yours.